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At night, the night view of Zhengcheng is still bustling.

After all, it is also a new first-tier city. Although it is still lagging behind in various aspects, it still has some prototypes of a metropolis.

Xu Zhimu took An Xiaomi and rode slowly on the road home.

Xu Zhimu is particularly fond of dim street lamps and fallen sycamore trees.

There seem to be countless fragments of memories hidden among the shadows of the trees.

Good, bad, sour and sweet, they have become the most precious and precious memories in this life.

Xu Zhimu is a person who has lost a lot of things. In this life, it seems that everything has returned to him twice as much.

The girl behind him gently hugged his waist, and her soft body pressed tightly against his back. This moment of peace made Xu Zhimu feel a little dazed.

As a childhood sweetheart, Xu Zhimu actually knew it very well.

Although An Xiaomi is a very proud girl, she is kind at heart.

Xu Zhimu has lived two lifetimes, and he has already understood that he was really terrible in his last life.

An average family, average grades, a slightly good-looking face, but no attention to body management, resulting in a nine-point appearance that can only show six or seven points.

Moreover, he was in his rebellious stage, jumping on the wall to surf the Internet, sleeping in class, and wearing messy hair.

I feel uncomfortable just thinking about it, it would be strange if I could be accepted.

And during that period, although An Xiaomi never agreed to her confession, she would always fail to finish her homework or fall asleep in class.

An Xiaomi would always help him with counseling time and time again, reminding him in various ways.

That feels like the most helpless way to deal with a rebellious child.

If you like a person, you can accept his failure, but you cannot accept his gradual degradation.

Using love as a binding is the shackles Xu Zhimu brought to An Xiaomi in his previous life.

Even a year after re-reading the previous life, Xu Zhimu still has such naive thinking in his own concept of love.

It's like me and my elementary school sister.

In fact, even if Xu Zhimu is now bankrupt and has never recovered from his depression, hiding at home every day without going out, his junior sister will still be with him all the time.

But this kind of liking is not correct, and it is also unfair to the junior girls.

Xu Zhimu may also use other methods to make the junior sister leave him.

Therefore, my mentality at this time is the same as An Xiaomi's in the previous life.

In fact, as Xu Zhimu gradually realized these truths, his resentment towards An Xiaomi had long since dissipated.

Before, it was just a simple feeling that I already had a junior sister, and An Xiaomi and An Xiaomi were just neighbors at most.

But this fate is strange, and they are entangled again.

Xu Zhimu is just a little curious and confused in his heart now.

Even during the most cold war period between the two of them in the previous life, when the weather got cold sometimes, An Xiaomi would still remind him to wear more clothes.

He would also take care of Xu Zhimu when he was sick.

But why, in her senior year, she suddenly chose to go abroad?

What could have happened that would have caused her to leave so suddenly and decisively in her previous life.

This is Xu Zhimu's heartache. The night wind caresses his face, the cool wind, and the warmth behind him.

Xu Zhimu looked up at the moon in the sky, and finally spoke slowly.

"An Xiaomi, I want to ask you something."

"What?"

An Xiaomi's voice sounded slightly sweet.

Xu Zhimu paused again, but the girl suddenly became a little nervous.

In fact, she is also very scared now. If he asks her that kind of question later...how will she answer him?

Should she pretend to be stupid and continue to stay by his side as a younger sister, or...but if she failed, she would really have no chance of being by his side.

Xu Zhimu rode the bike slowly, sorted out the thoughts in his mind, and said slowly: "If, I mean if, after I confessed to you in my senior year of high school, I still haven't changed anything, and I still follow you silently every day.

There is no way for me to go shopping with you, and there is no way to go to Binhai University with you. There is no progress or change... Will you still go out shopping with me like you are now?"

When Xu Zhimu asked this question, the girl behind him was speechless for a long time, but Xu Zhimu could feel her trembling slightly.

After a while, the girl's soft voice, mixed with the sound of the wind, reached Xu Zhimu's ears.

"If you have always been like that... I would rather never appear in your world..."

An Xiaomi's voice was slightly trembling.

Xu Zhimu also held his breath for a moment.

An Xiaomi hugged his waist.

"You know, I remember the first time I saw you, you were gentle and handsome, and you were the best in school... But since I showed up, you seem to have spent all your energy on me.

on the body."

The girl's voice was filled with the bitterness of memories: "But this is wrong. Later, you became more and more paranoid. Without your original social circle, your personality became more and more rebellious. You made some bad friends, dyed your hair, surfed the Internet, and your body became worse and worse.

Greasy, my grades are getting worse..."

"Dark history."

Xu Zhimu also laughed at himself.

"You also know." The girl lightly bumped her head on his back, and then said.

"So I thought, it was because of my appearance that the original Zhimu brother became like this... So at that time, I thought naively, if I should do something to change you..."

"But... you haven't thought about it. What if we go too far and we may never have any contact with each other?"

Xu Zhimu asked her in a deep voice, in fact, even in this life, if it weren't for all kinds of mistakes, maybe the two of them would never have contact with each other.

The girl held his hand and squeezed his abdominal muscles gently, but showed a bitter smile: "I have thought about it, but I can't see you going on like this...especially looking at you like this,

You are tall, handsome and have become a boss. Whether you are uncles, aunts, or grandparents, everyone around you will look up to you with admiration. I think that you, who shine like this, should be the life you really deserve, even if...

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This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Even if there is one less me...

The girl hugged him tightly again, as if if she let go, he would really disappear.

There was an indescribable feeling in Xu Zhimu's chest. He couldn't tell whether it was a blockage or relief.

"So, if I never change, even in the next five or ten years, no one may want me, but I still like you, will you still leave me?"

"How could that be possible..."

The girl behind him hugged him tightly and smiled softly: "If that's really the case, of course I have to take responsibility. After all, you became like this because of me. At worst, I will let you eat my soft rice.

Enough……"

Xu Zhimu could tell that what she said was not a lie.

But if this is really the case, why did she leave so suddenly in her previous life?

An Xiaomi's thoughts were very complicated at the moment, but because of what he just said, his heartbeat kept accelerating.

Let him eat his soft rice... isn't this a confession?

The scent of the lake hits my face.

Xu Zhimu's car stopped on the river bank.

The two got out of the car and lay on the fence on the river bank, quietly looking at the sparkling lake surface blown by the wind in the night.

Blowing in the night wind and smelling the scent of the lake.

The two people's scarves were still tied together. Xu Zhimu looked sideways, quietly looking at the girl beside him, and finally looked at the lake and spoke softly.

"If there is a reason why you have to leave me, what would it be?"

As Xu Zhimu said, the girl slowly turned her head, looking at him closely with her eyes flashing: "Do you still remember the winter of the second year of junior high school?"

Xu Zhimu thought for a while: "Remember, that year we were building a snowman together, but you suddenly fell ill. That time... it was very serious."

"Yeah, it's so serious... I'm really close to leaving you forever."

As the girl spoke, a smile appeared on her face, and her hands that were placed on the railing were gently held together to keep warm.

Xu Zhimu took a look and covered her hand with his own.

The girl was stunned for a moment, then her smile became brighter: "During that time, my parents wanted to take me to another hospital to recuperate, but I refused."

"Why?"

"Because... you and I haven't finished building the snowman yet. There's still one head left to go. Your hands are so clumsy that you can't click on the snowman's eyes every time. I don't want my snowman to look so ugly...

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An Xiaomi smiled and told the story, as if the scene of that year was really before her eyes.

Xu Zhimu's chest seemed to be hit again and again, and his mind was in chaos.

An Xiaomi also looked at him, and finally looked at the reflection on the lake, followed by the lights of thousands of houses.

"So, if I really have to leave you, maybe it's because I'm afraid that I won't be able to build a snowman with you in the next winter."

After the girl finished speaking, Xu Zhimu was stunned for a long time.

Everything seemed to have a vague answer in Xu Zhimu's mind.

It seems... An Xiaomi, who was about to leave by plane in her last life, seemed to be in late autumn when winter was about to begin.

Seeing that he was speechless for a long time, An Xiaomi smiled softly: "Okay, I've been fine for several winters, maybe I'm fine already..."

Before she finished speaking, Xu Zhimu suddenly hugged her.

The sudden warmth caused An Xiaomi's forced smile to slowly become covered with warm colors.

She also hugged Xu Zhimu's waist tightly.

The wind on the lake blew their scarfs.

for a long time.

Xu Zhimu slowly let go of her, and the girl's eyes were slightly moist. She rubbed her eyes and lowered her head slightly: "I was fascinated by the sand..."

Xu Zhimu also smiled: "Go home."

The girl looked into his eyes and nodded slightly.

"Um."

There were no words all the way, but the two hearts were beating closer than ever in this life.

When they got home, the two held hands and walked to the door of the house.

An Xiaomi looked at him. The girl's cheeks had always had a nice blush today. She raised her bright eyes and looked at him closely.

She wonders if today will be considered a dream when she wakes up tomorrow?

Xu Zhimu also looked at her, and finally gently took off his scarf and put it on for her.

"I'm very happy today..." the girl said softly, holding his hand and letting go little by little.

Don't be too greedy.

"I'm also very happy, eating and drinking for free all day long."

Xu Zhimu also smiled and spoke.

An Xiaomi suddenly raised her head and looked at him. Looking at the playful and smiling face, she asked him in a slightly trembling voice: "Then, from now on I will let you eat and drink for free. Can you...can you come out again?"

Let’s take a walk…”

The girl's hopeful voice was also a little timid, a little bit tentative, and she was afraid of causing resentment.

With this timid and nervous look, Xu Zhimu seemed to be looking into a mirror.

"Then it depends on whether I have a reserved time. If nothing happens, I can come out and have a meal with you."

Xu Zhimu shrugged, with a rather stinking tone in his tone.

The two people's hands separated, but An Xiaomi felt a warm current spread throughout his body along with his words.

The corners of An Xiaomi's mouth couldn't help but curl up, her eyes were filled with sparkling light, and her two little feet were tiptoeing back and forth unconsciously.

It's like a little kid who got a treasure.

"Well, see you tomorrow?"

"good."

Xu Zhimu nodded, and both of them had turned on the door handles of their respective homes.

Suddenly there was a breeze in the corridor.

An Xiaomi suddenly lowered his head and babbled softly.

"What's wrong?" Xu Zhimu turned around and asked her.

"I was blinded by the sand..."

An Xiaomi turned around again and rubbed her eyes slightly.

"Where is it? Let me see."

Xu Zhimu walked over and was just about to help her take a look, but the girl who was rubbing her eyes suddenly raised her head.

A soft touch flashed across his cheek.

After that, the girl returned home like a gust of wind.

I could only hear the last words "good night" with a faint smile.

"Good night."

Xu Zhimu looked at the door she had closed.

In this life...since she has made up for all the regrets, she must always be safe.

Year after year, year after year, year after year, peace and security...

Xu Zhimu opened the door and walked in.

It's almost ten o'clock.

My mother was still applying a facial mask in the living room. When she saw Xu Zhimu coming back, she said, "You two are finally back. What have you been doing?"

"Press the road."

Xu Zhimu went over and took a sip of the warm tea.

"Mom, you are really enjoying yourself now. You keep applying facial masks every day."

"Why, mom has worked hard for most of her life, and she can't enjoy it any more?"

Mom does feel much younger recently than before.

When people have money, no one will enjoy it.

Xu Zhimu smiled, it was good like this. Everything at home was stable and he could develop freely outside.

"Where's dad?"

"I'm so drunk that I'm lying in the room."

"……Good."

Xu Zhimu couldn't help but smile and was about to take a shower and go to bed.

Mom suddenly sat up: "Son, tell Mom, what's going on between you and Xiaomi now?"

In fact, although Xu's mother unconditionally supports Xu Zhimu's choice of dating, and looking at the photos, his girlfriend is quite good.

But after all, I haven't really been exposed to it yet, and An Xiaomi has grown up watching it.

He knows his roots well, has a good personality, and his relationship has always been good.

Xu's mother always felt a little regretful in her heart.

But the two children had a conflict, and this time they stayed together again.

I feel even more tired than when I was ambiguous before.

It’s really confusing.

Xu Zhimu also thought for a moment, and finally said: "Mom, tell me... what do you think if I have two girlfriends?"

After Xu Zhimu said these words, the mask on Xu's mother's face almost fell off.

Xu’s mother:???