My future diary cannot be the last one

Chapter 12

In the Halo Building, under the leadership of Qing Si, Xun Xi successfully found his office, and his name was even written on the door of the office.

"If the eldest brother gets his code name, his name will be changed to his code name."

"Brother, do you want to take the test?"

"Becoming a formal commissioner will bring many benefits~"

Seeing that Xun Xi seemed to care about the name on the door, the little girl Qing Si took the initiative and said, "By the way, I am in charge of the official commissioner's testing!"

After saying that, I puffed out my chest and raised my chin, as if I was a big shot.

Xun Xi is still very good at dealing with such children: "Just you?"

"certainly!"

Seeing this, Qingsi immediately raised his voice: "Don't underestimate me, I'm very powerful! As long as I'm here, no monsters can attack, and I can protect many people!"

But at this moment-——

"It's him, it's him, it's him, our hero~~"

".Little Nezha!"

Xun Xi couldn't help but sing. Qingsi, who was still bragging about how powerful he was, suddenly turned red. Then he quickly took out his mobile phone from his arms, ran to the corner and chattered for a while, then hung up the phone and turned to look. To Xun Xi:

"Brother, you haven't answered me yet. Do you want to take the test?"

"Of course." Xun Xi answered without hesitation. After all, none of the people in the diary mentioned in his previous participation had participated, and the result was that they all died suddenly.

After hearing Xun Xi's answer, Qingsi immediately smiled.

"Then I'll get ready!"

After saying that, she ran out of the room happily.

"Is she really responsible for the preparation and testing? Is this considered illegal employment of child labor?" Xun Xi looked at Qing Si's back and suddenly his chest moved.

"Huh?" Xun Xi adjusted his gaze subconsciously.

Don't forget, he also has a pair of eyes on his chest.

These eyes were specially used by him to stare at the future diary 24 hours a day, waiting for the diary to be updated. After all, catching up on reading is a good habit. At this moment, the eyes sent a reminder, indicating that the diary was finally updated again. Xun Xi took a closer look, what a surprise, this time it was even more exciting!

[I am a time traveler, I have no feelings. 】

[On May 1st, I was tested by Jing Guisi. To my surprise, the person in charge of testing me was actually a little girl who had just turned ten. 】

【She is very cute. 】

[From Wu Maang’s words, I learned that she is currently the only non-staff commissioner of the Jinggui Division. But I'm curious, why is she unique? 】

[However, Qingsi himself doesn’t know. 】

[She just told me that her ability is to create a large-scale barrier centered on herself, and use this to exclude supernatural powers from the barrier. Perhaps Jingguisi's headquarters regards it as the key to solving supernatural disasters, so it established the identity of a non-staff commissioner. 】

【We talked a lot. 】

[Although she is very young, Qingsi is surprisingly sensible. She even told me frankly that her status in Jingguisi is actually that of a pet. 】

[The mission is to allow us extraordinary beings from the Lonely Star of Heaven to experience the feeling of home. 】

[In other words, her identity is daughter and sister. 】

["So you can pamper me as much as you like! Ah, I want to drink milk later~" When I heard her say this, I couldn't help but laugh. 】

【I don’t have a daughter. 】

[There is no sister. 】

[But I have to admit that Qingsi is a good boy. Every time the commissioners go on a mission, she will take the initiative to go to the canteen, use a set of small kitchen utensils specially made for her, prepare a meal and wait for the commissioners to come back. At the same time, she seems to be responsible for the psychological counseling of the commissioners, and is a mature little adult. 】

This time the diary is much more detailed than before.

However, quite a few of them are interactions with Qing Si. Villains such as the Earth Cult do not appear in the diary at all.

And as the time of the diary progresses.

Xun Xi could clearly see that the "him" in the diary had an obvious change in his attitude toward Qing Si without even realizing it. He no longer regards her as a dispensable stranger, but as her sister, or even as a real family member.

[Maybe I am lonely. 】

[As a time traveler, I often feel lonely and unable to integrate into the world, and the existence of Qingsi has alleviated this problem for me. 】

[But sometimes, this feeling of loneliness almost drives me crazy. 】

[I even wonder, if I went crazy in advance, wouldn’t I feel this sense of loneliness? It's a pity that there is no if in this world. 】

Although this passage in the diary was written with sincerity.

But Xun Xi felt nothing.

In his opinion, this can only make him further realize that the "him" in the diary is different from the real him. After all, he didn't feel lonely.

Rather, he was quite happy.

Xun Xi commented on "him" in the diary: "He is just like a younger version of me. His spirit is not strong enough and his thinking is not clear enough."

Yes, Xun Xi is actually conscious of his "clear thinking".

But this does not prevent Xun Xi from thinking that he is a normal person. Because according to his idea, the so-called normal people are nothing more than universal worldviews, outlooks on life, and values. And he possesses all three, but only intermittently obeys and selectively ignores them.

Turn to the next page.

【It was a sunny and sunny morning】

Xun Xi's eyes twitched slightly.

【.I went to the Halo Building to prepare for my monthly physical examination. However, this time, Qingsi, who was supposed to greet me at the door, did not show up. 】

"Um?"

This unfolding surprised Xun Xi. He didn't die suddenly. What happened? Don't you want to fall in love in this world line?

Xun Xi continued to read.

【She is dead. 】

Three simple words, but with the force that seemed to tear the diary apart.

[It wasn’t until later that I realized I was wrong. The reason why Qingsi was listed as a non-staff specialist was not because of her ability, but because of her physique. I always thought she was also extraordinary, but she is not. She was academically deemed to have no psychic abilities at all. 】

[She is the "original stone". 】

[She is the first person in the world who has the physique to "accommodate supernatural beings". Jing Guisi wants to use this physique to completely eradicate supernatural disasters. 】

[The price is the death of Qing Si. 】

[The reason is very simple. A container with self-awareness cannot withstand the negative impact of a huge number of supernatural beings. Once it gets out of control, it will cause the largest natural disaster in history. Therefore, Qingsi, who is the core of the barrier, must fall into an eternal state of unconsciousness. 】

[How can I accept this reason? 】

【Human safety? 】

【None of my business! 】

[If humans need to sacrifice such a sensible child to have any hope of surviving. It would be better to just let it go extinct! 】

[I took action. 】

[No need to hesitate, I went straight into the Halo Building. Hua Jingyuan didn't stop me, and he didn't seem to support the plan, even if he still had a conscience. Wu Maang secretly helped me lead the way. He must have regarded Qing Si as his daughter. As expected, he was already forty years old as Qing Si said. 】

[However, I failed. 】

[It’s not because I’m not strong enough, but because of Qing Si. 】

[She is a sensible child, but she is too sensible. She knew the future she was about to face and made her choice based on that. 】

[She chose to die. 】

【Oh shit. 】

The diary ends abruptly here, with no follow-up content and no final ending. It's just a eunuch.

Xun Xi’s evaluation of this is:

"What The Last of Us."

"And this me is nothing like me. How can you accept such a bad ending? If it were me, I would never do it without a good ending."

Xun Xi opened the last page of the diary.

【You are watching. 】

【The me in the past. 】