Reborn My Name Is Kobe

I had a headache when I saw the story of this note, and then I briefly explained the content of this note to Jessica. I wanted to see what kind of reaction Jessica would have, but when Jesse

After Ka read the contents of this diary, her expression suddenly changed greatly, because it seemed as if she had seen something quite terrifying.

"Jessica, why did you look like this after seeing this diary?"

"I seem to have some impression of this story. I have seen similar stories in other places. If I remember correctly, the protagonist of this note will see something on this island that he will never forget."

"Oh my god, after the words "I will never forget you" came out of your mouth, it turned into a very scary thing. Could it be that there is really something very scary behind this diary?"

"Yes, if you don't believe it, just keep reading and you will find out. But there may be some things that it is better not to know."

"Hey, it is indeed the case, but now that I have read so much, I naturally need to continue reading the next content. In fact, I think there are some things that can be solved if we face it squarely and face it.

It’s not as scary as you think!”

"Do you really think so? But you'd better keep reading. There are some things I don't feel comfortable telling you."

After listening to Jessica's words, I became more interested in the second half of the story. After reading the first half of the story, I had great doubts about the protagonist's mental state.

, and I always feel that this is no longer a diary, it is completely a suspense novel.

Because can anyone really use a pen to record them after experiencing such weird things?

But if there really is such a person, then this person will probably become as crazy as the person recorded in this diary. How should I put this feeling? It’s like this kind of madness.

It's like it's spreading in the air. No one can escape from this madness.

, if one day Jessica and I also encounter such a terrible situation, at least for me, I will not have the courage to record it, because that means I need to face it again.

A bad experience with this situation, it's obviously a very scary thing!

Next, I will continue to describe what happened in the diary in the first person:

Time flies very fast. Although I don’t have a watch or anything else that can record time. I can’t even tell the difference between night and day. But I know that time flies very fast. I have always been very fond of it.

I believe in my intuition, and now I still believe in my intuition as always.

In fact, trusting your own intuition is really important, because if you can't even trust your own intuition, you won't be able to truly be yourself.

No matter whether your intuition is right or wrong, you must trust your intuition. This is the advice I leave you. If one day you find that the advice I gave you is happening, then you must

Be careful.

I am walking into a world that I have no idea about. Although everything around me still seems real and believable, you must not think so. I know that everything around me is actually starting to happen.

There has been a huge change, which sometimes cannot even be detected with the eyes or described with words.

It's really terrible, all of this.

After I lost my sense of time for everything around me, I felt that I should acquire some other abilities. However, the reality did not develop in the direction I hoped for, because the world was no longer what it was before.

The world I saw, everything I saw was so unreal, everything pointed to something not quite right.

I started walking along the road towards the interior of the island. The size of this island was actually larger than I imagined. How should I describe it? At first, when I and the people on the boat washed ashore,

There are billowing dark clouds in the sky. Because of these dark clouds, we don’t know where exactly the place we are staying is and what kind of state it is. However, now I know where the place we are staying is, because

This is indeed a very scary thing.

In the darkness, I have been in the darkness for a long time. I don't know how to describe the vast darkness around me, because the darkness itself is not actually the thing that scares me the most.

What really scares me are the terrible things on this island. Every step I take, I find that my body is no longer as obedient as before. All the efforts I have made seem to have been lost.

I can no longer allow myself to feel reality. This is all I am experiencing now, which is a feeling of complete nothingness. I really begin to feel that everything around me is no longer what I have seen before.

Everything has passed.

You must believe my judgment, because I will not joke about this kind of thing. As long as you can believe my words, then you will understand that everything I say is absolutely true. However, this truth is actually

It is difficult to confirm it by what you see before your eyes.

I am thinking about a question, if I continue walking towards the depths of darkness, what kind of things will be waiting for me in the depths of darkness?

I gradually felt that everything around me was so unreal, and I became so weak. Do you know how a person will react when he becomes abnormally weak?

I didn't know this before, but now I do know these things. When I became extremely weak, everything around me started to become very disturbing.

The roads leading to the center of the island are actually not that difficult to find, but after I found these roads, I had no way of believing that these roads could really get me out of my predicament.

In fact, I may not know exactly what the dilemma I am facing now is, but who can know?

I seem to be a little short of water, food, salt, and some vitamins. There are many, many more things I lack. Maybe you will think that on such a small island, I actually have the opportunity to obtain many, many supplies.

Yes, but obviously, if you really think so, I can only say that you are a complete idiot, just like me now.

I found an ancient road. The reason why I say this road is very old is because I found some ancient traces on this road. These are some fossils, the fossils of some very ancient creatures. Maybe they are still there.

It can't be regarded as a fossil, but fossils are fossils anyway, and there are things in fossils that I can't understand.

Soon this kind of existence that I couldn't understand appeared again. If I could have discovered these problems earlier, then maybe everything would not evolve into the situation later, but at this time I

Where can I have ideas and realize this problem?

Everything in the darkness is so familiar, everything in the darkness is so clear, everything in the darkness is so strange, but even so, even if I really feel that all of this is quite strange, then what?

What can I do? I feel that I have long lost the ability to judge what is happening in front of me. I believe that God has decided to abandon me in a certain period of time.

However, God's abandonment of me was something I had expected. It was impossible for God not to abandon me. Now all this has become obvious, when God's light has become dim in this world.

After the light, when God’s people encounter endless torture and feel these sins in this world, what else can we say?

God has indeed abandoned his people long ago, but why do we still believe in the damn God?

Yes, I should have given up trust in this false God a long time ago. He is indeed not an existence worthy of my belief. God is not the only god in this world, but why should I still believe in this god?

Oh my God, am I really that stupid?

No, I am definitely not that stupid. I can never regard God as someone I should trust anymore. If one day, God comes back to us, then I may trust Him again.

, but at least now, I can be sure that God has abandoned us, abandoned me, abandoned this land, and abandoned this corner of the world.

I walked along this ancient road towards the depths of the island. Of course I didn’t know what kind of things would be waiting for me in the depths of this island. How could I have imagined what kind of things would be waiting for me?

Me, my imagination is limited, and I still don’t know whether all this is my hallucination or not.

In fact, compared to everything I am facing now, what I am more afraid of is that when I wake up from this dream, I will find that I am still on the ship, on that damn ship.

, to be honest, this is even more maddening. How can I tolerate being on that boat? To put it bluntly, it is really not a situation that ordinary people can imagine.

I continued walking along this road. In fact, I couldn't confirm that this road would definitely lead to the center of the island. Everything was based on some mysterious intuition. Now I am no longer the same person I was before.

After I realized some secrets, I can’t tell you how I realized them, because you really have no way to understand them.

In the depths of these secrets, in the endless darkness, there are some voices that keep calling me. I know that these voices come from somewhere on this island. They are whispering in my ears.

He was whispering quietly. I really wanted to see clearly the source of these whispers, but I couldn't do it yet. It was deep, deep, deep.

Behind everything, at the edge of the endless universe, I know that there are some powerful forces telling me something is happening.

I continued walking along this road, and I knew that eventually I would see something at the end of the road that I wanted to see but that was difficult to accept. All of this came from my intuition.

But I know that my intuition must be very powerful. No matter what, no matter what, these intuitions are pulling me to keep moving forward.

This road is very far, this road is very difficult, but I still have to go on like this. If I don't go on like this, then what will greet me will be a very terrible future. I don't want my future to change.

There is no possibility. I hope that one day my future will be different from my previous life.

Even if that means I have to accept some facts that I was unlikely to accept before, in our world, there are certain facts that can profoundly affect our human lives. If these facts are true, but certainly

Those things can be established, I believe that.

I don't care if anyone actually believes everything I say. I don't care if anyone cares about everything I care about. All of this means many, many things, more than you can imagine.

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In the abyss, I know there must be such a place, and I know that I will see some things there that I am willing or unwilling to see. Why do I say that, because at the end of the dark abyss, I know

There must be something staring at me. In the depths of darkness, in the depths of the unspeakable world, there is a place, a place that does not belong to this world.

It is a road leading to the abyss, and it is also a road leading to new life. At this time, I am walking on such a road. No matter whether I can really reach the end of this road, there is one thing I must

What I believe is that in the process of this road, everything I have to endure is quite incredible. I have walked such a long road, and I must continue to walk on everything next.

Going down.

I will not give up on myself, nor will I allow myself to give up on myself. At the end of this road, I hope to see some light, some light that is different from my previous life. At this moment, these lights are coming.

Flickering, looking at me quietly in the depths of darkness, as if expecting me to walk towards him.

In the depths of the darkness, there were pairs of extremely bright eyes looking at me, and I was looking at them. I knew they were so mysterious and terrifying, but I couldn't stop. What I said

Most likely they won't respond to me.

But I can hear their voices, their whispers, constantly in my ears and in my mind. They hope that I can hear their voices, and their calls are always there.

Rings.

These sounds started out very small, then gradually became louder, and finally the sounds became louder and louder. I can’t say exactly what this sound is.

How big can it be, but the only thing I can do is to introduce these sounds into a state that I can understand myself. If I can't understand these sounds, it doesn't actually matter, because

In all this really nothing matters anymore.

I know that everything is not so important anymore. The voice in the darkness is no longer so clear. The voice in the darkness has become clearer again. I walked towards the voice in the darkness. I walked through it.

When I found the place where these sounds were, I gradually found that my body was different from what I used to be.

Maybe you don't understand what it feels like when your body gradually loses sensation. Sometimes I can still feel my body, but sometimes I feel that my body no longer belongs to me.

This is simply a terrible thing. Of course, I know that I must work hard to overcome this kind of thing. If I can't overcome all this, I will be defeated by everything in front of me. If I

If I admit defeat, I will be finished, completely finished.

This road became so long that I was the only one walking on it. There were some fossils on both sides of the road. These fossils seemed to be waving to me, these fossils seemed to be talking to me, and these fossils seemed to want to lead me.

To a place I've never been to.

The voice in the darkness told me to walk along this road. The power in the darkness transformed my body into another shape. I don’t want to write about my body changes because it is really a strange thing.

It's so unacceptable.

Although nothing about what I have experienced is acceptable, there is no doubt that what is happening in my body now is undoubtedly even more unacceptable, even if I

I have worked very hard to do these things, but I find that I still have no way to figure out what is behind all this.

I have to let myself understand what kind of logical process exists behind all this, and I believe I will eventually figure it out.