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He Zhaodi only had a thin autumn shirt left on her body, and Li He couldn't breathe. "We can't do this. We are all adults. I can't harm you like this, for the rest of your life. School will start in a few days." Yeah, why be so impulsive when you know there will be no results."

"Do you dislike me?"

"How is it possible? You are a very good girl. Think about how you will have your own family in the future. If we do this, how will you explain it to others in the future? Besides, if you accidentally get pregnant, it will destroy you. lifetime."

He Zhaodi said, "What's the difference between humans and animals? We have to breed old sows over and over again. It's not so easy for humans to get pregnant. Don't waste time. I told you I'm not afraid. I have no intention of getting married in this life, like my father." Mom is like that, how can she live a whole life? Even if it would be better to have children, it’s because of me, and it has nothing to do with you. "

Li He didn't dare to continue chatting with He Zhaodi like this. If he was like a little hooligan who casually ruined a big girl's reputation and couldn't take responsibility, he couldn't pass the test in his heart. "I'm a little sleepy. Let's close up quickly." Yes, hurry up and leave while it’s still dark. I’ve been spotted by others, and I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve seen you. Here’s your coat, put it on quickly, you’re wearing a bit thin.”

He Zhaodi didn't pick up the clothes, but touched Li He's raised part with her hand, and said with a smile, "You're so uncomfortable, how can you hold on? Haha, why don't you turn on the flashlight, and I'll take a look at you. Face."

Li He burrowed deeper into the haystack, covered himself with some more straw, and said with a smile, "Stop teasing me, be careful I really do it to you, otherwise there will be no place for you to cry. Get some sleep and get up early." Just go home and pack up for the New Year.”

He Zhaodi couldn't breathe and couldn't speak. She was completely confused. She stretched out her arms and hugged Li He with one arm while lying down. "Then I'll sleep with you. Come over here."

Li He didn't object this time. He Zhaodi's firepower was indeed stronger than his, and it was easier for the two of them to keep warm together.

He Zhaodi lay on her side and hugged Li He very tightly. She put one foot on Li He and could even feel each other's breath, but there was no more words.

Li He lay quietly like this, his mind was like a mess. He had very complicated feelings about He Zhaodi. With a young and vigorous body, how could he not be infatuated with such a hearty, charming, and energetic girl? Moreover, this The girl has an attractive body.

But Li He had to admit that he was vaguely afraid of her, afraid that his impulse would destroy him.

The night was so quiet that one could even hear the hoot of owls clearly.

After a while, Li He felt a little uncomfortable being hugged like this, and felt that He Zhaodi might have fallen asleep.

Li He slowly raised his head and gently removed He Zhaodi's hand.

"Don't move, I'm going to hold you like this. I know I will never have the chance to hold you like this again in this life. There will never be another chance like this." He Zhaodi hugged Li He tighter.

You said you have tasted all the hardships of life

Can't find anyone I can trust

Because love is always inseparable

Why care about that little bit of tenderness?

You must know that sadness is always inevitable

in every waking moment

There are things you don't have to ask right now

Some people you never have to wait for

Li He cried while singing. It was indeed easier to cry than to sing.

"Why is it just finished?" He Zhaodi muttered to Li He unwillingly, with an obvious cry, "It's really good. I've never heard it before. You can keep singing."

The world and the world are leisurely passers-by, the tide rises and falls in a hurry

Gratitude, resentment, life and death, how many people can see through it?

The mortal world is full of infatuation and deep love

There is a time to gather and disperse

Stay half awake and half drunk

At least I have you following me in my dreams

I bet my youth on tomorrow

You exchange your true love for this life

I don’t know how much sorrow there is in the world over the years

Why not take a leisurely walk

The world and the world are leisurely passers-by, the tide rises and falls in a hurry

Gratitude, resentment, life and death, how many people can see through it?

The mortal world is full of infatuation and deep love

There is a time to gather and disperse

Stay half awake and half drunk

The louder the singing became, the more Li He couldn't hold back his tears. He buried his head on He Zhaodi's chest and said deeply, "I'm sorry. If there is an afterlife, I will definitely live up to you in the afterlife."

He Zhaodi smiled and said, "Okay, don't sing anymore. Really, I'm satisfied."

Her smile was tearful.

Li and Jingmo, both of them were in tears and speechless, and fell into a deep sleep.

He Zhaodi woke up early the next day, as if nothing had happened, more like a dream...

Just let it go in silence.

He secretly kissed Li He on the forehead, put on his cotton-padded jacket, and took advantage of the slightly bright sky to leave. When I see someone I like, I become very low, as low as the dust, but my heart is filled with joy, and flowers bloom from the dust.

She has never been able to know why she fell in love with another person. Maybe there is a gap in her heart. It is a hole that blows biting cold wind into her soul, so she urgently needs a heart with the right shape. Come to fill it in, but now it is just a crooked zigzag shape that cannot be filled in no matter what.

When Li He woke up, He Zhaodi was nowhere to be found.

After getting out of the haystack, I wiped my face with snow and felt a little more awake.

When she got home, Wang Yulan asked, "I haven't seen you all night. Where have you been?"

Li He said, "I slept at Fatty Chen's house and discussed something. Is there anything to eat?"

Wang Yulan pursed her lips, pointed to the stove and said, "There is porridge and steamed buns in the pot. Make them yourself. I can't serve you."

Li He couldn't figure out where his mother's temper came from this morning, so he had to lift the lid of the pot, took a bun from the steamer, and asked the fourth child in a low voice, "What's wrong, what's her temper this morning?" "

"Come into my lovesickness gate, you know that I miss you so much, and miss you every night without seeing you." The fourth child said loudly, just because Wang Yulan didn't understand.

"You are the only one who can cause trouble." The sentence was confusing, but Li He understood it and continued to ask, "He hasn't come back? It's already 30 years old, so he probably won't come back."

"Who cares?"

"Stop dragging me about articles, read more when you have time, and save half a bottle of water." Li He ate two steamed buns, drank a bowl of porridge, ran directly to his room, and fell on the bed. Li Zhaokun didn't come back. He didn't care about coming back for the New Year.

As soon as he lay down, he heard Lao Wu's voice and felt uneasy. With this little trouble, he couldn't sleep peacefully, so he got up in a hurry and locked the door.

This time Li He slept comfortably, and he didn't wake up until about 12 o'clock in the afternoon when he had to urinate.

The toilet at home was just a big cesspool. Li He was not confident that he could stand the smell, so he got dressed and went to the small forest at the door to fill the water.