My Sister is a Big Star

As long as Xu Yao can remember, he has been living with his sister.

In the second year of his life, his father slipped and fell to his death from the embankment when he was digging a reservoir in the town. Due to the background of the times, the matter was settled by paying some symbolic food stamps at that time.

His mother fell ill and died when he was four years old.

At the end of the 1970s, a thirteen-year-old girl and a five-year-old brother struggled to make a living from God's teeth.

From the age of thirteen, my elder sister will work in the fields with the adults in the town, and she will send her younger brother to the uncle's house next door.

After the death of her parents, the few relatives who were originally unwilling to help take care of the two oil bottles. Xu Ru didn't blame them.

Only the uncle's family will help them occasionally.

In fact, it is an uncle, but it is only a little bit of a relationship in many generations ago.

In retrospect, many people with the surname Xu in Xujiazhen can be related a few generations back.

The uncle's family has a son and a daughter, the daughter is named Xu Lan, and the son is named Xu Guang.

Xu Lan and Xu Ru are about the same age, only two years apart, and they are good playmates.

However, fate made the two girls take completely different paths. Eleven-year-old Xu Lan is still in elementary school, and thirteen-year-old Xu Ru has already gone to the mountains to cut firewood and go to the fields to farm.

In a barren and backward small town, there are many girls like her who work in the fields, but there are no such hard-working girls like her.

The next year, Xu Ru's body was severely weakened, and she fell into a serious illness, and almost didn't survive it.

Some relatives who were indifferent to the siblings couldn't stand it anymore, and persuaded Xu Ru to give away his younger brother. Boys are popular in any age, and someone will always want them.

By myself, no matter how hard I work, I can live a more peaceful life.

But Xu Ru didn't agree, and scolded her relatives away. Said that even if he died, he would not send his younger brother away, otherwise what face would he have to meet his parents underground?

It is said that the eldest sister is like a mother, which is not bad at all.

In this impoverished age, the siblings depended on each other for life.

Knowledge can change destiny, and knowledge can create wealth.

Reading is the only way out.

Xu Ru dropped out of school after finishing elementary school, which was normal in that era.

The younger brother Xu Yao is the seed of education, very smart, no one can read him in the elementary school built by three tile-roofed houses in the town.

So she hoped that her younger brother would be promising and could change his destiny. The biggest desire of poor, crazy and frightened people is to change their destiny.

When Xu Yao was thirteen years old, he had no money to study in junior high school. Xu Ru asked the people in the town to borrow money, and kowtowed out one by one.

It was raining lightly that day, and Xu Ru knelt in front of her cousin's house, the door was closed tightly, and she couldn't ask for tuition fees.

She kowtowed, one after another, when Xu Yao was standing beside her, looking at her sister's trousers covered in rainwater and mud, and said with a stiff neck, "Sister, I won't read anymore, the big deal is farming."

Tired, really tired.

He didn't want to be a burden to his sister all the time, and he didn't want to continue studying. At that time, the college entrance examination system had just been restored, and the theory that studying was useless was popular everywhere.

The terrible theory that reading is useless has been circulating for half a century.

Xu Yao didn't want to waste time in class, he wanted to be like Xu Guang, fishing for three days and drying the net for two days, but Xu Guang skipped class and went out to play around, while he wanted to go to the fields to help his sister farm.

But Xu Ru slapped his younger brother severely, and said sharply: "If you don't study, what is your future? If you don't study, how can you change your destiny? If you don't study, you will be a muddy leg all your life."

People with a bit of knowledge and culture have seen many reckless rises, but instead promote the uselessness of reading.

It is a kind of irony that uneducated people always keep in mind that reading can change one's destiny.

"Well... how much is Ah Rong's tuition owed?"

A gentle voice came from the rain, Xu Lan stood not far away holding an umbrella.

"I only have one yuan and fifty cents here, and fifty cents is my savings, and one yuan is from A Guang." Xu Lan said: "If there is more, it will really be gone."

Xu Yao went to the best junior high school in the county, the tuition and miscellaneous fees add up,

It's eight dollars.

Xu Yao could imagine Xu Guang's aggrieved and resentful face when his sister robbed his savings.

Xu Yao didn't pick up the money, but stared at Xu Lan, "Xiao Lan, when are you leaving?"

Xu Lan approached, holding an umbrella with her right hand, knocked Xu Yao's head with her left hand, and said angrily, "I want to call you Miss Lan, you brat."

"I'm leaving tomorrow. My dad has been transferred to the Shanghai stock market. There are housing allocations there. The family will go together," she said.

Xu Lan, who has just grown into a young girl, is delicate and beautiful, with a slender figure and a pair of black eyes that are especially brilliant.

Xu Yao said disappointedly: "Haven't you come back yet?"

"I don't know." Xu Lan narrowed her eyes and smiled, "Shanghai Stock Market is too far away from Xujia Town, maybe how many years it will take to come back."

He, who was a head shorter than Xu Lan, looked away from that delicate face, feeling empty in his heart.

When Xu Yao was a boy, he always liked Xu Lan who was much older than him. He liked to pretend to be deep in front of her and recite a few poems written by Mao Dada. Reaction, longing to see admiration, admiration or something on her face.

He pretended to be an adult, and imitated his elder sister to call her Xiaolan, just to ignore the age gap between the two parties, and to tell himself that this was nothing.

I long to meet a lilac-like girl full of sorrow, who alone holds an oil-paper umbrella and wanders in the lonely rainy alley......

Dai Wangshu's poem appeared in Xu Yao's mind.

Xu Lan was the girl he longed for, a lilac-like girl.

But just like the lilac girl in the poem, she gradually drifted away, and finally there was only a back figure left.

On the day Xu Lan left, Xu Yao stood outside Xujia Town, watching their family take a tricycle to the county town, and suddenly wanted to smoke.

After that, for many years, they did not meet or contact each other. When they met again, the girl Lilac from back then was already married.

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Xu Yao squatted in front of his sister's grave, smoking one cigarette after another, talking about his past, with no expression on his face, no embarrassment, no emotion, only regret, deep regret.

Qin Zexin said, Nima, so you love my mother so deeply.

My mother is Lilac, so what are my sister and I?

My sister is a rose, and I am a dog's tail grass?

When the uncle heard that someone coveted his sister, he still looked calm, obviously he knew it a long time ago.

Uncle is really big-hearted, if someone dares to covet my sister, I will definitely let him know how to write the words "Prehistoric Power".

"Then what happened next?" Qin Ze asked.

"Later, it was my elder sister who knelt in front of my cousin's house all night, and forcibly collected the remaining money. When I was seriously ill, I also went to school as I wished. With my grades It's getting better and better. After entering high school, the tuition fees are more expensive. My sister thought that if she continued to farm, she couldn't afford my education. She took me out of Xujia Town and went to the county to work, sweeping the floor, washing dishes, and washing clothes. , working as a coolie, she did all kinds of work. Until my third year in high school, she suddenly became pregnant and had you."

This is inexplicable, I just came out?

Qin Ze asked: "Who has she come into contact with, and what has she encountered?"

Xu Yao smiled wryly and said: "I don't know, I just know to study hard, and she only wants me to study hard. For so many years, she has never married, and she has never even been in a relationship. Farming to support me, working to support me, she has been supporting me Paying for me, always longing for me to become a talent. You said that such a person suddenly became pregnant. "

"Be more careful." Qin Ze frowned.

He had many doubts in his mind. It is impossible for a woman to go from falling in love to having a child without warning, unless she is raped.

In that case, there is no need for Aunt Xu to hide it, even if it is a matter of age, she is ashamed to say it, but at least she will not hide it from her only younger brother.

Also, why am I getting sent away.

Well, considering the social background at that time, it is not incomprehensible for an illegitimate child to be given away.

It was written in the old man's diary that in order to give birth to "me", my mother fled back to Xujia Town to avoid the murderous hands of the family planning office.

Where did that "I" go?

There is no need to doubt the authenticity of "I", he must exist, otherwise the old man would not record it in the diary.

Xu Yao's attitude towards him was also very strange, the self-blame, remorse, and guilt he showed far exceeded the emotions that an uncle should have.

He is not my uncle, those who don't know think he is my father.

This point can't be explained at all, even if Xu Yao and Aunt Xu depend on each other and have a deep relationship, at most he hates that man, and maybe he will hate the house and the house hate me.

Finally, there is another question, why did my mother prevent him from looking at me, just because she didn't want to disturb her quiet life?

I'm not a child, I'm a thoughtful and rational adult, and I won't break down easily because of this kind of thing.

Maybe I would happily walk into the Civil Affairs Bureau holding my sister's hand.

There are too many things that Xu Yao hasn't said yet.

Xu Yao lit a cigarette and looked at his sister's tombstone: "Actually, I know something in my heart. I have been thinking about it for so many years. I always think that I should have seen that man. It was in the 1990s. It's over."

That year...

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