Reckless Youth of Delinquency

"I sang to her: 'Little swallow, wearing floral clothes, come here every spring. I am the swallow, why do you come? The swallow said that the spring here is the most beautiful.' I kept singing this song over and over again, because in my heart I was really scared, so I also sang with vibrato. After singing, Qi Siyu sang along with me, and it was still the same song over and over again."

"Little swallows, wearing floral clothes, come here every spring. Why do you come here because of me, swallows? Swallows say the spring here is the most beautiful..."

Ye Zhan sang this song with a slight trembling, and the singing was full of tension and uneasiness, as if she was really back on the bed in that hotel, holding Qi Siyu who sang with her in her arms. This beautiful children's song was sung by Ye Zhan at this moment, and for some reason it had a spooky and terrifying atmosphere, which made my back feel chilly. I can even imagine that in that hot hotel, the fan was squeaking, the monotonous anchor news came from the TV, and the vibrato singing voices of Ye Zhan and Qi Siyu echoed in the room. Ye Zhan sang over and over again, his voice becoming more and more terrifying and hollow. I looked at Liu Yanfu. His Adam's apple was moving, and he was obviously frightened by Ye Zhan's voice.

"Ye Zhan?" I finally couldn't help it anymore: "Let's continue with the rest of the story." I found that my voice was shaking, as if I was afraid of something. Ye Zhan seemed not to have heard it, and still sang dryly: "Little swallow, wearing floral clothes, comes here every spring. I am the swallow, why do you come? The swallow said that the spring here is the most beautiful..."

I looked at Liu Yanfu for help, and there was a layer of sweat on his forehead. "Doctor Liu?" I shouted softly. Dr. Liu woke up as if from a dream, quickly took the small clock, and was about to press the button that would make a "Guji guess" sound. As long as the sound of "Goo Chi Chi Chi" sounds, Ye Zhan will definitely wake up, and the story will no longer be told. Liu Yanfu stared at Ye Zhan closely, with a very serious expression, and said slowly: "Wang Hao, find a way to pull Ye Zhan back to the beach."

I quickly said: "Ye Zhan, do you think the sea water is blue?" Ye Zhan turned a deaf ear and continued to sing dryly: "Little swallows, wearing floral clothes..." I said again: "Ye Zhan, do you think the sand is soft? Not soft?" Ye Zhan turned a deaf ear and still sang hollowly: "Little swallow, wearing a floral dress..." Liu Yanfu said: "It's no longer possible, wake him up, otherwise he will fall deeper and deeper." I became anxious and shouted: "Ye Zhan, I want to eat coconuts!" Ye Zhan was stunned for a moment, and his singing stopped abruptly: "Oh, I'll pick it for you."

Liu Yanfu breathed a sigh of relief and put down the clock. After a while, Ye Zhan said: "Here, you eat." I made a "suck, suck, suck" sound, and was thinking about what to do next. Ye Zhan said again: "Mouse, I have finished drinking the juice. It's time to drink it." Eat the pulp inside." I said "oh" and made the sound of chewing teeth again, thinking that this man is really difficult to take care of.

After a moment of silence, Ye Zhan said again: "Mouse, do you want to continue listening?" I quickly said: "I want it."

"Yeah." Ye Zhan responded and continued: "During those three days, most of the time we stayed in bed and watched TV. Although the sheets under us were extremely dirty, it didn't seem to be a big deal after we got used to it. . When it was time to eat, I went to a restaurant outside to buy some, and the two of us devoured the disposable lunch boxes. We didn’t wash ourselves after waking up in the morning, and we didn’t dare to use the washbasin in the hotel. The two of us were like this. Living unkempt, hour after hour..."

"Qi Siyu is also a little crazy. Sometimes he will ask me what our child's name is, and how is Ye Xiaozhan? When lying in bed, he will suddenly say: 'Is Ye Xiaozhan sad knowing that we don't want him?' I was so startled that I broke into a cold sweat. Qi Siyu became garrulous and began to rub her belly and talk to herself. She didn't know what she was talking about. Once I deliberately got closer to listen and heard her say: ' "Good boy Xiao Zhan, it's not that mother doesn't want you, it's just that you came at the wrong time. If you want revenge, go to your father..." Then he let out a horrible laugh of "giggle", which scared me almost out of my mind. That was me For the first time, I felt the pain that lasted for years, every minute and every second was like being roasted in a frying pan, and my spirit was like a taut string, as if it might break at any time."

"Because the room was as hot as a steamer, the electric fan was turned on 24 hours a day, and the 'squeaking' sound always resounded in the room. I was so impressed by this sound that I stayed with it for a long time. A long time later, this voice would suddenly flash into my mind without any warning, like a sharp boning knife slicing through my brain."

"Qi Siyu is getting more and more nagging, saying that after we abort this child, will we have a second child in the future? If so, what name should we give him? He also said that if this child is not aborted, we will be in the third grade of junior high school. As parents, when we are about to graduate from high school, our children should go to kindergarten. When we go to college, our children should go to elementary school. We can talk and talk about it until our children get a wife and so on. In the end, they will hug me and ask , Ye Zhan, will you not want me? If you dare not to want me, I will slit my wrists and commit suicide, and I will seek revenge on you together with my children, so that you will never have peace every day! I have been tortured by Qi Siyu’s crazy words so many times. I wanted to rush out of the door, but finally endured it."

Hearing the words "rush out of the door", I felt excited. Could it be that Ye Zhan couldn't stand Qi Siyu's nagging, so what happened next? Just listen to Ye Zhan continue: "At that time, I felt that Qi Siyu was a little abnormal, and I was almost abnormal because of her torture. Two abnormal people lived an almost isolated life in a suburban hotel, Every day I saw and touched those few things, the squeaking fan, the TV showing monotonous programs, the sheets that were so dirty that I couldn’t see the original color, and the bedpan placed in the middle of the floor. I felt like I was going to die. If you stay here any longer, you will definitely die."

"Several times when I went out to buy food, the prostitutes gathered in the yard would look at me and laugh. 'Young handsome guy, why haven't you left after staying here for several days? Is your girlfriend having a baby up here?' ''Little handsome guy, you haven't had sex these days. Can't you hold it in any longer? Sister, please help you get angry.'' Little handsome guy, seeing as you look so handsome, I can consider not accepting it. Your money.' When they saw me, they said obscene language, and they immediately guessed what we were here for. This made me even more embarrassed, and I just wanted to find a crack in the ground to crawl in. Every time I saw them, I He just lowered his head and hurried by."

"Qi Siyu became more and more nervous. She would suddenly burst out laughing in the middle of the night, and would touch her belly and sing, with a messy tone: 'Baby, go to bed quickly. I'll get up in the morning and I'll abort you!' Her laughter was so terrifying in the dark night that I had goosebumps all over my body, and my spirit was tortured like never before. After Qi Siyu finished singing, he would say in a shrill voice: "Ye Zhan, if you dare not to let me go, I will die with you!' My scalp was numb and I felt like I was about to collapse."

When Ye Zhan was describing this section, Qi Siyu's voice was perfectly imitated. He would sing the song "Baby, go to sleep quickly, I will wake up tomorrow and abort you" in a high-pitched voice. He would also say in a sad voice: 'Ye Zhan, if you dare not to let me go, I will die with you! ’ This shows how deeply these sounds impressed him and gave him such painful stimulation that Liu Yanfu and I, who were listening nearby, both had our scalps numb.

Why did Qi Siyu become like this? Is it because of too much mental pressure? Come to think of it, after all, he was only sixteen years old, the same age as Hua. No one would be able to bear such a sudden change. But Qi Siyu's condition... is really weird. Judging from Ye Zhan's memories alone, Qi Siyu is almost as mentally ill.

"Finally on the fourth day of the forced labor, Qi Siyu took the last pill. The doctor said before that there would be a reaction in 1 to 2 hours, and the symptoms were similar to those of girls with dysmenorrhea. Qi Siyu lay on the bed and stared blankly The ceiling, I didn't know what to do, so I could only sit on the bed in a daze. The electric fan was still squeaking, which made me feel extremely depressed. I don't know how long it had been, but Qi Siyu suddenly let out a gasp. I hurriedly turned my head to look at her, and saw that she was frowning, holding her stomach, and holding back the pain. I quickly asked her how she was, but she shook her head and seemed to have no strength to speak. "

Having said this, Ye Zhan exhaled again, as if he was making some determination, and continued after a long time: "Qi Siyu got out of bed, walked to the bedpan, put the bedpan under him, took off his pants and squatted down. When I got down, a lot of blood leaked from her lower body was splashed on the floor. When I saw this scene, my head buzzed again, and I almost fainted on the spot. Then Qi Siyu let out a painful wail, as if he was experiencing something A painful punishment. I hurriedly walked over and tried to hold her and give her some comfort, but she pushed me away and said: 'Don't touch me yet, I hurt a lot, and it hurts a lot now.' I had to retreat. On the other hand, I looked at her nervously, fearing that something unexpected would happen to her suddenly, and the string in my mind would become tighter and tighter."

"Qi Siyu was wailing in pain. Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and the hotel owner's impatient voice sounded: 'What are you doing inside? If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital. What are you crying about here?' I hurried to the door. , said through the door: 'Sorry, we'll be fine in a moment.' The boss said: 'Don't get blood on the sheets, or you'll have to pay according to the price!' Then he left cursing."

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