My Best Wife

Li Xiaoxiao looked at the phone, there was no news, slowly put it down, and then said: "You all think that a strong son is not worthy of me. I have never thought about it that way. On the contrary, at the beginning I would be very worried about whether I am not good enough. , Is not worthy of him. Is it very useless, except money, can not give him much help in career. When we get together, I will also worry about whether the happiness obtained in this way will be short-lived. When encountering some sensitivity When there is a problem, I will think about it again, and I am very tired. Of course, I know that it also made Qiangzi very tired. Later, after Xiao Ai Li was born, his mood became more uncertain, and my family worried about my postpartum depression. I only found out after I went to check that I was severely depressed, but I dared not tell other people, nor did I dared to tell Qiangzi. I was afraid that others would call me hypocritical, princess disease."

Speaking of this, Li Xiaoxiao is like a kid who has done something wrong, lowering his head, not daring to face Liu Yan. After a pause, he continued: "Sister Yan, do you know? My parents think I am not considerate of Qiangzi, Qiangzi has done well enough, why I still don't understand or support him. My sister will also think that I am Too ignorant, self-willed, and often runs away from home and disappears. Strong son will also feel tired, I can feel his eyes with me. This way I will be more sensitive, more self-blame, more I’m afraid of, that period of time seems to have formed a vicious circle. The insomnia all night and all night, in exchange for more doubts and denials of myself. I really hope that someone like Noah can also be with me at this time By his side, Noah condensed their stories in a notebook that was recorded with a pen, and read a short paragraph to Allie every day, in order to save Allie's dementia that could not be cured by Allie Science, stubbornly guarding Allie. But the movie is Movies, stories are stories, and fairy tales are fairy tales. In a real marriage, it is difficult for someone to give unconditionally, guarding the other party’s ignorance and even willfulness. Depression is difficult to understand if you have not experienced it personally. .In reality, Noah will not appear. I am particularly entangled in whether or not a strong son said, pulling him to face, but I am afraid that he will not like me, will feel tired, will feel that I will hold back. I know I said After that, Qiangzi will definitely promise to face me with me until he gets better. But how can I drag him down? I have added so much trouble to Qiangzi before and made him hurt so much. These can only be my own face. Yes, I don’t want to tell anyone else."

"Sister Yan, I’m sorry, I’ve heard so much talk about it, but I feel much better when I say it, you don’t have to worry about me, really, I don’t have any problems now." After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, she took Liu Yan’s hand so that Liu Yan could also do it. Feel the temperature of your hands. Liu Yan has been quietly listening to Xiaoxiao's words, and her tears flowed silently from the corner of her eyes. What is depression? Although Liu Yan has seen it in the news or on TV. But I don't seem to have really felt it, Lao Bi can't have depression, and fall asleep every time he comes back. Although sometimes I feel uncomfortable in my heart, I usually don't stay overnight. Yes, I will vent to Lao Bi on the same day. But Xiaoxiao, she was carried by herself, without a single outlet to vent, the accumulated emotions would indeed get out of control.

Liu Yan picked up a tissue and wiped her tears, and said: "What's wrong with me today, how can I become sentimental. To be honest, Xiaoxiao, sometimes I feel that you are hypocritical, and you do a lot of things in your own life. In the world. What you said at the beginning I actually didn’t agree at the beginning. I always think that marriage is marriage, and love is love. These are two different things. But then I thought, if the one you met is not a hadron, but another A person, just like the Noah in the movie you mentioned. It may be solved in another way. Maybe you won't have any depression, and maybe you won't have such a twist in your relationship."

Xiaoxiao also helped smoke two tissues and handed them to Liu Yan. When the two were in emotion, Haruko interrupted them with a pee. Just listen to Xiao Ai Li yelling to pee, and then see Xiao Chunzi peeing, all peeing on a pile of toys. "Xiaochunzi, ah," Liu Yan yelled and jumped over, picked up Xiaochunzi and ran to the toilet. But there was nothing to do, and by the time the toilet was almost done. Liu Yan couldn't laugh or cry at this time, she patronized and talked to Xiaoxiao, and forgot to pee, and didn't drink too much water today.

Xiao Ai Li sat on the floor mat looking at Li Xiaoxiao with a blank face, Xiao Xiao also hurried over to pick up Xiao Ai Li, but fortunately he hadn't touched him yet. Li Xiaoxiao also worriedly asked: "Love Li, do you want to pee?"

Ai Li shook his head, saying that he didn't want to pee. When I came out today, I was afraid of accidents on the road, Xiaoma specially put on a diaper for Xiao Ai Li, and she rarely wears diapers for Ai Li at home, all for the sake of good skin and avoid covering her.

Li Xiaoxiao pulled Xiao Ai Li to the sofa next to him, and took out the kettle to let Xiao Ai Li drink. Xiao Aili held the kettle obediently on the sofa and started drinking. Xiaoxiao came over and drew a few tissues, ready to help Liu Yan tidy up.

Liu Yan rushed over from the bathroom at this time and hurriedly stopped Xiaoxiao: "No, no, just leave it to me, don't get your hands dirty."

Xiaoxiao also wanted to do something to help, Liu Yan directly blocked her with her hand, and quickly piled aside the toys that were not wet, wrapped the wet toys together with the cushions, and threw them to the bathroom.

Li Xiaoxiao looked at the time, and later went to the hospital to meet Dr. Xu's condition, while preparing to get up and leave. Liu Yan hurried to stay, wanting Xiao Ai Li and Xiao Chunzi to play for a while, now there are only children in the family, there are no brothers and sisters, it is rare to have a playmate.

"Sister Yan, or else, I want to get a haircut, and then I will finish packing, and come back to pick up Xiao Ai Li. Is this okay? It's just that Sister Xiu Yan has to take care of Xiao Ai Li." Li Xiaoxiao mainly doesn't want to. Take Xiao Ai Li to the hospital, and I don't want to take Xiao Ai Li back so early, it's rare to let my mother take a day off. After thinking about it, find an interface and ask Liu Yan.

"No problem, Xiaoxiao, don't worry. You have been doing hair for a long time. Don't worry about it. Go." Liu Yan also just wanted to express her gratitude for bringing Xiaochunzi a bottle, and she hurriedly agreed.

Naturally, Li Xiaoxiao was relieved to take care of Liu Yan, and he was not polite. Instructed Xiao Ai Li, and then hurried out and got on the car. Li Xiaoxiao thought about it, so he should go to the hospital first, and then find a place to cut his hair on the way back. Send a message to Doctor Xu Chao, and then rushed to the hospital.