Mecha Star Wars

Lin Fan felt a little sad after hearing this, and found his own shadow in Ji Yu.

They are all typical examples of people who want to escape from their families but cannot completely escape.

You say they are not good, but they really care about you. They are worried about you eating, worrying about your drinking, and worrying about whether you have enough to eat or clothing to keep warm. There is no literal abuse.

But if you say yes, people don't want to get close to them when they think of family.

This non-extreme ambivalence is actually more troublesome than simple happiness or breakup. I can't let go of this relationship easily, but I feel powerless to maintain it.

It's just that Lin Fan can basically suppress Lin Ma from going crazy now, but Ji Yu obviously can't. In other words, under the current situation, he is still willing to maintain the illusion of peace. He is unwilling and has no need to tear up the skin of balance for the time being.

A healthy and harmonious family relationship sounds simple, but in real life, there are always problems of one kind or another that are eliminated or amplified, leaving different marks on everyone's heart.

It's like Lin Fan, who was arbitrarily belittled by Lin's mother as a comparison object since childhood. Even when Lin Fan became an adult, he could understand that she was motivated by a urging mentality, but little Lin Fan was hurt at that time. This has also caused Lin Fan to have a low self-esteem inside. No matter how strong and sunny she looks on the outside, once she suffers enough psychological blows, she will immediately collapse because she does not have a strong enough core.

Even now, she is the number one female warrior of Lan Star who can switch between mecha states at will, but her inner inferiority still comes out from time to time, affecting her judgment.

The same goes for Ji Yu. He is wiser than Lin Fan and can resolve many emotional problems by himself. But because of this, he developed an overly reserved character.

It's not that it's not good to be restrained, it's just that Ji Yu always feels a little pity.

So Ji Yu always likes to hide behind people and observe without leaving a trace, like a hunting snake that will move and bite you to death at any time.

It is actually very inappropriate to use such adjectives on Ji Yu, but he has developed such a temperament because of his silence and occlusion since childhood. So sometimes I feel that he is a bit cold, with high sensitivity to emotions but low feedback, which is also caused by various things in his childhood.

If Ji Yu had met Li Chunhua's parents or John Woo's parents when he was a child, he would not be like this now. He would definitely be more cheerful and be able to smile as brightly as Gao Fei, right?

Maybe you may not embark on the path of being a mecha pilot like today, but it is entirely possible to shine in another field.

Children who had an unfortunate childhood spent their entire lives healing their childhoods, but no matter how they were repaired, the holes they had made would never be restored to the original state...

Lin Fan couldn't help but shiver. Fortunately, she doesn't have to worry about this, Ami Tofu, God bless her.

"What? Is it too cold?" Song Ren immediately turned up the air conditioner a few degrees.

"No, no," Lin Fan waved his hand, turned around and asked, "So you are planning to leave this time and not come back next year? Let them wait for a few more years, thinking that if you are no longer good, then come back, and then they will come back As long as I'm in love with you, I can't think of controlling you, right?"

"If nothing else, this is the plan." Ji Yu nodded. "They are both in their prime now. Their work and health are in top condition. There is nothing for me to worry about. Now is the best opportunity."

"When you say that, I don't think it's easy for you." Li Chunhua was originally a person with strong empathy. After hearing what Ji Yu said, all his original sadness was almost gone.

He put a hand on Ji Yu's shoulder and moved closer to talk to his brothers. "If you have anything to do from now on, just tell me. I find that you guys have some problems with your parents? No, I mean... look at my family, my parents are fine, there is nothing wrong with them. Although when I was a child, He didn't beat me any less, and he didn't discipline me less, but compared to you... forget it, I won't say anything."

The more you say this, the less reliable it becomes. It is inappropriate to talk about someone else’s parents. Li Chunhua chose to shut up.

"Hahaha, I'm just poor and particular." Lin Fan laughed to himself. "The more particular you are, the easier it is for you to make mistakes in your life. If you don't feel it yet, you will screw up the child. Finally, say, 'I have worked so hard for you,' and then the child will be kidnapped for the rest of his life."

"It's true, it seems that people have to live a rough life to be energetic." Li Chunhua became more energetic, "Be liberal in everything, don't push yourself into a corner..."

He was talking so enthusiastically there that he completely forgot that he was the one who just got into trouble.

"Yeah, yeah," Lin Fan followed, "I'm living a rough life now. I can do whatever I want and feel comfortable. It's so comfortable! Mom doesn't have to worry about my studies anymore!"

Li Chunhua wanted to nod, but after thinking about it, he thought it was wrong, "Then no matter how rough you are, you must remember to put on makeup. You spent ten thousand yuan on it, so you can't waste it."

"Hahahahahaha!" Lin Fan laughed heartily, "Li Chunhua, you are really amazing. You suddenly said this... Hahahaha, I won't dare to take you shopping next time. You will study for three years once you buy something."

"Don't say three years. If you don't use it properly, I will be able to remember it thirty years later. If you don't believe me, try it." Li Chunhua said.

This time, not only Lin Fan, but also Ji Yu and Song Ren laughed.

This living treasure really gets more and more excited the more he talks about it.

Fortunately, the joyful atmosphere interrupted his sorrowful thoughts just now. Otherwise, if he was left to calm down alone, he might not be able to calm down at any time.

Song Ren placed Ji Yu at the entrance of the nearest subway station and did not refuse his request to accompany him. However, it was not possible tonight. Although the Special Branch now allowed them to come and go, the extra person still had to say hello to them, and Ji Yu also needs to go back and explain clearly before leaving.

Ji Yu was not disappointed either. He made a telegraph gesture and Shi Shiran got out of the car.

A handsome young man with fluttering clothes.

Lin Fan watched Ji Yu walk away without looking back and couldn't help but read it out.

"Do you girls like this?" Li Chunhua stood by the window and watched.

"Like it, he's young and handsome, and all normal girls will like him." Lin Fan replied casually.

Song Ren subconsciously glanced at his face in the rearview mirror.

"Then you like it too?" After Li Chunhua returned to normal, he started gossiping again.

"I like it." Lin Fan agreed, "But don't play tricks. I like you just as much as I like you. Don't involve me in the relationship between men and women. Sister's dictionary is now filled with justice and great light. But there is no option for male-female love."

Li Chunhua shrank to the back row and silently cast a sympathetic look at Song Ren.

Sorry, boss, brother can't help you.

The car sped along and soon returned to the special office.

Lin Fan sent them back to their residence. Send Li Chunhua into the house first, and then send Song Ren off.

The big moon in the sky is just like the outside, big and round. The two of them are walking on the beach, listening to the sound of the ebb and flow of the tide, which is rare and leisurely.

"Unhappy?" Song Ren was a step behind and spoke first.

Lin Fan stopped and turned around in surprise. "Is it obvious?"

"No, I just think that based on your personality, you will definitely be sad after hearing what Ji Yu said." Song Ren replied naturally.

Lin Fan faced the sea and quietly looked into the dark distance. "I'm not sad at all, maybe it's just something that hurts its own kind. Then I'm glad. Fortunately, I don't have children."

"Are you glad you don't have children?" Song Ren followed her example and looked towards the sea. The two stood side by side, half an arm's length apart.

This is a distance that is neither far nor close.

"Yeah, incredible, right?" Lin Fan laughed. "I have thought since I was a child that I must be a good mother in the future and not let my children be like me. And for a long time, I have been working hard for this and want to create a better place for my child who has not yet disappeared. Living conditions. But now I am glad that I don’t have children..."

"Sure enough, time is the biggest variable. Everything in the world will change as time goes by, whether it is dreams or people's hearts."