My 1979

Zhang Wanting insisted, "Li He, I'm serious. I also want to go out and see. I can't be protected by you all my life. I want to learn to grow on my own and be independent."

Li He was stunned for a moment, this was clearly a symptom of late adolescence, "Daughter-in-law, how can it be so easy to study abroad? Don't you think all the places in the ministry have been taken up long ago?

Just last month, I sent away two classmates from my class. It was also a single-plank bridge with thousands of troops and horses, and there were thousands of choices. Don’t worry, it’s not too late to go as soon as there are places! "

"Let me go if there is a place?'

"Of course it's true."

Zhang Wanting said as if she had won, "This time I was selected by the Seventh Ministry of Machinery Industry to go to Ukraine or Armenia. Our teachers all said it would be a pity not to go.

Li He, I have already submitted the application form. If it passes, you have to agree. "

Li He was really worried. This old lady has learned to cut off her words first and then tell her the truth. "No, you can't bear to have me stay alone in the country? If you really want to study abroad, can we choose Britain and the United States?"

I heard that the Soviet Union countries are quite chaotic, but I still don't feel reassured. "

Zhang Wanting rolled her eyes and said, "You think I don't want to? There are only a few places in Britain and the United States. Wherever it is our turn to be in colleges and universities, it has already been divided up by the seven universities in the capital."

Li He's mind was confused. His appearance had affected too many people and things. This was no longer the Zhang Wanting in her previous life.

He suddenly regretted appearing in Zhang Wanting's life too early.

Seeing that Zhang Wanting was asleep, he lit a cigarette, put on some clothes, left the bedroom, went to the threshold of the main room and sat down, half leaning his head, looking outside, motionless.

He had long regarded Zhang Wanting as an indispensable part of him, but if she really forced him to stay by his side, would she not complain?

A voice said that keeping her would delay her future. A modern woman needs her own world.

Another domineering voice was saying, isn't his future hers? If he is successful, doesn't it mean that she, Zhang Wanting, is successful.

Aren’t women supposed to wash and cook at home?

Why are you worried about her going out? Are you afraid that she will suffer a loss outside?

Or are you afraid that she will go far away and you will be lonely and desolate?

Or are you worried that if the two don't see each other for a long time, their relationship will fade, and Zhang Wanting's temper is immature, and she will end up in a fight?

Li He thought for a while to no avail. He was afraid that opening the door in the bedroom would wake up Zhang Wanting, so he just found a quilt in the main room and fell asleep.

In the morning, Zhang Wanting got up and looked at the main room where Li He was sleeping. She was startled and pushed Li He to wake up. "Wake up, why did you fall asleep in the main room? It's so cold. There is no kang, so you are not afraid of the cold. The kang in the bedroom is still warm." , quickly go to the bedroom to sleep."

Li He rubbed his eyes and said, "It's okay. I'm not going to sleep anymore. I got up too. I'm going to buy breakfast."

Zhang Wanting whispered, "I'm sorry."

"What are you sorry for? My words are unintelligible."

Zhang Wanting gritted her teeth and said, "Li He, if you really don't want me to go, I won't go. Anyway, I will still be assigned a job after graduation next year."

"I'm going to brush my teeth and wash my face first. We'll talk about it in a few days." Li He was dumbfounded, didn't say anything anymore, and just fetched water to wash his face.

After washing my face, I was just getting my head wet. I walked out of the yard, ran out of the lively morning market in the biting north wind, and ran along the dirt road to the suburbs.

I haven’t run in the morning for a long time, and I’m a little out of breath.

The suburbs were still vast stretches of farmland and wasteland, which were frighteningly desolate. He was not in the mood to calculate how much the value of this property would increase in the future.

The cold wind cut his face like a knife, and soon a whirlwind blew up dust all over the sky. The small trees on the roadside were blown left and right, and some trees that had been cut down left only bare stumps.

Running on the desolate fields, he felt that he was simply too small and fragile, and that his fate was truly unpredictable.

Ancient books also say that when Yao was hit by floods and Tang was hit by severe drought, it was fate.

He developed a good temperament in the rough and poor living environment in the countryside, which made him rarely despair about life, because he has already lived through the more miserable days, and what can he do about the worse days?

If money falls from the sky, he will still pick it up with a kitchen knife. No one can stop him.

This is the most terrifying thing about poverty. He thinks that everything is on the road to "having more wealth" and he can ignore anything. Wasn't that what he was like in his last life? He wanted to go to college even if he risked his life. Go to a big city.

But now, after experiencing the early 21st century and being reborn in the 1980s, he had unknowingly raised the bottom line of life again, and many things had become intolerable.

Li He couldn't eat anymore for the past two days, and it tasted like nothing.

Zhang Wanting experienced a kind of inertia from Li He. On the surface, he seemed to have a gentle personality and aloof from the world, but in his heart, he was an old stubborn who could no longer be stubborn. Really? You think I am willing to leave you."

The dinner was rich and sincere, with pork and eggplant stewed in vinegar, vinegared bean sprouts, cold beans, and salted duck eggs dripping with golden butter sauce. It smelled delicious!

"I can't make it easy for you alone." Seeing Zhang Wanting eating with relish, Li He also came over and grabbed chopsticks to eat, "I've thought about it too, you can make up your mind. I'm not sure whether you can pass or not. Why should I compete with you now?"

Li He could only hold on to the thoughts that Zhang Wanting couldn't understand, so that when the time came, he wouldn't be able to complain and he wouldn't be blamed.

I went back to school as usual and it was the end of November if I didn’t notice.

Just after finishing the two afternoon classes and leaving the classroom, Su Ming's younger brother Erbiao hurried over and said, "Brother Li, something happened."

Li He was shocked and asked Zhao Yongqi and the others to go back to the dormitory first. He pulled Er Biao aside and said, "Say what happened quickly."

"Brother Ming, I was blocked and got a big hole in my chest. I'm in the hospital now."

Li He was startled and said hurriedly, "Say it in one breath. Don't push and vomit. How is the injury?"

Er Biao said, "The coat is thick, and I didn't poke it deep enough, but there was some blood. However, my calf is fractured and I can't get off the ground. I have to stay in the hospital for two days."

"Are you riding a bicycle? Let's go quickly." Li He quickly rode his bicycle, and Er Biao led the way on his bicycle and hurried to the hospital.

As soon as we arrived on the third floor of the hospital, we heard Mrs. Su Ming's scolding outside the ward door, "You're the only one who can do it, aren't you? It's so bad to let someone press the blood, but you still want to show off, who do you think you are?" Woolen cloth?"

He and Erbiao pushed the door open and went in. Su Ming's chest was bandaged and his legs were in plaster. His face didn't look like it was covered in red liquid, so it didn't look like it was a big deal.

Su Ming and his family were all there. Seeing Li He coming, old man Su said, "Xiao Li, sit on the edge of that bed. I'd trouble you to come all the way."

Aunt Liu looked at the guest and couldn't scold her anymore. She said to her eldest son, "Your father and I will go home first and bring some changes of clothes. You can watch here. I will come to change the shift later."

"Okay, I don't need to bring my food. I will go out to eat with Li He and his brothers later." The eldest son of the Su family smiled and said to Li He again, "You guys talk first, I went out to have a smoke, but it's suffocating me."

Li He saw that Su Ming's eyes were swollen from being beaten, and there was no good spot on his face. He really suffered a big crime this time. Looking at this useless look, and then thinking about the ordinary coquettish look, Li He couldn't help laughing and said, "Why?" Now, aren’t you known as Nanmen’s leader? The boat has capsized in the gutter? "

Su Ming said angrily, "Don't laugh at me. If you admit defeat this time, who would think of letting others block your own territory? Grandma is such a bear. I was alone at the time, otherwise I wouldn't have suffered such a big loss. People Five or six of them."

"Know who did it?"

"I didn't pay attention at the time, and they didn't report the trade name. I asked Er Biao to inquire, and found a sample of Fei Zhan. This time, people died as a joke. If they don't take revenge, how will they be able to join society in the future?" Su Ming He slammed the bed angrily, then pulled at the wound and grinned hoarsely.

Er Biao said, "Brother Ming, I've asked people to inquire. There are five or six strangers. It's impossible that no one can remember them. They will definitely be found. If I find him, I will gouge him first. Don't do it, brother."

"Okay, don't be wronged. If you have a bun, don't blame the dog for following you...

Life is nothing more than making others smile and occasionally making others laugh. That's it." Li He couldn't sit idly by, "If you find someone, let me know, and I'll go and build momentum for you. I'm going to leave first and stay in bed for a few days. "

After leaving the hospital, the eldest son of the Su family politely asked to stay for dinner, but Li He declined and braved the cold wind to ride his bicycle back to school.