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Li He didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, and couldn't see He Zhaodi's expression. He smiled and said, "Why do you hope that I won't be admitted to college?"

"If you didn't go to college, I would marry you."

Li He finally came to his senses and thought to himself, Sister, we have never had any intersection in our lives, what are you talking about?

"We've never spoken, have we?"

He Zhaodi said, "Why not? We used to play together when we were kids. You two brothers, and your father is not a serious worker. If you can't get into college, you can get married at home, so you don't have to pick and choose. , if I marry you, your family will definitely be happy."

Li He felt that He Zhaodi's body was slowly approaching, exuding a charming smell, the smell unique to a girl.

Li He said, "That's really possible."

He Zhaodi's head was already leaning on Li He's chest, "Don't move, you don't think I'm a casual person."

"No, no." Li He didn't know whether his IQ was not enough in this life, whether it was fate or luck. This girl had no interactions with her in her previous life.

Li He had already reacted, and he didn't know what to do.

He Zhaodi said, "I feel so at ease lying in your arms, really, really at ease. I am also 23 during the Chinese New Year, and my mother is forcing me so much that I don't want to marry anyone. If I can't find someone I like, I would rather not marry for the rest of my life." .Do you think I’m weird?”

Li He also let go. He was not afraid of any little girl. What was he afraid of? He said directly, "You have the right to pursue happiness. If you don't like it, just don't marry."

"This is my temperament. I have to earn my living all my life. I want others to understand that women are no worse than men."

"Yes, I understand."

The wind outside seemed to be getting stronger, there was a roaring sound everywhere, and wind was already pouring in from the entrance of the cave.

He Zhaodi felt Li He tremble all over and asked, "Are you cold?"

After saying that, he knelt down and picked up several more handfuls of grass from the haystack, blocking the entrance a little, leaving only a small gap for ventilation.

He then took off the thin old cotton-padded jacket he was wearing and groped to cover Li He's body, "Cover it up, I'm not afraid of the cold. When my mother chases me and beats me, I just sleep on a haystack all night. I'm already used to it."

Li He was about to push his coat back, but he accidentally touched something and said hurriedly, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

The space in the haystack was too small, and both of them were curled up. Li He was tall and struggled to twist his body, while He Zhaodi was not small either.

Li He felt very awkward, but suddenly felt a little bit enjoying it.

He Zhaodi said, "It's okay. I'm not shy. Why are you nervous?"

He Zhaodi lay down directly on Li He again, "What I said is true, it feels like a dream."

"What are you dreaming about? We are both alive."

He Zhaodi suddenly sat up and said, "Li Erhe, how about I give my body to you. Anyway, I have no intention of getting married in this life."

Li He said funnyly, "What do you, a girl, know? Don't talk nonsense."

He Zhaodi moved her body, leaned closer to Li He's arms, and said directly, "I understand. In the past, when the production team did not divide the animals, I was the one who bred them. Is there any difference between humans and animals? Besides, , I delivered both our sisters.”

Li He didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He didn't know how to explain it, so he changed the subject and asked, "Isn't Da Zhuang's father in charge of the production team's animals? Why is it your problem?"

"Why don't I have anything to do? I studied as a veterinarian in the commune. When the animals in our production team are sick and they are bred, I am in charge of them. Old man Liu is only responsible for feeding, driving, and guarding the animals. When you were catching eels two years ago, you The third child in the family should borrow the donkeys from me. I would not be happy if someone else borrowed two donkeys at once."

Li He always thought that it was Old Man Liu's hand that he had offended. He didn't know that he still owed He Zhaodi a favor, so he said sheepishly, "Thank you, I really don't know what's going on. Thank you for helping me so much."

"I'm willing to do whatever it takes."

Li He asked cautiously, "Did we ever chat when we were kids? I have no memory."

He Zhaodi suddenly hugged Li He's neck affectionately again, "Why not? You also said you would marry me as your wife."

Most men say things like "I want to marry you" just for the sake of sustainable development.

But Li He was wronged. There was no trace of He Zhaodi in his memory.

He Zhaodi talked more and more, "When you were in junior high school, I would wait at the entrance of the village early every Friday afternoon. Later, you might not come back even once after a month in high school. When you went to college, I would wait even more I don’t have a chance to look at you anymore. Do you think I’m stupid?”

Li He rubbed her hair distressedly and said, "It's quite silly, because I have never seen you before."

"As long as I can see you from a distance, I'm satisfied. I just thought, when I get rich in the future, I'll buy a motorcycle, like the one from our commune police station. Wherever you go in the future, I'll be able to see you from a distance." If I follow you from a distance, I won’t be afraid of losing you.”

"Isn't it just a motorcycle?" As soon as he mentioned the motorcycle, Li He stopped suddenly because he suddenly remembered something. Probably when he brought Zhang Wanting home for the first time, many people came to see his new wife. I remember it was a young girl wearing a leather jacket and toad glasses riding a motorcycle, staring at Zhang Wanting in the crowd. , spinning crazily in front of his own house, and circling crazily around Lizhuang.

At that time, Li He asked Li Zhuang when there was such a fashionable girl. Wang Yulan also said, "The eldest girl from He Laoxi's family has some money and is showing off. A big girl rides a motorcycle to show off."

Li He suddenly stopped laughing. He didn't understand why he had inexplicably owed such a bad fate in his previous life. He felt as if he had been hit by a stone, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"What you said, why are you sorry for me? I said it all with my own heart."

Li He could feel the heartbeats of the two of them, and held He Zhaodi tighter in his arms, "Believe me, you will meet a better one in the future. I don't deserve this."

"Whether it's worth it or not, you can't say. I'm just living with nothing. When I see you, I feel that I have something. I really have something. Now that I can lie in your arms, even if I die now, it's worth it." Sure." He Zhaodi said.

"No matter what nonsense you are talking about, everything is fine, everything is fine. Whoever leaves you can live well."

He Zhaodi turned over and sat directly on Li He, putting her arms around Li He's neck, "I'll give it to you as I say, don't delay."