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Such a thing happened inexplicably, and Yan Xin felt very complicated.

He didn't talk to Feng Xi much during the day, and he didn't know what to say.

Even though he has been a man for two generations, he is not an expert in love and lacks experience in how to coax girls.

In some aspects, he may not be as good as a middle school student aged 17 or 18.

In my previous life, I was husband and wife with Feng Xi for several years. They got together through blind dates, not through falling in love.

I have no experience of falling in love.

Strictly speaking, in this life, I only had a crush on each other and didn't even express my love for each other. It was because of some inexplicable reason that we had that kind of relationship and then got together.

Of course, having a good impression of each other is the basis for them to be together. It doesn't mean that they have to be together after something like that happened.

If there is no emotional basis, even if such a relationship occurs, Yan Xin will not make such a choice.

But they are indeed not a normal way of falling in love.

That choice was too difficult to make.

So he instinctively chose to escape.

But he knew that this was impossible.

"I'm not hungry," Feng Xi said, "I'm just worried that it won't be good if you're hungry while driving."

Thinking: "It would be great if I could use material things to make up for them."

Materially, what Yan Xin could give her, she could earn by herself.

Yan Xin was driving the car, holding chocolate in his mouth, and suddenly felt a little dazed - in his memory of his previous life, Feng Xi had never fed him anything after being a couple for several years.

Thinking of this, Yan Xin felt sad.

It was only after five o'clock when they left, but it would be after eight o'clock to return to their county town. Yan Xin could go home if he wanted to, or he could stay in the county town for one night and go back the next day.

——Are you really that kind to her?

With the dividends of being a reborn person, you will be richer in the future.

Feng Xi glanced at him, shook his head and said, "I think it's better for you to stay in the county town for one night and go back during the day tomorrow."

For a moment, he even wondered if Feng Xi was mocking him.

"Well, I won't be angry." Yan Xin said.

For her, money is no longer that important.

However, the question is, how can this be achieved?

Based on his understanding of these two women, Ai Lili would not agree to this, and Feng Xi would not agree to it.

He just didn't want to make Ai Lili and Feng Xi sad.

After confessing, he would be determined to be with anyone who could still accept him.

After Yan Xin finished eating, he peeled one off and put it in his mouth.

So I came up with this idea: "How about I stop having a headache and just become a scumbag?"

However, she is no longer short of money, and the three online stores are doing well, and she will have more money in the future.

Feng Xi smiled again: "Don't worry, it will be your birthday in a while, and I will also give you a birthday gift. You can tell me what kind of gift you like. As long as it is not too expensive, I can satisfy you.

Wish. What kind of gift do you like?"

This made him feel very depressed.

Yan Xin nodded: "Okay."

Now, it has reached the point where he has to admit it.

She didn't have much communication with Yan Xin during the day, and she probably didn't want to show her feminine side in front of Manager Lin, which would affect her dignity as the boss's wife.

Then he asked: "We have lunch at 12 o'clock at noon, but we don't have dinner until 8 or 9 o'clock. Are you hungry?"

Alili was born into a wealthy family and was not considered a very rich person, but she had always lacked the concept of money. For her, there were too many things more important than money.

The expression on Feng Xi's face did not seem to be sarcastic, but he said happily: "Since you said so, then I won't give you the money, even if it is a gift you gave me."

Yan Xin is not a very moral person. If there is really a way for the two of them to coexist in his world, he will definitely not refuse it.

But when I saw how happy Feng Xi was now, and when I thought about how she would take the college entrance examination in a few months, I couldn't honestly say anything.

Feng Xi added: "Don't worry, I will give you money."

For myself and for Feng Xi.

He paused and then said: "If you are hungry, tell me and we will find a place to have dinner on the road."

Even if she wanted to confess, she would have to wait until after she takes the college entrance examination.

Then he thought, if he betrayed Feng Xi's feelings, would Feng Xi be afraid of "love" for the rest of his life?

——Not everyone is qualified to fall in love.

She was still very happy talking to Yan Xin.

It's not that he didn't talk to Feng Xi, but he said very little, only ten or twenty sentences in total.

The road conditions were not good for a while when he got home, and he actually felt a little apprehensive when he returned home at night.

It is not difficult to guess that Feng Xi has a crush on him.

As long as he can live a happy life, he is not afraid of being called a scumbag.

But his absent-minded expression can be explained - he has to spend all his energy on driving, and there is no way to respond to Feng Xi's words with so much enthusiasm.

How happy she is now, how sad she will be after knowing the truth.

Maybe it's not just Feng Xi who is passionate, maybe he also has feelings for this girl.

But I was thinking: "I thought you really wanted to ask for my opinion, but it turns out you have already made arrangements for me."

I thought to myself: "How great would it be if I were a scumbag? Then I wouldn't have to have a headache. I would hug you and hug you both ways."

But at least, the emotions paid by both parties are not equal, but there is a big gap.

"You don't need to give me money, I'll give it to you." Yan Xin said.

The current situation is that no matter what choice he makes, someone is destined to be sad and he is bound to live up to someone's kindness.

Feng Xi looked at him and smiled: "Why are you so nice to me?"

Yan Xin thought for a while and said, "It's better to go home."

Trying to make it up to her with money is probably just a delusion.

It’s painful just thinking about it.

It is much better to plead guilty earlier and accept punishment earlier than to suffer in fear like this.

In their previous life, the two of them were husband and wife, but they were only husband and wife, not lovers.

Wanting both is indeed a very tempting thing for a man.

From her performance, Yan Xin also confirmed that she was indeed not angry about what happened last night, but was actually a little happy that their relationship had taken a step forward.

He felt deeply guilty towards Feng Xi. At this time, it was impossible for him to refute any of Feng Xi's opinions.

Yan Xin didn't know how to answer for a while.

This is the most frustrating place.

They have never done many things that men and women in love would do.

Youdao means thinking every day and dreaming at night. Dreams are the projection of your own subconscious.

Because after admitting it, you have to face a question - should you accept it or should you reject it.

If she confessed this matter before her college entrance examination, it would ruin her life.

Therefore, Feng Xi did not feel abnormal.

Thinking about it this way, I feel a little sour in my heart.

Then came a deep headache.

No big surprises either.

That was not only the woman who had an intimate relationship with him, but also his benefactor.

He doesn't mind being an emotional scumbag, he doesn't want to be an ungrateful person.

He was like this in his previous life, and Feng Xi was like this too.

What happened after getting drunk in the county hotel that time can basically be determined - if I didn't have such emotions and that kind of thing happened, I don't know what the trouble would have been.

I thought to myself: "I still have to hide it now and wait until she takes the college entrance examination."

In the communication between the two people, it was obvious that Feng Xi was more enthusiastic and proactive, while Yan Xin was a little perfunctory and a little absent-minded.

If you can really do this, it would obviously be a very happy thing.

But the effect seemed to be pretty good. Feng Xi smiled even more happily and said, "As you said, I will give you a random gift. Don't be angry then."

He has many things he likes, but he never thought that the things he likes need to be obtained through gifts from others.

Now that they were alone together and in the car, she was very relaxed.

Letting them know each other's existence would be a great harm to them.

Yan Xin shook his head: "It's okay. I ate quite a bit at noon, so I shouldn't be hungry."

"As long as it's a gift from you, I like it." Yan Xin said.

Yan Xin didn't argue with her and said, "Then let's stay in the county town for one night."

Problems that money can solve are not big problems for him.

Feng Xi finished eating the chocolate and said to Yan Xin: "This chocolate is very delicious. I haven't seen any for sale in our county. You will go to Yangcheng in a few days. Can you send me some?"

"

Maybe at this moment, she felt what she thought was the sweetness of love.

Love experience, for Yan Xin, is not much, if not completely blank.

What made him feel a little relaxed was that Feng Xi didn't pester him to talk. He often thought about his worries alone, and he didn't know what kind of worries he had.

Feng Xi suddenly asked him this, and he didn't know what kind of gift he wanted her to give, so he could only say this greasy, earthy love story.

Feng Xi has been poor since childhood and has a deep understanding of money.

Such a smile was something Yan Xin had never seen in his previous life.

Materialistic women are looked down upon by many people.

Especially now, he himself is in a dilemma, not knowing which one to choose, let alone how to deal with such a relationship.

The worst thing you can do is drive slower, be more alert and look at the road carefully.

When the time comes, not both will get it, but neither will get it, and he will become the scumbag they hate and their sworn enemy in this life.

If you can't accept him, then he will admit it.

When Director Lin was around during the day, he basically talked to Director Lin, and they also talked about things about the factory.

And Yan Xin is somewhat rich now.

They will pass through several county towns along the way. It is no problem to find a place to eat during the trip. They will just take a small detour, but it will not be a long detour.

It can be seen that he also has such thoughts in his subconscious mind.

Seeing that Yan Xin didn't speak, he explained: "It's eight or nine o'clock in the county town, and then we have a meal there. From finding the restaurant to ordering and finishing the meal, it takes more than an hour anyway, and it's almost eleven when we get out.

Yes, it’s a bit dangerous to drive alone in the middle of the night and the road conditions are like that. I don’t think you need to take that risk. Anyway, your time is free, and it’s okay to go back a day late.”

The chocolate is very sweet, and so is the smile on her face.

Hearing his answer, Feng Xi suddenly became happy, with a smile on his face.

"I'm fine. There are chocolates over there. If you feel hungry, you can eat one." Yan Xin said.

But these two women obviously cannot be solved with money.

Follow Feng Xi!

But in fact, the emotion that only one party is invested in cannot be called love.

Feng Xi searched for it and found two boxes of chocolates, so he opened one and fed it to Yan Xin's mouth. He said with a smile: "You'd better eat one first."

However, such women also have their advantages, that is, money can solve everything in their world.

This time she was sitting in the passenger seat. Not long after the car started, she asked Yan Xin: "Are you staying in the county tonight or are you going home?"

Yan Xin said "Yeah": "Yes, it's a gift from me."

Feng Xi was eating chocolate with a smile on her face.

Later, I always paid attention to keeping a certain distance from Feng Xi, and it was also because of this mentality.

In fact, many people are like this - they have lived their whole lives, got married, and had children, but they have never been in love.

However, when he stayed in the county town, he didn't know how to face Feng Xi.

He doesn't think so himself.

However, on the way back from the factory, Feng Xi started talking to Yan Xin.

He didn't dare to think deeply.

Then I thought: "But, am I not a scumbag? I have already established a relationship with Lily, and I am like this with her, and I still don't want to give up. What is this if I am not a scumbag?"

In the dream I had last night, there was a dream about hugging each other.

This can be regarded as a reasonable excuse for him to conceal the truth, and he feels a little better, and the condemnation of himself for being in two boats is not so fierce.

After much deliberation, I still think it would be better to go back to my hometown, even if it means taking a little risk.

It's just that he has always refused to admit it.

Yan Xin also had the urge to tell the truth, confessing to Feng Xi and also to Aili.

Feng Xi didn't know the fierce conflict of thoughts in his heart. He was still immersed in the happiness that the relationship between the two people had finally broken through to a certain stage. He kept chattering along the way, like a little woman in love.

A happy little woman.

This was a state that Yan Xin had never seen in her before.

In her previous life, she had no chance of happiness.

The thought inevitably arises in my mind: "How great would it be if she could always be this happy and happy?"