My Feelings Can Wait

After taking a shower, Ji Yuyan opened the glass door and came out wrapped in a bath towel. She deliberately glanced at the screen of the phone, and Jingxuan on the screen was exactly the same as when she first entered-reading a book seriously.

Ji Yuyan couldn't see the clue, slyly smirked, and turned off the screen recording calmly.

She blew her hair, climbed onto the bed, turned on the sound of the phone, then stood the phone next to the pillow, lay down and said, "Good night."

Jing Xiu looked at her sideways now. She moved her throat and said in a low voice, "Good night."

Ji Yuyan leaned on his side, put his hands under his face, and stared at the screen reluctantly.

"Close your eyes and sleep." Jing Xiu exhorted in a puzzled manner.

Ji Yoon chuckled lightly. She let out an "um" and closed her eyes obediently.

She was really tired, even though her thoughts were still floating in the air when she closed her eyes, after a while, she really fell into the darkness of ignorance...

After a long time, Jing Xun closed the book that he hadn't read a word in, took the phone, and looked at Ji Youyan's sleeping face intently. She stretched out her index finger and stroked Ji Yuyan's brows, eyes and red lips on the screen, and the graceful shadow she had just seen appeared in her mind again...

Can't put out the fire, but also ignite the fire. Jing Xiu flicked Ji Yooyan's forehead in embarrassment, and then, as if she was afraid that it would hurt her, he gently rubbed Ji Yooyan's forehead on the screen.

She got out of bed and went into the glass room and took another bath.

In the middle of the night, when Ji Youyan heard the alarm clock wake up, Jing Xiu had finished the video with her.

"Leave some phone calls." Jing Xiuyan left a concise message.

Ji Yuyan laughed, and Ah Xiu was always so thoughtful. She remembered something, opened the photo album, and found the screen recorded specially last night.

In the video, Jing Xiu was indeed reading the book intently at first, and then at a certain point, she turned her head to look at the video, and then never looked away.

Ji Youyan looked at his looming figure in the small video window, and then at Jing Xuan's gradually burning eyes on the big screen, his cheeks could not help but become hot.

It seems that they have returned to the mood when they were still in a period of ambiguous temptation.

During the competition that year, Jing Xun had deliberately invited her to take a bath together on the grounds of saving her roommates queuing to take a bath. She watched Jing Xiu's red ears, and lightly relieved Luo Chang in front of her. She couldn't help but flushed with red ears and had a rapid heartbeat, and finally fled. That night, Jing Xiu was lying on her pillow, exhaling like blue, and knowingly asked, "What are you running?" Is it the same as her now, shame and joy...

When the screen was played, Jing Xun blinked his eyes on the screen when he was about to open the glass door and came out. She turned her head back in a panic, straightened her body, held the book, and pretended to turn several pages.

It's like a kid who does bad things for fear of being caught by the teacher.

It's so cute. Ji Yooyan was so heartbroken that he couldn't help but pull it back to play it again, and again...

Suddenly, a pop-up window popped out at the top of the screen. Ji Yuyan clicked on it. Wei Yizhen asked her: "Yoryan, are you up?"

Ji Youyan looked at the time, "was up" and got out of bed to wash. She was still thinking about it when she was washing, and she must make this screen recording into a GIF picture when she has time.

After changing her clothes, she used a wall breaker to beat the digested rice paste into a thermos and take it to Ji Changsong, and then set off for the hospital with Wei Yizhen.

On the way, Wei Yizhen handed over the schedule to her. Wei Yizhen's plane this morning is going back. If there is no regeneration accident on Ji Changsong's side, Ji Yoo said that he would be ready to start work. She will go to London to participate in a jewelry brand exhibition in a few days. After that, there will be a bureau of the Southern film circle group. Wei Yi really hopes that Ji Youyan can go with her to socialize, and then there will be the launch conference of "Yao Hua" There was a commercial shooting, and finally the final recording of "National Production"...

Ji Yuyan rubbed his forehead and responded one by one. According to what she learned on the Star Rice Ball, Jing Xun's schedule during this time was quite full. In fact, she was a little anxious in her heart. With this calculation, it would take half a month before she could meet Jing Xuan. But in this business, busyness and gathering less and more separation are the norm in life. She has no other choice but to adapt. Fortunately, she and Jing Xun filmed "Sunflowers in the Night" together, and they could get along closely for several months.

Ji Yuyan hopes Mei to quench his thirst.

In the next two days, Ji Changsong recovered well and was transferred to the general ward. The doctor said to stay in the hospital for observation for a week, and if the condition is stable, he can go home to recuperate.

Ji Youyan and Zhong Qingyu go to the hospital to accompany Ji Changsong on shifts almost every day. When the father and daughter get along, they are mostly silent, but they can be considered peaceful. As if they were afraid of breaking the calm, none of them mentioned the quarrels and contradictions that year.

Zhong Qingyu has been concerned about Ji Yuyan's work, and if it is inconvenient for her, she can go first. Ji Youyan is a little warm. Is this a recognition of her career? She talked to Zhong Qingyu about her future work arrangements, and then found Ji Changsong a nurse to help Zhong Qingyu share the burden of Zhong Qingyu during Ji Changsong's hospital stay after she left.

Colleagues and friends from Ji Changsong's school came to the hospital to visit and chat. Ji Youyan worried that Ji Changsong didn't want to show up in front of his colleagues, so he left Lin Yue and nurses in the hospital to look after him, and consciously went back to find Zhong Qingyu who was preparing dinner.

She will leave Yanzhou tomorrow afternoon. Now that she rarely has time to be at home with Zhong Qingyu, she brought along the tobacco, alcohol, tea and New Year gift boxes that Lin Yue had bought long ago, and asked Zhong Qingyu to take her to thank their neighbors in person.

According to Zhong Qingyu, the neighbor's couple, who moved in a few months ago, looked after the two elderly people living alone. Ji Changsong helped a lot in this emergency and hospitalization.

Only one woman in the neighbor is at home. The woman opened the door and saw Ji Yuyan, stunned on the spot. Ji Yuyan only thought she recognized herself as a star, and was surprised that she was Ji Changsong's daughter.

She politely and sincerely handed over the gifts, thanking them for their continuous care of the two elderly people and their help on the day of the first aid.

The neighbor recovered his senses and opened the door wide to invite Ji Youyan to sit in, while evasively saying: "You don't need to be so polite. Neighbors should help each other."

She poured hot tea for Ji Youyan and Zhong Qingyu, and then brought several tonic gift boxes from the side: "I am also going to the hospital to see Professor Ji. This is a little bit of heart. Let Professor Ji adjust his body."

Ji Youyan and Zhong Qingyu pushed back again and again, and stood up to say goodbye. Entrusted by others to be loyal, the woman chased it out "enthusiastically".

Ji Yuyan had no choice but to accept the hospitality. Maybe it's because she has seen a lot of cold worlds, but she actually has a little doubt in her heart: if they are not relatives or reasons, why do they treat their parents so well? Even the relationship was used. On the day of the first aid, even the dean called out?

Unconsciously, Jing Xun's face flashed in Ji Yuyan's mind. If Jing Xiu was only investigating himself, how could he get news in the first place? Does that mean that Jingxuan has kept people paying attention here?

Also... She remembered the call from Yanzhou that she had seen on Jingxun's caller ID that day.

Perhaps... Ji Yooyan couldn't hold back her mood, and stopped the woman who was about to go back: "That...do you know Jingxun?"

As soon as the name "Jingxiu" came out, the woman's face changed, and the face of Zhong Qingyu at the side also changed.

The question was too sudden, the woman didn't react, and she couldn't hide her panic. Ji Youyan had the answer in his heart.

Where is Axun investigating herself, she also helped her take care of her parents like this...

"Ah, Jingxun...I don't..." The woman wanted to say that she didn't know her, but she changed her words quickly when she wanted to say it: "Ah, is that queen? I, I know her, she doesn't know me."

Want to cover up.

Ji Yooyan bends his lips, smiling. The woman felt she had been seen through and slipped away awkwardly.

Zhong Qingyu probably understood it, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

Looking at Zhong Qingyu's expression, Ji Yuyan guessed that Zhong Qingyu was still sensitive to the relationship between Jing Xiu and himself. She and Zhong Qingyu entered the house together and tentatively explained to Zhong Qingyu: "Mom, they should be Axun who came to look after you and dad."

"Your dad and I have good hands, no need." Zhong Qingyu said coldly.

Ji Yuyan understood Zhong Qingyu's attitude towards his relationship with Jingxun.

There was a dim look in her eyes, and she pierced through: "This hospitalization is the relationship that Axun used to make the hospital pay such attention and allocate the best resources to Dad."

Zhong Qingyu wanted to reply, but her education made her unable to speak about crossing the river and demolishing the bridge. She had a deep face and went back to the kitchen in silence to prepare dinner. Ji Yuyan is leaving tomorrow, and she wants to do a decent way to practice Ji Yuyan.

Ji Youyan sighed and followed up.

Zhong Qingyu was using a rice cooker, remembering that this rice cooker was also recommended by the woman next door after hearing her complain that the original rice cooker was not working well.

terribly upset.

"It's been a year or two? Didn't you break up?" Zhong Qingyu asked abruptly, cutting vegetables.

Ji Youyan didn't expect Zhong Qingyu to keep paying attention. She bit her lip and said, "I didn't do well before, which made her sad. Now I am reconciled." Her face was not flushed, and her heart was full.

"She has to be?"

"She has to be." Ji Yu's tone made Zhong Qingyu feel heartbroken by listening carefully.

I used to think that this daughter was just obedient and obedient since she was a child, and she has been depressed for a long time, so the rebellious period broke out late, forced and frightened, she would look back. But in these years of stalemate where no one is willing to give in, Zhong Qingyu has already understood what Ji Youyan's true temper is.

She let out a long sigh, and said gravely, "You won't listen to what we say anyway. I can't interfere with your life. I only hope that you will not mention this name to your dad during this time. ."

Ji Yuyan opened his mouth to argue.

"Your father is in such a state that he can't bear it." Zhong Qingyu said tiredly.

Compared with before, the mother's attitude has been relieved. If you can't accept each other, then respecting each other is a good start.

Ji Youyan clenched his fists and acquiesced. Slowly, anxiously unable to eat hot tofu, she warned herself.

On the second day, Ji Yuyan flew to London to participate in the brand jewelry exhibition and the brand fashion show the next day. On the same day, Jing Xuan was invited to fly to Canada to attend the opening ceremony and awards ceremony of the film festival. After a five-hour time difference, and unable to find a convenient talk time for both of them, Ji Youyan had to send a voice message to Jingxun. Fortunately, every time Jing Xiu saw it, he would reply to her voice message. Before going to bed, Ji Yuyan listened to Jing Xun’s voice message repeatedly, feeling that even the jet lag was overcome and he slept soundly!

After returning from London, Ji Youyan went to Gangcheng to accompany Wei Yizhen to the gangster’s dinner. Jet lag and drunkenness caused her to fall asleep in the hotel for a day. After waking up, she and Lin Yue ate a late lunch, preparing to travel to the next city to attend the launch conference of "The Legend of Yao Hua" on the second night.

On the way to the airport, she swiped her phone boredly, and suddenly saw Jingxun’s Moments posting new updates, which were screenshots of NetEase Cloud’s annual song listening report and a page of playing songs.

In the screenshot, the first one formulaically reads: This year, you have 108 days. After 12 o'clock in the night, you are still immersed in the world of music, nights that you can't sleep, and the company of music.

The second one is: This "theend of the world" is the oldest song you have ever heard.

The third one is: July 21. You slept very late on this day, and you were still with music at 03:38. At that moment, you were listening to "Brave".

July 21st is Ji Youyan's birthday.

Ji Yooyan's heart trembled. She paused for several seconds before continuing to stroke to the right.

What jumped into my eyes was a screenshot of the interface of the song Jing Xiu was listening to-the title of the song is "I suddenly thought of you".

It seemed that something violently crashed into the softest part of Ji Yooyan's heart, the valve of miss was knocked open, and the momentum was fierce, and it could not be calmed down...

Axun, do you miss her?

She also missed her so much, thinking that every night would have to circulate Jing Xuan's voice to stop her impulse.

She couldn't help it anymore, scratching her heart, sore and painful. But she remembered what she had promised Wei Yizhen to communicate, and first solicited Wei Yizhen's opinion: "Sister Wei, can I go back to Lingzhou first? I will go to Beicheng tomorrow morning without delaying the press conference."

Wei Yizhen answered her with a sigh, and then compromised: "If you are not afraid of getting tired, just follow you."

Ji Youyan's heart flew up all of a sudden, and he turned his head and told Lin Yue with joy.

"Yueyue, book the nearest ticket. Back to Lingzhou."

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Lingzhou Airport

Yao Xiao: Teacher Jing, are you posting to Moments?

Jing Xiu quickly closed the Moments page, and said quietly: No.

Yao Xiao was suspicious. Just when he saw Teacher Jing, he seemed to have stopped posting the page in Moments.

Quietly open the Moments to confirm, well, Teacher Jing did not post Moments.

Jing Xiu's ears were red and hot.