Pastor's Tantra

Because of Meg's presence, Aiwass did not go to the White Shoes Club today. Instead, he left with Meg after class.

But to his surprise, Meg finally led him to Aiwass' own dormitory.

No. 14, Luoning Street.

Meg also seems to have a key to the villa.

I don’t know if it’s the privilege of the Head of School, or if it’s given to her by Isabel… Judging from Isabel not mentioning a word, Aiwass thinks it should be the former.

"Sit down, kid."

Meg sat down in the living room generously and handed the wine in her hand to Lily.

At the same time, the old lady asked casually: "Can I drink?"

"What kind of wine is this?" Aiwass didn't quite recognize the bottle of wine.

"Fino Shirley, it's not strong."

Meg concluded: "Sweet."

"That's okay."

Aiwass responded happily.

Seeing Meg's friendly attitude, he gradually let down his guard.

If the old lady really comes to settle accounts with me, she will most likely not treat herself to a drink.

Although I haven't had dinner yet, drinking on an empty stomach is not good for your health...but since it's sweet, it shouldn't be a big problem.

Lily skillfully poured wine and ice cubes for the two of them. Then he folded his hands and stood quietly behind Aiwass.

"Hey, you sit down too."

Meg smiled and said to Lily: "There is no need to tell me about this kind of etiquette. Give yourself a drink - is that okay, kid?"

"Of course." Aiwass nodded happily.

Of course he had no such "unruly" thoughts. Rather, he and Lily were quite casual when there were no outsiders.

Although Lily can be shy sometimes, she is actually quite happy.

But that was in private.

Nowadays, she still feels a little uneasy in front of Meg, the great arbiter. Because she was not familiar with Meg, she didn't know if this was just a polite mention or if she really meant it.

But now that Aiwass has spoken, she can only listen to her master.

While Lily was pouring the wine, Meg took a sip of the wine and said directly: "Let me tell you, kid. What do you think of little Isa?"

Her hand shook subconsciously and she almost didn't spill the wine. Fortunately, Lily's hand was very steady, so she only swayed a little.

"Nice girl...what's wrong?"

Aiwass hesitated for a moment, then replied.

"Oh," the old lady said lightly, "then when do you plan to get married?"

"Cough, cough..."

Aiwass coughed up the wine after one sip.

——Appeared, the elders’ iconic way of urging marriage upon meeting!

No, didn't you lay the groundwork?

"This..."

Aiwass smiled helplessly: "Let's wait a little longer..."

"Wait? What's wrong? You have other girlfriends?"

"That's not true."

"Really? [Tell the truth]."

"Not really."

Aiwass replied affirmatively: "I haven't had a girlfriend yet. Also, Principal Meg...can you please stop using your word spirit on me?"

"Oh, sorry."

Meg nodded calmly: "I'm used to it. Since you don't like it, you won't do it anymore. After all, this is not an interrogation, just a conversation.

"...However, you have never had a girlfriend? According to my investigation, your reputation is not like this..."

"Wind criticism is wind criticism, and people are people."

Aiwass shook his head: "Many girls of this age don't understand why their hearts are palpitating. Maybe it's just a serious help, maybe it's a nice voice to say thank you, or maybe it's an intimate physical contact. . But I think they actually don’t look directly into their hearts.”

"Oh, I get it."

Meg crossed her arms and concluded: "It means that you are the one being chased, and you are not being caught up - what kind of traditional lady are you? It's too difficult to catch up with someone who is so grinding, isn't it? You’re not still a virgin, are you?”

"Ah, that won't happen..."

Aiwass took a sip of wine as if nothing had happened. Lily on the side also followed Aiwass's actions and took a sip as if nothing had happened, and then coughed softly when she choked.

Meg glanced at her and suddenly realized: "Oh, yes. You have a personal maid.

"How old were you when you started?"

"When the young master was thirteen or fourteen years old, he was just enlightened at that time. And I was about twenty-two or three at the time."

It was not Aiwass who answered, but Lily.

She said seriously: “It’s been going on since then until now.

"This is the duty of a personal maid. In order to prevent leaving an illegitimate daughter outside at a young age... that will become a handle for the family. At the same time, it is also to prevent her from having too much desire when she was young and being easily deceived or deceived. Not interested in learning.

"Anyway, it will be a family marriage in the end. If you have a lover before that, it will be very troublesome. What's more, according to the young master's personality, it is easy to provoke others. If he cannot control himself, it will be easy for him to get into trouble. of."

She blushed a little when she started talking, but then her face gradually became normal: "But except for me, the young master has never touched anyone else."

"...You knight family are really having fun."

But Meg's expression was a little complicated.

But this is normal.

Teenagers can easily get excited. After all, she herself came from that time, and she still understood.

but……

Meg looked at Lily and asked with some confusion: "Aren't you an illegitimate daughter yourself?"

"Yes," Lily nodded, "That's why I don't want anyone to live a miserable life like me."

"It's unlikely, right? Although this little fox seems to be quite playful, he shouldn't be a scumbag like Charles."

Meg cursed someone unceremoniously.

Charles is Lily's biological father. The Charles Droste who murdered her mother and wanted to murder his biological daughter...who couldn't even remember Lily's voice.

"...It's not just for this reason."

Lily shook her head and said stubbornly: "It's always bad to have an illegitimate child. It's not honorable. It will only make everyone miserable."

She is clearly very adamant on this topic.

So Meg stopped mentioning it.

Meg looked back at Aiwass: "So, you don't want Isabel to put aside her reserve and identity to chase you, do you?"

"I just feel like she doesn't actually know me."

Aiwass held the wine glass and whispered: "A large part of her understanding of me and her affection for me came from our first meeting in the dream. Her understanding and expectations of me may be misplaced... It may not be me she likes, it may just be the 'fox' in her dream."

He couldn't usually say these words to anyone.

It was rare that I met Meg, an elder who was worthy of respect and had a strict mouth at the same time, so I was finally able to say a few words.

The relationship between the two in the dream was that of a close couple, and she was also "Aiwass's mother." Such an intimate and complicated relationship can easily intoxicate a girl who has never been exposed to social interaction. It's like a dream lover descending from heaven.

"But it's unethical to take advantage of her while she's feeling psychedelic."

Aiwass said seriously: "Besides, I'm not ready to get married yet. So please don't mention it again."

Although he seems to be very carefree, he usually only flirts but never delivers.

Because he is actually very cautious about relationships, and is very worried that he will choose the wrong person, and he is also worried that the other person will choose the wrong person for him.

If you want to choose a lover, then you must choose someone whose personality and habits are the best for you, who is sure that the other person truly loves you, who you love enough, and who can accompany you until the end.

If after the relationship is confirmed, there is regret between the two parties, or even just a moment of unhappiness, then Aiwass believes that the relationship is careless and incomplete.

"...What a strange thing. He is an emotional perfectionist."

Meg has obviously seen a lot. She revealed the essence of Aiwass in one word.

She sighed: "That's really not a good match... Little Isa chose such a difficult opponent for herself when she came up."

"Not an opponent."

Aiwass corrected: "In the way of relationships, the two parties are not competitors. They are partners... You don't have any experience, do you?"

"Hahaha, how dare you say that, you kid!"

When Meg heard this, she burst out laughing.

She drank the wine in one gulp, and only the big ice cubes clattered back into the glass.

Watching Lily pour herself a drink, she burped.

"I was young too."

Meg sighed: "But he died very young...probably in his early thirties, right?"

"Dead in battle?" Aiwass guessed.

"Oh, you're overestimating him. He's not that awesome."

Meg summed it up simply and bluntly in a very vulgar dialect: "He was too crazy when he went out to explore, so he was eaten by the dragon. We had just gotten married at that time, and in the end we didn't even have any cubs left."

...No, I think this is much better than dying in battle.

Aiwass thought.

How many people will never see a dragon in their lifetime... Many young people nowadays even think that the dragon is just a legend that does not exist.

Aiwass certainly knew that dragons existed, but he knew better that dragons were very rare.

"So I probably understand what you're thinking. I don't think it's right, but I also don't think it's wrong."

Meg sighed and picked up the wine glass: "It would be better if you were a playboy with low morals. Then I can tell Isabel directly. Maybe she will cry for a while, but it is better than challenging the dragon."

"It's not like it's an evil dragon..."

"Oh, not necessarily." Meg's eyes seemed to be able to see through people's hearts.

She sneered: "Don't mention that. What are you going to say to little Isa?"

"Let's get along with her for a while longer...at least help her get promoted a few more times."

Aiwass replied: "Relying on Sherlock's words alone may not be able to help her - mainly because she may not listen to Sherlock's command."

Shylock and Isabel's personalities are obviously at odds with each other.

Although Sherlock is loyal to the Queen, the fact that they had such a fierce quarrel when they first met in a dream when they didn't know each other is proof of this. It is precisely because you don't know the identity of the other party that you can reveal your own attitude.

Later, after Sherlock recognized "Lulu"'s identity, his attitude changed significantly.

But that's not good.

It's not good for Sherlock, because he obviously doesn't want to take Isabel with him, and Isabel is even a drag to him; and it's not good for Isabel... because she is too emotional and cannot understand Sherlock's reasoning and plan.

Aiwass can act as a lubricant.

He can be friends with most people - as long as they aren't people he hates. If it's someone he hates, then Aiwass just wants him to die.

"But I may not live that long."

Meg frowned, thinking about whether she should push again.

But at this moment, Aiwass's brows relaxed.

"This is simple."

Aiwass said briskly: "Do you want to live longer? I have a way here."

"... To be clear in advance, I hate dusk and am an outcast of Sand Time. Neither the life-extending effects of Balance nor the Way of Dusk will work." Meg reminded.

"I know."

Aiwass nodded: "I have other ways.

"For example, breaking out of a cocoon and becoming a butterfly...the ritual of rejuvenating one's youth."

The second chapter will be posted around two o'clock~

My routine is broken again. I fell asleep at 4:30 last night (thumping the ground)