My love simulation with them

[As the core team leader, she should get to know the team members herself. Why did she take the initiative to ask herself these questions? 】

[After the mistakes made last time, Ryo Yamada and Ikuyo Kita started practicing harder and more actively, but you could hear something was wrong with the timbre of their instruments, and they seemed to have lost something. 】

[Ichiri Goto is still the same, she will always follow you and listen to you silently, but when the band is 'ending', she seems to be more reserved and cautious than before, and her smile is not as good as before At ease. 】

Is this... everyone autistic?

Nan Xiangshi watched the changes in the words and felt the changes in everyone since the last performance.

The band ended with a very lively atmosphere.

Nijika Ichi and Ikuyo Kita warmed up the band, Ryo Yamada, who was taciturn, occasionally made two interesting witticisms, and Ichiri Goto showed various interesting social fears, all of which made this new band full of energy.

Now Nanxiang Shi clearly feels that that vitality is being lost at a speed visible to the naked eye.

[You sense the unsettling atmosphere in the band that ended, and you really want to do something for them before going on stage for the second time. 】

[You tried various methods, but all failed. The members of the ending band were all very gentle girls. They noticed your kindness and expressed their gratitude to you at a dinner party. 】

[You have become friends with Ryo Yamada, Hikaru Itachi, and Ikuyo Kita. 】

[A deepening relationship is a good thing, but you are not happy about it, because in such a depressing atmosphere, the band's second performance is about to begin. 】

[There was no sudden typhoon this time. Itachi Hikaru and Kita Ikuyo invited their friends, and Goto Kazuri called his parents. 】

[This time, Yijizhi Hongxia hopes that you can watch over them silently. You promised her. 】

[You feel more and more that something is wrong in your heart, but things continue to develop downwards as always. 】

[The band’s second performance ends. 】

[As you might have expected, without your coordinating help this time, the already out-of-state band performed very poorly for the second time. By the end of the performance, the entire audience was silent. 】

[After the performance. 】

[You saw Ichichi Hikaru and Kita Ikuyo forcing a smile in front of their friends. 】

[I saw Ichiri Goto burying his head very, very low amidst the comfort and encouragement of his parents. 】

[I also saw Yamada Ryo holding Bess, sitting silently in a corner, thinking about something. 】

[After completing the second performance, the band’s activities continued. 】

[But you sense a change in the atmosphere. 】

[The four band members have less and less time to gather together, and the time to communicate is also less and less. You are always helping to fill in the gaps for rehearsals. 】

[The pickups, effects units, and drum kits placed in the practice room gradually piled up dust. 】

[One day, Ijichi Hongxia called everyone together, and with tears streaming down her face, she announced the disbandment of the band 'End'. 】

[End The band disbanded. 】

[No one asked Yijizhi Hongxia why. Perhaps seeing her with tears streaming down her face, there was no need to ask. 】

[After the band disbanded, Goto spent less and less time touching the guitar. Later, she simply gave up the guitar and began to study hard and prepare for exams. 】

[Ryo Yamada has not given up on bass, but she, who is at the same level as you, also often visits Kazuri Goto to ask for your study guidance in order to prepare for the exam. 】

[For this reason, you also put down your guitar and patiently and carefully tutored them both in their studies. 】

【Yamada Ryo pays attention to you more and more days. 】

【Your relationship with Ryo Yamada has deepened. 】

Ms. Yamada, are you really...

From beginning to end, the taciturn Ms. Yamada seems to have never changed her original intention.

Nanxiang Shi rubbed his forehead, sighed slightly, and continued to look down.

[Yamada Ryo’s learning ability is actually very good, but she can’t balance bass and studying, which is why her grades are average. 】

[But Ichiri Goto is different. She has extremely high talent in guitar playing, but in terms of learning, she knows nothing at all. 】

[Even if you spend a lot of time on her, Goto Ichiri's results can only be said to be so-so. 】

[She blamed herself very much for this result, thinking that your careful teaching was wasted. You didn't care, but you still comforted her well. 】

【Your high school life will be over soon. 】

[As everyone expected, you passed the qualification of the University of Tokyo with almost no obstacles, and Yamada Ryo was admitted to a good art university in Tokyo, where she continued her bass and music performance. 】

[During this period, she is still in contact with you, and Ryo Yamada is still paying attention to you. 】

[After being admitted to the University of Tokyo, you continue to tutor Goto Kazuri who has just entered the third year of high school] (In the animation, Goto Kazuri, Kita Yushiro, Yamada Ryo and Ijichi Hikari are sophomores)

[One year later, under your guidance, Ichiri Goto, who studied hard, was finally admitted to an ordinary university in Tokyo compared to you. 】

[After entering college, she still never touched the guitar again. 】

[You didn’t persuade her because you and she both knew the reason. 】

[One year after college, you proposed to Ichiri Goto. 】

[She agreed to your proposal. 】

[At the wedding banquet, Ichiri Goto was so beautiful——]

Chapter 21. Eyes full of regret

The wedding hosted by Ichisato Goto was not that extravagant.

We just invited a few friends, family members from Nanxiang, and members of the former band, and that was it.

At the wedding banquet, Ichiri Goto, who was wearing a wedding dress and holding a wedding bouquet, had a fair and beautiful face, and her face turned red. She didn't know whether it was because of shyness or the effect of alcohol.

She mustered up her courage and stammered a greeting to Nanxiang Shi's parents.

Shi's parents and two sisters, who lived in the countryside of Nanxiang, had simple personalities. They didn't have much prejudice against their daughter-in-law, who was particularly shy and tended to stutter when communicating with others. Instead, they pulled Nanxiang Shi aside and told him to do it. Take good care of each other.

Especially the two elder sisters, they also said that innocent and cute girls like Goto Kazuri are too rare in Tokyo and they must cherish them.

For Ichiri Goto's parents, Nango's resume of highly self-disciplined learning was good enough, but he was so good that even Goto Ichiri's parents couldn't believe it.

How did the pigs raised at home get such good cabbage?

At the wedding banquet, Nanxiang was chatting with each other, and he was a talkative person who heated up the atmosphere with his hearty and humorous words.

After entertaining the adult group, Nanxiang came to the front of the closing band group.

Everyone present is much more mature than they were in high school.

After graduating from high school, Ichichi Hongxia did not choose to continue studying in college. Instead, she stayed in Fanxing to help. She was still full of energy after not playing drums for a long time. She started to joke when she saw Nanxiang.

Kita Ikuyo was beside him, smiling and talking about what he had experienced in college.

Yamada Ryo is still taciturn, and from time to time she says a few witticisms that are enough to make everyone laugh. She continues to wear a black mid-length sleeve top and light gray trousers, and she looks like a cold and neutral beauty.

Nanxiang realized that everyone wisely did not mention the ending of the band in high school.

As if completely relieved.

But perhaps, it was precisely because they had not let go and still had regrets in their hearts that they did not talk about it.

As if they had stumbled, they got up and stood there, hesitating for a long time before finally deciding to forget that unforgettable memory.

Nanxiang remained as cheerful as ever, chatting and laughing with them.

After all, the content of the conversation was missing the memories of the youthful, joyful, and everyone-working-to-make-things-better days in high school.

Yamada Ryo, with her small face raised and her short hair down, looked at Nanxiang Shishi who was talking to everyone seriously.

After the band was about to go back and Goto was sending them off a mile away, Ryo Yamada suddenly stopped Nango and wanted to have a few words with him alone.

Miss Yamada's two sentences are really just two sentences.

"Maybe I used to like you."

She said as she looked at Nanxiang.

"It's the same now, I can't say in the future."

"that's all."

She turned around and left, her slender and soft back, under the light, didn't seem to be at all depressed.

However, her steps, which always carried a domineering air when walking, seemed to be much slower this time.

It wasn't until the other party's figure completely disappeared that the message from Kita Ikuyo came on the phone.

When she told Nan Xiang.

Beauty like Yamada Ryo is very popular in college, but now, he is about to graduate from college, and the twenty-four-year-old Yamada Ryo is still single.

Nanxiang simply replied to the other party, turned around and looked at the heated room, as if he had seen the scene after his first performance with his band in high school.

We are looking forward to the future of the band and happily discussing what the next song should be.

Next to him were the smiling Hoshige Itachi and the PA lady in charge of the sound.

Nan Xiang sat back in the room again, poured himself a glass of sake, and drank it all in one gulp.

The house was warm, there were few people, and the story was boring and sad.

[Time goes on. As a graduate of Dongda University, just after graduation, under the introduction of a female professor who was very optimistic about you, you entered a world-famous and well-known company. You work meticulously, conscientiously, and actively. Accumulating experience, he soon had his own team in the company. 】

[Soon, you left the company and opened a studio outside. With your excellent work quality and service attitude, you became famous in Tokyo and made the original small studio bigger and bigger. 】

[After you, there is your wife who also graduated. 】

[After graduating from an ordinary university in Tokyo, she could only find a job in an ordinary company, where she had to learn how to deal with people. 】

[You are very worried about your wife. She has never known how to communicate with others. Is she really suitable for this job? 】

[You have also persuaded your wife to focus on being a full-time housewife and leave the money-making matters to you. 】

[But my wife did not agree. For her, doing nothing but relying on you seems to be the real suffering. 】

[Facing your wife’s first toughness, you finally stopped insisting on your opinion. 】

[You continue to focus on your work. Under your control, the studio has grown larger and larger, and the profits have gradually become considerable. 】

[On the other hand, it is still difficult for my wife, who always tries her best to say hello to others, to integrate into her work. 】

[You are very worried about this situation, but you have to respect your wife's wishes. 】

[As days go by, you find that your wife is willing to go out less and less time, the smiles on her face are getting fewer and fewer, and her look is getting more and more haggard. Only when she faces you will she smile from the bottom of her heart. . 】

[You secretly investigated the company where your wife works and found that the company she works for has a very strict reward and punishment system. Her performance has never been up to standard, and she has naturally become the target of many colleagues to vent their anger. 】

[After learning this, you did not hesitate to use various means, even illegal methods, to warn these people. Faced with you who was born to belong to the upper echelon of society, they were obedient and agreed repeatedly. 】

[But how can a soul that has suffered severe pain heal its wounds easily? 】

[Finally one morning, she fell ill after suffering from mental anxiety and lack of confidence for a long time. Her body also became weaker and weaker under the heavy mental pressure. 】

[She has completely lost the courage to go out and talk to outsiders, even worse than in high school——]

Memories began to flood into my mind.

The faucet downstairs stopped running.

The wedding photo hanging in the room shows a smiling Goto Kazuri and Nango Toki.

Nanxiang stood at the door of Gotou Ichiri and his room.

Without too much hesitation.

He knocked on the door.

Chapter 22. She is buried with you

A few minutes after knocking on the door while in Nanxiang.

The room door opens.

Behind the door, the edges of Goto Ichiri's eye sockets were red.

Nanxiang didn't say anything, he just held her in his arms.

The originally scarred heart could no longer bear it because of Nanxiang's hug.

Gotou fell into Nanxiang Shi's arms and cried.