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The meal took a long time, and glasses were clinked from time to time. Before I knew it, a bottle of red wine was finished.

Ai Lili drank most of it, and Yan Xin only drank about a third.

But just that third was already unbearable for Yan Xin.

Seeing Yan Xin's words gradually becoming unclear, Ai Lili asked a question that had been in her mind for a long time:

"Yan Xin, there is a question I have been trying to figure out. Do you have anyone you like?"

"Yes, there are a lot more." Yan Xin said with a smile.

Ellie was a little speechless - is this the legendary playboy scumbag?

Then he asked: "Then who is your favorite?"

"Grandpa Mao..." Yan Xin said seriously.

Ai Lili was stunned for a while, and then realized that he was talking about money.

Angry and funny - I didn't get you drunk because I wanted to hear you confess how much you love money.

Then he asked: "Then do you have a girl you like?"

Yan Xin didn't think much and said: "Yes, Sister Tianxian..."

Aili quickly stopped: "I'm not asking you about celebrities, I'm asking if you like any of the girls you've met in real life?"

When I asked this question, I felt a little nervous.

There is a little bit of expectation and a little bit of fear.

Fortunately, Ai Lili interrupted early, otherwise Yan Xin would have said something about "big power" and "koi sister".

It's fair to say that she has great power, at least she has appeared in Xiao Mingge's version of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes". Although she is not famous, she can still be regarded as a star.

As for the koi sister, it will take more than ten years for her to appear.

When people drink too much, they just can't control themselves, and some words that they wouldn't normally say will be uttered under the catalysis of alcohol.

Not necessarily everything you tell is the truth, but the probability of telling the truth is higher.

Alcohol makes it easier for people to hide secrets.

Hearing Ai Lili's question, Yan Xin was stunned for a moment and said: "In reality... there are some people I like... I just like Sister Lili..."

Ai Lili had a smile on her face and was very happy, thinking: "Finally, we don't hide it anymore, right?"

After thinking for a while, he asked again: "Then...then how much do you like it?"

Yan Xin glanced at her, his eyes a little hidden: "I dare not say."

Ellie asked: "Why?"

"I'm afraid you'll scold me if I say it." Yan Xin said embarrassedly.

"I promise you, no matter what you say, I will never scold you." Ellie said.

"I..." Yan Xin leaned towards her and whispered, "I like you so much that I want to do bad things to you..."

Ai Lili's face became hot, and she whispered: "What bad thing are you doing...?"

Yan Xin looked at her: "I want to hug you..."

Ellie's face turned red: "Then...that's not a bad thing, right?"

Yan Xin said again: "I want to sleep with you..."

Ellie was a little panicked.

In fact, this was not the answer she expected. She had never thought that in Yan Xin's mind, such a standard was used to quantify the degree of liking.

She herself wanted to escape.

I don't think it's a good idea to get a grown man drunk.

This game is a bit dangerous.

But he still couldn't help but ask: "Then...then why don't you sleep?"

When I asked this question, my voice was very low and even trembling.

She was a little surprised when she asked such a question. How could she ask such a question?

It feels like a devil called impulse is sealed inside my body and is about to burst out.

Now it was hitting her heart violently, making her heart beat thumpingly.

This is a very dangerous game, but she has an urge to continue this dangerous game.

However, Yan Xin's next words calmed down her impulse, and she even felt a little chilled.

"If you sleep... you have to be responsible..." Yan Xin said, "We are going to get married... we have to be together for the rest of our lives... this is too scary..."

Ellie took a deep breath and felt that all the hot blood had cooled down.

——Is this the reason?

——Afraid of taking responsibility for her, so she always stayed away from her.

There was some grievance in my heart: "Is it so terrible to marry me and stay with me for the rest of your life?"

Her mother had forced her to go on a blind date, and they had to go on a blind date almost every month. She was the only one who didn't want to develop a relationship with others, and there was no one who didn't want to develop a relationship with her.

Unexpectedly, I am now being disliked by the person I like.

This man is actually afraid of marrying himself.

I feel very hurt.

I thought to myself: "What is it about me that is not worthy of you?"

Then I thought again: "Is it because I am a few years older than you? But does the age gap really scare you that much?"

She was born in 1981 and is now twenty-five years old. Compared to Yan Xin, she is more than five years older. This is indeed a worry for her.

After feeling aggrieved, I thought about it carefully and realized that there are many men in this world who marry women younger than themselves, but very few men marry women older than themselves.

Especially for wealthy people, the more wealth they have, the greater the age span between them and their partners.

Then I felt a little depressed.

Then I thought: "Does he still dislike me for being an illegitimate daughter who cannot be seen in the light?"

But after the idea came up, she rejected it.

It is true that she is an illegitimate daughter, but she has never told Yan Xin that it is impossible for him to know her parentage.

Then I thought: "Maybe he is disgusted with my mother and doesn't want to have such a mother-in-law, so he doesn't want to marry me..."

I think this possibility is quite high.

After all, her mother and Yan Xin had a fierce conflict.

In addition, she also thought about whether it was because her business ability was insufficient.

She is not considered a leader among her peers. Although both jobs belong to the management and she is in the senior management of the company she belongs to, it is obviously not because of her own ability.

Other girls have such opportunities and may do better than her.

——At least I won’t be scolded by my client every day for a period of time.

Compared with those around Yan Xin, he doesn't seem to stand out.

Whether it's Chen Li, Gu Ru, or Xiao Yuan, they all rely on their own abilities to get up slowly.

Not to mention Yan Xin's partner in opening an online store, a girl who is still in her third year of high school, can beat her in terms of business ability.

It's really annoying to compare people to each other.

The more I think about it, the more frustrated I become. It seems that I have quite a lot of shortcomings. No wonder people are afraid of getting married.

Looking at Yan Xin, whose face was red from drinking, I felt very uncomfortable thinking that this guy was afraid of spending the rest of his life with me.

After being silent for a while, he still couldn't help but ask: "Do you have anyone in your heart that you want to get married to?"

Yan Xin tilted his head and thought for a while, then shook his head: "No, I'm afraid of getting married..."

"Why are you afraid of getting married?" Ally asked, "What's wrong with getting married?"

When I asked this question, I felt a little better.

Although she didn't win, at least she didn't lose yet.

If Yan Xin says someone he wants to marry, he will really lose.

"Getting married is too scary..." Yan Xin thought of the marriage in his previous life and murmured, "When you get married, you have to live with one person for the rest of your life, and you have to be nagged by her and her parents every day.

Being cautious and being looked down upon in all kinds of ways... We obviously look at a very good person, but living together is all kinds of trivial worries, arguing endlessly over unnecessary things, slowly eroding all the feelings...

...We share the same bed but have different dreams.

Just like an enemy, you will be upset when you see it... You want to get divorced, but if you really want to get divorced, people will still hate you. Even if you live so unhappy, if you want a divorce, people will still be unhappy and feel that you have let her down.

I scold you, but I must stand on the highest moral ground

I will condemn you from a high ground and even bite you... If you give birth to a child, it will be even more terrifying. Your hands and feet are bound by the child. No matter how reluctant you are, you have to endure it for the sake of the child. Then even

There is no chance of divorce..."

He talked a lot, then held his head and said depressedly:

"What's good about a day like this?"

Ai Lili was dumbfounded when she heard this. She didn't know where Yan Xin, a person who was not yet twenty years old, could get all these messy feelings.

And, what the hell is "bite you"?

She never thought that this was something Yan Xin had experienced in his previous life. After thinking about it, she came up with a possibility - that Yan Xin had witnessed such a marriage, which left a shadow in his heart and suffered from phobia of marriage.

"Is it because his parents' married life is unhappy?"

she thought to herself.

But it doesn't seem like that.

According to what she knew, Yan Xin's mother had passed away, and she died when he was in junior high school.

I also heard Yan Xin mention that his parents have a good relationship.

"Could it be that there was such an unhappy couple among his neighbors or relatives, which left a psychological shadow on him?"

She had this suspicion again.

The grievances in his heart have disappeared a lot - Yan Xin is afraid of marrying her, not because he has any objection to her as a person, but because he is simply afraid of married life.

Moreover, Yan Xin likes her but dare not show it, because he is afraid that if he has an affair with her, he will spend his whole life with her. On the one hand, it shows that this young man is a bit cowardly, and on the other hand, does it not prove that this young man has a sense of responsibility?

Because I am afraid of taking responsibility, I dare not express my love.

How many men today have that sense of responsibility?

As long as the happiness in front of me is enough, I forget about my future responsibilities, fall in love with someone casually, and then give up on someone casually.

At least this young man, at least at this moment, has a bottom line in his heart - he is afraid of taking responsibility, so he won't flirt.

In this era, it is already rare.

Thinking like this, my affection for Yan Xin deepened.

She felt that Yan Xin's fear of marriage needed to be dispelled.

Said: "But some people get married and the couple live happily together."

Yan Xin shook his head: "Maybe they just left the happy side to us, and the unhappy side is hidden from others."

Based on his experience of several years of marriage in his previous life, he could argue about anything.

He didn't think two people could resist quarreling after living together for a long time.

Aili said: "Do you think I will scold you?"

Yan Xin looked at her for a while, thought for a while, and said, "Probably not..."

"Definitely not," said Ai Lili, "If I am with the person I like, then I will definitely treat him well, make delicious food for him every day, and treat him with the best side, so that

The days are getting happier and happier, and it is impossible to blame him, abuse him, and make everyone suffer together..."

"Well, you are a very gentle person...you wouldn't do that..." Yan Xin murmured.

Ai Lili was secretly happy, feeling that her evaluation in Yan Xin's heart was quite high.

Then he said: "Not only am I gentle, I can also cook."

I blushed quite a bit when I said this.

That is to say, Yan Xin is drunk now, and she dares to say such things.

Normally she is not so shameless.

Part of the reason for this is that she also drank some alcohol, which also had an effect on her.

It's just that her drinking capacity is much greater than that of Yan Xin, so she is not so affected.

But it’s impossible to have no impact at all.

Yan Xin hummed and looked at the food on the table. Four dishes and one soup were quite rich for two people, but they were almost eaten.

It tastes really good.

He nodded and said, "Yes, your food is quite good."

After a while, he added: "It's much better than the food cooked by Feng Xi."

Ai Lili has already learned that the girl who opened the online store with Yan Xin is named Feng, because the supervisor of the Nishang Yuyi online store she is in contact with calls her boss Mr. Feng, but she doesn’t know his name.

Now when I heard Yan Xin mention this name, I naturally guessed that he was the collaborator of that online store.

The name of the first online store they opened was called "Golden Dawn". "金" was taken from the word "Xin" in Yan Xin. Needless to say, the word "Xi" was the word "Xi" in Feng Xi.

Thinking of this, I felt a little uncomfortable.

Then he asked: "Then do you like Feng Xi?"

That female high school student was a pet peeve of hers, and she had listed her as her strongest competitor.

It is said that people speak the truth after drinking, and she wanted to hear Yan Xin's mantra after drinking.

Yan Xin heard this question and shook his head quickly: "If I don't like her, how could I like her?"

The reaction was quite intense and there was no room for hesitation at all.

Ellie was secretly happy and asked: "Why? Isn't she very capable?"

"She..." Yan Xin hesitated for a moment before saying, "She is an evil woman!"

Ai Lili was stunned: "Evil bitch? Is she very cruel to you?"

"Yes, she is very fierce," Yan Xin said, "This woman has a bad temper. If you see her in the future, stay away."

Ellie breathed a sigh of relief.

The person she listed as her strongest competitor turned out to be such an unbearable image in Yan Xin's heart, so she could rest assured.

However, in her mind, she also had the impression that Feng Xi was a woman not to be trifled with.