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Night fell, and only a little firelight from the fire could be seen under the bridge.

On the table, there is a birthday cake.

Cheng Fanmiao held white flowers in her hands, and the sparkle in her eyes became even brighter due to the firelight.

She looked at Xu Zhimu dreamingly and suddenly smiled.

"Is this a scumbag? People hate him and love him at the same time..."

"Isn't it normal for friends to give small gifts on their birthdays?"

Xu Zhimu shrugged, he was used to being called a scumbag anyway.

He walked to the table and started to help her put out birthday candles.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at him. She was holding the hyacinth in her hand, and there were roasted sweet potatoes exuding heat in her arms.

Romantic and practical, she got both today.

"If you act like this, you will make people fall deeper and deeper into trouble."

Cheng Fanmiao said meaningfully.

"I'm not a quagmire. Besides, love is not the only option between people."

"But there is no pure friendship between men and women. Either they don't like each other, or they don't have the courage to break through the window paper."

"Then we can prove to the world once that there is still pure friendship between men and women."

Xu Zhimu smiled and put the candle in place. In total, Xu Zhimu was nearly a year older than her.

"pure?"

Cheng Fanmiao smiled: "But my thoughts are not pure."

"So what? As a grown man, how can I still be afraid of you forcing yourself on me?" Xu Zhimu also smiled, picked up the crown as a birthday gift, and walked up to her.

Cheng Fanmiao smiled crookedly.

"Come on, it's your birthday today, put on the crown and make a wish."

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and helped her put it on her head.

The two people were so close that they could see the luster in each other's eyes. Although the sunset was dim and the surrounding temperature was very low, a warm wind seemed to blow between them.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at him who was so close, her red lips lightly parted: "All my wishes today will come true, right?"

"Maybe, it's always good to have hope."

Lighting the candles one by one, Xu Zhimu smiled and said: "Of course, if you hope to have a successful career, I can also help you realize your wish."

"Compared to money, I want to seek something more, fate?"

Cheng Fanmiao looked at him deeply with a smile on her lips.

Xu Zhimu said: "Fate no longer belongs to Yue Lao but to the God of Wealth. Making money well is the way to go."

"Money is actually not that important to me. I can lie on a mattress that costs tens of thousands of dollars. I can sleep on a cold and hard bridge. I can taste a box of caviar that costs tens of thousands of dollars. A bag of caviar costs only a few dollars."

I also like to eat quick-frozen dumplings.”

A gleam of light flashed in Cheng Fanmiao's eyes. She looked at the birthday candles lit in front of her. She took a deep look at Xu Zhimu and slowly said: "Then I hope that every birthday of mine will be like this."

A person is willing to accompany me here to eat frozen dumplings. Of course, it would be better if something else happens."

Cheng Fanmiao seemed to have a characteristic of not being serious for more than three seconds. The last sentence made Xu Zhimu couldn't help but smile and shake his head: "It doesn't work if you say your wish."

"I don't believe in any gods. I just believe that you have to grab everything by yourself, no matter what the means. Maybe one day in the future, you will really fall under my pomegranate skirt?"

After Cheng Fanmiao looked at the birthday cake, Xu Zhimu, illuminated by the candlelight, now had all the attractive characteristics of a mature man.

The same is true for Cheng Fanmiao. She is the most special one among the girls Xu Zhimu has come into contact with. Even now, Xu Zhimu cannot guess many of her thoughts.

It was impossible to tell whether what she said was a joke or serious.

But no matter what, it's nice to have such a friend.

Xu Zhimu smiled and pushed the cake in front of her: "Then what should I say? I wish your dreams will come true?"

"That's what you said." Cheng Fanmiao looked at him with a smile, as if she had permission.

"Okay, if you don't blow out the candles, they will drip on the cake."

On the birthday cake, the small candles are almost burned out.

Cheng Fanmiao paused for a second. She looked at Xu Zhimu, the emotion in her eyes turned into an unspeakable light. She closed her eyes slightly for a moment, stretched her head, and blew out the candle.

The surroundings suddenly became dark.

But Cheng Fanmiao's clear laughter continued to echo under the bridge.

"You are the first person besides my mother who I have celebrated my birthday with in so many years. Thank you."

"There is no need to say thank you between friends, let's eat cake."

Under the dim light of the fire, the two people could only see clearly the expressions on each other's faces, both of which were illuminated by the yellow firelight with extra warmth.

Xu Zhimu cut the cake and handed it to her.

Cheng Fanmiao took the cake, scooped it up with a small spoon and took a bite. The sweet and greasy texture made her couldn't help but squint her eyes and make a humming sound like a kitten.

“It’s delicious!”

"If it's delicious, eat more. Anyway, it's just the two of us today."

Xu Zhimu smiled and took a bite. Although the cake was definitely considered "junk food", birthdays only come once a year, so it didn't matter if you ate it freely.

The two of them were holding cakes, eating the cakes in their hands while watching the snowflakes falling from the sky in this deserted place for miles around.

A bottle of wine was also warmed, and the two of them drank some, and their bodies suddenly felt a lot warmer.

"Fortunately, there is no one here. Otherwise, if people saw us two sitting here eating cakes in the middle of winter, they would think we are crazy."

Xu Zhimu couldn't help but joke.

"Humans, you have to find a time to go crazy, otherwise you might really go crazy one day."

Cheng Fanmiao really likes this "crazy" feeling. Anyway, she herself is a psychopath in the eyes of others.

"It makes sense. In fact, sometimes if you are a little crazy, the people around you will become more normal."

Xu Zhimu nodded, raised his glass, touched it with Cheng Fanmiao and drank.

"Yes, many people in the past called me a lunatic, but I am the only one who knows that if I am not crazy, the crazy person may be my mother."

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Cheng Fanmiao said with a smile while eating the cake.

Xu Zhimu was slightly silent. Yes, a few years ago, under this bridge, if Cheng Fanmiao hadn't gone crazy and used the utility knife he carried to protect her and her mother.

Now maybe she is really crazy.

"It's all over. Time will slowly dilute everything. It's better to let go of some things." Xu Zhimu comforted.

Cheng Fanmiao smiled slightly and asked: "You should know that people never really let go, they just find something that can make up for this part of the regret.

Just like you, An Xiaomi was once something you couldn't let go of. No matter how wonderful your life was, there was always such a missing place in your heart.

But you are lucky, she can stay with you forever now, and you have the person you most want to have again. Of course you can let go of the past, but I haven't yet..."

Cheng Fanmiao said, looking at Xu Zhimu again with fiery eyes. Her cheeks were rosy. She didn't know whether it was because of two glasses of wine or for other reasons.

"I will be an old man getting married soon."

"But you're not married yet, are you?"

Cheng Fanmiao's smile did not change. Xu Zhimu was about to say something when Cheng Fanmiao suddenly said, "Remember what I told you before, that I want to set up a design brand myself?"

Xu Zhimu nodded. In fact, Xu Zhimu mentioned this idea to her after seeing that she often designed some clothes and decorations by herself.

In the future short video era, it is not particularly difficult to make a product popular. Only by selling your own products on your own platform can you maximize profits and launch an international domestic brand, creating a win-win situation.

"Have you thought about it? You have to try all the early projects anyway. As long as you are willing, the platform can support you unconditionally, and the shares are your own. It should be regarded as a reward for your unconditional trust in me." Xu Zhimu replied with a smile.

Facing this overwhelming wealth, Cheng Fanmiao just showed a mysterious smile.

"Actually, I have already designed my first work. Do you want to take a look at it today and appreciate it?"

Cheng Fanmiao turned his head and looked at him unblinkingly with his fox eyes.

"Of course, it's my honor." Xu Zhimu nodded immediately.

Although some pajamas and the like designed by Cheng Fanmiao in the past were really exciting to see, it is still winter outdoors, so she would not wear these for display.

"Okay, but before that, let's have a drink."

But after getting the consent, Cheng Fanmiao put down the cake and took out another bottle of red wine.

He poured a glass for Xu Zhimu and himself.

Xu Zhimu almost picked it up and shook it. The mellow taste of wine hit his face. It was indeed good to take a sip of wine in this weather.

After clinking glasses, Xu Zhimu drank it all in one gulp.

Cheng Fanmiao did not drink, but looked at him with squinted eyes: "Drink so quickly, aren't you afraid that I will drug you?"

"Again, you're doing this again? You said you'd drug me last time. How dare I not know your courage?" Xu Zhimu smiled confidently.

The luster in Cheng Fanmiao's eyes was flowing, and she picked up the wine glass and took a sip.

A trace of blush appeared on her fair cheeks. She slowly stood up and started to unzip her large down jacket.

"Wait, what are you doing?" Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment.

"Didn't I tell you that I want you to see my real first work?"

Cheng Fanmiao smiled as she completely unzipped her white down jacket.

However, the fragrant scenery that Xu Zhimu guessed did not appear. Instead, a delicate black color appeared in front of his eyes.

Under Cheng Fanmiao's down jacket, there was actually an exquisite black dress.

She looked at Xu Zhimu's expression, and a smirk appeared on her red cheeks: "Ah, some people must be disappointed, right?"

Xu Zhimu coughed dryly and did not answer.

At this moment, Cheng Fanmiao also completely took off his white down jacket. At this moment, this exquisite black dress was completely displayed in front of Xu Zhimu.

Cheng Fanmiao's style has always been very bold, especially for dresses, which have a wide range of designs with deep V or thigh-high slits.

But what Cheng Fanmiao is wearing now seems a bit "conservative".

From the black collar, only a small section of snow-white shoulders and a little delicate collarbone can be seen. From the shoulders to the shoulder bones, there are some black feather shapes, just like two black wings.

The waist-cinching design perfectly supports her slender figure. There is also a ribbon around the waist. The ribbon is black and white and is the only part with white. It is wrapped around the waist.

The black skirt, compared to the holy white, makes her look like she came from hell.

If Liu Ningqing and An Xiaomi look like holy white swans when they pass on their wedding dresses, Ye Luojia looks like a beautiful phoenix of wealth and wealth in the world.

So at this moment, Cheng Fanmiao is like a black swan coming out of the darkness, still holding its head high.

This strange contrasting beauty made Xu Zhimu feel a little dazed for a moment.

She was supposed to be a white swan like An Xiaomi.

However, her past experiences were like the white down jacket she had taken off at this moment, and her holy white wings faded away, but she never gave up her raised head and her arrogant beauty that could not be concealed.

She embraced darkness because at that time, the law of darkness was her only way to live.

Cheng Fanmiao slowly came to Xu Zhimu. Under the light of the fire, she walked from the darkness to the light little by little. In front of Xu Zhimu, the expression on her face was filled with smiles and... love.

It was so hot that Xu Zhimu couldn't look at him for a moment.

"Does it look good?"

Cheng Fanmiao asked him.

"It's very beautiful. Do you have a name?" Xu Zhimu breathed out softly.

"No, because this piece is destined not to appear in the sun."

Cheng Fanmiao shook his head. He looked at Xu Zhimu and bent down slightly. Their eyes were almost touching.

This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! "Can you cooperate with me?"

Xu Zhimu was silent for a moment, then chuckled: "Okay."

Cheng Fanmiao smiled happily. She handed the black and white ribbon around her waist to Xu Zhimu's hand: "Please be sure to hold me tightly."

Xu Zhimu gently held the ribbon.

But she saw Cheng Fanmiao kicking off her shoes. She was walking in the snow-covered area, her white and tender feet walking on the same pure and traceless white snow.

"You..." Xu Zhimu was about to say something.

But he saw Cheng Fanmiao dancing lightly at this moment.

Snowflakes were still falling in the sky, and she gently stretched her body. She was an art student, and what she was dancing at the moment was the Swan Lake in the ballet.

And she is indeed like a black swan.

Snowflakes all over the sky fell on her head, shoulders, and black skirt. Under the light of the fire and the bright moonlight, the river in front of her seemed to really become the legendary Swan Lake.

Her dancing posture was sometimes soft, sometimes cheerful, and sometimes a little hesitant. The snow on the ground was cold and slippery. Cheng Fanmiao almost fell down several times, but Xu Zhimu held the ribbon tightly in his hand.

At this moment, Cheng Fanmiao seemed to be a swan trying to escape from the darkness, and the only thing she could rely on was the ribbon in Xu Zhimu's hand. Xu Zhimu was also the only one who could hold her and keep the last trace of white sanctity on the ribbon.

Xu Zhimu saw a trace of crystal color, which was her eyes. Drops of tears emerged from her eyes. As she turned on tiptoe, the tears fell on the ground, and another drop fell on Xu Zhimu's hand.

"This is the wedding dress I made for myself. I will only wear it for you once in this life."

"Cheng Fanmiao..."

Xu Zhimu didn't know how to answer. In fact, he knew what she was thinking when he saw the black dress.

Xu Zhimu lowered his head and looked at her feet. It must have been uncomfortable to step on the ground like this. He walked over and was suddenly gently held by Cheng Fanmiao.

Her hands were very cold. Even after drinking, she could not suppress the coldness of the night. Xu Zhimu sighed and then spoke slowly.

"You'll catch a cold."

"These are not important. Next time we meet, maybe you will get married. Before you get married, just let me be willful this time and dance with me."

At this moment, Cheng Fanmiao was cold all over, but her cheeks were rosy. She pressed against Xu Zhimu's body, but there were tears in her eyes.

Xu Zhimu looked at her silently, and finally sighed softly.

He gently held her waist, let her toes step on his shoes, and led her to move gently in the dance.

"I didn't expect you could dance."

Cheng Fanmiao smiled. She felt that Xu Zhimu danced a very standard international dance.

"Learned a little bit."

Xu Zhimu said, he actually learned it when he attended a dance party with Ye Luojia.

Ballroom dancing is called ballroom dancing because two people are next to each other and can whisper in the ballroom that only two people can hear.

"You know, I've been waiting for this day for a long time..."

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu's cheek, her eyes flashing with color.

"Once, I was abandoned by my biological father, and my mother and I could only live under the bridge here. We also had to face the ridicule of my classmates and the evil intentions of some people. From that moment on, I changed from a high-ranking white swan to a white swan.

An ugly duckling.

Later, my mother and I's life got better and better. We moved from the bridge to a warm and safe big house. We no longer had to push back and forth for a bite to eat. I could go to school normally again, and my life was even better than that of ordinary people. Everything seemed to be okay.

It's getting better again.

But the past will not disappear, and some things cannot be erased by time.

I went from an ugly duckling to a swan again.

However, it is no longer a white swan, but a black swan.

The twisted personality I split to protect myself and my mother has become a part of myself. I did do some excessive things, but only I know that those boys are just bad people who can't stand the temptation, just like

It's my irresponsible father...

I thought that my life would just go on living in a muddle, but then I met you."

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu with her eyes, and her tearful smile made Xu Zhimu feel shocked in his heart.

"Originally, I thought that you would change the person you love easily like other boys.

But later I discovered that you, a boy, are different.

You should obviously be the one who has been heartbroken, but overnight, you seem to have changed into a different person. I always remember that when I saw you that time, your eyes were bathed in the hope of redemption.

That is what I long for most hidden in my heart.

I wanted to keep this thing as my own, so I started to find ways to get closer to you."

Speaking of this, Xu Zhimu couldn't help but smile and looked at the girl in front of him: "So, when you approached me in the first place, you actually had bad intentions."

"Yes, after all, although you have changed a lot at that time, you are still not to the point where people will fall madly in love with you at a glance. What's more, there is An Xiaomi beside you, who dares to compete with her without opening his eyes."

Cheng Fanmiao recalled the scene of the first confrontation between the three of them. When she thought of An Xiaomi grinning like a little tiger with her teeth, she couldn't help but smile, and she continued.

"Even when I was a freshman, I still just wanted to keep you, or the secret of your redemption, as my own. But that time, after the experience at the beach villa, I completely understood.

What I have always wanted has actually been obtained by me.

I will always remember that sentence: "If you want to obtain gentleness, you must first surrender to gentleness."

From that day on, I surrendered to you.

Because, for the first time, I finally know what I really want and what I really like."

Cheng Fanmiao's body was pressed tightly against his, and her beautiful figure could easily break the upright young man's heart that was ready to move.

This chapter is not finished yet, please click the next page to continue reading the exciting content! The eyes are so hot, the softness on the body, and the faint fragrance. Xu Zhimu doesn’t know if it’s because he drank too much. At this moment, he feels that his blood is flowing faster.

soon.

He looked at the girl with tears in her eyes, and at this moment, he understood her heart.

However, he still sighed softly, his voice still gentle: "I'm sorry, but in this life, there is no place for me by my side. I only hurt you by agreeing to you."

Cheng Fanmiao no longer knows how many times she has been rejected, but she still smiles: "So, if I show up earlier and we can meet together, maybe we can really lick each other's wounds together.

Bar."

"Probably." Xu Zhimu's heart moved slightly. If in his previous life, he could have met someone like Cheng Fanmiao in his confused world, it might have been the story of mutual redemption between a decadent boy and a troubled girl in a light novel.

Cheng Fanmiao smiled happily. She gently hugged Xu Zhimu's neck and looked at him: "So, it's not that you don't have feelings for me, it's just because you are too crowded around me, right?"

"Is there any difference?" Xu Zhimu asked.

"Yes, there is a big difference. Can you tell me the answer?"

Xu Zhimu was silent, but Cheng Fanmiao smiled proudly, with tears glistening in the corners of his eyes: "Sure enough, to put it this way, my loss is not ugly, I just lost to time and the opportunity to enter...

Well, that makes me feel better."

Seeing the girl saying this, Xu Zhimu could only sigh slightly: "You make me look like a sinner."

"No, liking you is my own business."

She gently broke away from Xu Zhimu's arms. She stood barefoot on the snow-covered ground, and the snowflakes flying from the sky fell on her body. At this moment, she seemed to have really been saved.

Those fox eyes did not have the charm or provocation of the past at this moment, but instead had a color that was somewhat incomprehensible.

"I've got the answer. Since you can't take that step, leave it to me."

Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment, what exactly did she mean by this sentence.

Have you finally made up your mind to break off their current ambiguous relationship?

Xu Zhimu didn't even know what it felt like at this moment, but it was a good thing, probably.

"So, that's it, we will always be friends."

"friend?"

Cheng Fanmiao smiled. She walked over and held Xu Zhimu's cheek: "I don't need any friends, what I need is you."

"You drank too much."

Xu Zhimu looked at her. At this moment, Cheng Fanmiao's delicate face was flushed. He even felt that he was a little dizzy from drinking today.

"Today is my birthday, and as my last request, I want you to promise me something, okay?"

Cheng Fanmiao did not let go, and Xu Zhimu found that he couldn't take his hand away: "Just tell me."

Cheng Fanmiao's eyes flashed with luster: "I know what you are thinking now, don't worry, I will not ask you for anything, nor will I destroy your current life. Liking you is just my own business, I

You don’t have to bear any responsibility to me for anything I do, it’s all my own choice.”

Cheng Fanmiao's words made Xu Zhimu vaguely feel that something was wrong. He looked at the girl so close in front of him and felt that his body was getting hot. He wanted to take a few steps back, but found that his steps were a little unsteady.

"We all drank too much, so I asked someone to take us back."

Xu Zhimu took out his phone, but found that he could hardly see the screen clearly.

There was something wrong in his heart. He looked at Cheng Fanmiao, but saw that Cheng Fanmiao's fox eyes flashed a bit complicated at this moment, including struggle, love, and confusion, but in the end they all turned into

Yes, a bit morbid.

"You, could it be..."

Xu Zhimu felt so drunk that he staggered and felt his body lean into a soft body.

Cheng Fanmiao hugged him gently, greedily enjoying the warmth of his embrace.

Her voice whispered: "I'm sorry, thank you for your trust, but how can you trust a madman."

She hugged him tightly and leaned into his ear, her tone sounded a little sick.

"If you had answered me just now, I would have let you go, but I already know the answer that you can't say.

So, I make the choice for you..."

If you're to blame, it's just that you believed in a former lunatic.

In Xu Zhimu's last consciousness, she felt her tears falling down her cheeks, and the last trace of her voice.

"I'm sorry, but whatever I, Cheng Fanmiao, like, I will definitely get..."