Mecha Star Wars

"I actually quite agree with Ji Yu's point of view."

Lin Fan looked at the vast artificial sea surface, as if the depression in his heart had been taken away by the waves. "You all know my situation. Things that are normal to ordinary people, such as getting married and having children, are further out of reach for me than breaking out of Lanxing and landing on Mars."

There are too many things involved here, including but not limited to her old problems, and it used to be limited to country H, but now it will affect the interests of the entire Lan League, and it is very troublesome in all aspects.

"But even if I could, I still feel that I might not be the good mother I dreamed of now." Lin Fan said lightly.

"Why do you say that?" Song Ren asked.

Lin Fan shrugged, "Maybe it's because the time you miss the most has passed and love has disappeared?"

She laughed a few times and added: "You know that I am actually very disgusted with my mother's character, right? I have always determined not to be like my mother."

Song Ren nodded silently. Extreme family conflicts usually lead to two outcomes, one is assimilation and the other is alienation.

"But my ex-boyfriend once told me, he said, 'You always say something bad about your mother, but you are exactly like your mother.'" Lin Fan sniffed and laughed again, "After all these years , his face was blurred, but I can never forget this sentence."

"I'm afraid of my mother, and I'm also afraid that one day I will become the mother I once feared, so not having children is actually the best option for me, isn't it?"

"He's talking nonsense. How do you look like your mother?" Song Ren frowned.

"I thought he was talking nonsense at first, but now that I think about it, it's not entirely true." Lin Fan shook his head with a chuckle, "Genes are magical. It's like the octopus genes in my body. Only such a thin bit is enough. It has led to my current change, not to mention my mother who is a direct blood relative?"

"Thinking about it carefully, I should also be paranoid and easily agitated. Otherwise, why would I suddenly jump off the bridge that day? Right? Maybe these factors are not obvious, but who can guarantee that in the future, I will encounter trivial matters in my life? , the accumulation of emotions won’t become like that?”

Lin Fan shook his head firmly, "I don't want to end up like that, so it's good to stop here and leave myself room for perfection."

"If you had not had that impulse, the following series of things would not have happened." Song Ren turned to look at her. "Have you ever thought that all of this might be just for us to meet?"

Lin Fan turned around.

Under the bright moonlight, Song Ren's side face was particularly three-dimensional in the light and shadow, like a charming spirit that wanted to lure her to a place she didn't want to go.

Lin Fan looked at him steadily, without evading or blushing. But when Song Ren was about to speak, he turned his head and burst into laughter. "You're right, if it hadn't been for my jump, I wouldn't have met you."

The "we" that Song Ren said included Lin Fan and himself. It was not certain whether there were others.

But when Lin Fan said "you", he put Song Ren and everyone else together, as if Song Ren was nothing special in her heart like Li Chunhua and Ji Yu.

Song Ren wasn't sure if Lin Fan meant this to him.

Did she discover her own thoughts? This is how you reject yourself. Or is it just a coincidence.

Song Ren was silent and decided to continue. "Then leaving aside the children, haven't you ever thought about finding someone to accompany you?"

This time, Lin Fan kept looking at the sea for a long time without answering him.

But Song Ren knew she heard it. There was no urging, and he stood side by side with her quietly, standing on the shore and looking at the sea.

"Oh, I'm so anxious!" Li Chunhua held his cell phone against the window, sticking his butt out and filming secretly.

After he returned to the house, he thought about his wife again. He wanted to call Shi Miao at the beach, but before he went out, he saw Lin Fan and Song Ren walking on the beach through the window. That was incredible. Decisively call Gao Fei Ji Yu to start the live broadcast.

He took pictures with his mobile phone as long as Lin and Song talked. When he saw that there was no movement between them, he couldn't help but want to intervene.

"Isn't it Captain Song's confession that was rejected?" Gao Fei said on his cell phone.

"No." Ji Yu flatly refused, "Captain Song won't fight an uncertain battle. He won't speak at all until the overall situation is under control."

"Then what's going on between them?" Li Chunhua said anxiously, "Why is there so much trouble in a relationship? My wife and I weren't so awkward back then."

"Brother Li, you and Sister Shi have known each other since they were children. Do we have different emotional foundations?" Gao Fei shouted.

"Captain Song has also had a rough love life. He has obviously liked Sister Lin for a long time, but before, he did not dare to tell her about it due to various reasons." Ji Yu still kept a calm tone and said, "Now there is also a biological armor, and the strength is finally comparable." , but it doesn’t seem to be of much help to him.”

"Yes!" Li Chunhua slapped his thigh. "I've been talking about it before. With Lin Fan's strength, no man dares to offend her. No one can withstand the punch of a mecha. Now it's better. The leader can also transform into a mecha. He's not afraid of being beaten. .”

"What you said makes it sound like my sister is very violent." Gao Fei stood up for Lin Fan, "I don't know how gentle my sister is."

"Brother Li, it's not me who is attacking you," Ji Yu came to add to the problem again. "Even if Sister Lin doesn't get into the mecha, there's a high chance that you'll fall down under her hands."

"Impossible! Absolutely impossible!" Li Chunhua was unhappy, "I don't know about Lin Fan yet. Her agility is high, but her strength is small. If I don't hold back my strength and let her go, how can she possibly overturn me? "

"If you don't believe me, try turning back..." Ji Yu saw him waving his phone and the image was no longer clear, so he quickly said, "Aim quickly, are they moving?"

Lin Fan thought about the sea for a long time.

Does she need company? It seems she does.

But, do you need that kind of one-on-one intimate companionship? It seems that there is no need for this at present.

Moreover, the relationship between men and women is too variable and difficult to control. She herself is not good at dealing with emotional problems. It can be seen from her previous experience that giving a so-so evaluation is considered polite.

It was easy to break free and relax, so why should I take that risk again for a need that is not very necessary?

Lin Fan felt that it was still too risky.

It's not that she doesn't understand Song Ren's gaze, and it's not that she can't feel Wu Yusen's kindness, but she doesn't dare and doesn't allow herself to make the same mistakes again, even if these two people are the best in the world.

But she still didn't dare.

Moreover, just because we are comfortable as friends does not mean that we are suitable for being a couple. If it finally breaks down, she will probably face losing one or several friends. It is not cost-effective to use reliable friends to bet on someone who may not be suitable for you.

It's better to be friends as we are now, stable, long-lasting, and not easy to get hurt.

She found a thousand reasons for herself in her heart and slowly convinced herself to settle for the status quo. If she didn't get it, she wouldn't lose it. Putting in work would have a higher return than putting in feelings...

So, Song Ren finally saw her calm and gentle smile.

She said: "When I was a child, I always thought that when I grow up, I won't be lonely, but when I grow up, I realize that loneliness is the normal state of life. I already have the stars, so what more do I need a bicycle."

Song Ren understood her unexplained rejection and did not continue to disturb her. Anyway, Lin Fan himself said that time will change everything.

The two of them walked towards Song Ren's residence one after another as if nothing had happened.

"Hey~ Lin Fan smiled, did you agree?" Li Chunhua jumped for joy.

He didn't know that in the information room of the Special Branch, a group of hacker bosses were also watching the live broadcast on his mobile phone screen.

Because they are foreign visitors, all circulation data must be checked first and they must go through the security check process in the information room. So as soon as he made the call, a monitor in the Information Department was directly synchronized.

But no one cared about it at first, until Lin Fan appeared later, sharing the same frame with Song Ren, the atmosphere was beautiful, and coupled with the conversation between Li Chunhua and the others, everyone in the information room dropped what they were doing and gathered together to watch the big boss's gossip.

Wang Fengfeng was even more anxious when he heard Li Chunhua's words.

Where are he from Angkor? How can you allow others to gain points on your own territory? This is a stolen tower!