Rebirth of Siheyuan starts in the 1980s

Well, okay, in fact, what Cao Zhiqiang is doing at this time is to issue "good guy cards" and then politely refuse in this way.

This way of rejection has only one purpose, which is not to say that you are not good or that I despise you, but to say that you are too good and I don't deserve it. Let's continue to be friends, no, let's be siblings.

In this way, even if the other party is rejected, they will feel much better and reduce the sense of loss of being rejected.

Although this trick was no longer effective at the end of the 20th century, it was still quite sharp and useful in 1983, and it immediately suppressed Yu Fangfang and Yu Yuanyuan.

As a result, after a while, Yu Fangfang came back to her senses and said with an moved expression: "Then, if that's the case, wouldn't it be better? If you are together, wouldn't you get what you want?"

"No!" Cao Zhiqiang waved his hand and turned his head.

"Sister Fangfang, you still don't understand!

People like Sister Yuanyuan have a very high status in my heart!

She is like the snow lotus in the sky, noble and sacred, awe-inspiring and inviolable!

In my mind, she is like my biological sister, even closer than my biological sister.

Facing a relative who is closer than my own sister, I can be filial, reverent, and loving, but I must not have any inappropriate thoughts.

I feel guilty for any blasphemy against her."

Having said this, Cao Zhiqiang turned around, put his hands behind his back, and sighed as if he was turning his back to all living beings: "So, Sister Fangfang, you shouldn't say those words. In my opinion, this is an offense to my Yuan."

Sister Yuan.

I admit that I love Sister Yuanyuan very much, very much, very much.

But this kind of love is a love that transcends the world, a love that is free from vulgar taste!

I can do things for her silently without asking for anything in return, but I never expect to have her, let alone blaspheme him.

Because I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve it!”

Upon hearing this, Yu Fangfang was dumbfounded and didn't know what to say.

On the contrary, Yu Yuanyuan's eyes suddenly turned red: "Zhiqiang, I, actually I'm not that good, you..."

"Sister, stop talking!" Cao Zhiqiang waved his hand again, "I know that you only have family affection for me, not love. I know it, I know it.

What you are like now is just that you have just been betrayed by someone, and there is a gap in your mood. You are also bewitched by others, so you are a little confused about the situation and mistakenly think that you love me as a man and a woman.

But it's not like that.

At best, you just regard me as a substitute."

"No, you are not a substitute!" Yu Yuanyuan said anxiously, "No!"

"Alas!" Cao Zhiqiang sighed again, "Whether it is true or not, it doesn't matter anymore."

Having said this, Cao Zhiqiang turned around and looked at Yu Yuanyuan who was in a serious mood: "Sister Yuanyuan, there are many kinds of love, not only love between men and women, but also family love that transcends vulgar taste.

I know that I love you, and I know that you have a crush on me, but I don't have that kind of possessiveness towards you, and I also know that you don't have that kind of love between a man and a woman for me.

I like to write poetry, you like to read poetry.

I love your nobility and quiet beauty, and you appreciate my talent and integrity.

I once confessed my love to you and wanted to have you, but you didn't agree.

I once thought it was me who wasn't good enough, and I also thought it was you who didn't have the courage to break through the shackles of the world.

But later I realized that it was actually none of them.

My impulsive confession was right, your rejection was right, and neither of us was wrong.

The reason why you rejected me before was actually for our own good.

I am so much younger than you, and you don’t want both of us to suffer from the strange eyes and pressure of the world.

You also don’t want our pure relationship to be invaded and desecrated.

Because the relationship between us is a completely selfless spiritual love that transcends physicality and selfishness.

Just seeing each other will make you happy.

Even if we can't see each other, as long as we hear each other's news and know that everything is safe with each other, we can be happy and smile calmly.

If I know you are well, my heart will be clear.

Yes, we have such a feeling.

Outsiders don’t understand, sister Yuanyuan, don’t you still understand?”

After Yu Yuanyuan heard this, she took a deep breath and nodded gently: "Yes, there is indeed a pure relationship between us. I, I... I'm sorry, Zhiqiang, it's my fault."

Cao Zhiqiang walked up to Yu Yuanyuan, held her shoulders with both hands, and said seriously: "No, we are all right.

I have to say it’s wrong, I can only say it’s the world’s fault!

We all met the right person at the wrong time.

Who told me that it was too late to meet you and know your heart too late."

Sighing again, Cao Zhiqiang patted Yu Yuanyuan on the shoulder: "Okay, Sister Yuanyuan, don't think too much, go back and think about it, everything will be different.

I still have something to do, so I’ll take a step forward. You can stay here as you please, stay if you want, and leave if you want. I...hey..."

Having said this, Cao Zhiqiang showed a forlorn expression, walked straight past Yuanyuan, and left the room.

After Cao Zhiqiang left, Yu Yuanyuan was still jealous and moved, staring blankly at Cao Zhiqiang's back, as if she hadn't come out of the previous atmosphere.

On the contrary, it was Yu Fangfang who suddenly let out a breath as the door to the room was closed after Cao Zhiqiang left.

Looking at Yu Yuanyuan who was still in a daze, Yu Fangfang frowned and said: "He, what does he mean? You, what on earth are you playing? Why do I keep hearing more and more? You guys are virgins

Where is the object, or does it not count?"

"Sister!" Yu Yuanyuan rolled her eyes at Yu Fangfang, seemingly annoyed that she interrupted her train of thought, "Why are you so vulgar? The relationship between us is not as dirty as you think!"

Yu Fangfang blinked: "Okay, I'm vulgar and I'm dirty, so what's the relationship between you two?"

"You don't understand!" Yu Yuanyuan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled slightly, "So that's it, that's it! It's a pity that I only understand it now!"

"What on earth is it?" Yu Fangfang asked angrily, "Don't tell me those useless things, just tell me directly, what's the relationship between you two?"

"He is a more intimate lover than a close friend." Yu Yuanyuan looked at the door with a smile on her face, "I can truly understand him, and he can truly understand me!

I will always care about him, and he will always care about me.

We all love each other and want to be close to each other, but we deliberately keep our distance so as not to get too close.

He will give everything for me, but he will not want anything from me.

On the other hand, the same goes for me. I can give everything to him, but I don't want to get any reward from him.

It is a kind of selfless love that only gives and does not take!

It is a kind of Platonic spiritual love that is free from vulgar taste, and it is a higher level of spiritual love.

This is true selfless love.

You wouldn't understand this kind of love now!"

Yu Fangfang blinked: "Then, will you get married?"

"I don't know." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "Maybe, maybe not. But no matter whether it is, I will always love him and never change my heart!"

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan suddenly turned to Fangfang and smiled: "Sister, I understand, I completely understand.

In fact, I don't love Yang Weiguo at all. I have never loved him.

Being with him is just a habit, a passive habit, or in other words, a kind of ignorant and pitiful one.

Yes, I just felt sorry for him, so I agreed to be Yang Weiguo's girlfriend, but I never really liked him.

Of course, I have never liked other men before, at least not that kind of true love.

It wasn't until I met Cao Zhiqiang that I knew that he was my true destiny and the man I had been waiting for.

It was also him who made me truly understand what love is and what I really want."

"Don't be so ridiculous." Yu Fangfang frowned, "If you are really as good as you said, and you both like and love each other, then why doesn't he want to be with you?

Because of age? Not really, you’re not much older than him, why do you have to work so hard?”

"So you don't understand, you don't understand." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head.

After sighing slightly, Yu Yuanyuan said with a look of reminiscence: "Actually, when he saw me for the first time, I knew that he had evil intentions towards me and was interested in me. It was just that at that time, I was still

I don’t understand him, and I don’t understand me either.

I thought he was a scoundrel, so I didn't have any good feelings towards him.

Later, I slowly got to know him, his past, his family, his sadness, his despair, and his persistence after his enlightenment.

You don't know his past and family, and you don't know what happened to him. You never know what a young man like him has gone through.

Do you think that his current achievements are all achieved easily? Are they all due to pure fate?

No, absolutely not!

That was the outburst after he was forced to make a decision and tried his best!

His talent stems from his profound enlightenment, and his great enlightenment stems from his unwillingness and counterattack in extreme despair."

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan looked at Yu Fangfang with bright eyes: "Do you know how hard he works? Do you know that he continued to write every day while he was in hospital?

Others only saw his achievements, but I knew his sadness and loneliness behind these achievements, as well as the hard work and efforts he put in for them.

What he has achieved now doesn't surprise me at all.

Even though he had dropped out of school for so long, I was not surprised at all when he suddenly took the preparatory exam for the college entrance examination and achieved such good results.

Because this is him, a person who is jovial on the surface but diligent and hardworking behind the scenes.

Just like this time about Yang Weiguo's betrayal of me, he actually knew about it a long time ago, and he did so much silently just to make me feel better, and also to let me see the true face of Yang Weiguo so that I could be completely free.

I understand, I have always understood, but I was too stupid before and kept deceiving myself, so I ignored his good intentions.

He has done so much for me, and I owe him so much."

Yu Fangfang blinked again: "Well, in that case, why can't you be together? I don't see any problem between you?

Hum, what a mountain snow lotus, what awe-inspiring and inviolable.

After saying so much, doesn’t it mean that he doesn’t want to be in a relationship with you and only wants to be your brother and sister?

After all, is it still true love?

I think he just doesn’t like you, so he uses these as excuses to trick you!”

"Alas!" Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "So, you don't understand us at all, and you don't understand the feelings between us!"

"Then tell me!" Yu Fangfang was dissatisfied, "Why can't you be together? Even if you engage in spiritual love, it won't delay your relationship, right? You two have become a couple, and you can be more upright, Plato?

"

Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly, gently stroked the temples next to her ears, walked to the refrigerator, looked at it familiarly, and then took out a bottle of Coke.

He took out the Coke, walked to the coffee table and sat down, opened the Coke with a bottle screwdriver, and took a sip from the bottle. Then he took a break and said with a smile: "Don't talk about it, sister, this Coca-Cola.

It’s really good to drink from a bottle, it tastes really good, would you like a bottle?”

Yu Fangfang frowned and looked at Yu Yuanyuan: "Yuanyuan, what's wrong with you? Why, how, why do you seem to have changed, so much that I don't recognize you anymore?"

"Really?" Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly, "I've always been like this."

Yu Fangfang continued to frown at Yu Yuanyuan, and then said carefully: "Yuanyuan, you, are you okay?"

"No." Yu Yuanyuan chuckled, "I'm fine."

Yu Fangfang swallowed and said with a worried look: "Yuanyuan, if it doesn't work, it won't work. You, don't scare me!"

Yu Yuanyuan was stunned after hearing this, and after taking a closer look at Yu Fangfang's expression, she suddenly smiled dumbly: "What, you think I can't stand the excitement and am crazy?"

"Haha." Yu Fangfang smiled dryly, "No, it's nothing."

Yu Yuanyuan shook her head: "I'm not crazy, I'm fine, really fine, I just..."

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan looked out the window and said leisurely: "I just suddenly became enlightened, that's all."

Yu Fangfang blinked and didn't dare to ask you what you realized, because she knew that it would be better to talk less at this time.

"What?" Yu Yuanyuan suddenly turned her head and grinned at Yu Fangfang, "You don't believe it?"

Yu Fangfang was startled and subconsciously took a step back, but then walked back with a smile: "No, no."

Yu Yuanyuan smiled and shook her head: "Aren't you asking me why Cao Zhiqiang and I love each other but can't be together? I'll tell you the answer."

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan took another sip of Coca-Cola, then looked out the window and said quietly: "Actually, Cao Zhiqiang's previous words have made the reason very clear."

Yu Fangfang was stunned: "Do you understand? What are you talking about?"

"I met the right person at the wrong time!" Yu Yuanyuan said.

"What do you mean by this?" Yu Fangfang asked.

Yu Yuanyuan sighed, looked back at Yu Fangfang, and said with a serious face: "Sister, you don't understand Cao Zhiqiang's background, and I don't blame you for not understanding.

But what I want to say is that Cao Zhiqiang really had no background before. He was really just an ordinary worker's family. And when I met him at the time, his parents were dead and he still had a younger sister to support. He was just a worker himself.

Just an intern.

For a person like this who is almost an orphan, or even worse than an orphan, even if he writes relatively good poems, do you think he can achieve such achievements in a short period of time without a big backer?

Apart from anything else, can a young poet easily earn so much money and become the president of a publishing house?

I know very well the time when he became famous.

He went from being a factory intern to being the president of a publishing house in just three months.

Do you think you can do this with just your own hard work and talent?"

"Well, there is indeed a problem." Yu Fangfang nodded, "Does it mean that he has any big leaders as relatives?"

"As far as I know, there is no such thing at all." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "If there was, he wouldn't have been so miserable. If you were a big leader and you knew your relatives were so miserable, wouldn't you help?

?Do you still need to kneel down to the factory director to get a job by chance?"

Yu Fangfang nodded again: "That's true... So, you want to say that the reason why Cao Zhiqiang has all this in a short period of time is that he climbed onto a high branch?"

Yu Yuanyuan sighed: "I don't know how he did it, but I know that for a man who had almost nothing, he must have paid an unimaginable price to get all this!

When he confessed his love to me in the hospital, I could feel his sincerity and sincerity.

It's a pity that I was stupid and scared at the time. I actually started to like him, but I rejected him in a nonsensical way.

After that, although we saw less time, I kept secretly asking for news about him.

I will be happy for his success and proud of his achievements.

It can be said that during the days when I was separated from him, I thought about him almost every day.

As long as I know the news about him and that everything is going well with him, I can feel relieved and happy.

I thought it was just me, but what he said before made me know that he was actually like this too."

After smiling slightly, Yu Yuanyuan continued: "Sister, others don't understand, but you should understand. After all, our family is not an ordinary family. Our parents, our mother, and even you, have all experienced those special years.

If you want to succeed, you must pay a price, just like our dad paid a lot to get his current position.

Especially the Yang family downstairs. In fact, our family owes money to their family, and it is precisely because of this that I was so kind to Yang Weimin. In fact, I just wanted to pay off the Yang family's debt for our parents."

"Ah?" Yu Fangfang was stunned, "What do you mean, our family owes the Yang family? What do we owe?"

"You should ask our mother about this." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "Whether she tells you or not, I don't know."

"I won't ask her," Yu Fangfang said, "just tell me what's going on?"

"I can't say more specifically." Yu Yuanyuan sighed, "I can only say that the reason why Uncle Yang, Yang Weiguo's father, was arrested and imprisoned for twenty years because of the food stamps incident was actually for us.

Mom takes the blame!"

"How did you know?" Yu Fangfang asked.

"I heard it when my mother was talking in her sleep." Yu Yuanyuan sighed.

"This, this..." Yu Fangfang was dumbfounded and sat down on the sofa.

"So." Yu Yuanyuan said, "Many things do not come in vain, and many things also come with a price."

After a brief pause, Yu Yuanyuan continued: "After meeting Cao Zhiqiang again, I can feel that Cao Zhiqiang's attitude towards me is different.

I didn't understand it before, but now I understand that it is a kind of reluctance and depression, a kind of helplessness and sadness.

He must have some reason that he can't tell, so he doesn't dare to be with me.

If I push him again, it will definitely make things difficult for him, which is not what a person who truly loves him should do."

Yu Fangfang frowned: "Then, what do you mean? Just forget it? Don't you want to be with Cao Zhiqiang?"

Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly: "No, Cao Zhiqiang is the only person I am truly attracted to in this life, and he is also the person I have been waiting for.

Likewise, I know that I am also the person he is truly attracted to, the one he has been waiting for.

Therefore, I have to try to understand him, care about him, and then wait for him slowly.

One day, we will be together! I am sure of this!"

"Hmph!" Yu Fangfang pouted, "What if he marries another woman?"

"Then I will be with him." Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly.

"Because I know that he must like me, and even if he has no choice but to marry another woman, he must have some unavoidable reasons.

To truly love someone, you must tolerate him, understand him, and help him instead of causing him trouble.

As long as we love each other and give sincerely, it doesn't matter even if we can't truly be together.

As long as I know that he has me in his heart and I have him in my heart, that's enough."

"Crazy, crazy!" Yu Fangfang shook her head, "I think you are really crazy!"

"No!" Yu Yuanyuan said with a slight smile, "I have never been so awake like now!"

Having said this, Yu Yuanyuan looked at Yu Fangfang: "If one day you meet the right person, you will understand me.

If you don’t understand, it can only mean that you have never met that person.”

Yu Fangfang was stunned for a moment, then took a breath: "So, are you pitying me?"

Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly and didn't say anything. Instead, she turned to look out the window, with a calm look on her face and she didn't bother to say anything.

Yu Fangfang took a few deep breaths again: "I, I, can do it, you are really good! Let's not talk about that, about me..."

"Don't worry, sister." Yu Yuanyuan continued to look out the window, "I will tell him about your situation. As long as he can do it, he will definitely help you. Don't worry.

Because you are my sister, he will definitely help you for me!"

Yu Fangfang was speechless: "Although it sounds good, why do I get angry when I see you like this?"

Yu Yuanyuan said quietly: "Maybe it's because I finally found the right person in this life, but you haven't found him yet?"

Yu Fangfang said dissatisfied: "Are you mocking me?"

Yu Yuanyuan looked back at Yu Fangfang and sighed: "Sister, I think your biggest problem is that you take material things too seriously, so you lose your eyes and lose yourself!

If you are willing to let go of your obsession with household registration and your pursuit of material desires.

Calm down and think carefully about what you want.

Then maybe you have already found the right person in this life."

Yu Fangfang looked at her sister and opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't say anything and just sighed heavily.