Rebirth: Opening confession to my deskmate Xiaohanhan

Don't know when it started.

He seems to like bullying himself more and more.

The most important thing is that I don't know how to refuse. If I don't like it, it's easy to say. The problem is that Bai Shihan doesn't know what he thinks.

Every time Lin Xinyu bullies her, it's not considered bullying, it's just the kind of teasing between each other. Not only does she not hate it, but she is also curious about it. Why is he not afraid of anything?

In fact, she really didn't think about what would happen between the two of them in the future. She just felt that there were too many mysteries in the other person that she couldn't understand with her current concepts. Not only that, but the most important thing was that she wouldn't be disgusted by what Lin Xinyu did. .

Although he always wants her food, he always buys her milk and a lot of things he has never eaten before.

At first Xiaohanhan was a little afraid to try it, but later he gradually became familiar with it and was tempted by Lin Xinyu's various methods, so he had no choice but to give up his original resistance.

Until one day afterward.

The other party didn't know why, but she suddenly turned her head, and Bai Shihan would never forget that kind of gaze that stared at her.

Not to mention what the other person said later:

"I like you, can you be my wife?"

When she heard this sentence, Bai Shihan was stunned. It could even be said that she was dumbfounded. She never expected that such a scene would happen. Lin Xinyu would actually say such a sentence to her. .

After a brief moment of shock, the little girl quickly reacted.

He must have wanted to bully him again, so he came up with the most classic sentence.

"I, I have nothing to eat, please don't bully me..."

Then she saw the other party staring at her very seriously, and then continued: "I'm serious, be my girlfriend."

She didn't want to talk to him anymore, so why did she want to be his girlfriend when she didn't have anything to eat?

At this time, Bai Shihan was surprised and happy, and more afraid of the unknown. She didn't understand why Lin Xinyu suddenly liked her. Although she also liked this guy, she was unwilling to admit this fact.

So in the end, I responded to the other party by writing my homework seriously.

But unexpectedly, when she came home from school in the evening, she was following her very well, but the other party suddenly responded and followed her home...

From then on, going home together became their daily routine.

Not only that, even when she went to school in the morning, she could see Lin Xinyu waiting for her downstairs.

If it were anyone else, she might still be a little annoyed, but the person waiting for her was Lin Xinyu, and she couldn't dislike him at all.

All kinds of reactions made the little girl feel strange. In addition to not being annoying, she also felt a little relieved?

This made Bai Shihan feel incredible.

She, who only knew how to study, began to doubt this behavior for the first time.

Until Lin Xinyu asked her: "Do you hate me? If you hate me, I won't be like this in the future."

At that time, she felt flustered for the first time.

She had never experienced the feeling of being liked, so she didn't know how to answer.

"No, it's not annoying..."

Finally she choked out these words.

After that, Bai Shihan indulged in Lin Xinyu's meticulous care. She gradually liked being with him and began to enjoy the feeling of two people being together.

This feeling seems wonderful.

After all, she could no longer smell the unpleasant smell on him. Not only that, compared to Lin Xinyu, who always slept in class before, and started to study seriously, Bai Shihan felt that this change was better.

At first she wanted to hide this feeling until Aunt Song came to chat with her.

"Do you like that boy?"

"No, no..."

For some reason, Bai Shihan always felt guilty saying this.

"No? Look at how you look now, your face is so red." Song Jiali didn't hide anything, she directly pointed out what was happening to the little girl.

Bai Shihan immediately lowered her head and did not dare to raise it, because she did feel this way, or in other words, she became extremely sensitive from the time Lin Xinyu got close to her.

"That boy is pretty good, but it's just the surface now and needs to be checked." Aunt Song continued to remind.

"He's not bad..." Bai Shihan said weakly.

"As long as it's true as you said, Auntie will help you hide it and won't tell your father."

"Thank you, aunt."

From then on, as we got along day after day, the little girl was also observing Lin Xinyu's various behaviors.

Judging from his various performances, it was not that he was pretending, but that he really studied hard. In addition to occasionally bullying her, he often asked her questions.

However, Bai Shihan discovered that sometimes the other person didn't know how to write. She intuitively told her that Lin Xinyu could. Even so, when he came to ask, Xiaohanhan would still answer patiently.

Time passed quickly.

When the results came out, Bai Shihan's first reaction was not to care about her total score, but to see Lin Xinyu. She was looking forward to his score and which university she would take the exam to in the future.

Somehow, before the results came out, she felt nervous, as if she was looking forward to going to the same school as him in the future?

When she saw that the other party was ranked second in the class, second only to her own, the little girl felt happy from the bottom of her heart.

If only it could stay like this.

This is what she is thinking.

From the previous stable results to the current stable ranking with Lin Xinyu, it has become something she wants to do subconsciously.

For the first time, she directly thought about what would happen if she stayed with the other person forever.

I never thought about this kind of thing.

But now there is an urge that is ready to take action.

Such a feeling sprouted in her heart, then grew stronger and stronger.

During this period of getting along, Bai Shihan's impression of Lin Xinyu has completely changed. She no longer feels that the other party is bullying her, but begins to enjoy this kind of relationship and gradually likes this feeling.

Moreover, this kind of interaction also brought her extreme pleasure, which she had never felt before, so she liked it more and more.

There is nothing more satisfying than making progress together.

Although the little girl didn't agree between the two of them, Lin Xinyu always said that they were the best friends.

At first, Bai Shihan would refute a little, but later, she simply acquiesced.

Because she discovered that Lin Xinyu really cared about her, and she gradually got used to this way of getting along with him.

She began to take the initiative to talk to Lin Xinyu about some things. Although her words were still a bit intermittent, she still felt very happy. This kind of joy that someone can share, no one knows its value better than Bai Shihan.

Not to mention that the two of them checked in at various places on campus together.

These were things she had never experienced before, so every time she saw Lin Xinyu's back, she couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.

She began to feel lucky that she met Lin Xinyu.

Without each other, I'm afraid she would still be like before, staying alone in the corner of the class, studying day after day, without friends, and not knowing what else to do besides studying.

Of course, Lin Xinyu is also very good to her. This kind of kindness is not only reflected in her studies, but also a kind of meticulous care. He even cleans the house with her on weekends, cooks together, and goes back to the countryside to visit him. grandma.

Under this situation, the friendship between the two grew rapidly, until at a certain moment, Bai Shihan admitted in her heart that she did fall in love with the boy in front of her.

She even thought about how great it would be if she could stay by his side for the rest of her life.

No matter whether the other person really likes her or not, at least she can feel his presence, which is enough for her.

She likes Lin Xinyu, it's true.

But this love cannot be revealed yet.

She needs to keep her distance and cannot be known to her family, otherwise her parents will definitely lose their temper and take her out of school.

Therefore, at that time, Bai Shihan could only like her cautiously.

She secretly likes it.

In her eyes, Lin Xinyu was a special being, but she couldn't get close for fear of being discovered.

Although she has Aunt Song's support, Bai Shihan is still unwilling to let her parents know what happened between her and Lin Xinyu. She is very afraid that this beautiful memory she likes will end abruptly.

However, such worries did not last long. The other party seemed to have discovered the problem she was worried about, and began to work hard and make progress. It was completely different from the idle Lin Xinyu before. He began to plan the future of the two of them, and at the same time, every day Trying to figure out how to deal with her relationship with her family.

Bai Shihan also clearly felt the changes in Lin Xinyu.

He seems to have a strong sense of responsibility.

However, she saw these from the perspective of a bystander, not to mention that the other party also told the solution to the bride price, which made Bai Shihan feel a little shocked at the time.

etc……

Why did we fast forward to the wedding inexplicably?

She blushed after listening to the other party's plan. The strange thing was that she didn't reject it too much in her heart, but she still wanted to cooperate?

She had never done this kind of thing before, but for some reason, she felt an inexplicable sense of trust when facing Lin Xinyu!

Even when he expressed his thoughts, the first thought that came to Bai Shihan's mind was not to refuse, but to give it a try together.

Could it be said that this is the instinct of people in love?

Bai Shihan didn't know, she only felt that her cheeks were burning, her heart was beating fast, and her breathing was a little short.

This feeling...is unfamiliar.

But I felt like there was nothing wrong.

She had thought about simulating various scenarios in her mind without Lin Xinyu around, and finally told herself that she would be very unhappy.

But she just liked staying with Lin Xinyu.

It's like finding your own home, peace of mind, warmth, contentment and comfort.

When she was at school, the little girl was more happy.

She didn't start to worry until the college entrance examination was about to take place. Fortunately, Lin Xinyu cheered her up and encouraged each other, which made the little girl relax.

However, she also noticed that her liking for Lin Xinyu was getting deeper and deeper.

Although the two of them got along as good friends, Bai Shihan told herself in her heart that she and the other party had already gone beyond the way of getting along with each other as good friends. This was intuition.

"You haven't fallen in love with me yet?"

Every time she heard Lin Xinyu say these words, Bai Shihan wanted to tell him that she liked him, very much, very much.

Unfortunately, she didn't dare to say it.

"It's okay. One day I will let you tell me in person that you like it very much."

Whenever this happens, the little girl can't help but blush.

She lowered her head, not wanting Lin Xinyu to see her expression, so she only responded softly: "Well..."

Lin Xinyu didn't mind her shyness at all, but stretched out his hand to rub the top of her head.

The summer after finishing the college entrance examination.

She really didn't want to leave, but she had no choice but to go to where her parents were. If she didn't go, they would definitely find clues about her and him.

She couldn't bear to leave him, but she had to leave.

But before leaving, she briefly expressed her feelings to Lin Xinyu and took the initiative to hold his hand for the first time.

"It's okay, I have to take good care of myself when I'm not around."

That was what he said to her before leaving, and he didn't forget to take out his cell phone to remind her that she could contact her via text message.

At that moment, Bai Shihan suddenly felt that her eyes were sore, and the tip of her nose was also sore.

She didn't know why she felt this way. Maybe it was just because of his words. The little girl had experienced too much when parting like this, so this was also the reason why she didn't dare to make friends. After all, she It is clear that we will be separated in the future.

But no matter how sad she was, the little girl still smiled firmly, waved to Lin Xinyu, and got into the car.

Fortunately, the other party didn't lie to her. He contacted her on his mobile phone every day. He also sent some funny expressions to make her happy and shared some so-called interesting things to make her laugh.

Everything is going in the right direction.

Originally, Bai Shihan thought that she could endure it, as long as she secretly filled out her application form and went to college to be happy...

But when Lin Xinyu appeared in front of her, she couldn't help but threw herself into his arms, hugged him tightly, and tears fell from her eyes.

At this moment, the little girl realized that she couldn't control her emotions at all. She missed him and liked him very much.

From then on, she accepted his confession and unlocked this new milestone of being a girlfriend for the first time.

Lin Xinyu was very happy and gave her the best reward - a seal that belonged to her on her forehead.

This is a mark that belongs to her alone.

They have experienced many things together, suffered hardships together, and enjoyed sweetness together. They are each other's only ones, and they are the fetters of fate, and no one can let go of the endless fate.

Every time I think of these things.

Bai Shihan would giggle blankly.

As the saying goes, one pregnancy lasts three years, but what was recorded in the notebook made her only feel happy.

"You are a big liar."

At this time, Lin Xinyu had already become the child's father. While rocking the cradle to let the child sleep, he hugged the little Hanhan.

"Yes, I am a liar. I will lie to you in this life, the next life, and the next life..."