My Sister is a Big Star

Chapter 595 Where Did I Go?

An unspeakable atmosphere enveloped the heads of everyone, silent, depressed, sad, making people's hearts heavy.

Xu Guang is the one who understands Xu Yao best. He was also one of the participants in what happened back then, and what happened to Xu Ru made him extremely sad.

Su Yu looked at Qin Ze with pity. She always felt that her life experience was miserable enough. Grandma didn't love her uncle, her mother didn't love her father, and they each gave birth to a child to take her place. Su Yu felt that she was wandering. In the shadows where the lights of the two homes do not reach.

It was incompatible with the harmonious atmosphere of their family. They all said that their parents were the closest people in the world, and she thought so too, but they didn't kiss her, and maybe they regarded her as the failure of that failed marriage in their life.

But compared to Qin Ze, he seems to be very lucky, although he has a happy family, a strict father, a gentle mother, and a coquettish and cheap sister.

But he and his biological mother did not know each other, and he didn't know the truth until after she died. And who is the real father, no one knows.

The encounters are so similar... A Ze and I are indeed a bastard looking at mung beans, a natural match.

Su Yu thought happily.

 …

The man didn't show up, never showed up.

My sister's belly is gradually getting bigger. Taking advantage of the summer vacation, the siblings went back to Xujia Town.

In the 1990s, an unmarried woman who got pregnant before she was born was so criticized in this remote and impoverished town.

For a time, rumors spread everywhere.

Some people said that Xu Ru was someone else's mistress outside, so she had money for her younger brother's education.

Some people said that Xu Ru had sex outside, but was abandoned by others in the end.

Anyway, what to say.

Various labels of "bad woman", "casual", and "undisciplined" were slapped on her.

It was summer vacation, and the sun was scorching the earth.

In a small shop in a small town, a group of aunts chatted around, waving fans.

"Who is that bastard in Xu Lan's stomach? It's about to give birth."

"There are so many savages out there, and if she doesn't tell her, how do you know who it is?"

"This baby who has lost her parents since she was a child is easy to deceive. She will be coaxed to bed with a few words."

"Who wants her now?"

"Is that boy Ah Rong admitted to university? Hey, you said that after Xu Lan has a baby, how can he have the money to pay for him to go to university?"

The lady proprietress of the small shop suddenly changed her expression, and gave a few aunts a wink.

At the door, outside the shadow of the eaves, Xu Yao stood there with a blank expression on his face, his hands clenched into fists.

"Ah Rong is here to get the admission letter. I just arrived this morning." The proprietress squeezed out an awkward yet polite smile.

Xu Yao took the admission notice and left, it was sealed in a yellow envelope.

During the time when he came back from the summer vacation, he heard too many gossip, some behind his back, and some in person. He never fights, he frequently fights with others during the summer vacation.

Xu Yao hated her sister, hated her for not loving herself, hated her for ruining her future.

The madness of hating iron but not steel tortured him every day.

He hated the man who lifted his trousers even more and refused to recognize anyone. Even though he didn't know who he was, his sister never said anything.

No wonder there was so much gossip in town.

The old bus came slowly, driving smoothly on the asphalt road just paved the year before last, and finally stopped at the bus station.

A teenager and a young woman with a big belly got out of the car.

Those were brothers Xu Guang and Xu Lan who had been away from home for many years.

"Hi, hi, Arong." Xu Guang waved vigorously, smiling all over his face.

The aunts of the small shop looked out and stretched their heads.

Xu Yao looked deeply at Xu Lan.

After many years, I finally saw her again. Today's Xu Lan has lost the youthfulness of a girl, and has become round and plump, with the grace of a young woman between her brows.

"Why are you in the town? Didn't it mean that you and Sister Ru moved to the county seat?"

"Oh, my sister is pregnant, she came back to hide, the group of family planning office who gave birth to a son who is not py, caught my sister and sent her to the hospital,

To abort. You see her belly is so big, can she have an abortion, a bunch of inhuman beasts. "

"My brother-in-law didn't come. I sent my sister back. Anyway, my dad said it doesn't matter if I go to work or not. I just know how to fish. Why don't I come back with my sister and have someone to take care of me."

Xu Guang was as lively as ever, chattering endlessly along the way.

"Speak less." Xu Lan reprimanded his younger brother, then looked at Xu Yao, and said softly, "What's wrong, Ah Rong?"

She was always so gentle and caring, easily aware of the gloom in her eyes.

Suddenly, with red eyes, Xu Yao said: "My sister is pregnant."

 …

That night, Xu Lan and Xu Ru talked about the middle of the night, two pregnant women, two girlfriends, separated for many years, one married and gave birth to a child, happy and happy. An unmarried pregnant, has been criticized.

Just like what happened to them when they were children, it was very different.

Xu Ru always looks at Xu Lan like a little match seller looking at the warm stove and delicious Christmas dinner in the room through the window.

two worlds.

"Who is the father of the child?"

Lying on the same bed in the dim light, Xu Lan said softly.

Xu Ru hesitated for a while, but said nothing.

Xu Lan gently stroked her best friend's belly, which was bigger than hers, and the due date must be earlier.

"A child is born without a father, but what happens when he grows up? Other children have fathers, but he doesn't." Xu Lan said: "My baby likes her father very much. She is tired of being with her father all day long. Single-parent families My child, it’s very hard, you are someone who has experienced it, you should know it.”

Seeing that she was still silent, Xu Lan said earnestly: "Carry everything by yourself, are you tired? Even if he doesn't want you or the child, at least he can ask for a compensation, and your life will be better."

"What about Ah Rong? He was admitted to Zhejiang University. You have worked so hard for so many years, and you finally see hope. Did you just give up halfway? You said that studying can change your destiny, and you are just one step away. Why don't you leave? Also, yours In the future, when you are not young, how can you get married with a child?"

How to get married? In this day and age, who would want a woman who gave birth to a baby without getting married.

Who would want it.

After a long time, Xu Ru said, "He just left for something."

"Do you believe it?" Xu Lan asked back.

There was silence again.

"Let's not talk about it," Xu Ruqiang said with a smile: "Why are you pregnant again? Now the arrest is so strict. I heard that there are five-month-old superborns in the town. They were all arrested and killed. They almost died together. Walk."

Xu Lan said helplessly: "The one in my family wants a son, and his father also wants to. He always feels that without a son, his old Qin family will be cut off. Don't look at him hurting his daughter so much now. After knowing that I am pregnant, that happy , usually an old-fashioned person, jumping and jumping, like a child."

Xu Lan's reproachful and helpless tone, but her face was full of happiness, which deeply hurt Xu Ru's heart.

"Actually, I can figure out how to pay for Ah Rong's tuition, but I can't. I asked my dad for it. How can Ah Rong call him uncle." Xu Lan sighed: "But you..."

In fact, at that time, it was the time when Xu Lan and her natal family had the most conflicts. The old man of the Xu family was the leader of the cadre anyway, and the daughter of the cadre leader had to give birth.

The reason why the Xu family looked down on the Qin family was because the Qin family was shabby and had no money.

"No, what kind of money can you have? The poorest is the teacher, right." Xu Ru said: "Ah Rong's tuition fee, I will find a way. As an older sister, I should take care of my younger brother. Xiaolan , this is my sister's last dignity."

Yes, this is her last dignity.

Yes, the eldest sister is like a mother, it should be.

 …

Hearing this, Qin Ze felt melancholy and sad.

Regardless of whether Aunt Xu still had hopes for that man, the ending was still doomed, that man did not come, and she, helplessly separated from her own son and married someone else.

In fact, her tragic life was doomed from the very beginning.

In my mind, I couldn't help but think of the song he wrote to my sister:

I once loved such a man,

He said I was the most beautiful woman in the world.

I keep that innocence for him,

Close the door on loving others.

This is the man I love so much,

Turn me into the dumbest woman in the world...

Have you ever loved a man like this, had hoped for him, held longing for him, but was turned into the stupidest woman.

Aunt Xu?

"Then who is the child my mother gave birth to?" Qin Ze asked.

From the bottom of his heart, this matter ended here. He knew his life experience, but he had a heart problem.

He got everything he wanted, and the past was unbearable, so he let it be scattered in time with the wind.

But Qin Ze couldn't hold back his curiosity and asked one more question.

Xu Guang shook his body exaggeratedly, his whole body seemed to be stretched.

According to them, I should have been born earlier than me, October is my birthday, but it's not really my birthday.

Where did I go, have I been eaten by Guangdong people?

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