Marvel: I have a serious mental illness

"When you stare into the abyss, the abyss also stares into you..."

The clown opened his arms, embracing the darkness and enjoying the darkness. His eyes were shining brightly, and he had a crazy smile on his face.

After hearing this, Li Gezhou raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "That's true, but I've spent too much time in this abyss. Now it's his turn to stare at me, isn't it?"

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"Darkness, blood, loneliness, confusion, pain... countless negative emotions are impacting my nerves every day, anesthetizing my will... I have been silently enduring these bad things, and now it is his turn.

Yes, isn't it?"

"I have been suppressed for countless dark nights. I want to go out. I want to be a normal person instead of continuing to be a terrible monster here... I want to swim out of this vast seabed and accept the sunshine."
"If you really occupy this body, what are you going to do?" The clown raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile: "Although the probability of success is very slim, there is still a slight possibility of success."

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"I'm curious what happens when a monster like you goes out...kill people? Kill a lot of people? Conquer the world? Or destroy the world?"

Hearing this, Li Gezhou was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: "What I want to do is very unintentional... It is not to destroy the world, but to make the world feel pain."

"The pain ran through his life, and it still lingered in his mind until the moment before his death. His last dream before his death was to let the world feel his pain."

"Since I devoured him, I must do something for him...So, when I go out, I must let the world feel all his pain, and I will let everyone taste his pain, taste

to his miserable life."

"That's fair, isn't it?"

"Well, indeed, it's fair..." The clown sighed, nodded, and said in a low voice. Then, he turned around, took steps, and his figure slowly disappeared into the dark mist.<

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"Are you leaving now? Hey, it's okay to leave..."

Looking at the clown's retreating back, a smile appeared on the corner of Li's thoughtful mouth, and a strange light flashed through his dark eyes.

He tugged on the strong chain on his body, and the bright red blood flowed down the chain little by little and merged into the red ocean.

Li Gezhouran also slowly lowered his head, motionless, like a lifeless stone sculpture

The black mist gradually rose, covering his figure and burying all traces.

All chaos returned to silence, as if nothing had happened, and as if everything had happened.

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The outside world.

Zhou Ran slumped in his chair, staring at the computer screen in front of him. His eyes were full of bright red blood, but there was no charm or brilliance at all.

His eyes were cloudy, like the dying flounder or mahi-mahi sold in supermarkets.

Zhou Ran's current state is very bad. He has never been in such a state. He is only a small stimulus away from complete collapse...

The dark text scrolling on the screen, every sentence, every word, was like an extremely sharp knife piercing into his heart, revealing the biggest secret in his heart, bringing him great fear and threat.
Who could be the person who wrote the text?

What is his purpose?

What does he want to do?

Why does he know these secret things?

Is he really the original owner of this body?

How could he suddenly appear after disappearing for so many years?

He should be dead...

Immortal...why did it suddenly appear now?

Is he going to take back everything he has?

If he is still alive, if he really takes back everything he has...then who am I now? What am I now?

I, I...

I really can’t understand!

How should I face him?

For this soul full of unknowns, for this master hidden behind the dark words... Zhou Ran felt unprecedented trouble, this was trouble that could really make him collapse.

In the face of this kind of trouble, the purple sweet potato spirit who snapped his fingers and destroyed half of all life in the entire universe doesn't seem so scary anymore.

[Treat me as a nightmare, and I will be all your nightmares; think of me as an enemy, and I will be your enemy that you can never defeat; think of me as Satan in hell, and I will make it impossible for you to go to heaven.]

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Look at the last paragraph.

Zhou Ran's face was extremely pale. He slowly lowered his head and fell into a deep silence.

Don’t die in silence, just explode in silence.

After a long time.

Zhou Ran raised his head, sighed lightly, a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and whispered: "Oh, Zhou Ran, is this your last strength? Isn't it okay for you now?"

"Along the way, you are in great anxiety every day, you are afraid of the outbreak of various crises every day, and you are afraid of the sudden arrival of death every day."

"Does this kind of life really make you happy?"

"You have walked through these dangerous paths and finally reached the other side of success. On the eve of victory, are you really going to give up everything you have to others?"

"No, never, absolutely not!" Zhou Ran nodded and continued: "Come on, let me see what you really look like! Let me see who you really are? No matter who you are, no matter who you are,

Victory or not, I will never let you get this body..."

"Moreover, I am not just fighting alone, I also have friends, and I have friends who are worthy of my trust."

A faint light rose in Zhou Ran's eyes, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he whispered in his heart: "Clark, I need you!"

"Sorry, Zhou, there's nothing I can do this time..." In the light hall of the spiritual space, a look of emotion appeared on the expressionless Hei Chao's face. He shrugged, sighed, and said in a low voice: <

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"I can't take action in this matter, everything depends on you... Zhou, I believe in you, I believe you will definitely win."

Hei Chao clenched his fists, his tone was very gentle and his words were full of encouragement.

From Hei Chao's perspective, there is no doubt that he is very unhappy and disgusted with what happened today...

What happened today means that he has another competitor. If this opponent controls the body, he will never be able to steal the body from this opponent.

This is an extremely fatal point... It is also something Hei Chao does not want to happen from the bottom of his heart. He fully supports Zhou Ran in winning this round.

Hear Hei Chao’s words.

Zhou Ran couldn't help but frown, he took a deep breath and said in his heart: "Clown, I need you!"

"I'm sorry, my great Jake... I really can't help you this time..." In the mental space, in the dark hall, the clown raised his eyebrows, with a bitter smile on his lips, and sighed: "Jake, this is once

Challenge, this is a challenge you must break..."

"Only by getting through it can you gain more strength and achieve greater success. In fact, he may not be as scary as you think..."

"Jake, I'm really sorry. I didn't anticipate this change in advance. This time, I can't protect you."

The clown's tone was very serious, and his words were filled with his precious loyalty.

He turned his head slightly, looked into the dark fog, and murmured in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Jake, you have to rely on yourself this time... He gave me a bargaining chip that I couldn't refuse, and the bat is everything to me."

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"Besides, if you can't defeat him or even a broken consciousness, how can you reach the real peak?"

"Jake, charge... charge to the highest place... In fact, the outcome of failure is not that terrible and bad. The worst is just to be sealed in the endless seabed, enduring darkness and loneliness. You still have the chance to regain control of your body.

Opportunities..."

Zhou Ran didn't listen to the clown's final whisper, because they were all monologues deep in his heart.

Zhou Ran only heard the first half, and he only heard encouragement and helplessness.

Zhou Ran fell into silence again. After a moment, he sighed softly and said in a deep voice: "It seems that I can only rely on myself this time. Although I have expected this situation, when it really happens

Even then, I still couldn’t accept it.”

After some emotion, Zhou Ran did not click Yes on the screen immediately, but opened the drawer and took out a Colt M2000 pistol.

Zhou Ran reached out and held the pistol, a flash of extreme madness emerged in his eyes, and a bright smile appeared on his face. He would never give up his body easily. What he couldn't control, he could only destroy.

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"塡......"

Zhou Ran gently loaded the pistol and placed his index finger on the trigger. Then, he slowly raised the pistol and pointed it at his temple.

Zhou Ran raised his eyebrows, made a "bang" sound, put down the pistol with a smile, and clicked Yes on the computer screen.

[Hey, I really look down on you. I thought you were too scared to click on it?]

[Okay, since you chose Yes, then we have to meet formally.]

The dark text slowly disappeared.

"Zizzizi..."

After a burst of white snowflakes flashed on the screen, a somewhat dim screen appeared.

It seemed to be a study room. There was a chair in the study room. Sitting on the chair was a man wearing a mask. The masked man had his legs crossed and was holding a cigarette butt that had just been smoked and was sparkling with sparks.

Seeing this, Zhou Ran tapped his head with his finger, glanced briefly, and said mockingly: "Is this how we two talk? I doubt the authenticity of such a conversation..."

"This is just a video you reserved in advance. Do you think such a video can really have a big impact on me?"

"Compared to the video, I hope to have a friendly communication with the real you... Or are you just a tiger drawn on paper, just pretending?"