Peninsula Asteroid

"..."

Chi Jingyuan and Pei Zhuxuan looked at each other, one was lying on the railing, the other was standing beside.

One with red eyes and a sad expression on his face, the other with a faint smile and a slight nod of greeting.

Chi Jingyuan's impression of Pei Zhuxuan is quite special, not very good, but not bad either.

But the two of them didn't have much communication, and Chi Jingyuan knew in his heart that the other party hated him.

It was a coincidence to meet at this time and this place, the other party's appearance was obviously not very normal, he seemed to be in a bad mood, and looked like he was about to cry out of control.

However, considering the other party's senses to him, he definitely doesn't need him, an annoying person, to comfort him. Chi Jingyuan didn't even think about striking up a conversation, but just glanced at each other, then retracted his gaze, and nodded at the other party , didn't even look at whether she returned the courtesy, and walked around Pei Zhuxuan to leave.

It's just that Pei Zhuxuan, who would take the initiative to look away and lower her head every time they looked at each other before, was different this time. She kept staring at Chi Jingyuan with red eyes.

Different from Chi Jingyuan's slightly plain feeling towards her, Pei Zhuxuan has long admired her name.

Pei Zhuxuan naturally knows Chi Jingyuan's experience and past in the company.

This also caused her to have a natural dislike for Chi Jingyuan. For a person like her who has practiced for several years, and is getting older and living under the huge pressure of debut every day, this kind of relationship, such as airborne debut, is really too hateful.

And in fact, Pei Zhuxuan and Chi Jingyuan also have a little similarity.

She is somewhat similar to Chi Kyung Won. When Pei Zhuxuan joined SM, the company happened to be planning the debut of F(x), the selection of personnel had also been completed, and the recording of the debut album was in progress.

At that time, Pei Zhuxuan had fantasized about whether he had the opportunity to join it.

The result was naturally that she had daydreamed for a few days, and this past event also became a memory used to laugh at herself in the future.

Unexpectedly, the daydream that Pei Zhuxuan thought had actually appeared, Ji Jingyuan had finished recording the airborne, and EXO made his debut directly after filming the MV, and replaced one of the members who had confirmed his debut.

But Pei Zhuxuan, who once had such a beautiful and childish dream, is still waiting for the opportunity, watching her getting older day by day without any signs of debut.

She looked at the relational account who heard that he had never been a trainee for a day, and made his debut by airborne. He became more and more popular, and even filmed a TV series that became popular all over the peninsula.

In contrast to the two, Pei Zhuxuan felt a lot of resistance towards Chi Jingyuan, and besides that, she also had some feelings that she couldn't explain clearly.

Of course, the main thing was boredom, to the point where she couldn't help but frown when she saw him and unconsciously thought of her own situation.

But this time, just when she was in the lowest mood and was about to lose control, she had a positive meeting with Chi Jingyuan again, and an indescribable sense of grievance and dissatisfaction, as well as a faint sense of inferiority welled up in her heart.

All kinds of complex and strong feelings come together, plus the emotions that have been suppressed and unable to vent during this period.

The pressure of her own age, the ridicule and harsh words from her peers, the lingering anxiety and uneasiness, and the sudden appearance of Chi Jingyuan who made her hate and envy her suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. All these things added up and she lost control of her emotions.

"Why...you...I..."

After Pei Zhuxuan just uttered an intermittent sentence in a choked voice, the tears that had been ready to burst just now suddenly burst out.

"cry…………"

All the emotions she couldn't control turned into tears at this moment, making her cry uncontrollably in just a few seconds, hoarse and exhausted.

She didn't look at Chi Jingyuan again, but turned her face away, lowered her head, covered her face with her hands, tears kept flowing from her fingers, and sprinkled drop by drop on the ground.

Chi Jingyuan originally wanted to bypass the other party and leave directly. Unexpectedly, Pei Zhuxuan burst into tears before taking two steps, and looked very sad. It turned into crying within two seconds. All the tears of the year were shed this time.

Thanks to the late hour, there are no pedestrians nearby at the moment, otherwise it may cause some inexplicable misunderstandings.

Even if he is not familiar with this girl, he can keenly hear how bad her mood is and how stressed she is from the crying.

"..."

Looking at Pei Zhuxuan who was crying bitterly, Chi Jingyuan couldn't help but stop, and the smile on his face gradually dissipated. He stood by the side and stared at her with his lips pursed. The light and the other person's figure were reflected in his dark pupils. He couldn't see Too come out with the emotions embedded in it.

Pei Zhuxuan was out of breath from crying, she bent down, and her whole body arched. Suddenly one of them lost his footing and sat down on the ground with a muffled sound.

She didn't care, she didn't seem to feel the pain, she just sat there, her legs were curled up in front of her, her hands were wrapped around her legs, her head was firmly buried in her thighs, blocking her face. Let the people next to you see your crying expression clearly.

The crying was very intense, the tears flowed non-stop, and it was mixed with whimpering and sniffing from time to time.

Standing aside, Chi Jingyuan looked down at Pei Zhuxuan, wondering what he was thinking.

A few seconds later, he breathed a sigh of relief and walked slowly to Pei Zhuxuan's side, regardless of whether the ground was dirty or not, just like her, sitting down next to Pei Zhuxuan.

The distance is not very close, not close to the body. But it's not too far away, and you can feel the temperature from someone sitting next to you.

Pei Zhuxuan felt that someone was sitting next to her, but she ignored it, she was still immersed in her broken emotions and couldn't extricate herself.

Chi Jingyuan didn't speak to Pei Zhuxuan, nor did he do anything else. He just sat quietly beside him, with his hands on his lap, silently listening to the crying sound coming from beside him, and looking at the brightly lit bridge and river in the distance. scene.

The lights on the opposite bank are connected together, and the red and conspicuous night scene lights form a whole, which looks full of mysterious and aesthetic charm, especially under the illumination of the surrounding bright lights, it seems to exude a dreamlike color at first glance.

The Shengshui Bridge in the distance is both real and dreamy against the backdrop of the river water. The whole bridge is made of steel, and with countless lights, it looks even more tall and majestic among the clear water and green water.

But the hustle and bustle and splendor are far away, they only have cries and silence here.

Gusts of cold wind blew across the river and set off black ripples, which felt extremely cold on the body.

The two sat together like this, with the cool breeze blowing, one couldn't cry, the other listened to it but didn't say a word.

For some reason, it seems to be quite harmonious.

I don't know how long it took, Pei Zhuxuan's crying gradually became quieter, until it was too small to be heard, only the occasional choked sobs remained.

The broken emotions vented a lot with the strong crying, and Pei Zhuxuan's emotions gradually recovered, and her mind became clearer.

She seemed to remember that Chi Jingyuan had been sitting beside her, and her body trembled slightly, not knowing whether to move away or stand up directly.

However, there was only a slight tremor and there was no follow-up, Pei Zhuxuan still curled up and sat on the spot, with her head buried in her arms and refused to come out.

Chi Jingyuan withdrew his gaze from looking at the scenery and looked at Pei Zhuxuan next to him. Seeing that she was no longer out of control just now, her condition was obviously much better, and she trembled when the cold wind blew by, he couldn't help chuckling, as if she was It's the same as chatting with a friend: "When you encounter pressure or difficulties, you should find a way to vent it. If you keep bored in your heart, you may have a lot of problems."

Chi Jingyuan didn't call out his name, and Pei Zhuxuan didn't respond, but both of them knew that they were communicating.

This is also the first conversation between the two.

"Okay, it's getting late."

Chi Jingyuan clapped his hands and stood up. After moving his body, he looked at Pei Zhuxuan who was still buried beside him, and said, "I didn't bring a tissue. I don't know if you brought it yourself. If you didn't bring it, wipe your clothes... "

"never mind."

Chi Jingyuan interrupted himself in the middle of his speech. After thinking for a while, he took off his Kodak Duck baseball cap and put it on Pei Zhuxuan's head: "I guess you don't want others to see your face full of tears and snot." An ugly face, especially for such a nasty person like me."

"I borrow your hat, please cover it first, so as not to be seen when you go back, remember to return it to me later."

When Chi Jingyuan was speaking, Pei Zhuxuan remained the same, did not respond, and sat there with his legs crossed.

Only the occasional sniffling sound indicated that she was listening.

"You shouldn't get lost if you're such an adult... Okay, I'll go first, and I'll go back as soon as I'm in a better mood."

Chi Jingyuan shrugged, and finally patted Pei Zhuxuan who put on his hat lightly, turned and left without saying anything.

After the sound of his footsteps gradually faded away, Pei Zhuxuan raised his head from his arms, and looked in the direction Chi Jingyuan left, where there was still a faint silhouette of his back.

At this time, Pei Zhuxuan's beautiful face praised by many people in the company is very abstract. It looked very embarrassing.

It's just that although her face was ugly at this time, it looked much better, and the gloom and frustration that had been lingering around her before had faded a lot.

She looked in the direction of Chi Jingyuan and didn't frown as before, her expression was a little lost.

After the figure of the other party disappeared completely, she stood up, pressed down the hat on her head, and walked quickly towards the dormitory with her head down.