My Best Wife

"Sister Yan, I know, don't worry, you don't have to think about my feelings, you just call him Qiangzi, don't call him too deliberately." Xiaoxiao slowly put her head on Liu Yan's shoulder, this little bird Liu Yan couldn't help her heartbeat speeding up because of her appearance. Liu Yan hugged Li Xiaoxiao with her arms and gently comforted Li Xiaoxiao's shoulders.

"Xiaoxiao, but you know, Fang at that time... The strong man at that time didn't have the courage to accept your love. You told him that he was an angelic character. He didn't dare to blaspheme you, and he couldn't bear to see what hurt you were behind. I’ve been thinking recently about what changes have made things more and more complicated.”

Liu Yan looked at Xiaochunzi and Xiao Aili, who were still playing with blocks obediently, and then said with confidence: "I was thinking recently that his unwillingness to admit defeat and the strong heart to support him have come to the present. He has been Change, I and Lao Bi, and you Xiaoxiao, in fact, our changes are not as big as his. Lao Bi is passively brought to growth, Xiaoxiao I said something you shouldn’t say, don’t be angry. Xiaoxiao, in fact, you still stay in The world before you hasn't changed along with it."

Liu Yan gently lifted Xiaoxiao from her shoulders, and said solemnly: "The strong son has entered the next stage, from character to experience, and even from outlook on life to values ​​are undergoing major changes. But a few of us It seems that he has always stayed before, and he has not grown up with Qiangzi, he has always been supporting the sky outside."

Li Xiaoxiao shook her head helplessly, and said with a slight sadness: "Sister Yan, you are trying to say that I was wrong. I didn't cherish this relationship. I didn't understand him enough, right?"

"No! Xiaoxiao, you completely misunderstood what I meant," Liu Yan squeezed Li Xiaoxiao's hand and said, "What I want to say is that sometimes what suits you is the best. Feelings are not a reasonable place. It's not about distinguishing who is right and who is wrong. If you look back now, I don't think you and Qiangzi are suitable, nor is it to say who is worthy of whom, and who is not worthy of. It is the timing of the two of you that is not suitable. ."

In fact, Liu Yan only said half of it. Some time ago, Liu Yan and Wang Yaxin talked about these topics, and a large part of the views were actually told by Wang Yaxin to Liu Yan. I have to say that Yaxin is actually more mature for Fang Zhiqiang, or for the understanding of men. But Liu Yan didn't want to say this point today. When Wang Yaxin was mentioned, there must be some unforgettable points in Li Xiaoxiao's heart.

"The time is not right..." Li Xiaoxiao chewed these words thoughtfully.

"Yes, but Xiaoxiao, these are not important to us now. Frankly speaking, I can live well without the old man. Now Xiaochunzi is more important to me." Liu Yan glanced at Xiaochunzi. , Continue to say: "Xiaoxiao, you don’t need to deny yourself or doubt yourself because of some unsatisfactory results. Confident women are the most beautiful, and you don’t need to change your own character for others. In that sentence, what lyrics, You are you, a different kind of firework."

"Thank you Sister Yan. Although I felt relieved after listening to your analysis, normally I shouldn’t say more, but Sister Yan. You, my sister Wang Xia, and all my good friends, know me and know I told the story of a strong son. You all think that I am a victim, a poor person, someone who needs everyone’s care, care, and even sympathy. Right?" Liu Yan has been speaking so seriously, Li Xiaoxiao I haven't seen it before, and Xiaoxiao in front of me looks like a different person.

Li Xiaoxiao didn’t need Liu Yan to answer, and continued to calmly say: “Everyone thinks me too fragile, or in terms of feelings, too simple, and never even thought about what I want. I am also very afraid that everyone will treat yourself too much. The thoughts of feelings and values ​​are imposed on me."

"Sister Yan, you said that the time when I met Qiangzi was inappropriate. I'm sorry, I don't think so. I don't think there must be any time in love. Now let me choose again, I still don't hesitate He chose the strong son at that time. Yes, he still loves him deeply. The strong son at that time satisfied all my yearning for love. It is especially happy to meet such a person, you are willing to do anything for him. But The current hadron may not be anymore. It is not just because so many things have happened in the middle, or because of the interference of other people or things. It is just that the current hadron has too many people to take care of, and there are too many burdens. , I can’t be as persistent and brave as I was at the beginning. Sister Yan, you may not understand this feeling. I don’t know if you have seen a movie called "Lianlian Notebook"."

Liu Yan shook her head, thinking that she was pitiful few times to go to the cinema with Lao Bi.

Li Xiaoxiao's eyes gradually softened, her whole person has a special temperament enveloped, and a faint smile hung on the corner of her mouth and said: "I have watched this movie several times. I like the plot inside. Sister Yan, I pass. Let’s briefly talk about the story of the movie. This movie tells the emotional story of Noah and Ally. The protagonist, the rich girl Allie, falls in love with the young man Noah in the wood processing factory. Noah is very poor, but loves her thoroughly. I can also see through her heart. When the two of us are together, they are violent and violent. Ai Li said, you see what is good about the two of us, they are always noisy. Noah said: Yes, we are noisy 99% of the time. You yourself are a headache 99% of the time, but who said that this combination is easy? We were going to resolve these differences and adapt."

"In the end, they were old and declining, staggered, and wrinkled. Allie suffered from Alzheimer's disease and lost her memory. To accompany her, Noah stayed in a nursing home to summarize and read stories to her. Every day, all she read was Their story before. All of Noah’s promises to Ellie were fulfilled, and the two of them hugged each other.” When Li Xiaoxiao said these, Liu Yan was also listening carefully, although she couldn’t empathize with her, even though she didn’t feel the same. I understand what Xiaoxiao means in this passage, but I can feel Xiaoxiao's emotions.

Li Xiaoxiao drank a sip of water, and then said: "There is a section in the middle. The two separated by mistake, and Ai Li is about to marry her other fiance. Noah said: Don't worry about what your fiance thinks or what your mother does. Think, you don’t even care about what I think, you ask yourself, what exactly do you need? Everyone has to keep asking themselves this question throughout their life: What do I need? This question cannot be answered by others. ."

Li Xiaoxiao suddenly looked at Liu Yan a little serious, and her body straightened up suddenly: "Sister Yan, that kind of love is a miracle of a lifetime; no, it is a sigh of a lifetime. What I need is the only problem with me. I know that no one else can make decisions for me. In the same way, how can others judge right and wrong? The Fang Zhiqiang at that time and the hadron I faced at that time were my miracles at that time."

(Xiaoxiao’s words: This chapter is very tiring to write. I have revised it countless times and I am still not satisfied. You can also comment more and hope to forward it more. Recently, reading has indeed dropped a lot. I don’t care about income, I care about you)