My 1979

As he walked, he entered a small alley and Fu Bing said happily, "I am very familiar with this road. I used to come here to play when I was a child. Hey, I say it hasn't changed, but in fact it looks much newer than before."

Fu Yao said, "This is my first time here. I have never been here before."

There was a canteen in front, Fu Bing said, "Let's go, I'll buy another pack of cigarettes."

I greeted the owner of the canteen, lowered my head and counted the change, then unpacked the cigarettes and lit them. I didn't pay attention to whether the owner was a man or a woman, old or young.

Suddenly he heard his boss calling his name, and he raised his head. It took him a while to react, and he said uncertainly, "Are you Wang Datou?"

The boss was in his forties, with a fat face and greasy hair. He was wrapped in a big black jacket and said with a smile, "It's not me. I didn't say anything when I came back. How can I help you guys?" You celebrate.”

Only now did Fu Bing have time to look around the small store. There were two freezers at the door, and shelves on the left and right walls. They were nothing more than tobacco and alcohol. They were only one meter long and one step wide, so they could barely fit one inside. A chair, said to be a shop, is actually a grocery stall.

He asked with a smile, "I just got home this morning. I just applied for my ID card. I passed by here and I didn't expect to see you. It's quite nice."

Wang Datou said, "Just to hang out and eat and drink, the whole family is counting on this shabby shop."

Two people came in one after another to buy things, and Fu Bing couldn't interrupt. After he was done with his work, he smiled and said, "I see your business is going well."

Wang Datou said, "What's the point of earning scraps? I can't earn more than 3,000 yuan a month. My children are in high school and my expenses are huge. Sometimes, I'm so worried that I can't even sleep."

Fu Bing waved his hands carelessly and said, "Okay, don't cry poor, I won't ask you to borrow money."

Wang Datou said with a smile, "I'm telling the truth, brother, you don't know the pressure of life outside now. Everything has gone up so much. House prices are soaring. We still live in an old house with an average of more than 60 square meters. "

Fu Bing waved his hand and said, "See you later."

Wang Datou said, "No, I'll greet the soldiers and Lao Dao. I'll be the host and we can all get together."

Fu Bing said, "Do you still have contact?"

Wang Datou said, "We have been brothers for many years, can we not contact you? Listen to me, I will call now."

"No, I have something to do. Let's talk about it next time when we have a chance." Fu Bing slowly took out his mobile phone, saved the other party's number, and suddenly asked, "Have you met Feng Xin?"

"Feng Xin?" Wang Datou's face suddenly stiffened, "Brother, there are some things that should not be said. We are all so old, right? Why should we still hold on to what happened in the past? She is also in her forties. Now, the folds on my face can suffocate mosquitoes. If you ask me, any man with some skills would go to the street to find a girl in her twenties.

Let him let bygones be bygones. "

Fu Bing said, "What should I do if I can't get through?"

Wang Datou said, "Then what else can we do? We can't screw around like this. Now that I have a family and a job, I can't afford to make trouble with them. Nothing good can come out of it."

Fu Bing said, "What benefit has she given you? Let you speak for her like this?"

Wang Datou said awkwardly, "I'm doing this for your own good, right? Her husband has opened a big restaurant in Chaoyang now. He has money and connections. We don't have to go to find him."

Fu Bing said, "Is this worth your flattery? Come on."

Wang Datou said, "Then just pretend I didn't say anything."

Another person came into the store to buy cigarettes. He was in a hurry to deal with the customer. When he raised his head, Fu Bing had already gone away.

Fu Yao hurriedly followed Fu Bing and said with a smile, "Why are you running so fast?"

Fu Bing took another cigarette and said bitterly, "Ten years from Hedong, ten years from Hexi. Back then, this kid was fooling around with me. I supported him in eating and drinking. When I was thirty, my wife gave birth to a baby and had no money. It was all me. I rode a bike in the snow to take him to the hospital. I was extremely benevolent. Look at me now. You don’t look down on me at all. Bastard!

Let the dog eat all your conscience! "

Fu Yao said, "I feel that he is quite polite to you. He also called you brother just now, which is very respectful."

Fu Bing said, "My nephew, you don't understand the world at all. You think you recognize me. Look at me when I walk in. Did you hand me a cigarette?"

From beginning to end, I smoked my own cigarette. Is it because he doesn’t know how to smoke, or because I don’t know how to smoke? That didn't put my mind at ease at all. "

Fu Yao said, "I want to invite you to dinner."

Fu Bing said, "That's even more of a joke. Who doesn't know what to say in a scene? If you sincerely invite me to dinner, you just pull the shutter door and drag me away. You don't just hang around there."

If I really took it seriously, I would be laughed to death.

Think I have no brain. "

Fu Yao said, "We don't need that food."

Fu Bing snorted coldly, "Your mother made her fortune in Xianghe back then. To be honest, I was so chic in those years. Who wouldn't fawn over me?

Everyone behaves like a lapdog, who doesn’t owe me a favor?

It's good now, I'm out, there's not even a sound outside.

Friends, relatives, bullshit love, everything is fake except for family members. "

He annoyed his sister like that, and she came to pick him up. She would be lying if she said she wasn't moved.

However, he just kept it in his heart and refused to show it on his face, otherwise it would be a disguised admission that it was all his fault.

Sometimes, a man can die for his loved ones, but asking him to admit his mistake to his loved ones is even harder than going to heaven.

Fu Yao couldn't comment on his uncle's indignation and simply laughed it off.

Fu Bing continued, "Instead of fighting for your reputation, I must make a comeback and let these guys look down on me."

Fu Yao encouraged, "Uncle, you can definitely do it. I believe in you."

The wind came in from the alley. Fu Yao shrank his neck and pulled Fu Bing to hide under the eaves.

Fu Bing said, "Let's go home. Don't let you freeze. Birds in the south are not as clever as in the north."

When I got home, the old lady and sister were cooking, and there was another sumptuous meal in the evening.

When he was sleeping, he hugged the quilt, went to the sofa, and said carelessly, "From now on, my territory will be mine. Whoever robs me will be in a hurry."

He completely pretended not to notice the look on my mother's face.

Fu Yao continued to sleep with his grandfather, and naturally I slept with my grandma.

He followed his uncle around for several days and found that his uncle was not as unbearable as he had imagined. His impetuousness and impulsiveness had faded away, and what remained was restlessness and fear.

The weather was fine that day, and Fu Yao accompanied him to apply for his driver's license. Fu Bing suddenly said, "You are a good boy. This is what my uncle will do in his life. He has no hope of getting married and having children, and I don't want you to support him in old age. When he earns money, You won't feel lonely if you go to a nursing home and hang out with old men and women.

All I ask of you is that when I die, give me a grave. Don’t be alone when the time comes. It will be too ugly. "

Fu Yao said, "Uncle, let me tell you a secret."

Fu Bing asked, "What secret?"

Fu Yao said, "Mom is arranging a blind date for you."