Picking the stars

Song Wei cried for a long time, Pei Ji patiently coaxed her, said a lot of things, Song Wei heard them all.

She was held in Pei Ji's arms, Pei Ji's chin rested lightly on her head, her hand stroked her hair once and again, calling her a kitten once and again in a slightly blunt tone.

"Do not cry."

"It's all my fault to make my kitten cry."

She said a lot of these things.

Song Wei began to feel weak, and slowly became ashamed. Her face turned red, not knowing whether she was crying or ashamed. At the back, even her neck was stained crimson. She put her forehead on Pei Ji’s collarbone, embarrassed. look up.

After Pei Ji coaxed for a long time, Song Wei didn't laugh. She couldn't help wondering if these words were useless, but at the time, when she heard it, she felt that if she was that little girl, she would definitely stop crying immediately, so she remembered For so many years.

"Where did you learn it?" Song Er asked dullly.

Pei Ji heard her voice and wanted to look down at her, but Song Wei grabbed her clothes and refused to look up. Pei Ji had no choice but to maintain this posture, but the hand that stroked Song Ye slid down a bit, and placed it on Song Ye's back through a layer of quilt.

"It's not like what you would say." Song Yi said again. Pei Ji tried hard to recognize the emotions in Song Yi's words, but Song Yi's emotions were very complicated, like complaining, or not, like happy. Pei Ji couldn't tell the difference.

"You must be following the way other people are." Song Wei muttered, but she buried her head in Pei Ji's arms, her voice didn't sound sharp, it was still soft, and the ending sound circulated several times in Pei Ji's heart. Do not leave.

"I imitated a pair of parents who made the little girl not cry." Pei Ji answered truthfully.

Song Er instantly muffled his voice.

After a while, she said helplessly: "You are so annoying."

She complained, but still grabbed Pei Ji's clothes. After a while, Song Wei seemed even more helpless: "But I still like it."

There was a smile in the voice.

The professor was able to comfort her patiently, and she was very happy. She was still blushing because she called her kitten, and she was very happy.

Pei Ji glanced at the time, it was already a little bit faster, far longer than the time she took to fall asleep.

Song Wei seemed to have a close relationship with her, she just looked at her watch, and Song Wei asked, "What time is it?"

Pei Ji replied: "Closer."

It was so late, she disrupted the professor's work and rest again. Song Wei knew that she should go back to her bedroom, but she was very reluctant to get out of the professor's arms.

It's very happy to be held by someone you like. It is difficult to refuse this kind of happiness.

Song Wei thought of a compromise. She reluctantly let go of her hand, stepped back a little, and looked very sleepy, saying, "So sleepy, I'm going to sleep, goodnight professor."

Then he closed his eyes and performed a show for Pei Ji to fall asleep for a second.

When she fell asleep, the professor couldn't drive her away. Song Er thought very wisely.

She closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but her ears were listening to Pei Ji's movements.

She heard Pei Ji get up, and then the sound of the switch being pressed, Pei Ji lay back again, and after a while, Song Wei heard the person she likes very much and said in her usual calm voice, "Good night ."

It was amazing, it was almost after Pei Ji finished good night, Song Wei really fell asleep. She slept very deep and peacefully. She had a dream, the kind of nightmare that was constantly entangled, knowing it was a dream, but couldn't wake up.

But even after sitting in the nightmare, Song Nei still rested well. He woke up the next day and was not sleepy at all. It was just a little regretful. The first time I slept with the professor, it was not a good dream.

Pei Ji got up before her. After washing, seeing that she was already sitting up, he said, "I'm going to buy breakfast."

Song Wei nodded hurriedly, Pei Ji walked out and closed the door.

Song Wei sat on the bed for a while, and suddenly she blushed, lowered her head, and buried her face in the quilt especially shyly.

The quilt is all the smell of Pei Ji's body, it is a very light fragrance, and Song Er's face is even redder.

It can barely be counted that she and the professor shared the same bed. Song Er came up with such an idea.

She got up quickly and wanted to go back to her room to wash.

When she finished washing, Pei Ji had already bought breakfast and returned.

They had eaten together, and Pei Ji was about to go to work. Song Yi said hurriedly: "We are together, the car is already waiting downstairs."

Pei Ji didn't drive home yesterday, Song Wei called the driver, and she wanted to go home.

Pei Ji said: "Oh."

But in the elevator, she asked: "Are you going to your own house?"

Song He nodded, "My parents are here." Then he said, "The girl who hasn't returned all night is something that needs to be reported to my parents. I chopped it out last night and must go home today."

Otherwise, it is likely to destroy the professor's impression in her parents' hearts. Song Er was very thoughtful.

When Pei Ji heard her say "go home", he felt very uncomfortable, so he didn't speak.

The car had been waiting for a long time, and seeing them getting off, the assistant got out of the car hurriedly and opened the door for them.

Send Pei Ji to the research institute first, and then Song Wei to go home. After getting in the car, Song Wei remembered that she hadn't seen the dress that the professor wore yesterday. She thought of Lu Man again. I wonder if Lu Man was there and whether she saw it.

Song Wei was about to ask if Pei Ji was with Lu Man yesterday, and the phone rang. It was from Shen Zhizhou.

Song Er picked it up.

As soon as he was connected, Shen Zhizhou said, "You were photographed."

Song Wei was taken aback, and immediately thought that she was photographed when she went to the cafe to pick up the professor last night.

"The hot search at night, Weibo was paralyzed, and the whole Internet was talking about your blindness, and your fans would not be able to hold it down." Shen Zhizhou sighed, after finishing this, he asked, "You got up. ?"

"It's up." Song Er said, feeling confused.

"Xiao You, we have to make a statement, how to make the statement, you have to make a decision." Shen Zhizhou's tone is a bit tired, her public relations all night, no effect, after all, Song Er's photo was taken, denial is impossible Denial is also vague.

She endured it until now, guarding the time, and felt that Song Er almost should get up before calling her.

Song Wei was silent, she turned her head, wanted to see Pei Ji, wanted to ask her for advice, but she couldn't see, Pei Ji was so quiet as if he didn't exist.

"I know." Song Er said.

Shen Zhizhou seemed to want to say something, but after all he didn't say anything and hung up the phone.

Pei Ji looked at her and then at her mobile phone. Song Wei didn't know that Pei Ji was looking at her. She thought for a while and said to the assistant: "Look at Weibo."

The assistant hadn’t posted on Weibo when she got up this morning. Hearing what she said, she took out her phone. She glanced at it and understood what Song Er wanted to know, and immediately summarized to her: "Miss Song, you and Professor Pei were photographed. Up."

She is Xia Qing's assistant and has a high professional quality. After she clicked on the big picture and confirmed it, she said: "You can't publicize in a direction where you are not blind. The photo is taken too clearly." She can't cover it with reasons such as filming.

While talking, she clicked on a few Weibo with a lot of reposts and read the comments: "Most of them are concerned about your eyes, and some are guessing why your eyes are blind. The situation is not bad now. It seems that you have to speak up."

Song Er was concerned about another thing: "Did the professor's face be photographed?"

The assistant glanced at her for unknown reasons, and dutifully replied: "It was taken, and there are discussions about Professor Pei's identity in the comments. Ah... there are already posts revealing Professor Pei's identity."

The assistant knows very well what Song Er cares about: "There are no comments on the relationship between you and Professor Pei, and the marketing account also focuses on the condition of your eyes. Let's not mention the professor here, just use words like friends to blur the past. , There will be no problems."

Song Wei closed his eyes, nodded and said, "That's good."

Pei Ji didn't understand what they were talking about. She stretched out her hand to the assistant. The assistant was stunned for a moment before he understood what she meant and gave her the phone.

On the screen is a photo of her and Song Ye in the cafe last night. The person who took the photo was not far from them, and the camera was zoomed in very close. In the photo Song Ye reached out her hand, she was sitting on a chair and turned her head. Looking at Song Er's eyes.

Pei Ji clicked on the screen and found that there were other photos. She clicked them one by one. Some of them were holding Song Er's hand, some of them were helping Song Er to walk outside the cafe, and they were getting in the car outside. Back view.

Pei Ji is very unfamiliar with the interface of Weibo, but when she glanced at it, she saw that the word Song Wei appeared countless times. Everyone was talking about Song Wei. The text alone was noisy and curious. Excited.

This is a world that Pei Ji doesn't understand at all. There are many people who care about Song Ye, and there are many people who follow Song Ye's trace, not out of concern, but out of some kind of inquisitive exploration.

"I'm very red." Pei Ji suddenly remembered what Song Wei said. She thought it was just Song Wei talking nonsense.

"The most important thing is, don't involve the professor." Song Er's voice rang in her ears, and she looked at ease, "Otherwise, there must be a plan at the studio, and I will look at it when I go home."

Pei Ji looked at her, she couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in for a while, but she was suddenly very empty in her heart.

"Here," the driver said.

The car stopped on the side of the road, and outside the window was the main entrance of the institute.

To go to work, to go to the laboratory. Pei Ji thought, she opened the door, got out of the car, and when the door was closed, she said to the car: "Goodbye." Then she closed the door and walked towards the gate of the institute.

Song Wei turned her head, her eyes were facing the side where Pei Ji left, she involuntarily raised her hand, but there was only air.

After last night, the assistant had already habitually made her eyes, and then described: "Professor Pei is gone, she is walking a little fast... I can't see anymore, she turned into the door."

Song Wei dropped her hand and touched something on the sofa. She touched it and realized that it was the assistant's phone, which was dropped by the professor just now. She held the phone in her hand, her palms aching.

The car started and drove out. Song Yiming couldn't see it, but she couldn't help turning her head back, as if like this, she could see where Pei Ji had left and the door where Pei Ji had disappeared.

"Can I look at her?" Song Er whispered.

No one answered her.

"I really want to see her." Song Er said again.

Since yesterday, this thought has entangled her crazily, wanting to see the professor, to see how she smiles, to see how serious she looks, even if it's just the back of her leaving.

She wanted to see her, to know when she was sad, when she needed her, when she would smile at her, and what it was like when she held her, how tender her eyes were.

Song Wei lowered his head and muttered Pei Ji's name silently in his heart.

Pei Ji walked into the office, as if it was the same as usual.

She was very calm, she couldn't feel any special emotions, but her heart was very empty. But she can't feel emotions, and she doesn't understand why her heart is empty.

She opened the calendar, looked at the things to do today, and followed the schedule, strictly following the time above.

When I walked out of the office, I met the little milk cat. The little milk cat has grown up a bit and still likes Pei Ji, and meows behind her.

Pei Ji wanted to touch it very much. She liked cats very much. But no, because Song Wei is allergic to cat hair, Pei Ji is worried that if he touches the kitten, it will stick to the cat's hair.

She changed into a white coat, tied her hair, and her heart became more and more empty. Pei Ji was very confused, but she still focused on work.

At noon, Pei Ji went to the cafeteria to buy food. She found that many people were watching her. An old professor who was more familiar with Pei Ji happily said, "Little Pei, it turns out that you and Song Wei are so familiar with each other. Why didn't you say it earlier? My granddaughter always wants her signature. Wouldn't it be convenient for you to ask for one for me?"

Pei Ji knows that the social principle is to try not to embarrass others with irrelevant things. She will imitate some people she has met, and try to make herself like a normal person when interacting with others.

But now, she didn't know why, so she said directly: "Inconvenient."

Then left.

She felt that the old professor was surprised, and she felt everyone was watching her.

She took the takeaway box and walked out of the canteen. When Song Er was away, she went home for lunch every day as she did when she was there, because the habit has been developed.

Pei Ji is a person who follows habits.

She was walking on the road, and the sun was so fierce that she was sweating.

She found her hollow heart a little bit painful, Pei Ji stopped, she wanted to know why this happened.

She stood under the sun like this, thinking carefully.

This was brought by Song Er, she can be sure, but why?

Pei Ji began to recall, she recalled all the way, recalling the first time she heard the name Song Er.

It was on the phone, Pei Yi entrusted her to take care of Song Er, because Song Er is a person she likes very much, she has never liked a person so much.

Pei Ji suddenly understood one thing, Song Wei didn't need her care at all.

She has always felt very safe about her relationship with Song Er.

Because, in her cognition, she has the responsibility to take care of Song Er. This responsibility comes from Pei Yi's entrustment. Pei Yi has passed away and will never take back her entrustment.

Therefore, the relationship established by Pei Ji and Song Wei through responsibility is unbreakable.

This makes Pei Ji feel very safe.

But now, Pei Ji found that this unbreakable was not established from the beginning. Song Yi is a big star that many people like. She does not need her care. She has her own home, parents, and many people who can take care of her. people.

She said that when she went home in the morning, it was not Pei Ji's home.

Song Er doesn't need her. As soon as this idea came out, it was like a lot of bugs, crawling into Pei Ji's heart and gnawing wildly.

Pei Ji felt very lonely.