My Sister is a Big Star

"She didn't say it. She seemed to have expectations for that man, but she didn't even have confidence in herself. Don't blame your sister. She has suffered enough in her heart. She has been suffering all the time. She hasn't had a good life for a few days since she was a child."

The next day, Xu Yao came to see Xu Lan, that's what she said.

However, he couldn't fully understand his sister at that time. He hated her more, hating iron but not steel.

My sister's life is ruined.

At noon, Song Zhongji knocked on the courtyard door with two fish. He stood in the courtyard and said to Xu Ru, who had a big belly, "Is Ah Rong there? The fish he asked me to touch is for your body."

"Thank you, he went out with Ah Guang." Xu Ru said.

"Thank you, fifty cents." Song Zhongji grinned.

"..." Xu Ru froze for a moment, then nodded, "I'll get you the money."

"No, it's inconvenient for you. I'll ask Ah Rong when he comes back."

As he said that, Song Zhongji scooped up a basin of water on his own, and raised the half-dead fish in it.

This man is idle and doesn't like to work in the fields. He is good at fishing, catching birds and playing wild positions. He is also the only one who doesn't "comment" Xu Ru. He is probably a bad person himself and has no right to criticize others. Maybe it was because he was not interested in chewing his tongue, or maybe he was timid in the first place, afraid that Xu Yao would beat him up.

The day of childbirth is coming soon.

Mr. Xu Ru’s, I didn’t go to the county hospital, and I didn’t have the conditions to go to the hospital at that time. In rural areas, I usually give birth to the village doctor, which is better than the barefoot doctor. I have studied medicine for several years, but the level must be very poor, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to do it. In rural areas, but into the hospital.

Xujia Town is too poor to have a health center, but there is a health center in the next town.

From noon when the amniotic fluid broke, labor pains began, until ten o'clock in the evening, the child was born.

boy.

The dust settled.

Being a mother for the first time in her life, Xu Ru threw away all her troubles, leaving only her mother's love.

Xu Yao felt that he should have hated this child, but when he saw the bright red and tender child sleeping in swaddling clothes, unable to open his eyes to see the world, he clenched his fists and fell asleep peacefully.

He suddenly softened.

Due to malnutrition, the child was born with only 2.4 kg, which is medium to small.

"The little doll is so cute, have you given him a name?"

Xu Lan, who had a big belly, was watching from the side with a smile on her face.

Xu Ru shook her head, and said helplessly, "Arong won't help to fetch it, he still has thorns in his heart."

Xu Lan said angrily: "Don't pay attention to him, I have prepared a few names here, do you want to choose one?"

"what name?"

"Qin Hao, Qin Xiaofan...you pick one and just change the surname to Xu." Xu Lan said enthusiastically, "Xu Xiaofan doesn't sound very nice, so why not be called Xu Hao."

Xu Ru nodded and said with a smile, "Okay."

"By the way, I brought milk powder here, you use it first, when I gave birth to a baby, I produced a lot of milk, so there should be no shortage." Xu Lan said.

Due to Xu Ru's severe bone deficiency and long-term malnutrition, she has little milk. As for her son's rations, she never refused again.

A very realistic and serious problem lay before us. The siblings, who had been dependent on each other since childhood, are still dependent on each other now, and they have an extra life.

In the case of the elder sister who independently carried the beam and was weak after giving birth, life seemed unsustainable.

Raising children is not easy. According to later statistics, more than 40 million children died in the 1990s.

That night, Xu Ru looked at the child in silence.

The next morning, Xu Yao was called to the room alone and asked him: "Do you miss college?"

Xu Yao was speechless, his eyes fell on the baby's face.

The little baby was sleeping, and suddenly his body trembled, and the mosquito groaned a few times.

Xu Ru hurriedly comforted the child.

"Don't worry about him, tell me, do you want to." Xu Ru said.

"Think!" Xu Yao said.

He thought, like never before.

Reading can change fate and restore dignity.

He is eager to stand out, eager to get rid of poverty, and even more eager to regain the dignity lost by his sister.

Xu Ru nodded.

After a few days like this, one night, Xu Ru was suddenly awakened by an urgent knock on the door, and the baby cried loudly.

"Arong, sister Ru," Xu Guang said in a crying voice, "my sister fell down."

There was a loud knock on the door.

Xu Ru sat up in shock, her drowsiness disappeared completely, before she called for someone, Xu Yao from the next room had already rushed to the yard, opened the door, and Xu Guang was standing at the door with an anxious face.

"what happened."

"My sister slipped in the toilet at night, she, she is full of blood..."

When Xu Ru heard it, her face turned pale, she couldn't care less about comforting the child, and shouted: "Arong, Arong..."

No one answered her, Xu Yao had already rushed out of the house with Xu Guang.

 …

At five o'clock in the morning the next day, Xu Ru, who hadn't slept all night, finally waited for her younger brother to come back.

"We took her to the health center. Xiaolan was already unconscious at the time, and she couldn't give birth at all. They said there was no way, the fetus might be injured, and they asked us to take her to the hospital. The car from the health center took us to the county seat, the hospital I performed a caesarean section on her, the baby was alive when it first came out, but it couldn't survive for two hours, the doctor couldn't save her, so she went..." Xu Yao's eyes were bloodshot.

"Where's Xiaolan?" Xu Ru cried.

"She hasn't woken up yet, Ah Guang is in the hospital, squatting outside the ward and crying." Xu Yao covered his face and tremblingly said: "A good child, if you say no, it will be gone."

After a while, Xu Ru said: "Arong, let's go to the county seat, now."

It was six o'clock in the morning when we arrived at the hospital. There was no one there, and the smell of disinfectant filled the air. On the benches in the corridor, one or two patients could be seen sporadically, on drips.

The nurse on the night shift looked tired.

In the small ward, Xu Ru saw Xu Lan, who was already awake, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes, like a lifeless paper flower.

Xu Guang sat on the edge of the hospital bed with red eyes.

"Ah Rong, Ah Guang, you go out for a while, I have something to say to Xiaolan." Xu Ru said, holding the child in her arms.

After the two left, she sat by the bed and whispered, "The child is gone."

In a word, it seemed to wake up Xu Lan who was on the verge of despair. Her eyelashes trembled on her expressionless face, and then she began to cry, crying heartbroken, a mother who lost her child.

"There is no hurdle that I can't pass." Xu Ru said: "For so many years, it is thanks to this sentence that my sister can survive until now. Every time I am in despair, I will think about Arong, and there is hope in my heart Yes. You still have a baby, you can't collapse."

"Ah Guang said he was a son." Xu Lan said softly.

There was an eerie silence on her expression.

"My first baby was a girl. Although he didn't say anything, I knew he wanted a son."

"I just thought that since I married into the Qin family, I should give him a son who can carry on the family."

"The child is gone, and the investigation is so strict now... My father doesn't want me to have another child. I had a fight with my parents. For a person like him, without this child, even if he wants a son again , and won’t let me regenerate.”

"Ah Guang said it was a son... He always wanted a son... I can't lose this child, I can't lose his... woo woo woo, my child."

At first she was able to speak smoothly, but gradually she became emotional. Xu Lan cried and twitched, and her words were incoherent.

Xu Ru put the baby in her arms beside her, and said in a deep voice, "From now on, he will be your son."

Her voice was very soft, and the expression on her face was very complicated, intertwined with reluctance and pain.

Xu Lan stopped crying and looked at her without saying a word.

"He is your son." Xu Ru repeated.

"Are you trying to comfort me?"

"No, I'm serious." Xu Ru said.

"Why?"

"Arong said he missed college, and I have no ability to support him in education, let alone raise this child. Who can I marry with a notorious woman like me?" Xu Ru smiled sadly: "The child and Arong are my parents. I can't bear the fate of both of them at the same time, I have to give up one."

Xu Ru trembling fingertips, caressed the child's cheek: "Perhaps in your eyes, the birth of this child was a mistake, so between the two, I choose Arong. I will bear my mistakes and everything from now on The pain and all the regrets are borne by me alone. At least I am still worthy of my parents."

"You are right. A child cannot live without a father, Xiao Lan. You can give him a better family and a better environment for his growth. He can grow up carefree, and he doesn't have to worry about being scolded as a bastard when he grows up in the future." .”

"Your husband wants a son. One can imagine how sad he will be when he hears the bad news. Are you also afraid that because of this incident, it will become a knot between you and your husband?"

Xu Ru burst into tears: "Xiao Lan, let's think of it as us saving each other."

Xu Lan stretched out her hand, wanting to touch the child, but the moment she touched it, she withdrew her hand like an electric shock.

She was stunned for a while, "Sister Ru, from today onwards, this child belongs to me and has nothing to do with your family. I will raise him up, give him the best environment, and raise him as my own son. You and Ah Rong, I can't go back on my word in the future."

"Okay." Xu Ru said.

Saying this word, she collapsed all of a sudden.

"What do you need me to do for you?"

"...When he grows up in the future, bring him to Xujia Town to visit me every summer vacation."

"good."

Outside the door, two teenagers stood there.

"What are you two doing standing at the door?" The doctor in a white coat walked to the door of the ward.

Both teenagers burst into tears, the doctor was not surprised at all.

He opened the door and went in, glanced at the ward, holding a stack of report cards in his hand: "You came last night, right? The doctor was off work last night, and I'm in charge of your ward. Sorry, I'll register here again. What is your name."

Xu Lan opened his mouth.

Xu Ru said: "Xu Ru!"

"Xu Ru, right?" The doctor jotted down a few words, "I'll ask the nurse to take you for an examination later on. After the miscarriage, you should pay more attention to your body, otherwise the root cause of the disease will fall."

 …

Soon, rumors spread in Xujia Town.

Xu Ru's child died, and the bastard who was conceived outside had a bad life. Xu Lan, who came to Xujia Town to raise her baby, gave birth to a fat boy after a month of recuperation in the hospital.

Later, Xu Ru got married, married to the man who never "commented" on her, a man who was idle and not doing his job.

A woman who got pregnant out of wedlock, and a lazy man.

It's a good match, isn't it?

Time went back many days, the day after Xu Yao said that he wanted to go to university, Song Zhongji brought fish again.

"Ah Rong asked you to send fish again?" Xu Ru said awkwardly, "I'm sorry, but the family is running out of money."

After sitting and eating for so long, I really don't have much money.

"No money, folks in the village, just two fish." Song Zhongji said: "Aren't you pregnant, you need to make up your body... Anyway, we have known each other since we were young."

Xu Ru froze, hesitated, hesitated, "Do you have a date now?"

"Who wants to marry me?" Song Zhongji scratched his head.

"Then do you have a wife?"

It's a little strange to ask why, Song Zhongji said: "You don't think I like to gamble, but whether I win or lose, I save some money. If I save it, my wife will already have it."

"Then will you marry me?"

"I don't want to raise a son."

"Don't worry, I will give the child away."

"real?"

"But you have to help me with Ah Rong's education."

.........

For Xu Ru, instead of giving it to others, it is the best ending to give it to her best friend who grew up.

Song Zhongji is also considered trustworthy, a weak man has the advantage of being weak.

On the day Xu Lan left, Xu Yao stood outside the town and watched the bus go away.

He never smoked, squatted on the side of the road, and smoked a whole pack of cigarettes.

Later, Xu Yao got his wish and went to university, and got his wish and became famous.

But he lost money to his sister, and he will never be able to pay it back in this life.

He regretted that morning countless times, regretted himself and said: I want to!

In the following years, he rarely set foot in Xujia Town. He married Miss Qianjin in Wencheng and settled in Wencheng.

People in Xujia Town said that this grass chicken flew up a branch and turned into a golden phoenix, forgetting Ben, but he was actually afraid of facing his sister.

Every time he faced his sister's aging face, he would think of that unbearable past.

"On the day she passed away, she told me a lot, saying that she did not disappoint her parents, that I finally made a difference. But I know that what she wanted to say most was the word "Aze". We have been fighting for changing our destiny all our lives I've worked hard, but I can't change the past for the rest of my life."

Xu Yao sat in front of the grave, his expensive suit was covered with dust.

"After my sister died, my biggest obsession in this life was not to get ahead, but to bring you here one day, point to this monument, and tell you: She is your biological mother."

"This is her biggest wish before she died. She didn't say it, but I know it. It's because of me that you mother and child have been separated for more than 20 years. Everything is my fault and my responsibility."

This is the greatest pain in his life.

So he went crazy like asking Qin Ze to "recognize his ancestors and return to his clan", trying to make up for his mistakes back then.

I want to make my conscience feel better.

"But we promised Xiaolan that we will never mention this matter again in this life. As long as she disagrees, I will not take the initiative to say it."

Qin Ze said shyly, "That is to say, my dad...doesn't know about it."

"It's not important." Xu Yao said.

"Ah Ze, you must never tell your father the truth. Maybe it was your mother's fault for hiding it from him back then, but this kind of thing can only be kept hidden. The longer it goes on, the less you can tell it." Xu Guang almost begging voice.

This is very important, very important.

Qin Zexin said.

He had read the old man's diary, and he knew something about it, but he hoped that the old man knew about it, but kept it in his stomach, pretending that he had a son.

Think about it, any man knows that the son he has raised for more than twenty years is not his own.

The mentality is going to explode.

When the time comes, the situation will get out of control, what will mom do?

What about me and my sister?

"I'm sorry, I don't know who your real father is." Xu Yao said dejectedly.

"It's okay, just treat him as dead." Qin Ze's tone was flat.

I have only one father, his name is Qin Jianzhang.

"And Zhilong..."

"What does it have to do with me?" Qin Ze interrupted him: "I don't have brothers, only sisters. I can accept what happened back then, face my biological mother calmly, and face you as uncle calmly, but only That's all, I have my life, I have my family. There is no need to break contact, but I hope you will not take the initiative to disturb my life in the future, especially don't appear in front of my mother. "

Xu Yao nodded.

After crying bitterly, he untied the knots in his heart for many years, and he felt much more relaxed.

"Can you call her mom?" Xu Yao asked expectantly.

Qin Ze was stunned, staring at the tombstone.

Opening his mouth, he couldn't spit out a very simple word.

 …

The high-speed train bound for Shanghai.

Su Yu snuggled into Qin Ze's arms. Women are always emotional. After shedding a few catties of tears for his beloved's biological mother, Su Yu became listless and didn't recover for a while.

Qin Ze was much calmer.

"Do you feel too indifferent?" Qin Ze ran his fingertips through her hair.

Su Yu wanted to shake his head, but finally nodded again.

"Sorrow doesn't have to be shown. The past is all over. Those who leave will never come back. You can't change anything." Qin Ze sighed: "If she is still alive, I will treat her better, but , as they agreed, I will always have only one mother."

It is better to be kind than to be kind.

"You don't want to know who your real father is?"

"Do you think I should go to him?"

Su Yu thought for a while, shook his head, and struggled: "I shouldn't look for it, but I can't help but think about it."

"Think? Why do you think about it? He might still be living a mediocre half of his life in that small county town, and he might sigh that he had an illegitimate child back then. But what does it have to do with me? The world is so big, I can still go Can't find it."

"It's all said, let's treat him as dead."

Why are you looking for him, come here and cry, and recognize each other as flesh and blood?

I was afraid that he would stick to me like a dog's skin plaster, and he would be a billionaire after all.

When the time comes, my family will not be at peace?

In 2018, the midsummer of September.

Qin Ze, who finally learned of his background, was finally able to face his life more calmly.

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