My Sister is a Big Star

At the end of 1993, in a small underdeveloped county town, Xu Yao carried the cloth bag sewn by his sister on his back, and walked in the dirty alleys, with mottled and old houses on both sides, and the water pipes were rusty. There is a trash can at the door, exuding a faint smell.

He and his sister live in an alley, the location is poor, and the rent is not expensive. These days, in such a small county, there are very few people who go to the city to work and rent houses.

Xu Yao came to the door of his house, took out the key, and opened the door.

In a small house of only 30 square meters, two rooms were separated by a curtain. My sister's room has only one bed, and the clothes are put in a box.

Xu Yao's "room" had an extra desk and a desk lamp. When buying him a desk lamp, my sister felt distressed for a long time, but she still gritted her teeth and bought it.

Meals are cooked in the corridor. I built a small earthen stove, a pot, and cooked with raw coal. It was crude and simple. People who are better have already bought a gas stove, but Xu Yao and his sister do not have this condition.

Usually at this time, my sister should light a fire in the hallway and cook, and Xu Yao would make some handmade products when he came home from school. It was an extra private job for my sister outside after get off work, and I could earn a few extra dollars every day.

"Sister?" Xu Yao called into the room, but her sister was not in the room.

It may be that she found some kind of work outside, she often does this, wandering around the county town every day, doing various jobs, as long as she can make money, she can do things that men can do.

Xu Yao put down his schoolbag and saw a bag of unfinished handmade products beside his sister's bed. She must have been back, did she go out to buy groceries?

He is in a good mood today, because of the test results in school, he won the first place without any accident.

The teachers liked this plain-dressed student very much, he was diligent, hard-working, and serious, and they said he was a good candidate to be admitted to university.

The teachers at that time were so honest and honest, they wished they could show their hearts and souls to the students, and they liked them more than their own sons when they met a motivated student.

At that time, the female classmates were also very innocent, they liked top students and motivated boys, even though Xu Yao was very ordinary, there were many girls who sent him love letters in private.

Different from the later love letters, the current love letters are very reserved and introverted. First write a modern poem by a certain celebrity, and attach at the end: what do you think of this poem. Then hand it to the boy you like. If the boy is also interested in the girl, he will write back and secretly put it in her drawer the next day.

Come and go, the story will come.

In the blooming season of eighteen, love is young and immature, but it is also beautiful. After this age, no matter how much you fall in love, you will never find that feeling again.

But Xu Yao dismissed the girl's hints and love letters, like a stone statue standing in the rain of flowers, watching the colorful petals fall, too lazy to reach out to pick up one of the beautiful petals.

He doesn't have the capital to fall in love, let alone interested, the rural kid only knows how to bury his head in his studies and live up to his sister's expectations.

Moreover, his lilac flowers were blown to the Shanghai stock market with the wind. He originally wanted to take the Fudan exam, but in his first year of high school, Lilac flowers got married.

Married to Chi Lao from Shanghai Stock Exchange.

Xu Yao didn't regain his composure for a long time, once he heard about the Shanghai stock market, he wanted to hit someone.

He is too silent, too low-key, too introverted, always keeping his liking in his heart, but what's the value of liking him without talking about it?

On the day of the wedding, Xu Yao went, and the fare he got from his sister was very expensive, so expensive that he almost cried.

At the wedding, his lilacs were beautiful... no, that wasn't his lilacs anymore. It was the flower of the man who was the teacher.

Xiao Lan was very happy to see him, she was happy from the bottom of her heart, which somewhat comforted Xu Yao.

The girl I like, she is worth a thousand dollars in my heart. Fortunately, I am not as light as a feather in her heart.

The man looked at his new wife with a smile.

The wife said: This is my brother from my hometown.

The reality dealt a heavy blow to Xu Yao. At that time, he asked himself in his heart, so, is he just a younger brother...

There was a sudden throbbing pain in his heart, but he still didn't cry.

But when the real cry came out, it was after the wedding banquet that kid Xu Guang said: Is it because of your sister that your sister complained?

Xu Yao cried, and then he beat the kid to cry too.

Xu Guang was also born a little earlier, and now, he would have comforted Xu Yao with other words, such as: Ah Rong doesn't cry, stand up and masturbate.

Xu Yao was sitting on the bed, doing handicrafts, thinking about it. My sister's hands were covered with chilblains and dripping with blood in winter.

Before I knew it, it was getting dark, and my sister still didn't come back.

Xu Yao decided to go downstairs to look for it. He closed the door and left the residential building. At the corner, he saw his sister talking to a man in the twilight. They were holding hands, and the man's face could be vaguely seen.

He is a calm and serious young man. When he talks to his sister, his eyes are full of smiles.

When Xu Yao saw him, the young man also saw Xu Yao. Xu felt that the young man's gaze from around the corner was too sharp, so he froze.

At this moment, my sister noticed it, and followed the young man's gaze and turned her head to look.

The elder sister's complexion changed slightly, she whispered a few words to the young man, then turned to face Xu Yao.

"Who is he?" Xu Yao asked.

"Friend...friend, you helped me." Xu Ru simply explained, without further talking, and changed the topic: "My sister came back late because of something, is Ah Rong hungry?"

Xu Yao looked at the young man's back, walked further and further away, and disappeared into the night.

Since then, Xu Yao has never seen the young man again, and his sister is no different, working as usual every day, with hardships.

 …

In 1994, two events happened in this year, each of which made this small family face a catastrophe.

The first thing is that due to the bursting of the real estate bubble, an extremely terrifying economic crisis was set off. It is difficult for people who have not experienced that era to imagine how terrible that economic crisis was. It was a direct collapse of the economy, far better than any subsequent economic crisis. . In fact, there was a collapse as early as 1990, and in 1994, the two crises overlapped, promoted and expanded each other.

boom!

The bubble collapsed, killing many people.

Although the crisis was stabilized in a relatively short period of time, its impact was very large during this period.

The aftermath of the small county town was not too big, but the life of the citizens did suddenly become tighter.

As a result, Xu Ru started to lose money, and her life became unsustainable.

The second thing is that Xu Ru is pregnant.

That day Xu Yao was still at school, struggling in the sea of ​​questions, preparing to sprint for the college entrance examination.

My sister asked someone to call the class teacher's office and said that she was sick and hospitalized.

Xu Yao rushed to the hospital and learned from the doctor that his sister was pregnant.

a bolt from the blue.

"Don't work too hard, your body is important, go home and take care of it." The doctor complained to Xu Yao, "You are her husband, why don't you know how to care..."

The doctor hadn't lied yet, and the older sister who recovered from the daze interrupted in embarrassment: "He's my younger brother."

Xu Yao developed relatively early, when his peers grew fluff around their mouths, and when he was excited about the thicker hair in his crotch, he already looked like an adult, at least not like a high school student.

The doctor was also embarrassed, and asked, "Then your husband is gone."

There was silence.

The siblings were silent.

Back home, nothing seemed to have happened. My sister was sitting by the bed making handicrafts, and Xu Yao was sitting by the table writing test papers.

"Slap!"

The ballpoint pen was pressed heavily on the table, and the sound was not loud, but Xu Ru was startled, and her hands visibly shook.

Xu Yao stood up with a gloomy expression. He looked straight into his sister's eyes and asked, "Who is that man?"

Xu Ru didn't speak, and Xu Yao didn't speak either. His eyes were staring, and they gradually turned red.

"Arong, don't worry about it..."

"Is it that man, is it that man?" Xu Yao said loudly.

His sister's silence answered him.

All of a sudden, it was like igniting a keg of explosives.

"You have been lying in the hospital for so long, but he didn't come. Is it because you didn't contact him, or he refused to come?" Xu Yao grabbed his sister's hand and walked out the door: "Go and call, contact him now."

"I'm not going." My sister said.

Xu Yao was stunned for a moment, then exploded in an instant. He roared and said, "If you want to be shameless, we are poor, but we can't be without dignity. No matter how poor we are, we must know how to love ourselves. If a woman doesn't even cherish herself, then she There's nothing left."

"What are you going to do now? When you are pregnant with a child, can you raise it? When you unbuttoned your belt, did you think about what you will do in the future? Do you want to marry? Do you know that your life is ruined?"

In the dim room, the teenager was hysterical, his face was flushed, and his eyes were crazy.

That day, he said a lot of excessive words.

Every sentence is like a knife, piercing my sister's heart.

Xu Yao was mad with anger, he hated, hated that man, and even more hated his sister for not loving herself.

My sister sat on the edge of the bed, bowed her head, weeping.

After all, she is a woman, a weak woman, life has made her stronger, and in some aspects she is even more desperate than a man, but in front of her brother, she cried helplessly and lowered her head.

Many years later, whenever he thinks of this scene, Xu Yao will tremble all over, and his body and mind will ache from the inside out.

"I remember every sentence very clearly, and every sentence is printed in my heart. I hate myself back then. I was too selfish. I never thought about her feelings, how wronged and helpless she was at that time. How much she longs for someone to help her, just like a person stuck in a swamp, longing for someone to lend a helping hand, but my younger brother stomped her down hard." Xu Yao burst into tears.

He lost his father at the age of two and his mother at the age of four.

His elder sister worked hard to bring him up. A teenage girl with rough calluses looks like a man who has worked hard for years.

My sister worked hard to support him in his studies. The daily breakfast was porridge with three steamed buns. Why did she need three steamed buns? It was left for lunch. She ate steamed buns with pickles for many years.

She refused to give him away when she was a child, but when she grew up, she had no one to marry and left all her time and hopes to her younger brother.

But her younger brother didn't understand her.

Qin Ze looked at this man silently. At this moment, he stripped off all his clothes, successful, serious, beautiful...

He squatted in front of his sister's grave, like a broken child, crying like a fool.

Regret is regret because it is destined to be irreparable.

You cry so much, you cry heart-rendingly, you hate who you were at the beginning, and wish you could go back in time to make up for your past mistakes, but life will never give you a second chance.

So, you desperately want to recognize my nephew.

Want to make up for your mistakes, want to appease the pain that is hidden in your heart, day after day?

"What happened next?" Qin Ze asked with a hoarse voice.

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