On How Abusive Essays Become Sweet Essays

"Boom"—

When the knock on the door rang, Lin Zhinian was sitting at the desk and knocking on the computer. He had headphones on his ears. The knock on the door was a faint sound, and he took it off. Headphones, only to find that there is indeed a knock on the door.

It goes without saying who will knock on the door in this room.

Lin Zhinian let out a sigh of relief, finally calmed his mind and returned to his normal state of mind, and now the knock on the door brought out all the pictures in his mind - Bai Qingjing .

Facing this scene, Lin Zhinian was in an embarrassing situation. The desire caused by the younger brother he brought up made him a little embarrassed.

Speaking of which, he hadn't seen Qin Xu very much in the past few years, as if in the blink of an eye, the young boy had begun to develop into the state of an adult man.

He usually pays attention to the distance between himself and other people. It is not intentional, but a long-standing habit, but when facing Qin Xu, he can temporarily let go of this defense and conditioned reflexes.

Qin Xu's growth, his past, Lin Zhinian knows, Qin Xu also knows his past, Qin Xu is different from him.

In that narrow and dark environment, they were able to warm each other up.

But over time, they also change.

Lin Zhinian went to university before, and was busy earning tuition and living expenses for a period of time. When he called, he realized that the two had not been in touch for a long time.

The cold and hard tone of Qin Xu on the other end of the phone was cautious and asked him how he was doing recently, whether he was busy or not. Half a minute later, no one hung up the phone. Lin Zhinian said with a smile that it was very cold recently, and his hands were about to suffer from frostbite.

Not long after that, Lin Zhinian received gloves and several medicines by courier.

At that time, Lin Zhinian discovered that for Qin Xu, his existence was also important and needed.

Most of the time, Qin Xu acted silently, and his concern was hidden in the details. It was hard not to move people.

But now, the young boy has grown into a man.

Lin Zhinian was never more conscious than now.

The knocking stopped, but there were no footsteps outside.

Lin Zhinian got up and opened the door.

Outside the door, Qin Xu was wearing a white T-shirt and pajamas, less cold than usual, and looked approachable.

"Washed?" Lin Zhinian said from the door.

"En." Qin Xu handed him the water glass, "Drink some hot water, is your stomach okay?"

"It's fine." Lin Zhinian took the water glass in his hand.

"Go to bed early." Qin Xu said, and when he turned to leave, Lin Zhinian stopped him again.

Qin Xu turned his head, Lin Zhinian went in to get a box of chocolates and handed it to him, "I don't like it from the company, you can take it."

Qin Xu had eaten this brand of chocolate before, and Lin Zhinian often carried a few with him, but he didn’t eat much, and most of them were given to Qin Xu, because Qin Xu had low blood sugar before, and Lin Zhinian often took them with him. Zhinian is used to carrying candy on his body.

Qin Xu returned to the room with a box of chocolates, unpacked, took out a few and put them on the bedside, ready to get up tomorrow and put them in his pocket to take to work.

He went to bed, covered the quilt, turned off the light, closed his eyes for a moment, then remembered something, opened his eyes, Qin Xu fumbled on the bedside, got his mobile phone, and opened the calendar.

One of the days has a small red dot below it.

The day before the school report, his nineteenth birthday.

The next morning, the two had breakfast as usual, Lin Zhinian sent Qin Xu to his place of work, and spent several days like this, nothing seemed to change between the two, But Qin Xu could feel that when the two got along in private, Lin Zhinian seemed to pay more attention than before.

For example, he used to take a bath, he only liked to take his pants, not his clothes, but now after taking a bath, he would no longer hang around in the living room with his upper body naked. For example, if Qin Xu was washing up in the morning, Lin Zhinian would He would not go in directly, but would knock on the door first. For example, he would not touch Qin Xu's head again. Even if his hand had been raised sometimes, it landed on Qin Xu's shoulder...

Lin Zhinian is changing his habits.

This change is not big, but it is obvious to Qin Xu.

The door of the bathroom was knocked, and Lin Zhinian's voice was outside the door, "I'm in."

Qin Xu had just washed his face with water, and there were drops of water hanging on his face, he wiped it with a towel, "En."

Lin Zhinian pushed open the door and entered, just woken up with a languid look, her short brown hair was messy, and her sullen eyes didn't seem to wake up. Qin Xu gave up the washstand. Lin Zhinian began to brush his teeth and shave—

He looked at Qin Xu who was standing behind him like a gatekeeper in the mirror, and raised his eyebrows, "What's wrong?"

"I live here...Is it inconvenient for you?" Qin Xu's thin lips parted lightly and asked, his tone was very flat, but for no reason, it seemed as if he was being cautious.

Lin Zhinian hasn't finished shaving his beard, "Huh? You'll wait."

He shaved, washed his face, wiped clean, "How do you say that?"

Qin Xu: "You recently..."

He pursed his lips, "It seems to be different from before."

"No." Lin Zhinian smiled, "Don't think about it."

He didn't expect Qin Xu to be so sensitive, he didn't make it too obvious, and Qin Xu sometimes stared at him recently, which made him feel a little guilty, and he always remembered that day What happened at night might have been hiding from Qin Xu unintentionally.

"It's been a bit busy recently." Lin Zhinian said, "I'm tired, you're fine here, I have someone to talk to when I get home."

Qin Xu looked at him straightly: "Really?"

He doesn't think it's for this reason.

"En." Lin Zhinian avoided his gaze, "Let's go out and buy some breakfast later."

"Okay." Qin Xu didn't ask.

He didn't like this vague sense of distance between the two of them, which obviously didn't exist before.

But Qin Xu didn't know, this was the beginning of Lin Zhinian's beginning to regard him as a real man, instead of the past pure "he needs to be taken care of" "he is my brother" look at him from the point of view.

—

"Qin Xu, where did you buy this chocolate? It's delicious." The employee in overalls leaned on the front desk, "I didn't see it in the supermarket last time, it seems to be from abroad. brand."

"I don't know." Qin Xu said, "My brother gave it."

"Your brother is so kind to you, do you still have chocolate?" the employee asked.

Qin Xu touched the last one left in his pocket and shook his head expressionlessly, "No more."

The staff didn't bother, they asked casually, and chatted about the other side. There are not many guests at the moment, and movie-goers basically buy popcorn and Coke as standard, here After staying for a long time, my body seems to have the sweet smell of popcorn.

In the evening, the cinema is the most crowded, and many of the people coming and going are couples, but today is not a weekend, and there is no need to queue up. Basically, it will be busy for a while.

"Two cups of Coke, two large servings of popcorn." A clear male voice said.

An employee brought something for them, Qin Xu paid them the bill, two young men stood in front of them, one tall and handsome, the other thinner.

After they left, the staff started gossiping.

"It must have been a couple just now."

Qin Xu glanced at the employee, the employee thought he didn't believe him, and said, "Really, based on my experience working here for so long, it is definitely a couple, those affectionate eyes are obviously now..."

Qin Xu bent over to find something, but didn't answer.

"What pair?" A voice came from above.

"Just those two men—" The employee answered subconsciously, and immediately realized that the sentence was not what Qin Xu asked, and turned to see a gentle-looking man with a smile on his lips. With a shallow smile, his eyes swept over here gently.

Qin Xu paused when he heard the sound.

"Ah!" The employee responded, "Excuse me, what do you want?"

"Is Qin Xu not here?" the man asked, seemingly not taking his words to heart.

"Yes." Qin Xu stood up straight.

"What are you doing hiding?" Lin Zhinian laughed.

Qin Xu: "Looking for something, why are you here?"

He looked around, there was no Lin Zhinian's colleague from last time, nor the annoying Qi Yan, only Lin Zhinian alone.

The staff's curious eyes wandered between Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian.

Lin Zhinian looks like a social person on the outside, not a society, but the kind of precipitation in his body, although his face is very young, he feels very reliable.

"What time do you get off work?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "There is one more hour."

Lin Zhinian: "Would you like to watch a movie?"

Qin Xu was stunned, "Please me? Why?"

Lin Zhinian: "I'm happy, do you want to see it?"

Qin Xu pursed her lips: "…Look."

Lin Zhinian pointed to the rest area on the side, "I'll wait for you there."

"Okay." Qin Xu nodded.

Lin Zhinian turned around and left. Qin Xu's question made him a little surprised, but he didn't want Qin Xu to feel that he had caused him any trouble because of his presence. I felt that I needed to comfort him, but it couldn't be too obvious, otherwise Qin Xu would still feel that it was causing him trouble.

Qin Xu didn't seem to have any ideas on the surface. He spoke and did things with a lot of energy. If it was someone else, it would be a bit of a punch, but on him, it fits his temperament very well.

The difference between success and failure.

But in fact Qin Xu is sensitive and fragile - although this is not accurate, this is Qin Xu in Lin Zhinian's eyes, cold outside and hot inside.

A silent performer.

In the past, Lin Zhinian was often uncomfortable, and Qin Xu was taking care of him. Qin Xu's heart was like a little sun, warm.

He doesn't like others to set foot in his domain, but he is quite happy that Qin Xu lives there.

"Who is that?" The employee asked curiously.

Qin Xu was silent for a moment before answering, "My brother."

"Your brother?" said the employee, "the one who brought you chocolate?"

As soon as he said chocolate, Qin Xu remembered that there was still a chocolate in his pocket, he nodded.

"He's handsome."

Qin Xu nodded in agreement, and felt that the employee was very discerning, and gave him an admiring look.

It was the first time that the employee looked at him like this, and he was at a loss for a while.

past.

Why so many people?

Why not finished?

When will it be finished?

Can I still watch movies?

Will you be late?

…

Qin Xu never knew that his inner activities could be active to this level, and he was anxious to the point of being a little anxious.

The last guest was finally settled, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

The person who took over the shift came, Qin Xu took off his apron to go to get off work, the cuff of the black shirt was rolled up to the elbow, and the line of the forearm was tight. After get off work, like a gangster boss who is going to fight.

When he found Lin Zhinian in the rest area, Lin Zhinian put his notebook on the table, typing on the keyboard, and sliding the mouse touchpad twice from time to time, very serious and devoted.

This is the first time Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian have watched a movie.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu sat down opposite him.

Lin Zhinian raised his eyes and glanced at him, his indifferent expression faded, and a gentle smile hung on his lips, "Are you off work?"

He glanced at the time, "It's pretty fast, there are still twenty minutes before the movie starts, so I'll have to wait."

"En." Qin Xu said, "You should be busy first."

Lin Zhinian turned off the computer: "It's fine, don't worry."

"What movie to watch?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian said, "Minions."

Qin Xu was stunned, his lips parted slightly: "Huh?"

His facial features are stern and angular, revealing sharp handsomeness. When he makes this expression at the moment, he looks very cute for no reason. Lin Zhinian laughed: "What are you thinking?"

He said a serious movie title.

Qin Xu: "...Oh."

Lin Zhinian took out his mobile phone: "If you don't want to see this one, change it."

Qin Xu said, "No need, just this."

Most of these points are romance horror films, this animated film is very fresh and refined.

"Do you want something to drink?" Lin Zhinian looked around.

Qin Xu: "No, not hungry, lose weight."

Lin Zhinian raised his eyebrows and glanced at him: "To lose weight?"

Qin Xu said solemnly, "Yes."

Lin Zhinian smiled and said: "You don't need to lose weight, you are in such a good shape..."

His voice dropped suddenly, and he cursed inwardly, "Which pot can't be opened and lifted, Lin Zhinian is more sensitive than ordinary people in this regard."

This is a very normal topic, but it is the topic that Lin Zhinian does not want to discuss with Qin Xu.

Qin Xu paused and asked unsure, "Am I in good shape?"

Lin Zhinian concealed the embarrassment in his heart, "Okay, I'm not satisfied with abdominal muscles."

The more and more detailed the topic, Lin Zhinian was a little embarrassed.

Qin Xu realized his discomfort later on, holding the phone in both hands and pointing at the back cover of the phone with his index finger, "Brother Lin, don't you?"

Lin Zhinian leaned back, "Not as good-looking as you."

"Oh." Qin Xu nodded, "You usually work and sit often."

"Yeah." Lin Zhinian didn't usually sit all the time, and occasionally exercised.

Qin Xu: "Will you go for a morning run tomorrow?"

Lin Zhinian: “…”

He put his hand on his neck, moved, and said: "Forgive me, I have an old bone."

When he said this, Qin Xu was the first to disagree, "You are very young."

Lin Zhinian was amused by his serious appearance.

Sit in the middle and have an excellent view.

Not long after sitting down, the cinema went dark and the movie started to be projected on the screen.

Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian finally bought a bucket of popcorn and kept them from being idle, otherwise they would feel bored watching the film.

Qin Xu held the popcorn, he ate a few, placed the popcorn between the two of them and supported it, Lin Zhinian reached out and took it.

"Don't like it?" He asked in a low voice, "The last time I had this flavor, it was delicious."

"No, I'm not hungry." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "This is just a snack, it doesn't take up your stomach."

Qin Xu: “…”

He stretched out his hand to get the popcorn, and Lin Zhinian slapped it away with a slap. With a soft sound, the touch and force of the palm and fingertips swiping Qin Xu made Qin Xu pause for a moment, and he turned around. Over the head, there was a little starlight in the black eyes, and the side face was flickered by the lights of the movie.

"If you don't want to eat, don't force it." Lin Zhinian leaned over and said.

"I want to eat." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian smiled and picked up two popcorns and stuffed them into his mouth, and lightly touched his lips with his fingertips, Qin Xu wondered if it was his illusion, he seemed to see Lin Zhinian's face stiffened Moment.

But before he could see clearly, the expression on Lin Zhinian's face returned to normal, he joked: "Eat more."

Qin Xu rolled the popcorn into his mouth with the tip of his tongue and swallowed it after a few bites.

"I'm not thirsty." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian didn't speak anymore, Qin Xu didn't speak again, the two watched a movie, and occasionally saw interesting scenes, Lin Zhinian would laugh twice, and then turned his body to Qin Xu's side Leaning, when taking popcorn, he will also lean towards Qin Xu.

Qin Xu moved the popcorn towards him little by little and put it on his lap.

When Lin Zhinian took the popcorn, he would stretch out his hand directly, and the arms of the two would occasionally touch.

Reaction.

This feeling is extremely comfortable for Lin Zhinian, and now with Qin Xu, it is relaxing.

He doesn't need to think about whether it will be too close, and he doesn't need to taut a nerve at any time, keeping conditioned reflexes.

From the moment he discovered his sexuality, he seemed to be isolated from everyone, always alone, on an island.

The movie ended, and the two of them didn't finish their popcorn. The popcorn passed from Qin Xu's hand to Lin Zhinian's. Lin Zhinian was talking about the plot of the movie, and Qin Xu had already thought about it. I can't remember how the plot he said happened, and in which segment, he just responded with a few "um".

The tip of Qin Xu's nose seemed to be lingering with the breath of Lin Zhinian.

Things that he is not usually interested in, he always talks less, and Lin Zhinian doesn't feel anything wrong.

"Don't you like watching this?" Lin Zhinian asked sideways.

"Huh?" Qin Xu turned his head, "No, maybe I've been standing for a long time today and I'm a little sleepy."

Lin Zhinian suddenly leaned over, Qin Xu stopped, his breath stagnant, Lin Zhinian sniffed on his body, "I said, why is it so fragrant, I thought it was popcorn The smell, it turns out to be the smell of you."

Qin Xu's heart beat a few beats, his eyes moved slightly, "Taste?"

"You smell very sweet." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu: "I didn't smell it."

Lin Zhinian: "A milky fragrance."

Qin Xu: “…”

A man, described as milky, is definitely not something to be happy about.

Lin Zhinian laughed when he saw his face.

Qin Xu turned his head and sniffed the position of his shoulder, but he didn't smell anything, suspecting that Lin Zhinian was deliberately teasing him.

"Go back?" he asked.

Lin Zhinian stuffed popcorn into his mouth: "I haven't had dinner yet, let's eat some?"

Qin Xu glanced over his lips: "Okay."

No wonder Lin Zhinian ate popcorn all night.

"You..." Qin Xu asked, "Why didn't you eat before?"

"I ate a piece of bread to fill my stomach." Lin Zhinian said, "I am hungry, and I may be growing."

Qin Xu: “…”

Well, brother Taling's body is random.

Since they are growing, the dinner for the two of them is not suitable, but at this time, it can also be called a midnight snack. After the lesson from the last time, Lin Zhinian's dinner this time was not good. Eating too much.

Two people sitting in the ramen restaurant, the only two of them were the guests.

Lin Zhinian asked the boss to add a large portion of beef.

Lin Zhinian said, "I don't think I have brought you to this noodle restaurant."

"Well." Qin Xu asked, "Do you often bring others here to eat?"

"Only you." Lin Zhinian said, the question in the previous sentence was just a casual question, "This ramen is very—delicious."

From Lin Zhinian's tone, Qin Xu could already feel that Lin Zhinian loved this noodle restaurant deeply. He was the only one who spoke to him, which made Qin Xu feel a little bit in his heart. A secret pleasure.

It took a long time to serve the ramen. The two chatted for a while. The boss came over with two bowls of ramen. The surface was covered with beef and coriander, and it smelled very good. Qin Xu’s bowl had no coriander. He doesn't like to eat.

The amount of ramen noodles is very large, Qin Xu bowed his head and mixed it, and took a bite.

Lin Zhinian asked, "How is it?"

"Well, it's delicious." Qin Xu's tone was as flat as ever, showing that the praise was insincere, "What's wrong with you today?"

Lin Zhinian: "What's wrong?"

Qin Xu said, "Take me to the movies and eat ramen."

Lin Zhinian: "You don't want to play with me. Is there a generation gap?"

Qin Xu looked up at him and was speechless.

"Today I happen to be free." Lin Zhinian said, "I won't take you out to play for a while, and you are thinking about some messy things in your mind."

Qin Xu: "...I didn't think about it."

Lin Zhinian: "The day before yesterday, who said I was different from before..."

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu interrupted him, his ears hot, "Eat."

If it was because of what happened the day before yesterday morning, then Lin Zhinian's behavior can be regarded as coaxing him.

Coax him.

Qin Xu lowered his head and gently hooked his lips.

The two had dinner outside and went home directly.

After this night, the discomfort in Qin Xu's heart gradually dissipated. He was still thinking about the mess in his heart, but not what he was living here would disturb Lin Zhi years, but something else.

Qin Xu was lying on the bed, the lights in the room were turned off.

The master bedroom and the second bedroom are connected, and Qin Xu's bed is located against the wall connected to Lin Zhinian's side. The position of the bed seems to be placed in the same place, that is to say, they are only separated by a wall now.

Are you asleep?

…nothing to hear.

Qin Xu thought about it, ran up in the middle of the night and went to the toilet to take a cold shower.

Sometimes he felt that he was very close to Lin Zhinian, and sometimes he felt very far away.

Gotta yell.

Lin Zhinian is at the door.

Qin Xu's heart beat in his throat, "Brother Lin, you..."

What are you doing here so late?

The second half of his sentence has not been asked yet.

"Young people are very impatient." Lin Zhinian sighed.

Qin Xu: “…”

He felt that an explanation might not be needed.

"No, I'm…hot, the air conditioner in the room is broken," he said.

Lin Zhinian: "The air conditioner is broken?"

Qin Xu: "Ah, um."

The reason he made up casually, there is actually nothing to make him excited today, but when he thinks that Lin Zhinian and him live in a place separated by a wall, and the two bedsides are still connected, he feels restless .

It may also be because he is happy today, since he moved to Lin Zhinian, he has not solved his physiological needs.

He is a normal, vigorous man.

"We'll talk about it later." Lin Zhinian was in a hurry to go to the toilet and hurried in.

Qin Xu didn't wait for Lin Zhinian outside, he quickly returned to the room, closed the door, he looked at the air conditioner.

Open Phone Search.

【How to quickly break the air conditioner】

When the knock on the door rang, Qin Xu's hands trembled. He turned off the phone and opened the door.

Outside the door, Lin Zhinian yawned, "I look at your air conditioner."

"It's alright." Qin Xu said without changing his face, "It's too late, go to bed first, I'll open the window later to let in the wind."

Lin Zhinian squeezed in, the room was a little stuffy, he looked around the room, the quilt was lifted, there were a few books on the table, and there were no other sundries.

"Where's the remote?" he asked.

Qin Xu: "I forgot where I put it. I'll look for it tomorrow."

He yawned and said, "I want to sleep."

Seeing his sleepy appearance, Lin Zhinian compromised: "Okay."

He turned around and walked out, hesitantly turned around at the door, Qin Xuxin hung up again.

"If you are too hot to fall asleep, just go to my place and squeeze." Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu: "...Oh."

Lin Zhinian left, Qin Xu couldn't sleep at all.

He could see that Lin Zhinian didn't want him to go to sleep so much, but he was still willing to let him go because he was afraid of being hot, probably because he didn't like sleeping with people, and probably because he didn't Teenager again.

Qin Xu seemed to understand.

Lin Zhinian regarded him as a man.

Lin Zhinian may...maybe...maybe...like men.

The window of the room was open, and the curtains were blown by the wind. Qin Xu stood by the window and smoked several cigarettes.

Lin Zhinian had hurt him to the core, but he didn't know what he thought of him as a younger brother.

Before Qin Xu wanted to move out, he was afraid that he could not control himself.

Lin Zhinian was right in front of his eyes, within reach.

Next day.

Lin Zhinian early in the morning, when Qin Xu was washing, he tried the remote control of the air conditioner, the air conditioner was good, and the wind was cool.

Qin Xu didn't break the air conditioner, and Lin Zhinian also knew that the air conditioner in Qin Xu's room was not broken, but both of them tacitly agreed not to mention it again.

Lin Zhinian guessed that Qin Xu was embarrassed, but Qin Xu didn't want to hide it.

Qin Xu worked late for the past two days, and went back a little late. In the spare time, he would send a message to Lin Zhinian, telling him what time he got off work.

Friday night, Qin Xu learned that Lin Zhinian would go to a restaurant near their commercial street for dinner. He got off work early and walked over.

The commercial street is very prosperous, the lights are on, and the night is thick.

One product XX.

At first glance, it is a restaurant that he cannot afford.

Qin Xu went to the barbecue shop opposite and found a seat by the window to sit down. This is a self-service barbecue restaurant. looking out the window.

At six o'clock, he saw Lin Zhinian.

Qin Xu stopped and watched them enter the restaurant, including Qi Yan.

He was very aware of Lin Zhinian having dinner or socializing outside. Basically, he asked Lin Zhinian every day if he would eat out today and whether there would be Qi Yan.

It used to be a vague question, but in the past two days it has not been concealed.

Today, Lin Zhinian was still joking about his "cha gang". Knowing that he didn't like Qi Yan very much, he didn't say much, just passed it over.

Lin Zhinian indulges Qin Xu, but he doesn't know Qin Xu's "wolf ambition" and has no good intentions. His connivance is giving Qin Xu the opportunity to invade, and he is testing his bottom line step by step. When the time is right, take him back to the nest.

Qin Xu was full at the barbecue restaurant, and he was a little tired.

He was wearing a peaked cap, a black T-shirt, a backpack in one hand, and headphones in his ears, sitting on the opposite bus stop, looking at the restaurant in front.

It's eight o'clock.

Qin Xu straightened his legs and rubbed his stomach.

Someone came out from inside, Qin Xu glanced at it, and after a pause, he stood up.

The people who entered with Lin Zhinian before the restaurant opposite came out. Lin Zhinian was a little unsteady, and a strange man next to him supported him, and he pushed away again.

"I'll take him back." Qi Yan said.

"No." Lin Zhinian said, "I'm fine."

Qi Yan: "Don't be brave."

Lin Zhinian didn't fight with Qi Yan here. After saying goodbye to his partner, he walked quickly to the corner with one hand on the wall and the other on his stomach.

Qi Yan walked over, just as he was about to pat his shoulder, his wrist was caught by another hand.

The strength of that hand was so strong that it hurt to the bone.

This face, Qi Yan has only seen it twice, but both times have left a deep impression on him, and today is the third time.

Lin Zhinian felt that the atmosphere behind him was not right, he turned around and saw Qin Xu, with a somewhat slack look in his eyes, "Qin Xu?"

Xu Shi was drinking, his voice was a little hoarse when he spoke, and it sounded very appealing, Qin Xu pursed his lips and let go of Qi Yan.

"Brother Lin, I'll pick you up."

Qi Yan looked at the boy who was intercepting halfway, gritted his teeth, "take my car, and take you back by the way."

"No need." Lin Zhinian said, "Your house is quite far away from mine, so it's not on the way."

Qi Yan: "...It's okay."

"It's really not necessary." Lin Zhinian's tone contained some helplessness, "My brother is here, he can go back with me, don't bother you."

Qi Yan couldn't hear what he meant by not wanting to be close to him, ever since he sent Lin Zhinian back to meet Qin Xu that day, Lin Zhinian started slowly Alienation from him - in his eyes it is alienation, in Lin Zhinian's eyes it is just keeping the distance from before.

Qi Yan felt that Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian said something, but he couldn't ask or explain.

"Don't be so polite." The smile on Qi Yan's face was about to hang.

He asked Lin Zhinian to go to the movies before, and Lin Zhinian called all his colleagues. He asked Lin Zhinian to dinner, and Lin Zhinian invited everyone to dinner. How could he not see Lin Zhinian? Zhinian meant that he didn't want to have private contact with him.

Lin Zhinian looks gentle, and the way he rejects people is also tactful and unfeeling. He won't tear his face with anyone, but he can clearly let the locals understand what he means.

It seems random but is actually ruthless.

Qi Yan has been able to determine that Lin Zhinian and him are the same kind of people, but he can't even say what he pursues, because the result must be a failure.

"Qi Yan, just come here." Lin Zhinian said, "No one will look good if the trouble continues."

His words sounded confusing to others, but Qin Xu and Qi Yan were able to comprehend another layer of meaning inside, which could be regarded as a straightforward response.

Lin Zhinian patted Qin Xu on the shoulder, "Let's go."

"I'll help you." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "It's okay—"

Qin Xu's tone became more serious: "I will help you."

Lin Zhinian laughed: "You really..."

In the end, she didn't refuse anymore. Lin Zhinian put his hand on Qin Xu's shoulder. When Qin Xu's hand was on his waist, he tensed for a moment.

Qin Xu tilted his head: "What's wrong?"

Lin Zhinian: "It's fine."

The backs of the two were gone, Qi Yan looked at Qin Xu's hand on Lin Zhinian's waist and frowned, this brother is too close to Lin Zhinian, obviously it's normal However, Qin Xu's movements contained a feeling of food protection.

The taxi opened the window, the wind blew in from the window, the air in the car circulated, and it was not so stuffy.

"Does your stomach hurt?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian leaned on the car, opened his eyes to look at Qin Xu, and said, "It's okay."

Qin Xu looked at his hand on his stomach.

Lin Zhinian smiled lightly: "I drank and didn't eat anything today..."

Before he finished speaking, Qin Xu had already started, and Lin Zhinian said "it's okay", but Qin Xu didn't listen. Lin Zhinian glanced at the driver in front of him and didn't want to be in the car. Push it up and down, and let him go.

Qin Xu's hand was still familiar with the gentle force, and it was easy for Lin Zhinian to relax.

"Why are you here today?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu gave the reason that he had prepared for a long time, "There is a barbecue restaurant here that is delicious, pay today, come and try it."

"Okay, you have learned to eat alone." After Lin Zhinian relaxed, his voice was laziness, and even his nerves relaxed, "Won't you invite me to a meal?"

"When you have time." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "Is there a barbecue restaurant here?"

He didn't notice.

Qin Xu: "Yes, opposite, buffet barbecue."

Lin Zhinian: "Take me there next time."

Qin Xu: "Okay."

"You treat me."

"Good."

Lin Zhinian didn't speak anymore, closed his eyes, and driving in the car after drinking was a little uncomfortable. Fortunately, the driver's skills were good, and the journey was smooth, and Qin Xu rubbed his stomach. into a light sleep state.

Before getting off the bus, Lin Zhinian's mind was heavy, not sober, and followed Qin Xu upstairs.

Qin Xu gave him a cup of honey water to drink as usual, but Lin Zhinian didn't want to drink it after two sips, his stomach was a little bloated, he got up to go to the toilet, went back to the living room and lay down on the sofa .

His gaze slid down and landed on his Adam's apple.

The **** part of a man's body, the Adam's apple should be in the previous position. Qin Xu used to think that he needed to raise his head, and his Adam's apple was often exposed in his sight.

The unsuspecting little lamb showed his most vulnerable parts in front of the wolf, as if to induce the wolf.

"Brother Lin." Qin Xu put his hand on his stomach, "Drink less bars."

Lin Zhi Young snorted, and after a long while, he said, "No way, there is no way to talk about business without drinking."

"What day do you go to work?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "The day before my birthday."