Rebirth, Starting from 2005

The red Mazda stopped and honked its horn twice. Yan Xin knew that Ai Lili was coming, so he walked over, opened the door, and sat directly in the passenger seat.

It was less than seven o'clock at this time.

"Have you had breakfast?" Ai Lili started the car and said, "If you haven't, I have bread and breakfast milk here, so you can make do with it first."

"Thank you Sister Lili, I've already eaten." Yan Xin said while wearing a seat belt.

I also took a look at Ai Lili, she was very good, she put on her seat belt, which showed that her reminder was still effective.

When he was looking at whether Ai Lili was wearing her seat belt, Ai Lili also felt his gaze, and suddenly she felt a little unnatural, and she didn't know what she thought of, and her face turned a little red.

Yan Xin didn't notice.

The weather is already a little hot, and it is understandable that his face is a little red.

He also boasted: "Sister Lily is so beautiful today."

Ai Lili was a little embarrassed, and said with a smile: "Really?"

"Really, very beautiful," Yan Xin said, "I don't like to praise others, I always tell the truth, and now I have to say this with my conscience - Sister Lily, you are beautiful!"

But after a pause, he continued: "Sister Lili, you will be even more beautiful if you wear a skirt. A beautiful girl like you should wear a beautiful skirt, so that she will look even more beautiful."

I added a sentence in my heart: "If you wear black silk, you will be more beautiful..."

It's already summer, but Ai Lili still dresses conservatively.

Needless to say when I go to work, I wear professional suits and long-sleeved shirts on hot days, and I don’t wear skirts, just slim-fit trousers.

Now I go out to climb the mountain on my rest day, but I don't wear the black and white professional suit, but put on casual clothes, light blue jeans and a white shirt.

Not to mention the exposed legs, not even the arms.

Ai Lili's legs are quite long, and it should be nice to show her legs, but Yan Xin has never seen her show her legs.

Whether it is in the previous life or in this life.

Probably because of her mother's strict control.

In contrast, Yan Xin dressed more openly, with a T-shirt and shorts, showing both legs and arms.

Ai Lili thought of the few skirts hidden in her closet, feeling a little depressed in her heart, and said, "I don't like wearing skirts."

"You can like this." Yan Xin said.

Ai Lili snorted and said, "Then I'll try it later."

But thinking of her mother gave me some headaches.

Yan Xin also knew about the situation in her family. He would be questioned if he went to burn incense that day and returned late, but it left a deep impression on him.

Then he asked with a smile, "Sister Lily was able to climb the mountain today, what reason did she use?"

Ai Lili rolled his eyes at him, and said angrily: "What other reason can I have? Just burning incense and worshiping Buddha. I told her that I dreamed of going to Baolin Temple to burn incense. A Bodhisattva told me that I would have a bloody disaster next. Only a Bodhisattva can help me relieve many disasters. Then she asked me to go to Baolin Temple to burn incense when I am free."

One of the principles her mother often instilled in her was that girls should keep their chastity, if they don't keep it, they will be despised in the future, and they will be looked down upon after they get married, and they don't even have the qualifications to marry.

I'm afraid that she will fool around with bad people in society and ruin her chastity, so she can't stand it.

Even though it's already the 21st century, it still seems like a person who came from the 19th century, and I don't know if it has something to do with her own experience.

She was on guard everywhere, so that Ai Lili didn't even have any private space, and it was really not easy to come out.

Thinking of this made her feel depressed.

I used to quarrel with her mother because of this matter, saying that it was a feudal concept.

Her mother expressed helplessness: "I also know that it is a feudal concept, and I also know that it is not good, but those rich people have such a concept, what can you do? Those who have no money are just casual. But can you suffer with people who have no money?"

"I can." Ellie said at the time.

"But, you are my only daughter, and I will rely on your pension in the future. Are you going to marry someone who has no money and bring me there to suffer with you?" Her mother asked again.

Then she couldn't answer.

Her mother's living standard is quite high, and her monthly pocket money costs tens of thousands of yuan, and she always complains about being poor and her father doesn't give her any money.

With her current salary, she simply cannot afford to support her.

If she wanted to maintain her mother's current standard of living, either she would become a rich person or marry a rich person.

If she could reach the standard of living in her mother's mind, it would be impossible if she was rich, but very rich.

So the ones her mother introduced to her were those with rich families, or those with great power.

As for whether people are good or not, that doesn't matter at all, as long as they can bring a luxurious life.

She is also very helpless.

It's not like I didn't fight in the early years, but I finally compromised, and gradually this kind of obedience became something engraved in my bones.

This time, in order to climb the mountain with Yan Xin, she could only find one such reason.

When I said this, I felt a little grievance in my heart. I looked at Yan Xin and thought: "If it wasn't for climbing mountains with you, I wouldn't lie and deceive people."

Yan Xin didn't know what was going on in her mind, so she even boasted with a smile: "You are so smart, you didn't think of such a reason."

He asked again: "Then do you want to take pictures for you today?"

"It's okay to take pictures, or not to take pictures," Ai Lili said, "Anyway, I haven't used up the photos I took last time, so I can just choose a few unused ones and show her."

"Then when will you go home?" Yan Xin asked again.

"In the evening, it's the same as last time, go back after dinner." Ai Lili said.

Yan Xin had some surprises: "Aren't you afraid that your mother will call you again?"

Ai Lili looked at the road ahead, was silent for a while, and then said: "Just say it! It's hard to come out to play for a day, and you must have fun."

Yan Xin was about to say hello to her, and then heard her add:

"As long as we can get back before nine o'clock in the evening, it's not a big problem."

Yan Xin was a little speechless: "Isn't this a little too strict?"

Ai Lili deeply felt the same, but she still explained: "She is doing it for my own good."

She didn't even believe it herself.

But what can be done?

The person mentioned is her mother, she can't say her mother is not right?

As long as such thoughts occur in my mind, I will think of the picture of being angry with her mother when she was young, her mother cutting her wrist and committing suicide, bleeding all over the floor.

That was the shadow of her life.

Yan Xin sighed, thinking to himself: "It's so pitiful."

There are still some regrets: "The song "Prisoner Bird" came out a little too early, otherwise, I can copy this song for her."