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Chapter 304 Dilemma

Yan Xin suddenly stopped moving, which surprised Feng Xi, and asked in the dark: "Why don't you move?"

Yan Xin didn't know how to answer this question.

But Feng Xi didn't need his answer. He turned over and took the lead.

Yan Xin was still only twenty years old, not even twenty years old yet. He was at the age where he was in full swing. After being in a close relationship with Ellie, he was alone for more than half a month. Although he had some thoughts in his heart, his body still reacted normally.

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Therefore, his inner touch will not hinder this in-depth communication between the two people.

People's thinking is sometimes driven by the body. After a brief period of shock, the feeling brought by the body made Yan Xin give up thinking and changed from passive to active.

Before taking the initiative, the last thought in my mind is:

"That's it anyway..."

In the darkness, Feng Xi made him feel like he had returned to his previous life.

Very familiar in many ways.

After Yan Xin entered the sage state, his mind gradually became clearer.

What we know is that now we need to appease Feng Xi's emotions and say something she likes to hear.

That will cause pain, but the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain.

This also makes his dreams related to this.

He had many dreams this night, and in the dreams were Feng Xi and Ai Lili.

In the last dream, Feng Xi and Ai Lili were together, and they were with him in a very ambiguous manner.

He was silent for a while and then whispered: "Feng Xi, I'm sorry, I..."

In another room, Manager Lin didn't wait for Feng Xi all night.

Even though there was no such relationship, I just felt that Feng Xi seemed to be interested in me, so I had such concerns.

The cover of night, the residue of alcohol, and physical needs made it impossible for him to care about those things anymore.

He should make a choice, but he couldn't make such a choice at the moment.

He put his ear to the door and listened a few times. After confirming what it was about, he left with a blushing face and returned to his room.

I dreamed again that I chose Feng Xi and told Ai Lili the truth, saying that I had betrayed their relationship.

How could he let down such a girl who was affectionate and kind to him, and had such a kind heart?

Ellie burst into tears and was walking on the street in despair. Suddenly, she was hit by a car that was driving towards her. She was paralyzed and could only lie on the hospital bed.

The two of them went out and reached the first floor of the hotel, where Yan Xin was already there.

Without opening his eyes, he felt that a woman was doing something to him.

Maybe, I feel guilty for both of them.

When his mother Ai Jing found out about this, she yelled at him and scratched him with her sharp nails, leaving bloody streaks on his face.

Although Yan Xin was full of melancholy, the influence of alcohol was still there, and he fell asleep unconsciously not long after Feng Xi fell asleep.

But when I arrived at the door of that room, I heard some strange noises before I even rang the doorbell.

This time I was sitting in the passenger seat.

Yan Xin also felt a little embarrassed when he saw Manager Lin.

Now he not only feels that Feng Xi is interested in him, but also that the two people have already had such a relationship, and Feng Xi also clearly expressed the meaning of "I am voluntary", which is equivalent to expressing his own thoughts.

Under Yan Xin's comfort, Feng Xi fell asleep in his arms not long after.

Naturally, there will be no such thing later.

I don’t know if this guilt is for Ai Lili or Feng Xi.

He dreamed that he chose Ellie, and then Feng Xi cried and fussed, heartbroken, and finally bit him on the shoulder.

After five o'clock, I drove Feng Xi back.

The protagonists in the dream are still the same two protagonists, but the scene gradually becomes ambiguous and inappropriate from the painful scene at the beginning.

Then I woke up and realized I was dreaming.

So after I woke up, I felt quite melancholy.

It was already dawn at this time, and although the curtains in the room were closed and the light inside was not very good, he could clearly see that the face shaking up and down was Feng Xi's face.

She thought of several excuses, but before she could say them out, she felt that they were too fake to win people's trust.

But that was during the first two years of their marriage. At that time, the relationship between husband and wife was not that bad, and he still knew how to coax his wife.

In the end, I simply said nothing and did not explain.

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Are we going to explain the situation to Ellie in the future so that there will no longer be any involvement?

He thought about how kind Ellie was to him, what happened to her in her previous life, and how she had a falling out with her mother and came to Yangcheng to follow him.

Thinking of this, I feel very melancholy.

At this moment, he had no way to say to Feng Xi: "I'm sorry, I already have a girlfriend, and I don't want to let her down."

Hearing his answer, Feng Xi laughed and said, "I like you too."

However, he cannot live up to the girl in his arms now.

It just didn't take long to wake up every time, and I fell asleep again soon.

Feng Xi hugged him tightly and sobbed softly.

When she said this, her face was buried in his chest, and tears fell from her face to his chest.

It was so familiar that his feelings at the moment overlapped with some memories from his previous life, and even made him feel a little dazed - the person under him now was the wife he had lived with for several years in his previous life.

She didn't think it was that strange, after all, everyone could see what the landlady thought about the boss.

In the future, he didn't know if he could stand in front of Ellie and say something like this to her:

"I'm sorry, I betrayed you. I'm with another girl. Let's break up."

"I don't blame you," Feng Xi said, "I'm not blaming you, I'm happy and couldn't help crying..."

Listening to Feng Xi's sobs and feeling the rhythm of her body as she sobbed, I suddenly felt quite guilty.

However, he really had no way to say it.

Under such comfort, Feng Xi's mood gradually stabilized, and she no longer hugged him so tightly, but she still hugged him and still pressed her face against his chest.

When I said this, the figure of Ellie came to mind again.

This scene is quite heartwarming, but Yan Xin's heart is in a mess when he thinks about how to go on in the future.

So after rebirth, even if he had decided not to have anything to do with her in this life, he would still save her brother and help her solve her financial difficulties.

I don’t know the exact time at this time, but it’s still dark anyway.

As she imagined what happened in that room, she suddenly thought of her husband.

I don’t know how much time passed, but finally the clouds cleared and the rain dispersed.

Fortunately for her, Manager Lin didn't ask her this question, as if such a thing never happened.

"No," Manager Lin said with some embarrassment, "I slept a little to death and just woke up."

He didn't want to become a scumbag, especially in the eyes of these two women, but it just happened.

As he said this, he laughed a little sheepishly.

At that time, Yan Xin patted her on the back to comfort her.

I could only say feebly: "It's all my fault, please stop crying..."

And Feng Xi was sitting in the car.

However, now that Feng Xi is in such a state, it is difficult for him to express his emotions.

On the way, I met a breakfast vendor and had a quick breakfast there.

In the past life, sometimes after two people had a fight, during the review, Feng Xi would feel aggrieved and cry in his arms, and sometimes she would even be out of breath from crying.

But before this reason could be said, he was interrupted by Feng Xi.

In the afternoon of that day, Yan Xin and Director Lin appeared in front of the employees as the new boss of the factory, telling them that the acquisition of the factory had been completed, so that everyone could feel at ease, and said that he would definitely take over the company.

The bigger the factory, the more money everyone can make.

The touch from the body is like that.

Some of the details made him feel like he was reunited with old friends.

He knew that the best way was to cut through the mess quickly, choose one person, make it clear to the other person, and not have any involvement in the future.

Then he woke up again.

At this time, he had no other ideas and could only do what he should do.

I just hope that she can live a better life in this life.

She couldn't disturb those two people at this time, so she could only wait here.

The dream was false, but some of the scenes in the dream were ones he had seen before, and the characters of the people in the dream were familiar to him.

He also knew how much hard work he had put into this and how much injustice he had suffered.

Too familiar.

Feng Xi murmured: "Let's sleep together..."

After getting up and washing up the next day, she saw that it was already getting late, so she went to the room she had booked for Yan Xin, hoping to wake them up for dinner.

Perhaps it was because he and Feng Xi were still hugging each other after falling asleep. The physical contact awakened some physiological reactions, which were reflected in the dream, causing the dream to slowly change.

Even he couldn't tell whether the so-called "waking up" was really waking up, or he was still dreaming, but just fell into another dream through this scene.

In the darkness, Yan Xin could not observe her expression, nor did he know whether what she said was true or false.

Under such circumstances, if he was asked to say anything about breaking up, he really couldn't say anything.

I thought to myself: "Even if I have to make a choice, I have to wait until she finishes the college entrance examination. Before that, I can't do anything that will irritate her."

The familiarity gave him the illusion that the person he was interacting with now was not Feng Xi, a young girl who had just had sex in this life, but Feng Xi, a young woman who had been married to him for several years in his previous life.

Yan Xin said "hmm" and did not continue the topic with her. He just stroked her back and said, "Go to bed early. There is still something to do tomorrow."

This time it is like returning to the old business, but with the feeling of being a different person from another life - but then again, it is indeed a different person.

After deciding to be together with Aili, she didn't dare to let Feng Xi know about it because she was afraid it would affect her college entrance examination, ruin her future, and make her sad.

This made Yan Xin feel even more guilty - such a good girl was ruined by herself, she was worse than a beast!

I don't want her to continue crying sadly, I want to make a promise to her, but I don't know what kind of promise I can make.

But after laughing, I sobbed twice.

Feng Xi had some difficulty walking, so Yan Xin didn't ask her to do much. In many cases, he and Director Lin were running errands.

In the excitement, the sensations in my body gradually became real, and I slowly woke up.

After checking out, several of them left the hotel and walked towards where Yan Xin parked his car yesterday.

Although their married life is not that happy, they are people who have lived together for several years after all.

He didn't know what to do in the future, and he was at a loss.

"Then let's go have dinner together," Feng Xi said, "and check out the room by the way."

When he was deeply entangled, he would even have the idea that if the world were to be destroyed, he would be liberated and would not have to face such a choice.

At this time, he couldn't care about that anymore.

He wanted to say that he drank too much and didn't do it on purpose.

I don't know how long it took, but I suddenly asked him in a low voice: "Yan Xin, you... do you like me?"

It wasn't until after nine o'clock in the morning that Feng Xi came over and asked her, "Have you eaten?"

I was married to Feng Xi for several years in my previous life, and it was rare to see her take such initiative.

"No need to be sorry," Feng Xi said, "I don't blame you, it was my own choice..."

He was confused about what to do next.

Before he fell asleep, all he could think about was what kind of choice he should make between Ai Lili and Feng Xi.

That was his wife in his previous life.

In his previous life, he did not wait for the day when we would be rich and powerful together, but we shared hardships for several years, during which time we took care of his bedridden father until his death.

In front of everyone in the factory, Yan Xin announced to them that in the coming time, Director Lin will manage the factory on his behalf and hopes that everyone will cooperate with her work.

Feng Xi asked him if he liked her. Regardless of whether he really liked her or not, the only answer at this time was "like".

No matter who you choose, you are hurting the other person.

I could only hold her and pat her back gently with one hand.

She was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to explain to Director Lin that she didn't come over at night.

In this case, Yan Xin couldn't say anything else but said: "I like it."

They still have some things to do today.

Open your eyes, it's Feng Xi.

After a few years, the relationship between the husband and wife became worse and worse. They both disliked each other. After the quarrel, no one tried to comfort the other. The couple turned into two cold individuals, and the distance between them became farther and farther.

However, Director Lin didn't say anything, nor did he say anything that might cause embarrassment, which gradually made him feel at ease.

That's a scene you can only see in educational films.

After saying this, I felt a little embarrassed and buried my face in his arms again.

As for Director Lin, he stayed in this factory.

In the next one or two months, Director Lin's main job is to manage the factory, carry out reforms as planned, produce more products, sell them in the Chungui Youmeng online store, and then use the sales data to

Adjust production direction.

He didn't have the time to manage these matters, and Feng Xi didn't have the time to manage them either. He could only leave them to Manager Lin, who was in charge of this matter from the beginning.

Of course, Manager Lin's efforts will not be in vain, and she will also receive corresponding rewards.

(End of chapter)