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As he tossed and turned, Xu Zhimu's consciousness was always between confusion and clarity.

He felt like he had a dream, a crazy and ambiguous dream, but it didn't feel like a dream at all.

Xu Zhimu didn't know when he really fell asleep. A little sunlight fell on his eyes, which finally made him regain some consciousness.

His whole body was a little weak, and he felt that his head was still a little dazed. He slowly opened his eyes, but what he saw in front of him was not the familiar ceiling at home, but the roof of the car.

Xu Zhimu braced himself hard, shook his head and slowly sat up. Only then did he realize that he was actually in his car, looking at the sky outside, it was already morning.

Xu Zhimu thought of something in his mind for a moment. He looked down and saw that although he was still wearing his clothes, they were very messy. It looked more like they had been taken off and then put on again.

There are some residual smells in the car, as well as the faint fragrance of the girl.

But Cheng Fanmiao was no longer around.

And the car is very clean, she obviously cleaned it up thoroughly when she left.

Xu Zhimu's mind was very confused. He looked in the rearview mirror and found that there were still some hickeys on his neck.

His memory was not a direct fragment. In fact, the dream-like fragment still appeared deeply in his mind. He clearly remembered that he slowly fell into her arms in the end.

There were also Cheng Fanmiao's tears falling on his cheeks, and the somewhat crazy scene of the two people in the car. However, his mind was always groggy, and he didn't know whether it was true or false.

His reason told him that the real feelings yesterday could not be fake, but without seeing the evidence, Xu Zhimu didn't know what to do for a while.

After all, Cheng Fanmiao is indeed a lunatic.

Nothing she did was unexpected. Xu Zhimu didn't expect that she would actually act so randomly.

Xu Zhimu felt that his head still hurt a little, and various thoughts poured into his mind. He raised his hand to rub his head, but suddenly he found that there was a black and white ribbon wrapped in his hand.

This was what Cheng Fanmiao asked him to hold in his hand when he danced with him last night.

This ribbon represents Cheng Fanmiao's only thing that can save her in the darkness.

At the corner of the ribbon, Xu Zhimu discovered a touch of red.

Bloodshot...

Xu Zhimu's body trembled for a moment, and his heart became more complicated because of the answer he gave last night.

Doesn't he have any feelings for Cheng Fanmiao? To be honest, Cheng Fanmiao is very compatible with his soul to a certain extent. It is impossible to say that he doesn't have any affection for her.

However, it is really too crowded around him now.

Moreover, it may be extremely difficult for people around him to accept Cheng Fanmiao.

Therefore, Xu Zhimu has always felt that it is good to be friends.

But he underestimated her.

Cheng Fanmiao, she is a sickly little lunatic.

Xu Zhimu never really saw through her from beginning to end.

He remembered what she said to him last night, "I know what you are thinking now. Don't worry, I will not ask you for anything, nor will I destroy your current life. Liking you is just my own business. I do it."

You don’t have to take any responsibility on me for anything, it’s all my own choice.”

It turned out that this was what she was talking about.

Xu Zhimu is a man who has lived two lives. From what he has seen, this kind of one-night stand is not uncommon in the adult world, but Xu Zhimu never expected it to be this way.

Moreover, he looked at a drop of red on the ribbon.

Cheng Fanmiao didn't lie to him. Her past was dark, but her body and soul were clean.

Those words last night, if they were really replaced by a scumbag, he would definitely be very happy. He would get everything from a beautiful girl without having to take responsibility.

However, that was scum. Xu Zhimu was sitting in the car, and at this moment, his heart was more complicated than ever.

He knew that with Cheng Fanmiao's character, maybe next time they met, she would really pretend to be nothing, as if what happened last night was all a dream.

But can Xu Zhimu do it?

He asked himself, not yet.

But, how should he explain to Qingqing and the others?

Xu Zhimu got out of the car, and the cold air outside made him shiver. He thought, it was such a cold day and Cheng Fanmiao experienced such a thing again. How did she get home?

He came under the bridge, and the things here seemed to be the same as last night, except for the unfinished wine, uneaten frozen dumplings, and the stove that had long been extinguished.

As long as the snow on the ground is stepped on, there will be a series of footprints.

Xu Zhimu leaned on the seat, holding the ribbon in his hand, thinking of Cheng Fanmiao dancing in the snow last night with tears in his eyes.

"This is a work that is destined not to appear in the sun. It will only be worn once in this life for you..."

Xu Zhimu slapped his face.

"Depend on!"

He ran back to the car, picked up his cell phone and found several missed calls.

It's all from home.

Xu Zhimu called his mother first.

"mom…"

"You brat, where did you go last night? You didn't come back all night, and you didn't say a word." Mother Xu opened her mouth and said worriedly.

Xu Zhimu was a little speechless for a moment. It took him two or three seconds before he said: "I'm fine. I have to do something temporarily. You guys should eat first. I'll go to the hospital after I finish it."

"It's okay. You're going to be a father soon. No matter how busy you are, you have to reply to the letter on time. Xiaomi and Qingqing were worried about you to death yesterday... Remember to have breakfast too."

Xu's mother was nagging, but in the end she was still concerned. She also knew that Xu Zhimu was busy now, so she hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Xu Zhimu's heart skipped a beat again. He took his cell phone and called Cheng Fanmiao.

As expected, no one answered.

Xu Zhimu put down his phone. No matter what, this matter couldn't end like this.

He started the car. The last time he went to Cheng Fanmiao's house, he made sure to ask for details.

Not long after, Xu Zhimu entered the door of a high-end residential complex.

"Hello, outside vehicles are not allowed inside."

When the security guard saw the vehicle, it looked like a luxury car, and he came out to say something.

"I'm looking for someone." Xu Zhi looked at him and said.

"Then please contact the owner and I will let you go," the security guard replied.

Xu Zhimu knew that Cheng Fanmiao would definitely not come to see him now.

Xu Zhimu looked at the guardrail. There was a paper on it that prohibited entry and a fine of two thousand for damage. He instantly stepped on the accelerator.

"Hey, don't mess around..." The security guard was startled by the sound.

Xu Zhimu took out a wad of bills from the carriage, threw it directly on the table in the security room, and then stepped on the accelerator and rushed in.

"Snapped…"

After breaking through the landing gear, Xu Zhimu pressed on his memory and drove directly in.

The security guard could open his mouth so wide that he could put an egg in it.

"Holy shit! What happened?"

The security captain heard the sound and rushed over. The security guard dumbly told what had just happened.

The security captain looked at the banknotes that were left casually on the table.

"Damn, are rich people so willful these days?"

…

Xu Zhimu came all the way to the community and stopped under a building.

Xu Zhimu got out of the car and looked up at the second floor.

He still remembered that a long time ago, he came to pick her up once, and Cheng Fanmiao told him with a smirk on his face that if he wanted to find her in the middle of the night, he could climb up directly from here.

However, Xu Zhimu did not choose to run directly to the window. Instead, he came upstairs. He came to the door, hesitated for a moment, and knocked on the door.

After a while, the door was opened, but the person who opened the door was not Cheng Fanmiao, but a well-maintained and elegant middle-aged woman who looked very similar to Cheng Fanmiao.

"Who are you……"

"Auntie, are you Cheng Fanmiao's mother? I am Miaomiao's friend. Is she at home?"

Xu Zhimu responded quickly and spoke in a normal tone.

Cheng Fanmiao's mother looked at Xu Zhimu carefully for a while, and then she smiled: "Miaomiao's friend... do you have anything to do with Miaomiao?"

"There is something very important. I want to talk to her. It won't take too long."

"Come in first."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother did not answer, but let Xu Zhimu enter the room first.

Cheng Fanmiao's home was designed as a small bungalow with four or five rooms. He certainly couldn't knock on the door one by one. He stood at the door of the living room a little at a loss.

"You haven't had breakfast yet. I just made breakfast. Let's have some together."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother spoke, and without giving Xu Zhimu a chance to refuse, she went directly into the kitchen and brought out breakfast.

Sit down at the dining table in the living room.

When Xu Zhimu faced Cheng Fanmiao's mother, he always felt something unspeakable: "Auntie, I... I still want to ask Miaomiao first if she is at home?"

"No, I came back in the morning and then went out."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother looked at him and said, "You...should be more than just friends with Miaomiao, right?"

Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment. He looked at the middle-aged woman in front of him and was silent for a moment.

"I'm not that rigid about you young people's affairs. Please sit down. I want to talk to you about Miaomiao's affairs."

Xu Zhimu knew what she knew, but it would be inappropriate for him to turn around and leave at this moment, so he sat down.

"Are you and Miaomiao in love?" the woman asked again.

Xu Zhimu thought for a while before shaking his head: "I don't know either."

This answer made Cheng Fanmiao's mother slightly distracted for a moment, and then she sighed softly: "I don't want to get involved in your young people's affairs, but this child Miaomiao has already experienced some family things, and may have a different personality."

Other children are a little different, but her heart is still good.

After so many years, Miaomiao has never had a friend, let alone a male friend who can tell each other her home address. You are the first one."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother is a person who has experienced strong winds and waves, and the tone of her speech at this moment is very good.

Xu Zhimu listened and nodded slightly: "I know everything."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother was stunned for a moment: "She actually told you all these things."

Her expression also showed some complexity, and she finally smiled: "It seems that Miaomiao attaches great importance to you. I won't ask you what happened, but aunt wants to ask you a favor, okay?"

Xu Zhimu's tone was gentle: "Please tell me."

"Miaomiao once experienced a very bad family accident. It was me, a mother, who failed to protect her. I always thought that Miaomiao might not be able to get over it in her life. But since college, she seems to love to laugh and always smile.

I would look at my phone and giggle from time to time, and I would also design some nice things to share with me.

For a person with a heart disease, the sudden change must be that she met someone who could cure her heart disease. I also heard her say what company she signed with and met a very interesting little boss. I used to always

Worried that she had been deceived by something.

Now that I see you, I seem to know that the interesting person in her mouth is you."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother looked at Xu Zhimu, with some elder kindness in her eyes.

Xu Zhimu had countless indescribable feelings in his heart at this moment.

"Actually, I have met you a long time ago." Cheng Fanmiao's mother suddenly said again.

Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment.

"You are also from Ninth Middle School, right."

Her words made Xu Zhimu open his eyes wide.

Cheng Fanmiao's mother smiled: "When I was in high school, Miaomiao often got into trouble. I would go to school from time to time. I remember one time, in the teacher's office, you were also called a parent, and you had some impressions.

.”

Xu Zhimu was in a daze, remembering that he had been in trouble a lot in high school, but he didn't expect that he would have such a fate.

"Yes, Auntie is laughing."

"You are young, and you don't make mistakes. It is precisely because you are both "problem students" that you are destined to be together."

Compared with other parents, Cheng Fanmiao's mother is more open-minded in her thinking, perhaps with a bit of sourness: "When Miaomiao came back, she seemed to be no different from usual, but I could feel that she must have encountered a lot of things.

The important thing is that Auntie doesn’t care whether you are in love or not, and she doesn’t care what your status is.

This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! But it is undeniable that you are the only person who can enter her heart in so many years.

Auntie just wants to ask you to be more patient, more tolerant, and more loving towards Miaomiao."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother spoke more and more gently. This was a mother's most sincere request.

The love here is not limited to love.

Xu Zhimu felt as if a stone was pressing down on his heart. He still had the ribbon in his pocket. He clenched his fist tightly. He let out a breath and looked at Cheng Fanmiao's mother seriously.

"Auntie, don't worry, Miaomiao and I... no matter what happens in the future, I will not leave her alone."

"I feel relieved now." Cheng Fanmiao's mother smiled: "It's early in the morning, let's have something to eat."

Xu Zhimu looked at the vegetables in the bowl, fried eggs and grilled sausages, and Xu Zhimu took a bite of the fried eggs.

At this time, the door was suddenly knocked again.

Cheng Fanmiao's mother got up to open the door and found two security guards and property management staff standing at the door.

"Hello, someone drove in at the door just now. According to the surveillance camera, they came to your floor. Is there anyone..."

Before the property manager finished speaking, Cheng Fanmiao's mother turned her head and her eyes flashed with some meaning.

The property manager also saw Xu Zhimu sitting at the table eating, and immediately swallowed back the rest of his words.

"I'm sorry, this is my guest. Did something get damaged? I'm here to compensate you." Cheng Fanmiao's mother said.

"...Well, that's not necessary. This guest has already paid for it. We are just ensuring safety. If nothing happens, we will leave first." The property manager smiled and left with the security guard.

Cheng Fanmiao's mother returned to the table and looked at him with interest.

There was a bit of silence in the room for a moment. Xu Zhimu raised his head again and asked: "Auntie, is Miaomiao really not at home?"

Cheng Fanmiao's mother looked at him: "Although Auntie doesn't get involved in the affairs of you young people, she has a rule of thumb: don't discuss anything when you're emotional, and give each other some time."

Xu Zhimu nodded silently: "I understand, then please tell me something from auntie."

"good."

"Tell Miaomiao that I cannot agree to her request because it is not what she really wants. I will work with her to find a better way."

After Xu Zhimu finished speaking, he stood up slowly: "Thank you for the hospitality, I won't disturb you for now."

Cheng Fanmiao's mother did not stop him. After Xu Zhimu left, she sighed for a long time. She looked at one of the room doors and said, "He has left."

The voice fell, and a few seconds later, Cheng Fanmiao, who was wearing pajamas, slowly opened the door. Her face was still a little red, her eye circles were a little red, and she stumbled slightly when she walked.

"Ah sneeze..."

She sneezed and lightly covered her stomach.

"You, sit down and take a rest first."

The woman went over and helped her daughter sit gently where Xu Zhimu was sitting just now.

How could she not know about her daughter's sudden change as a person who has been through it? But...she looked at her daughter like this and couldn't say any more words.

"What are your plans with him? Are you... in love?"

Miaomiao's mother still couldn't help but ask.

Cheng Fanmiao shook his head slightly and showed a smile: "What else can I plan? I think life is pretty good now. Besides, there is no need to worry about whether I am in love or not. My friends... are also pretty good.

of."

"Friend? A friend drove over and broke the landing pole of the community just to see you?

You don’t need to tell your mother these words. The key is that you can convince yourself that your mother can see that this little boy is not an irresponsible person...

Mom doesn't care about your affairs, she just hopes that you can choose the happy life you want, but the premise is that you must be truly happy."

Miaomiao's mother looked at her daughter distressedly.

Cheng Fanmiao also smiled softly and gently held her mother's hand: "Mom, I know everything. Don't worry, your daughter is not someone who will suffer."

Miaomiao's mother hesitated to speak, but finally couldn't bear it anymore: "You... you... um, have you done any... measures or anything like that?"

Cheng Fanmiao was stunned for a moment, and her cheeks suddenly turned red again. In front of her mother, she was different from the weird and cunning person she used to be, and she looked more like a little girl who would act coquettishly in front of her mother.

"Mom, what did you say..."

"Stop pretending, you were born to me. I don't know what has changed in you. You guys... Hey, you are old enough to meet someone you are willing to meet. Mom supports you, but you are still young after all, and some

Things still need to be paid attention to.”

Miaomiao's mother sighed. She knew what was going on when she saw her daughter's evasive eyes: "Okay, if you forget to take measures, take some medicine. Don't be so careless in the future."

"No, no need..." Cheng Fanmiao shook her head. She looked down at her belly slightly, feeling a little lost.

"It doesn't matter. If you're embarrassed, then mom will buy it for you." Miaomiao's mother said.

"No, no, I've prepared it myself."

Cheng Fanmiao spoke, and her mother looked at her, and finally sighed: "You, you, remember, you must remember to eat."

"Well..." Cheng Fanmiao nodded, but there was color flowing deep in his eyes.

After a moment of silence, Miaomiao's mother said: "Just now, he should have known that you were still at home, and those words were specifically meant for you. Miaomiao, what are you thinking now?"

Thinking of what Xu Zhimu said, Cheng Fanmiao was silent for a long time.

Her heart was actually in chaos, Xu Zhimu's words echoed in her mind.

"Tell Miaomiao that I cannot agree to her request because it is not what she really wants. I will work with her to find a better way."

A better way…

This idiot.

It was obvious that I had forced him to do something, and I just didn't want to embarrass him. Why was he so stubborn?

She took a deep breath, raised her eyes and looked at her mother: "Mom, if, I mean if... I don't get married in the future, and I don't get what you think I should get, and I continue to live like this, you still

Will you support me?"

Miaomiao's mother was silent for a while. She reached out her hand and gently touched her daughter's cheek, which was slightly hot due to the cold.

"Mom will always support my baby girl. In this life, nothing can be said for sure. As long as you don't regret it, as long as you live a happier life, mom will always be by your side."

Cheng Fanmiao bit her lip, the corners of her eyes sparkled, and she smiled: "Thank you, Mom, I love you, Mom!"

"Silly girl, just wait, mom will make you breakfast."

"No, I'll just eat this."

Cheng Fanmiao smiled, picked up the chopsticks that Xu Zhimu had used just now, fried the egg with one bite, and bit down directly.

Miaomiao's mother looked at her daughter in a daze, sighing from the bottom of her heart.

My miserable daughter, I really don’t know whether it is misfortune or misfortune.

However, she had to admit that Cheng Fanmiao, who could cry, laugh, be nervous and at a loss, and worry about gains and losses like a little girl, was a living person.

No matter what happens in the future, she will accompany her.