My 1979

Thinking that classes will start tomorrow morning, both of them will enter the first semester of their junior year.

The two specially cooked a delicious meal in the evening, "Hey, there is class tomorrow, and we are spending less time together and more time apart."

Zhang Wanting said to Li He: "Little plum! This love between you and me, this heart, God knows that you know and I know, ghosts, gods and all things are our witnesses, whether in life or death, in this life or in the next life." No matter what, I will always be yours!"

Li He was so moved when he heard these words.

But this way of speaking made Li He cover his head, "Comrade Zhang Wanting, speak carefully."

"I don't love you anymore, I don't want you anymore, what's wrong with me talking like this, are you starting to dislike me?" Zhang Wanting covered her face with her hands and pretended to cry, "Tell me this is not true, you lied to me!"

Li He raised his head and let out a long sigh: "Oh my God!... You will faint me to death!"

Zhang Wanting hurriedly said, "Why are you fainting? Do you have heatstroke? Do you have a fever? You can hit me and scold me. But please don't ignore me! If you ignore me, you will be anxious to death!"

Li He couldn't laugh or cry, "You must have been too poisoned by Qiong Yao's novels. Do you want to take medicine? Don't you have to study? How can you have time to read these?"

Zhang Wanting retorted, "It's boring and not cooperative at all. I just read it once in a while and think it's fun. If anything, don't you read the novel Zhiyi Liaozhai every day."

On this day, it started to rain after darkening.

The door of the stove room was wide open, and heavy raindrops hit the dirt floor outside.

Mud and water splashed up, soaking two catalpa door panels. The heavy rain continued to fall.

It rained intermittently all night long.

After getting up, the two had breakfast. Li He rode his bicycle to the door of the School of Foreign Languages. Zhang Wanting jumped off the bicycle. Zhang Wanting said in a persuasive tone: "I should wash my clothes and get a haircut when I go back to the school dormitory. You , just a slacker."

As soon as they arrived in the class, it was noisy. Everyone joined in the fun and asked Jiang Aiguo and Zhao Qing to treat them to dinner and smoke.

Li He asked Chen Shuo next to him, "What's going on?"

Chen Shuo said listlessly, "What else can I do? I have been selected to go abroad. He is the only one in our second class."

Li He saw Chen Shuo's sour smell and was obviously unhappy. He patted his shoulder and said, "If you really want to go out, it will be your turn sooner or later. You are only a junior, why are you anxious?"

Gao Aiguo also echoed, "That's right, why are you so anxious? In terms of grades, you are indeed not as good as others."

When the results were mentioned, Chen Shuo blushed even more, "Okay, okay, I understand, you two should stop worrying."

Jiang Aiguo returned to the table and sat in the row behind the boys. Li He smiled and said, "That's right. Comrade Jiang has penetrated from the great capital into the enemy of U.S. imperialism. He is prepared to lie in wait in the enemy camp for eighteen years. He cannot be sugar-coated. The shells are corroded!”

Even though he was poor in speech, Jiang Aiguo did not hesitate to give in. He said with confidence, "Taizu taught us that American imperialism is a paper tiger. I have prepared a box of matches and let me destroy them. I will sprinkle the red seeds." All over America.”

He Fang smiled and said, "Be gentle and be careful not to lose hair."

The whole class burst into laughter.

Being able to go abroad at this time is still very glorious, and it is also a life-changing turning point.

Although some people later said that if you go abroad, you will regret it for the rest of your life, and if you don’t go abroad, you will regret it for the rest of your life.

I have no regrets in the end. In fact, I am talking about the comparison between China and foreign countries, but more importantly, it is my personal situation.

Many people often have this feeling. When driving, as long as they change from the slow lane to the fast lane, the fast lane will always slow down immediately. If they change back to the slow lane, the slow lane will also slow down.

This is also a besieged city. Those inside want to go out, and those outside want to go in.

During class, Chen Shuo was writing something in a rustle.

Li He asked in a low voice, "Want to be a writer?"

"think."

"Becoming famous and starting a family is not the best thing to do because of the bourgeois idea of ​​fame and fortune!" Li He couldn't restrain himself from being mean-spirited. What he thought in his heart was different from what he said in his mouth.

However, he said it with a smile.

Unexpectedly, Chen Shuo sighed again and said: "You can't even think about it! Don't you know, Ala is determined to go abroad, so writing this is really useless."

Li He couldn't help but say in an encouraging tone: "No, you still have to have dreams. What if it comes true?"

Chen Shuo replied seriously, "When we were young, the teacher asked us about our ideals. I said that when I grow up, I want to be a novelist and write many books..."

Li He opened his eyes wide, nodded slightly and said, "Then keep working hard, isn't it just to be a writer?"

Chen Shuo shook his head, "No, writing can only be a hobby. I want to go abroad, I want to change my life, and I want to see a wider world."

Li He saw that the teacher had noticed the audience and could not speak anymore. He wrote on the paper, "Do what you want to do and live the life you want to live."

This is everyone's wish.

In fact, any way of living is a person's free choice. As long as you proceed from the heart, live a comfortable and satisfying life, and seek benevolence and gain benevolence, this is happiness.

More than a month later, Jiang Aiguo and Zhao Qing completed the visa and formalities. The day before leaving, Li He invited them to a meal. It was the old Li's restaurant, and there were three dormitories, full of boys and girls. Two tables were squeezed in.

Li He picked up the cup and said, "I won't say much else. I just wish you both a smooth journey and a bright future."

Jiang Aiguo sighed and said with a smile, "I finally heard good words from you. It's really not easy."

Zhao Qing was not a squeamish girl, so she finished her job in one go and said, "Thank you."

There was a bit of chaos at the wine table, and more than a dozen people took turns to pay respects to Jiang Aiguo and Zhao Qing.

Both of them are welcome to come.

He Fang felt sorry for Zhao Qing and said, "Zhao Qing is almost done, you can drink with Jiang Aiguo."

Jiang Aiguo said dissatisfiedly, "I'm not a human being, right? You can't drink me to death, right?"

Autumn in the capital is when the red leaves are at their peak.

The yellow and red leaves in late autumn are like bright red flames. After being beaten by frost, in the season when the chrysanthemums are gone, they become even more enchantingly red.

Li He got up early and sent Jiang Aiguo and Zhao Qing to the bus stop with a group of classmates. Although there were not many colorful leaf trees on both sides of the road, they felt very beautiful.

The two got on the bus, waving their hands and walking farther and farther away.

Several girls couldn't help but shed tears as they thought about it.

Li He only felt a slight sense of depression.

Maybe they will come back and have a chance to meet.

Maybe I won't come back, maybe I won't see you again in my lifetime.

Of course, no one can live without us, and everyone should do whatever they are supposed to do.

The temperature was getting colder and colder, so Li He had to wear gloves when riding his bicycle, and rested as usual to pick up Zhang Wanting from the Institute of Foreign Languages.

The streets were filled with chill, and the biting cold wind drove pedestrians on the streets home early. The empty streets seemed a little quiet...

Zhang Wanting, who was sitting in the back seat, remained glum and silent. Li He turned around and asked, "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? How about I take you to the hospital?"

Zhang Wanting forced a smile and said, "It's okay, it's just cold. Go home quickly."

When they got home, the vegetable market was closed. Zhang Wanting was making gnocchi absentmindedly, and the fire in the stove was about to overflow.

Li He took a look and hurriedly stuffed the poker in, and asked hurriedly, "I said, what's going on? If you have anything to say, just tell me, don't keep it in your heart. Don't you have me for everything?"

Zhang Wanting saw that the water in the pot was boiling, and she hurriedly put the mixed noodles in and kept stirring with a spatula. "Maybe it's because of the weather, but my mood has also gone astray. It's okay. It will be fine tomorrow."

The two of them ate casually. Seeing that Zhang Wanting was not in her mind, Li He helped her get a basin of water without teasing her, and the two of them went to bed directly.

Zhang Wanting sat on the bed and couldn't sleep. Looking at Li He sleeping soundly, she didn't know what to say.

After thinking for a while, he finally plucked up the courage to wake Li He up, "Li He, I want to tell you something."

"Is there something you can't say tomorrow?" Li He was sleeping soundly.

"I want to go abroad." Zhang Wanting said cruelly.

"Oh" Li He responded with a confused instinct.

"I said I wanted to go abroad." Zhang Wanting repeated through gritted teeth.

"What? Going abroad?" Li He jumped up and sat up, turned on the light, and looked at Zhang Wanting sitting on the bedside, "You haven't woken up yet? What are you talking about? Go to sleep, go to bed quickly."