On How Abusive Essays Become Sweet Essays

Qin Xu graduated from high school, and since he received the notice, he moved to Lin Zhinian to live temporarily, and began to work in summer to earn tuition.

Lin Zhinian, the two used to be neighbors, he was an important man who accompanied Qin Xu when he was a teenager. It is no exaggeration to say that he regarded Qin Xu as his own younger brother and loved him very much.

, twisting out the cigarette butt, moving smoothly without the slightest pause, he walked to the door, leaned his back against the door, and listened to the movement outside.

The soundproofing of the room is not bad, only by sticking it on the door can you vaguely hear the outside voice, it seems that someone is talking - Lin Zhinian did not come back alone.

Qin Xu's half-closed eyes flickered a few times before gently opening the door.

Take a shower, can you still stand up? A Nian…”

"Are you drunk? Do you still know who I am? Ah Nian..."

The tone of voice changed, and the voice slowly became soft and deep and sticky.

The living room did not turn on the lights, and two figures could be seen on the sofa.

Qi Yan supported Lin Zhinian on the sofa, he bent down and looked at Lin Zhinian's profile in the dark, the dim light seemed to be covered with a wonderful and ambiguous color , tempting him to take a step forward, he slowly approached Lin Zhinian—

Click.

A small sound was like thunder, and the lights in the living room turned on. Qi Yan was so frightened that his heart stopped suddenly, and then he tightened, as if he had been pricked by a needle.

He looked up and saw a man standing not far away, who looked like he was twenty years old. The man's hand was still on the switch of the living room light, with a calm aura on his body, looked at him quietly.

"Who are you?"

"Who are you?"

Two voices sounded together.

Qi Yan didn't dare to look at Lin Zhinian at the moment, just like he was possessed, he almost kissed him, but he was smashed by someone and felt embarrassed, as if something in his heart Darkness and straightforwardness were exposed to the public.

He put Lin Zhinian on the sofa, straightened up and pulled on his tie, "I'm Zhinian's colleague, at dinner tonight, he drank a bit too much, I'll send him back— Ah...you're Zhinian's younger brother, right? I heard him mention you, and I heard that you just finished the college entrance examination?"

People who have a guilty conscience always talk a lot.

Qin Xu drooped his eyes, indifferently showing a bit of impatience, his face is very suitable for declaring war and ignition, Qi Yan said so much, he only said "um".

"Hello, my name is Qi Yan." Qi Yan greeted with a smile.

Qin Xu was silent for a moment, then nodded, not planning to introduce himself.

"I heard him say that your grades are very good, you are a student." Qi Yan said with a smile on his lips, with a straight face and a pair of glasses, looking like a dog .

Qin Xu didn't like his trick, "What did you want to do just now?"

Qi Yan paused: "I didn't want to do anything."

Just now the lights were dark, the other party might not see what he did, and he didn't say anything to reveal the truth.

Qin Xu looked at him for a long time, and when he saw that the smile on Qi Yan's face could no longer be hung, he said, "My brother, I will take care of him, thank you for sending him back."

Qi Yan: "You're welcome, it should be."

"No." Qin Xu said rudely.

Qi Yan: "…"

Forget it, a high school student - Qi Yan exhaled, said goodbye and turned away.

After he left, the door of the living room closed and Qin Xu walked to the sofa.

The young man on the sofa was drunk, with a flush of red on his face.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu squatted down and pushed his shoulders.

Lin Zhinian frowned, and unconsciously put his hand on his stomach, Qing Jun's facial features wrinkled.

Qin Xu lowered his eyes, shadows were left under his eyelids, his eyelashes trembled, he reached out, paused when he touched Lin Zhinian's slender fingertips, then took his hand away, Warm palms rubbed his abdomen familiarly.

Lin Zhinian's frown loosened a little.

Qin Xu got up and went to get a glass of honey water, supported Lin Zhinian's shoulders and made him lean on the sofa, and brought the glass to his mouth, "Brother Lin, drink some water."

When Lin Zhinian touched the water between his lips, he opened his thin lips slightly, revealing the tip of his tongue, Qin Xu's eyes were dark, and he quickly covered it again, his hand holding the water cup was very Stable, but Lin Zhinian tilted his head, and the water flowed down the corner of his mouth.

Transparent water droplets ran across her chin, down from her Adam’s apple, and submerged between her neck, wetting the collar of her shirt.

Qin Xu took out the water, took out the tissue on the table and wiped it for him.

Lin Zhinian's natural brown hair was a little messy, and his loose expression was a little bit different from his usual gentle appearance in front of Qin Xu, making people want to mess him up even more.

"En." Qin Xu helped him get up and raised one of his arms, "Let's go back to the room first."

"

Qin Xu's breath stopped because of his actions.

But after Lin Zhinian asked this sentence, he quickly lost consciousness.

Taking care of drunk people is not an easy job, but fortunately Lin Zhinian's wine is very good, and he is very obedient after getting drunk, so Qin Xu wiped his face and neck with a towel , changed his clothes, turned on the air conditioner in his room, covered the quilt, turned off the lights and went out.

Qin Xu didn't sleep all night, he blew the wind all night on the balcony, smoked cigarettes in the middle of the night, and occasionally went to the master bedroom to take a look at Lin Zhinian.

Nothing else, except Lin Zhinian, there is that... strange man, Qi Yan.

Qin Xu and Lin Zhi have known each other since they were young. They are neighbors. In the once noisy and dirty community, the buildings looked like dilapidated buildings, the walls were yellow, and there were all kinds of indelible things on them. imprint.

Simply described as dirty.

Lin Zhinian's father was drinking too much and couldn't bet at home. At that time, Lin Zhinian was already in high school, and Qin Xu was still in the first year of junior high school. Qin Xu's parents often quarreled and fought in front of him. , Mom even beat his dad with a knife.

This kind of scene is not uncommon in that community, the surrounding neighbors are watching the fun, and at that time Lin Zhinian would take him home and let him stay for a night or two, and also at night Give him a topic while he is doing his homework.

Lin Zhinian was the only color in his youth.

Later Lin Zhinian went to college, and most of the contact between the two became news on the mobile phone, but the relationship did not fade. After Qin Xu's high school grades came out, he said that he wanted to work in the summer vacation to make money. Zhinian took him directly.

The school he took the exam was also on Lin Zhinian's side.

But he didn't plan to stay with Lin Zhinian for long.

Not long ago, Qin Xu encountered a turning point in his life, which originated from an urban danmei sadomasochistic novel in a bookstore, because the protagonist was named Lin Zhinian, so he read the whole This book was later found to have a high degree of overlap with Lin Zhinian.

But when he went to the library later, he couldn't find the book. As for the place where the book was placed, now there is a book about medicine, he asked After the administrator, the administrator said that the book has always been placed there.

To this day, he can still clearly recall the contents of that book.

In the novel, Lin Zhinian is the protagonist, and Qi Yan is the protagonist.

They had a relationship after being drunk once. Qi Yan confessed to Lin Zhinian, but Lin Zhinian couldn't accept it.

Squatting at the door late at night, waiting for Lin Zhinian to go out in the morning to be discovered by him. At night, he drove downstairs and stared at his window affectionately, and later he took it to the hotel with a strong drink. Knowing that he had a brother he loved, he did not hesitate to threaten him with Qin Xu... and so on.

Qi Yan wanted to socialize, and there were many women around him, and he deliberately let the women leave lipstick marks on his clothes to make Lin Zhinian jealous, but Lin Zhinian broke up with him directly, The two started a fight that time. After that, Qi Yan always felt that Lin Zhinian didn't love him enough, and he questioned it but refused to break up.

The two quarreled and fought one after another. Lin Zhinian applied for a business trip and wanted to calm down during this time.

Their affairs were discovered by Qin Xu.

Qin Xu was one of them, a small supporting role, he directly beat Qi Yan with a sack, breaking his leg, so that he could no longer go to Lin Zhinian, persuade him Lin Zhinian broke up with him, resigned from the company, and stopped letting Qi Yan find him.

After they separated, Qi Yan regretted it very much, and wanted to find Lin Zhinian like a madman, but it was like looking for a needle in a haystack, no matter how he could find it, his spirit became depressed and people were in a trance. …

The beginning of the novel starts from this summer vacation.

At four in the morning, Qin Xu cleaned up the cigarette butts on the balcony and returned to the room.

At half past six in the morning, Qin Xu, who had slept for two hours, woke up. He usually wakes up at this time, and today was no exception.

He opened the door and went out. He went to the bathroom and passed the living room. When he went to wash, he saw the figure in the kitchen. The kitchen was open, and the person inside turned around and faced Qin Xu. out of sight.

Lin Zhinian said "morning" with a faint smile on his lips.

Qin Xu replied "Morning" and went straight to the bathroom. It took him a while to wash up and go to the toilet. When he came out, Lin Zhinian had already brought out the food from the kitchen.

Qin Xu took the water cup on the table, raised his head and took a sip of water, put down the cup and saw Lin Zhinian looking at him.

Lin Zhi is gentle in appearance, handsome and elegant, and always has a gentle temperament, like jade, but also a little cold and alienated, but in front of Qin Xu, he has always been a gentle big man elder brother.

"My water glass." Lin Zhinian said with a smile.

Qin Xu pursed her lips and glanced at the position of the water cup on the table, "I'm sorry."

Lin Zhinian: "It's alright, sit down, eat something light this morning, and have some porridge, okay?"

"It's fine." Qin Xu sat on the table. Lin Zhinian had already served him a bowl of porridge. After he sat down, he paused and asked, "Your stomach—isn't it? Comfortable?"

Lin Zhinian: "It's okay, I'm just starving. You took care of me last night."

Qin Xu: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "I'll just say..."

"The person who brought you back yesterday..." Qin Xu paused, not knowing what to ask.

What is your relationship?

Friend? Are you very good friends?

He asked that, which was inappropriate.

"Qi Yan?" Lin Zhinian asked naturally, "What happened to him?"

Qin Xu: "It's fine."

"You should go to work later, drink the milk." Lin Zhinian said, "It's still growing."

Qin Xu took the milk and drank it.

Although he is nineteen, he is not growing.

Lin Zhinian smiled and stretched out his hand, and pressed down a strand of hair that was raised on the top of his head. The movement of his hand was very gentle. Qin Xu paused.

"Is the person who sent you back yesterday a friend?" Qin Xu asked again.

Lin Zhinian withdrew his hand: "Well, yes, also my colleague."

Qin Xu lowered his eyes: "Oh."

After breakfast, he went out. Lin Zhinian drove him to the place of work by the way, and then drove away.

Qin Xu worked part-time at a small shop selling food in front of a movie theater. His working hours were divided into three shifts. During this time, he went to get off work in the morning and got off work at 6 o'clock in the afternoon. He took the bus to go back by himself. .

He planned to move from Lin Zhinian before, but now, he may not move from there.

When Lin Zhinian came back from get off work, Qin Xu was sitting in the study and playing games. He was also doing power training recently. He would help people practice numbers at night. He used to go to Internet cafes. Lin Zhinian's computer was borrowed for a while.

I didn't sleep well in the middle of the night last night. Today, he is not in good spirits. He has a cold face all day. The person on duty with him also asked him if he was uncomfortable.

The keyboard that I've been knocking on while playing games is crackling.

Lin Zhinian pushed open the study door, "Have you eaten yet?"

Qin Xu had earphones hanging around his neck and could faintly hear the sound of the game. He raised his head and glanced at the door, "Eat."

Lin Zhinian came over: "What's wrong with you? Your face is so bad?"

Qin Xu: "It's fine."

After he finished playing the game, he took off the headset, placed the number, raised his hand and rubbed his face.

Lin Zhinian came to him: "Don't move."

Qin Xu stopped moving, Lin Zhinian raised his hand and touched his forehead, frowned, and went out again. Qin Xu didn't even look inside the clothes, he took them and stuffed them under his armpits.

Lin Zhinian looked at him helplessly: "I just let you dump it twice, how did you..."

"I... didn't hear." Qin Xu took it out again.

Lin Zhinian took the thermometer in his hand, tossed it, glanced at it again, and gave it to Qin Xu. During the waiting period, Lin Zhinian stood beside him, Qin Xu looked down There are a lot of messages on the phone, and there is a long line of unread messages in red.

Lin Zhinian stood beside him, and without looking closely, he saw that he read the message and deleted it.

"Why don't you answer?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "It's all high school classmates and group news."

In addition to their high school classmates, there were students from other classes who didn't know each other. After knowing his grades, they sent him congratulations. Some names seemed strange to Qin Xu.

"Girls?" Lin Zhinian smiled, "There should be a lot of people confessing to you on the day you graduated from high school."

Qin Xu paused, "You seem to be very experienced."

Lin Zhinian patted him on the shoulder: "I'm all here."

Qin Xu: "Oh."

Lin Zhinian sighed: "It's all like this at this age. After graduation, colleges go their separate ways, and some people may never see each other in this life...I don't want to regret it, just be brave on the day of graduation. , make a confession, you can do it, and there is no regret if you can't."

"What about you?" Qin Xu asked while deleting the message, "Did you confess to others at the time?"

About Lin Zhinian in that period, Qin Xu had some impressions. He didn't seem to have any good friends. The girl appeared beside him.

Lin Zhinian paused subtly for a few seconds, then said lightly: "No, I was studying at that time, so I don't have time to think about this."

Lin Zhinian did not continue this topic.

"Okay, take it out and take a look." Lin Zhinian stretched out his hand.

"

"You asked when you first came in." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian smiled: "I didn't think of it."

Qin Xu followed him to the living room. Lin Zhinian took out the medicine box and brought him a box of antipyretics. Qin Xu glanced at the dosage on it, took out the capsules, and left water is drunk.

"How come you still have a fever?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "I don't know."

Why he has a fever, he knows it himself.

"Is the air conditioner in your room running too low?" Lin Zhinian said, "I think the air conditioner in your room is only seventeen degrees."

Qin Xu didn't turn on the air conditioner very much. He was irritable this morning, so he turned the air conditioner down, and he didn't pay much attention to the degree.

Lin Zhinian: "Turn up a bit tonight and go to bed earlier."

Qin Xu said "um", Lin Zhinian took the water cup to the kitchen to wash, and when he was ready to take a bath, Qin Xu stopped him abruptly.

"Brother Lin—" He opened his mouth, but the next words seemed to be stuck in his throat, unable to speak.

"What's the matter?" Lin Zhinian turned his head, his eyes were warm, and he looked at him with a smile.

Qin Xu: "You... about that Qi Yan, I have something I want to tell you."

"Well, you said." Lin Zhinian said.

"He...was a little strange last night." Qin Xu said, "It seems that he wants to kiss you—maybe I think too much, he still calls you A Nian, I...have no other meaning."

Seeing the surprised expression on Lin Zhinian's face, he said, "Sorry, maybe I think too much, I just want to remind you."

He seldom said so much in one breath. After a while, Lin Zhinian smiled at him, "Well, I see."

"I'm back in my room, go to bed early." The meaning was expressed, Qin Xu got up from the sofa, "Good night."

Qin Xu had a good physique. He took medicine and woke up in the morning. When Lin Zhinian took his temperature again, the temperature had dropped. Lin Zhinian didn't mention what happened last night, Qin Xu also No more.

But Lin Zhinian still heard it.

At work in the company, Lin Zhinian will inevitably have contact with Qi Yan, because Qin Xu said last night, he paid attention to it today.

"What do you think of this design?"

At the work station, Qi Yan was very close to Lin Zhinian, Lin Zhinian was sitting on the seat, and Qi Yan was next to him almost face to face, reaching out and using the mouse, at this time , his attention is all on the computer, and the body's conditioned reflex will be temporarily immune, which is different today.

Lin Zhinian's chair slid aside, Qi Yan paused, and glanced at him, "What? Hide me?"

Lin Zhinian smiled and said, "No, I'm not used to being so close to others."

"You don't have to do this to your friends, right?" Qi Yan raised his brows, and the expression on his face was very flamboyant and wild.

Lin Zhinian pointed to the computer: "Let's continue."

The young man looks very gentle, although he is slow, he acts casually and makes people feel comfortable, but there is always a sense of distance that is difficult to break, as if there is an invisible and intangible person around him. The glass cover invisibly isolates the distance between yourself and others.

Qi Yan finally got closer to Lin Zhinian during this period of time, and Lin Zhinian seemed to have retracted into his shell again. He looked at Lin Zhinian several times, and it was not easy to entangle him, so he continued talking up.

Saturday, there is still more than half a month before Qin Xu goes to the university to report. He is at work, wearing overalls, it is already dark outside, he is in middle class today, and Got off work in two hours.

"Qin Xu, watch by yourself first, I'll go to the toilet." The man who was his partner said.

Qin Xu is already a skilled worker, so he can look at it by himself. There are not many customers here, so he nodded.

I would like to order some money after leaving get off work later, Qin Xu glanced at the time on the phone.

A group of people came over, Qin Xu raised his head and saw Lin Zhinian in the middle of the crowd, Lin Zhinian looked helpless, looked at him, laughed, "Little brother, Coke popcorn, six servings each."

Qin Xu did not expect to see Lin Zhinian here, and was stunned for a while.

Lin Zhinian raised his hand and snapped his fingers in front of him, leaning on the bar, "Recovered."

Qin Xu returned to his senses: "Okay, wait a moment."

"Do you know me?" The person next to Lin Zhinian asked in a low voice.

"Well, I know." Lin Zhinian pursed his lips and smiled.

"Let me introduce you, this handsome guy."

"Does handsome guys really only play with handsome people?"

Lin Zhinian nodded deliberately in agreement: "Yes."

Several people burst into laughter.

Qin Xu who overheard them chatting: "…"

Therefore, many attributes of Lin Zhinian were unfamiliar but familiar to Qin Xu.

Every inch was covering his past impression of Lin Zhinian, but he was still the same person in his impression.

When she handed them the popcorn and Coke, Qin Xu discovered that there was also Qi Yan, who had a relationship with him, Qi Yan seemed to be in a bad mood. The smile is not deep when the corners of his mouth are smiling.

Lin Zhinian said, "I'll treat you."

Qin Xu said, "They are all friends of Brother Lin, I invite you."

Lin Zhinian smiled, "Farewell, I'm here to invite you, don't rob me, next time we go out and invite you."

Qin Xu didn't know whether it was because the words expressed in the words that they would go out together next time, or because they were divided into the same camp by "we" in the words. He didn't fight against Lin Zhinian.

Lin Zhinian took the mobile phone to pay, turned around and said, "You guys go first."

"Hurry up, the movie is about to start."

"Okay." Lin Zhinian waved his hand.

Qin Xu was wearing a black shirt with an apron hanging from the front. He looked very mature. When Lin Zhinian came over just now, he almost didn't recognize him.

He knew that Qin Xu was working here, and he came here to say hello. He felt that Qin Xu who looked like this was very fresh and had a grown-up feeling.

"What time do you get off work?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "There are still two hours."

Lin Zhinian: "Let's go together later? I'm coming by car."

"Okay." Qin Xu nodded,

Lin Zhinian: "Is popcorn sweet?"

Qin Xu: "Sweet."

"What does 'ba' mean?" Lin Zhinian asked like a child, he used to like to tease Qin Xu very much.

Qin Xu was expressionless: "It means not sure."

Lin Zhinian: "It's not sweet, I'll settle the account with you."

Qin Xu: "...you go first."

"Okay, wait for me when you get off work first."

"Hmm."

Lin Zhinian went inside with popcorn and coke.

Qin Xu looked at his back.

The man is tall and long, with wide shoulders and narrow waist, and long legs, giving people a sense of politeness and cultural temperament. Take it easy, as if no matter what happens, you can be a wall, and the wind and rain can't knock him down.

Disgust or other emotions.

Qin Xu didn't know whether Lin Zhinian liked men or not.

But the book says that Lin Zhinian has always been hiding his sexuality.

How much is true and how much is false, Qin Xu has no way of knowing.

"What are you looking at?" The partner who came back from the toilet saw that he was staring in one direction and followed the direction, only the ticket inspector said, "You don't like that young lady, do you?"

Qin Xu: “…”

He looked away.

After more than an hour, Qin Xu got off work.

He took off his apron, put it in the cabinet, took his belongings and sat at the empty table outside the cinema, next to the table was a couple, drinking milk tea and chatting, Not knowing what the boy said, the girl's voice suddenly rose, and then the boy's voice also increased.

Somewhat noisy.

Qin Xu took out the earphone and plugged it into the mobile phone, played music, clicked on the Penguin software, refreshed the news, the mobile phone page was stuck for a while. The news that came, asked him if he wanted to go back to Juju before entering the university, and posted the time.

The monitor is a good man, he took care of him a lot before, he replied.

[No, no time. 】

He looked at the message, replied a few, and chatted a few words, all of which were related to the price of boosting. He quit the software, and the orders he received recently were enough to fill his time. .

Hanging his fingertips on the phone screen, he clicked on the album, and then clicked into the familiar game video.

He first came into contact with computer games in junior high school. In order to regulate his emotions, Lin Zhinian took him to the dark Internet cafe. In their broken place, the boss doesn't care whether he is an adult or not, a junior high school student A large piece, at that time Lin Zhinian taught him to play games.

After Lin Zhinian left, he was the only one who went.

—

Several people came out of the cinema one after another.

"Let's go, let's have supper and drink together."

Lin Zhinian said: "I'm not going."

"Don't." Qi Yan said, "It's all here, just a few steps away."

"I want to send my brother back." Lin Zhinian raised his chin to the other side.

There is a person sitting over there, with his back facing them, from the back of his head, you can feel that this person is handsome and clean.

"Call him a piece." Qi Yan said.

"He's not used to being lively." Lin Zhinian said, "I won't go, you drink less, and you have to go to work tomorrow."

Qi Yan did not speak to dissuade him, but another person intercepted his words.

"Hey alright alright, thank you for inviting us to a movie."

Lin Zhinian smiled and said "it's fine".

…

Headphones were filled with game sound effects, a shadow enveloped Qin Xu, he turned off his phone and looked up, only to see Lin Zhinian.

Qin Xu pulled the earphones plugged into his ears and stood up, "Have you finished watching the movie?"

"Well." Lin Zhinian asked, "Wait for a long time?"

Qin Xu: "No."

He looked left and right, but didn't see Lin Zhinian's colleagues.

"Who?" Lin Zhinian asked deliberately.

Qin Xu: "Are your friends gone?"

"They went for supper." Lin Zhinian said, "Let's go, let's go back."

"Oh." Qin Xu stuffed the phone into his pocket, and the headphone cord was also tucked in.

The two went outside.

"Are you hungry?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu subconsciously said, "Hmm."

Then he responded to Lin Zhinian's question, "I'm not hungry, I've eaten dinner."

He ate something, and was a little hungry now.

Lin Zhinian: "Go for something to eat?"

Qin Xu: "Okay."

Lin Zhinian smiled and patted him on the shoulder, "He said he wasn't hungry."

The palm of his hand dropped lightly on his shoulder, as if it hit Qin Xu's heart.

Lin Zhinian didn't take his hand down, and patted with some emotion, "You've grown so tall in the blink of an eye, a little taller than me, right?"

"One point." Qin Xu glanced at him sideways, and checked it out, "Two or three centimeters."

Lin Zhinian: "You only came to my waist before—"

His words were interrupted, Qin Xu corrected: "It's the chest."

Lin Zhinian is fluent in kindness: "My chest is taller than me now."

He felt that Qin Xu was in a bad mood and wanted to tease him.

"Do you often play ball at school?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "Occasionally."

He is more often running aimlessly. When he is exhausted, he has no energy to think about anything else, so that he can use all his thoughts on learning.

"How did you watch the movie today?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian: "If you have money, please come to the movies."

Qin Xu: “…”

Lin Zhinian laughed, "It's a deal, and we come out to watch a movie together."

"...that Qi Yan, you also invite him to the movie?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian: "Just because he is not happy?"

Qin Xu was stunned, he pursed his lips, and said, "No, I just don't like him."

Today, Qi Yan invited Lin Zhinian to watch a movie. Lin Zhinian didn't want to go out alone with him, so he invited everyone to come.

Lin Zhinian knew why Qin Xu didn't like him very much. Qin Xu usually didn't seem to say anything, but he was actually a bit sensitive. Since Qin Xu would say something like that that day, it was probably Qi What did Yan do?

Lin Zhinian didn't ask Qin Xu why he didn't like Qi Yan, but if he asked, it would inevitably involve the incident that day. For Lin Zhinian, it was a bit embarrassing to discuss this with Qin Xu.

The two of them drove to the food stall. There is a street full of food, all kinds of aromas are mixed together, there are people talking at the stall, and the environment is very noisy.

The streets are lit with neon lights and the smell of fireworks is very strong.

Qin Xu said, "Don't worry about me."

"That won't work." Lin Zhinian joked, "I don't care who cares about you."

This is a casual sentence, which is a bit in line with the situation between the two, Qin Xu was silent.

Because he had to drive, Lin Zhinian didn't ask for alcohol, and the two of them were sweating from the meal, because the food was too spicy, after eating, Lin Zhinian went to buy two more Popsicles, very indulgent.

"Honey water." Qin Xu shoved the cup into Lin Zhinian's hand, "I want to finish it."

Lin Zhinian sat on the sofa and drank little by little, Qin Xu glanced at the time and searched for the medicine for him.

"Don't eat like this next time." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian's voice was weak: "I made money to celebrate."

Qin Xu: “…”

He let Lin Zhinian lie on the sofa and rubbed against his stomach. Lin Zhinian blocked his eyes with one hand, one leg was straight, and the other was half-lying with his leg bent. .

Qin Xu is no longer the immature appearance of his youth, and his hands are larger than those of the youth, warmer and gentler, Lin Zhinian closed his eyes, and the difference he perceives is more obvious.

He suffered from stomach problems when he was in high school. He used to have stomach problems, Qin Xu also helped him rub it like this, but at that time he didn't feel anything, but now it's a little different.

When the stomach felt better, Lin Zhinian felt a little uncomfortable, and it was because of those uneasy thoughts in his heart. Since he found out that he liked men, he kept a distance from everyone. Qin Xu is different. Existed, but also grown up now.

He held Qin Xu's wrist and coughed lightly, "It's alright."

Qin Xu: "If it still hurts, take medicine."

"En." Lin Zhinian let go of Qin Xu's hand, bent his legs and sat up, got up and went back to the room.

Qin Xu looked at his back, lowered his gaze to his wrist, his other hand circled his wrist, and a faint smile appeared on his lips.

Lin Zhinian returned to the room, closed the door, and helped his forehead with some headache.

Qin Xu went back to his room, took his clothes and went to the bathroom. He brushed his teeth and washed his face before taking off his clothes. Halfway through, the door suddenly opened. He was bending over and pulling his pants, looking sideways. In the past, he met Lin Zhinian at the door.

Lin Zhinian responded quickly and closed the door, "The door is unlocked, I thought no one was there."

The door just opened a crack, Qin Xu just pushed the door casually when he entered, but the door didn't close.

"Well, it doesn't matter." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian turned his head and went back to the room. He opened the window to let in the air and wiped his face. Although he just glanced at it, he had seen everything he should have seen, and the more he wanted to In retrospect, it seems clearer.

Qin Xu is well-developed, with wide shoulders and long legs, the muscles on the back contain strength, the texture lines are very sexy, the flat abdomen has abdominal muscles - there are actually abdominal muscles.

Typical dressing is thin and fleshy.

A gust of wind failed to wake Lin Zhinian.

Tsk, the kid has really grown up.

In the bathroom, Qin Xu raised his head, and the water fell on his collarbone. He opened his eyes and looked at the lamp, seeing a double image in front of him, his hand resting on the bathroom tile.

Just a glance…

He lowered his head, the water wet his hair.

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