Rebirth: Opening confession to my deskmate Xiaohanhan

For Bai Shihan, who has always been alone, she also knows very well that having another friend is beyond common sense.

How to get along?

Do you need to pay attention to his mood every day?

He always likes to eat. Does he like snacks?

After Bai Shihan studied and reviewed every day, she might lie down on the table and simply relax her head.

It's different now. She obviously has one more thing to do than before.

Then prepare more snacks in the future.

At that time, how could Lin Xinyu know what Bai Shihan was thinking? The only thing he knew clearly was that his deskmate was obviously a top student, so why was there so much food in the drawer?

Foodie? Hungry to replenish energy for studying?

"I noticed that your drawer looks like a treasure bag."

The fact is exactly what he said. No matter when he asked her for food, the other party would always conjure up various kinds of food for him, and she would never bring the same thing every time.

If there's one constant, it's the candy that's always been in the drawer.

"Treasure bag?"

"That's the fat blue guy, haven't you seen it?"

"without……"

"Then what animations have you watched?"

"Book?"

Pitiful……

This is Lin Xinyu's impression of her. Are there any children who have never seen cartoons?

At this time, Bai Shihan was even more curious. Every time she heard a lot of things she didn't know from his mouth, she suddenly felt that the world was full of mystery.

"Um...can you please stop sleeping in class?"

Seeing that the other party still planned to continue chatting, Bai Shihan gave a weak reminder.

It's not that he is nosy, but because he said that he wanted to be friends with her. The little girl's concept of friends is to help each other, so she said that.

Hearing this, Lin Xinyu was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly: "Sorry, I think about it too, but I can't control it."

Bai Shihan didn't answer him because she didn't know how to answer.

If he refuted it and forced him not to sleep, his friends would definitely hate him, right?

After all, I have never made friends, so I have no experience in this area.

So she was silent for a few seconds, and finally chose to compromise, saying softly to him: "Then...if you really can't control it, how about you go back to sleep?"

"You really can't control yourself anymore?"

Lin Xinyu couldn't laugh or cry. When he heard what she said, he suddenly realized that this girl's heart was very pure. It could even be described as pure. She had never seen the cartoon and knew nothing.

Most likely, I only know how to study. After all, I don’t have any friends around me. I go to and from school alone every day.

In this case, if you meet a bad person, you may have been abducted long ago. How could you have grown up safely until now?

Lin Xinyu was also curious about her, but his thoughts changed quickly. At that time, he was only thinking about how to have fun in high school, and he did not notice that Bai Shihan was also curious about him.

When he grew up, he realized that this silly classmate who had been by his side had always liked him.

Of course, this is another story.

At this moment, Lin Xinyu didn't realize it at all, he was just curious.

Just when he had the idea of ​​becoming friends with her, Kong Yu asked him to go to the toilet to relax.

Every time this happens, Bai Shihan will frown directly. She doesn't like the taste, and the candies in the drawer are just for him to cover up the bad taste in his mouth.

Is there any way for him to listen in class without hating himself, without going to the toilet?

Today's Bai Shihan has no social experience at all, nor any skills in dealing with complex relationships. She only knows how to do things according to her own ideas, so she looks a bit cute.

Maybe this is the legendary silly cuteness.

Although the two are at the same table, Lin Xinyu has always maintained a close distance from Bai Shihan.

This was something he did deliberately, not wanting others to misunderstand anything.

In this era where spreading rumors costs nothing, Lin Xinyu doesn't want to arouse others' suspicion because of some boring things.

What's more, most of the boys in school days are simple-minded and are often very concerned about such ambiguous rumors, so Lin Xinyu also tries to avoid getting too close to Bai Shihan.

However, his deliberate alienation caused the little girl to misunderstand, thinking that he didn't want to be friends with her.

The communication between the two people is limited to one asking for snacks, and the other will put the snacks on the table, or asking for homework, and the other will say that it is not good to do so, but in fact he will still hand over the homework. other side.

It was actually quite pleasant for the two of them to get along in this way, especially Lin Xinyu, who occasionally discussed with Bai Shihan some popular things outside the school.

At first she felt bad, but then she gradually discovered that the other party did not delay her study time. On the contrary, he always chatted with her when she was resting, making her relax involuntarily.

Over time, even if Bai Shihan had no friends, she had long regarded Lin Xinyu as her only friend in her heart, but she was shy and didn't know how to express it.

You can only start with other things.

For example, gradually add more problem-solving ideas to his homework, such as helping him simply write down the physics and chemistry formulas he doesn't know, or handing him prepared water to drink when he feels uncomfortable or tired.

These behaviors were not noticed by many people because they were at the same table and sat in the corner of the last row in the class.

All this made Bai Shihan understand that she had an extra friend.

This feeling……

Good.

The best thing is that he seems to have been studying hard recently, and he sleeps a lot less in class. The unpleasant smell on his body is much less than before. It is intermittent and has not stopped completely.

Despite this, Bai Shihan felt very relieved, knowing that her good friend was indeed developing in the good direction she thought.

It's just that in the first half of his senior year, he seemed to be a little different?

Bai Shihan couldn't tell exactly what had changed. In short, it was better than before. The only thing he found annoying was that the other party would always say some inexplicable words from time to time.

Either ask her if she thinks so-and-so in the next class is good-looking, or ask her how she looks.

She didn't know if he was good-looking or not, but the only clear thing was that Lin Xinyu was indeed good-looking, sunny and handsome, and his whole person exuded a clean temperament. It would be better if he got rid of those bad habits.

But why would he ask the girl in the next class if she was pretty?

Bai Shihan himself couldn't describe how he felt.

She only knew that every time Lin Xinyu asked her these things, her face would always turn red, her heart would beat fast, and she would even find it difficult to breathe for a moment.

This feeling is as if you secretly like someone but are afraid of being discovered. When the secret hidden in your heart is exposed, you will feel an indescribable tension and fear.

She didn't know it at first. She read these expressions from books, but later she gradually understood the meaning of these words.

So after hearing Lin Xinyu talk about the girl in the next class, I didn't know why. I always felt a little unhappy, and I didn't even like him anymore, and I didn't even want to pay attention to him.

The little girl is the kind of person who is very self-disciplined. No matter what happens, as long as it is not a special situation, it will never affect her studies. Therefore, her grades have always been stable and she has always been first in grade.

Despite this, she was still unhappy with Lin Xinyu.

So the next time the other party asked her for snacks, she said something she didn't even expect.

"No, there's nothing to eat..."

"There's nothing to eat? Then I'll buy it. What do you want to eat? I'll go down and bring it to you."

Lin Xinyu didn't think much about it. He just thought that Bai Shihan was hungry, so he ate all the snacks. He often ate her food. At this time, it would be unreasonable for him not to buy it.

Who knew Bai Shihan shook his head.

"I will not eat."

Bai Shihan's voice was very soft, but extremely firm.

She rarely eats snacks to begin with, not to mention that now she sees Lin Xinyu being a little unhappy, so how could she possibly accept the snacks he bought.

"Then I'll just buy some."

Then, before the little girl could say anything, Lin Xinyu stood up and walked to the classroom door, leaving Bai Shihan stunned in his seat without any chance to refuse.

When he came back, he was holding a bag in his hand and happened to meet the head teacher at the door. The two of them seemed to be laughing and joking. If they weren't at school, they would have thought they were friends.

In fact, Lao Chen said that Lin Xinyu didn't study hard and only bought snacks to eat. Instead, he didn't feel annoyed, but responded with a smile that he was hungry. What.

After Lin Xinyu came back, he placed the bag in the gap between his and Bai Shihan's tables. After all, the trash can was outside the corridor, so it was more convenient to use the bag as a trash can.

Bai Shihan couldn't help but frowned when she saw Lin Xinyu busy, and wanted to stop him, but she stopped abruptly when the words reached her lips.

"Here, the milk you usually like to drink."

Lin Xinyu was always the kind to put things directly on her table, because he knew what he gave her was what the other party liked, so he didn't ask her if she wanted it.

"As for snacks, put them all in your drawer. If there is anything you like, feel free to eat it. I have eaten so much from you before, and now I will treat it as returning it to you." Lin Xinyu said with a smile.

"Thank you, thank you..."

Although the little girl has not completely changed her mind, she can already tell what Lin Xinyu means.

She knew very well that the other party did not want to take advantage of her.

Because Bai Shihan also encountered this situation when she was a child. Every time when she had snacks to eat, children of the same age would come over to say hello to her and have nonchalant chats, which made outsiders feel like her. The two are very familiar.

But after she ran out of food, even if she took the initiative to play with her, the other party had no intention of treating her as a friend, and would even play with other children in front of her.

Therefore, it is really rare to find someone like Lin Xinyu who not only helps him deal with things he doesn't like, but also doesn't take advantage of him.

The most important thing is that any behavioral habits arising from his character will make Bai Shihan curious.

He is like a mystery that cannot be figured out no matter what.

But he also had a warm heart, so Bai Shihan became more and more curious, wanting to get closer to him and explore this mysterious feeling.

"No need to be so polite, aren't we friends?"

After saying that, Lin Xinyu took out the homework to review from the table.

"Besides, if it weren't for the problem-solving ideas in my homework, it would be really difficult for me to understand how to write these questions."

Hearing this, Bai Shihan only felt a little happy. She was a little unhappy just now, but now it has disappeared.

If he said this, it meant that he had not spent his energy in vain and had done a great favor.

"Do you want to go home together tonight? Fatty Kong and the others are curious about why my grades have improved so much during this period. I said I learned it, but they still didn't believe it and insisted that I copied it."

Lin Xinyu said this deliberately.

Because every night he saw Bai Shihan going home alone. He didn't know if it was an illusion. He used it intentionally or unintentionally to avoid crowds and go to places with few people. If he encountered any trouble...

I have to admit that Lin Xinyu's imagination is quite rich, but this does not mean that he really knows everything, or that he really pays some attention to Bai Shihan.

When Bai Shihan heard this, she fell silent immediately and did not answer immediately. She lowered her head and clutched the book with both hands, not knowing what to say.

She wanted to agree, but was still afraid of being around people.

After all, being a deskmate in the classroom is a special situation and a last resort.

If she left the classroom, she would feel a little nervous just standing next to Lin Xinyu, let alone going home with others.

"No, no, I'm used to going home alone..."

"I will definitely get rid of your stuttering habit."

Looking at the other party's unwavering eyes, Bai Shihan gritted his teeth and wanted to say something, but still couldn't.

"If you really don't like to be with others, you can follow us. We won't get close to you, so it's easier to take care of you."

"No, it's okay. I'll just go back alone."

At this time, Lin Xinyu didn't care. He just said this accidentally, but he didn't expect that Bai Shihan would actually do this later. He would follow them every time, but always keep a distance.

At first, Bai Shihan would still be nervous, always feeling guilty as a thief. Later, the number of times increased, and it became a habit.

At first I was afraid of being discovered by them, but later I saw that they hardly looked back, so I let go of my worries.

The only thing you need to worry about is avoiding the crowds while following them.

It was just such a move that Bai Shihan found that he seemed to be much more courageous than before.

What I do every day is added to my notebook: follow and not be discovered.

It turns out that some things are not necessarily bad things.

Such as daily tailgating.

Happy^_^