My future diary cannot be the last one

In the first year of the Xinhuo calendar, a large-scale supernatural recovery occurred around the world.
In the second year of the Xinhuo calendar, Jingguisi was established and began to contain supernatural beings on a large scale.
Three years after Xinhuo Calendar, Xun Xi traveled to this world full of despair. However, what was in front of him was a diary written by himself before his death, claiming to be the future himself.
The diary foretells his future death.
In other words, every line and sentence in the diary is his final work.
And it will be updated!
"Others who have traveled through time are all the proud sons of God, and opportunities will follow them wherever they go. Why am I the only one who dies wherever I go? I am just like a rebellious son of God, a version of an orphan."
"unfair!"