Reckless Youth of Delinquency

"I was thinking about where it would be better to rent a room. Although we are all students and don't have much money. But I felt that Qi Siyu must not be wronged. At least I should take her to a clean and hygienic hotel. Just as I was thinking about it, Qi Siyu suddenly said: "Wait until the high school entrance examination is over before you get pregnant. Anyway, there is still time." I then remembered that the high school entrance examination was in one week. Relatively speaking, the high school entrance examination was indeed more important, so I nodded and agreed to her. Then I sent her She went home and comforted her along the way. When she was almost at the door of her house, Qi Siyu said, "Ye Zhan, you won't perform abnormally because of this exam, right?" I was stunned and said, "I don't know, it's possible." It was really chaotic at the time. If I went to the examination room in this state, I would definitely fail. I thought Qi Siyu cared about me, but she smiled and said: "It's okay if you don't perform well, you can study with me in Beijing." Seven.’ Only then did I realize that this was what she thought, and I felt angry and funny at the same time.”

"Qi Siyu's studies are not very good. She always hopes that I can study at Beiqi with her. Not only him, but Hou Shengshuo, the boss of Qilong Liufeng, also hopes that I will study at Beiqi. He said that all my friends are in Beiqi. It will be more beautiful there. In fact, I think it is better to go to the city high school. It is the number one key high school in Beiyuan City. There is no future in being a gangster... I told Qi Siyu to stop thinking about it and each of them give his best. Just her grades will be fine. Then I made an appointment with her to go find her room after the high school entrance exam, and told her not to let anyone else know about it. I watched her go upstairs before leaving."

"Then we were all in a state of intense preparation for the exam. I have to say that those days were really terrible. The whole thing about Qi Siyu was on my mind. From time to time, I felt a chill in my back and became nervous. I and I Qi Siyu is my roommate again and we have to meet each other every day. This incident is lingering in my heart, and I am immersed in pain and self-blame every day. Qi Siyu checked a lot of information about medical abortion online, and the things on the Internet are always It was shocking. After she saw it, she was afraid to tell it to me. I was infected by her emotions, and the tension in my heart increased infinitely. But I could only try to comfort her by pretending that nothing was wrong. I knew that I must not show my vulnerability. Otherwise, Qi Siyu will be even more helpless..."

"The high school entrance examination, which was filled with tension and anxiety, was finally over. I didn't have time to evaluate my scores, so I called Qi Siyu out the next day. The two of us had already deceived our parents separately, saying that after the high school entrance examination, the students would go out to play together for a few days. , in order to look decent, I asked Xiaochun and others to come out to testify, while Qi Siyu found a few girls to testify. Of course, we claimed to the outside world that we were going to travel together, so other classmates were happy to help us testify. After we successfully came out, I told Qi Siyu my plan. I was going to book a room at the Dongyun Hotel, which is a relatively high-end hotel in Beiyuan City. The health, environment, facilities and conditions are very good, and it is right in the city center. If you go out, It’s not too late to go to the hospital if there’s a problem.”

"Dongyun Hotel?" I said doubtfully, "It's the hotel where Shi Dong killed the old dog, right?" Recalling that, that hotel was really good. Although it was not the best in Beiyuan City, students could stay there. Checking in is already a luxury.

"Yes, that's the hotel." Then Ye Zhan let out a long sigh. Liu Yanfu glanced at me and signaled me not to interrupt.

Ye Zhan continued: "It's a pity that Qi Siyu refused to go to Dongyun Hotel. She said that she didn't want to be seen by others. If she was discovered by others doing such a thing, her whole life would be completely ruined. I thought it was reasonable, so I asked her Where did she want to go? She said that as far away from the city center as possible, it would be best to go to the outskirts of the city, where no one would recognize us. I tried to convince her that if she went to rent a house there, if something went wrong, we would send her to It took a long time to go to the hospital. Qi Siyu said that I was a crow's mouth, why should I curse her to cause problems? She vowed: "There will be no problem, we will definitely not have any problems." When Qi Siyu is willful, I can't do anything about her. , especially under the current circumstances, everything is up to her. If she says to go to the suburbs, then go to the suburbs."

"We took a taxi and told the driver to drive north. We drove north until we left Beiyuan City and came to a place so desolate that we didn't even recognize it. It was similar to an area at the urban-rural fringe. We looked for it casually. I walked into the low and simple hotel. There were four or five middle-aged women standing in the courtyard of the hotel. They were all wearing heavy makeup. They looked like they were not serious people. They looked at Qi Siyu and me and laughed wildly, discussing in whispers. Looking at Qi Siyu's butt and breasts, I glared at them fiercely, walked to the bar and asked for a room. The rooms are very cheap, there is no standard room, each room costs 20 yuan, and you can stay there to 12 noon the next day. I think it’s really cheap, even if you stay for more than ten days, it won’t be a problem.”

"When the waiter led us into the room, a huge musty smell hit us and almost made me vomit. When I looked closely, I saw a low-quality wooden bed in the center of the room, with an invisible layer on top. Dirty sheets in original colors, and an old electric fan placed beside the bed. I don't know if it still works. Opposite the bed is a shabby TV set, which looks to be of the same age as the electric fan. I don't know if it is from the same age. Antiques found in some second-hand market. I stood there blankly, unable to believe that I would spend the next ten days here. The sanitary conditions here are really bad, and there is no bathroom. Qi Siyu was about to have an abortion. How can you live here?"

"The waiter put the thermos on the floor, brought in a bedpan from outside, and told us in dialect that we should pee in the bedpan and defecate in the toilet outside. We must not pee in the basin, otherwise we will be fined. I think Looking at the washbasin under the TV cabinet, I thought that someone had peed in there before, and I almost couldn't help but spit it out. I asked the waiter to take out the toilet bowl as well. We didn't need it at all. I had to use it even in the middle of the night. I went to the toilet outside. But Qi Siyu stopped me and left the bedpan. After the waiter left, I asked her what was going on. She said that during a miscarriage, you can put the baby into the bedpan. I looked at the smelly I was so angry that I was so angry that my whole body shivered."

"Qi Siyu put her bag on the bedside table. I tentatively asked her if she wanted to move to another place. There wasn't even a bathroom here or anything like that. But Qi Siyu said that when you come, you'll be in peace. This place is far away from the city center, and No one around us knew us, which was the best place. I knew I couldn't defeat Qi Siyu, or I had never defeated her before, so I had no choice but to leave it at that. After sitting on the bed for a while, I felt that the room was as hot as a steamer. My whole body was covered in sticky sweat. I ran to the bedside and turned on the electric fan. The fan was still running, but it made an unpleasant squeaking sound. I saw Qi Siyu pour a glass of water and take the first pill. Medicine. The doctor said that if you take one pill a day, and then take the last pill on the fourth day, the baby will be lost. I felt nervous and hurriedly turned on the TV. As a result, there was no signal on the TV, and every channel was A snowflake."

When Ye Zhan said this, I thought of the fragments he had told me about that came into his mind, the dirty sheets, the worn-out TV, the squeaking fan. It seemed that he was talking about this doghouse-like hotel. . It's just that the blood stains on the floor haven't appeared yet. It must be after the miscarriage on the fourth day, right? Could it be that Qi Siyu was really unlucky and suffered from massive bleeding? I didn't dare to think about it anymore and listened to Ye Zhan continue to talk about what happened at that time.

"Actually, I'm not in the mood to watch TV, but now watching TV is the only way we can relieve our time. I went out and called the boss up, and it took him a long time to repair the TV. Unfortunately, there were not many channels inside, only Central One arrived Center 3. I locked the station in Center 1, and Qi Siyu and I sat on the bed and watched TV. I don’t know if Qi Siyu watched the TV, but I didn’t watch it at all. There were dirty sheets under my butt, and I couldn’t even notice it for a moment. I don’t want to sit on it, but I’m used to it, as if I’m one with the room, because we’re all equally dirty, so who’s looking down on the other?”

Ye Zhan kept talking, his words revealing sadness and depression. I followed him back to the hotel room at that time. It was a room that smelled like a steamer. There was a smelly bedpan on the floor. The electric fan on the bedside made an unpleasant squeaking sound. The old TV never stopped. They all play programs from the Central Television Station. The prostitutes' teasing voices could be heard in the yard, and occasionally a few cicadas could be heard chirping. There was not a trace of wind in the air. A young man and woman sit side by side in this room, paying the due price for the mistakes they made when they were young and ignorant. How long will it take for this summer to pass...

"After watching TV for a while, Qi Siyu hooked her arm on my shoulder and said she was sleepy and wanted to sleep. I hugged her on the bed and fell asleep hugging each other on the dirty sheets. Qi Siyu fell into a deep sleep, and I But I couldn't sleep. I stared at the ceiling above my head with my eyes open. From time to time, strange little bugs crawled across the ceiling. I was worried that they would get into my mouth or ears after I fell asleep. I just kept my eyes open and my head I'm thinking about what will happen in three days, what will the child Qi Siyu shed look like?"

"I don't know how long it took, Qi Siyu woke up leisurely, looked at me with my eyes wide open, and asked strangely: 'You didn't sleep?' I nodded and said, 'I didn't sleep.' Qi Siyu hugged my neck and said :'Husband, I'm scared.' Then her whole body started to tremble. I hugged Qi Siyu tightly. I couldn't let her find out that I was actually scared too, and I couldn't let her know that my body was actually trembling too. I sang songs to her gently to comfort her and myself..."

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