My love simulation with them

She even cried so weakly.

Nan Xiangshi gently stroked her back, comforted her softly, and said slowly as if reminiscing: "Do you still remember the last and first performance of the band after the band ended?"

"..." Goto Ichisato raised his head and looked at Nanxiang with his reddish blue eyes at a loss.

The end of the band has always been the most regretful thing between her and Nanxiang Shi.

The two of them had always known each other tacitly, and had never taken the initiative to bring it up.

When he mentioned it at this time, she could only nod silently.

"Although that performance was terrible at the beginning, with our cooperation, we finally got through it."

Nan Xiangshi pulled his wife to sit by the bed, carefully combed the pink hair scattered on his wife's forehead with his hands, and continued: "I originally thought that was the best result, but now it seems that it is just my self-righteousness. That’s all.”

"No."

The wife was born to be submissive to others and did not know how to comfort others. Faced with her husband's self-blaming tone, she could only shake her head vigorously.

But Nanxiang Shi just shook his head with a smile and touched the side of her face with his hand: "Now that I think about it, I still feel a little regretful. Why couldn't I give you more trust then?"

Perhaps, there was no need for him to appear at all at that time.

Ending the band will be able to weather the storm on its own.

Helping yourself is like pulling out the seedlings and encouraging them to grow.

Now when he looks back, which band is born to be popular?

It is nothing more than performing one performance after another, overcoming difficulties time and time again, growing and improving, and finally becoming famous to the outside world.

What Nanxiang did at that time was undoubtedly depriving them of the process of ending the band's growth.

What if the show really fails in the end?

"Success is certainly indispensable for a band, but the experience of failure is also an essential part of a band's success."

Nanxiang held his wife's white palm.

He did protect the closing band during a failed performance.

But for them who longed for the sky, Nanxiangshi's protection was actually more like breaking their wings.

so--

"I actually owe you an apology all the time."

Nanxiang Shi looked at his wife seriously.

Nan Yili's face quickly turned rosy under Nan Xiangshi's gaze.

She was caught off guard by the sudden apology, but she was comforted by her husband's willingness to openly and openly discuss what happened that year.

She could only hug the pillow on the bed, struggled and said in a weak voice:

"Ah Shi did nothing wrong."

No matter how others criticized Nan Xiang, she would always stand by Nan Xiang's side.

Even if Nanxiang Shi really did something wrong, she would still think that there was nothing wrong with Nanxiang Shi.

But she still didn't understand.

Why did my husband suddenly say this to me?

after all--

"It's too late."

She let out a suppressed and painful sigh, and the happy days of ending the band were still vivid in her mind.

Look at now.

He didn't even dare to take a step out of the room door.

The band... is just a wishful thinking.

"Maybe it's not too late."

In her confused and timid eyes, her husband took out the things he had hidden under the bed.

That's a very old-fashioned piano bag.

After opening it, a brand new wooden guitar lay inside.

"I bought this with my first month's salary when I first started working. I originally wanted to give it to you."

Under his wife's gaze, Nan Xiangshi carefully took the guitar out of the piano bag and handed it to her.

"It doesn't matter if you can't go out to play rock music; you can't leave the house; you can't even communicate with others. Just live according to your own ideas."

Turning on the phone screen, Nanxiang Shi and his wife looked at the account that had not uploaded more guitar videos for several years, and said softly:

"No matter what, you will always be my guitar hero, Yili."

In the small room, there were no lights on, and the weak power source of the mobile phone screen radiated light.

No complaints, no anger, just silent tolerance and encouragement.

The wife was silent, hesitated for a long time, and finally extended her palm to the guitar that she had not touched for a long time.

[Under your persuasion, Nanxiang Yili picked up the guitar again, which he had not touched for many years, and became active on the Internet again. 】

[Although my memory of the guitar has long since stagnated, my skills are also very rusty. 】

[But when she picked up the guitar to practice again, she smiled for the first time in a long time. 】

[She still cannot leave the house, but she is becoming more active online. 】

[In order to accompany her to practice guitar, you disbanded the studio that was getting bigger and bigger and had a place in Tokyo, leaving only the publicity department. 】

[Because you accompany her to practice continuously, her guitar skills are back to their peak. 】

[As you might expect, the wife is essentially a strong person. She denies herself only because she has not found her own survival value at all. 】

[Under your secret operation, she quickly became the most popular online guitarist with her excellent guitar skills. 】

[Soon, she was able to earn a lot of money by uploading videos online. 】

[The name of Guitar Hero has been completely established. 】

[She escaped from the pain of depression and regained her vitality. 】

[In life, since you gave up your career, you have taken care of her every day, allowing her to regain her strength. She no longer has random thoughts and lives so happily every day. As long as you are by her side, for her It seemed to be enough for her. 】

[You two have eyes for each other and no longer want to have children. For Nan Yili, who cannot go out and receive people and things, the three-story house built by your family is the best place for the two of you to get along. 】

[You have given up everything, and rarely communicate with others. You are willing to stay in the room with her, just in this small world, making her happy. 】

[The length of life has been infinitely broadened, and you and she may have become indistinguishable from each other. 】

[As time goes by, during a sudden change in temperature on a snowy night, you fall ill as you get older. Your wife takes good care of you, but this cannot save you from your poor physical condition. 】

[But you don't care. You are happy enough to spend this life with your wife. You can still make her face full of sadness burst into laughter by whispering love words to her. 】

[In winter, the wind and snow annihilate not only the silent things, but the howling cold wind also quietly takes you away from this period of time. 】

[My wife, who never dared to attract attention and spoke softly, cried until she almost fainted on the day of your funeral. 】

[Time continues to pass. 】

[In the days without you, my wife is still trying to live alone, but living in a house full of memories of your life and traces of your life with her, she will still think of you often, and she will still forget to bring shampoo when she often takes a shower , subconsciously calling your name. 】

[She remembers the feeling when she was happy with you, but now she can’t find a reason to be happy. 】

[It was raining at night, and she stood in the rain, with only a blur in front of her eyes. She could feel liquid flowing across her cheeks. 】

[A year later, she, who had been depressed, took the guitar you bought her before her death, and was buried with you in the Yamada family cemetery under the arrangement of Yamada Ryo, who was still single. 】

[At the funeral, Yamada Ryo, who quietly held a black umbrella, did not speak. 】

[Another three years later, Ryo Yamada passed away, and her bass was placed with your wife’s guitar. 】

[In response to her long-standing request, Yamada Ryo’s relatives buried her next to you. 】

[She who has never been close to you in her life is finally able to be close to you. 】

[Simulation ends. 】

...

Chapter 23. Net Yiyun Guitar

[End of simulation]

Nan Xiangshi, who was looking at this line of words, silently picked up the water glass next to him, raised his head and drank it all in one gulp.

Looking at the memories, Kazuri Goto followed him away in depression, Mijika Itachi and Ikuyo Kita regretted their youth, and Ryo Yamada was buried with himself and Kazuri Goto with regret after his death.

Nanxiang's originally good mood now turned into a depressed mood.

After all, everything in the simulation world is very likely to happen in the future.

He took a few more gulps of water and ate the cheap pork chop rice bento he bought from the supermarket with the water, trying hard to suppress the depression that accumulated in his chest.

Only then did he turn his attention to the system summary score.

System evaluation: 70 points.

[System evaluation: Your relationship with her is loyal, and getting to know each other will come naturally. As long as she is with you, the timid and timid girl will be able to muster the courage, and you will be able to tolerate her whole world. For her with low self-esteem, Say, you are too dazzling. Perhaps, on the journey of life, you should be more confident in her. 】

[Your youth was full of regrets. After giving up her dream, she was depressed, timid and timid. 】

[In your youth and middle age, you and her supported each other, and she regained her spirit. You gave up your job and everything for her, and devoted yourself to her. Therefore, neither you nor she can let go. She never wanted to be a burden to you, and after your death, she became depressed and eventually followed you. Throughout my life, looking back, I am full of regrets. 】

[System Settlement: You have obtained a permanent prop: the guitar, "full of regrets throughout your life", and you have a deeper understanding of music. 】

[Your music expertise has been improved, currently LV2. 】

The simulation result this time is only about 70 points.

After seeing the final result, Nan Xiangshi fell into thinking.

The score is only slightly higher than that of the second week.

But the results were still within the range of his expectations. Although he accompanied Goto Ichiri to the end of his life this week, he left too many regrets along the way.

Whether it was the failure of the band that ended in high school, or the fact that he gave up his career later and lived only for Goto Ichiri. Later, he and Goto Ichiri even cut off communication with the outside world and continued to live together. In his own little world - instead of improving Goto Ichiri's cowardly character towards others, he was even led astray by him. Isn't this another regret?

From Nanxiang Shi's perspective, this rating seemed reasonable.

As for the other item, Nanxiang Shi was actually not surprised that his musical skills were improved during this week.

After all, Zhou Santou had been practicing guitar since he was in high school, and he was somewhat famous in street performances. Later, he gave up his career and work and devoted himself wholeheartedly to practicing guitar with Ichiri Goto.

It can be said that in this week, except for Goto Kazuri, only guitar practice accounts for the largest proportion of his life. His guitar level in this week is estimated to be almost the same as Goto Kazuri.

Therefore, it is natural for his musical expertise to improve.

And music LV2...? It's probably the level of Ikuyo Kita in the simulation of middle and high school, and it's really not worth mentioning.

You know, for someone like Kazuri Goto, who posts videos as "Guitar Hero" on the Internet and gets a lot of attention, her guitar playing skills are probably around LV3 or LV4.

As for LV5... that is the highest level set by the system, and only Kazuri Goto during the Queen of Rock period could reach it.

At that level, whether it is typhoon, rhythm, fingering, or hand shape, it is already at its peak, and it is unrivaled and unmatched by anyone at the same time.

So it was just LV2... Nanxiang Shi didn't really care - after all, he had to be at least LV3 before he could make money from this thing.

And the further you go, the longer the experience bar will be, and it will probably be more difficult to level up.

Compared to this, Nanxiang Shi actually cares more about the so-called permanent props in the system.

Nanxiang Shi reached out and clicked on his attribute panel.

At the bottom, in the extra props column, there is an icon of a wood-colored guitar.

Nanxiang Shi reached out and touched the guitar icon.

At the same time, he felt his hands sink.

It was a pair of piano bags with a sense of age.

"Isn't this the guitar I gave to Goto Kazuri during the simulation?"

Looking at the overly familiar piano bag, Nanxiang Shi was stunned and turned his attention to the system introduction.