Reckless Youth of Delinquency

"I breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and walked back, but I saw Qi Siyu putting his hand into the bedpan and groping for something. My scalp felt numb again, and I boldly asked: 'Xiaoyu, what are you doing?' Qi Siyu Stretching out her hand, I saw that her hand was stained with blood, and there was a fleshy blood clot in the palm of her hand, about the size of her little finger. I suddenly guessed what it was, but Qi Siyu looked at it carefully, with a look in his eyes. Full of love and pampering. I said tremblingly: "Xiaoyu, throw him away!" Qi Siyu looked up at me with puzzled eyes, "This is our child, why should we throw it away?" What?' Qi Siyu stood up after saying that, even without wearing pants!"

"I shivered with fright and asked Qi Siyu what are you going to do. Qi Siyu showed a weird smile, opened his palms and faced me, with a weird smile on his face, and the blood from his lower body continued to flow down and dripped on the floor." Ye Zhan, come and take a look, this is our child, come and take a look..." My scalp felt like it was exploding, and I yelled: "Don't come over, don't come over!" I took a step back and raised my arms. My feet were already weak, and I fell to the ground with a 'plop'. Qi Siyu still walked over step by step, and said in a sad voice: 'Look, look at our child...' My spirit finally collapsed. I crawled to the door on hands and knees, opened the door and ran out, with Qi Siyu's terrifying appearance in my mind. Qi Siyu's voice came from behind again: 'Don't run, don't run, don't...' My mind went blank. , I just wanted to leave here, but my legs didn't obey me, so I had to crawl and crawl in a hurry until I reached the yard. The prostitutes came around and asked me what was wrong. I didn't know what was wrong with me, but I was just dying. Running, running, my mind was buzzing. I don’t know when my legs finally regained their strength. I stood up and ran... I didn’t know where I was going. All I could think of was Qi Siyu spreading out. The palm of my hand was walking towards me, as if Qi Siyu was still following me, so I could only run as fast as I could, keep running forward..."

At this point, Ye Zhan stopped talking, his body began to tremble again, and he kept mumbling: "Don't come... don't come... don't come..." I quickly said: "Ye Zhan, it's okay, we It's on the beach." Ye Zhan turned a deaf ear and still muttered those words: "Don't come over...don't come over..." I quickly looked at Liu Yanfu, and Liu Yanfu also said: "Calm down, there is an endless sea in front of us... "Ye Zhan's voice became louder and louder, and even his limbs started to dance wildly, as if he was rejecting something: "Don't come over, don't come over!" The sharp voice was full of terror.

"Dr. Liu, it's not possible!" I looked at Liu Yanfu anxiously. Liu Yanfu quickly took the clock and pressed it. The sound of "Goo Chi Chi Chi" sounded. Ye Zhan's eyes suddenly opened, his eyes full of fear, his chest heaved up and down, and he gasped for breath.

"Ye Zhan, are you okay?" I gently patted his chest, trying to calm him down.

Ye Zhan's breathing finally calmed down, and he looked at me and said, "I had a long dream just now, and the lost memory seems to have been recovered." I nodded: "It'll be good to get it back." ." But my heart felt extremely depressed and uncomfortable. It was true that Ye Zhan ran away from the door, but who could be blamed for this? In that small hotel room, both people seemed to have mental problems. Qi Siyu's mental breakdown directly led to Ye Zhan's mental breakdown.

Ye Zhan slowly sat up, his face horribly pale. He lowered his head and put on his shoes. As soon as he stood up and took a step, his legs seemed to be still weak and he fell to his knees on the ground! Ye Zhan held the bed with one hand and struggled to stand up. I quickly went to help him, and I was shocked to find that Ye Zhan's face was full of tears! "Ye Zhan?" I patted his back gently.

"It's my fault..." Ye Zhan lay on the bed and cried bitterly: "Rat, it's really my fault... I actually ran away from Qi Siyu when he was in the most pain. I'm not a thing, I'm Scumbag, I am a bastard..."

"Ye Zhan, it's not your fault." I could only comfort him like this, and I felt that Ye Zhan was indeed not to blame for this matter. This tragedy was not caused by him alone, let alone be borne by him alone.

Ye Zhan's cries echoed in the small office. Liu Yanfu sat back in his office chair and looked at us expressionlessly. I kept comforting Ye Zhan, but Ye Zhan kept crying. In my memory, this was the first time I saw Ye Zhan cry. This young and sunny boy was so heartbroken when he cried.

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Liu Yanfu did not include the time when Ye Zhan cried bitterly into the paid treatment. He said that most patients would go through such a process after recalling it, which made me feel that this doctor did not seem to be so evil. After paying two thousand yuan, Ye Zhan and I left here. There was a long silence on the road, and the oppressive atmosphere always permeated between us. In order to break the silence, I said: "This doctor is quite amazing, he actually made you remember it."

"Yes." Ye Zhan's face was expressionless. I think he must be extremely sad now.

"What are you going to do?" I know this question is inappropriate, but Ye Zhan will eventually face it.

"I don't know." Ye Zhan shook his head: "I know I'm sorry for Qi Siyu, but I don't know how to face her."

"After recalling the whole thing." I asked: "Do you think you like Qi Siyu?"

Ye Zhan shook his head: "I don't like it. I don't even want to see her or have any contact with her." It seems that the incident left a very deep-rooted impression on Ye Zhan, and it still made him instinctively want to Reject Qi Siyu.

There was a long silence after that. We took the bus again and went through many processes of arriving, parking, starting, and then stopping again. We looked numbly at the buildings passing by outside the window. When I arrived at the school gate, I couldn't help but said: "Ye Zhan, you don't have to be like this. That incident is not entirely your fault. The seven dragons and six phoenixes are always holding on to you for no reason." Ye Zhan shrugged his head and said nothing. He grabbed his shoulders and said, "Cheer up and let the past go!" Ye Zhan nodded numbly, not sure if he heard it. Looking at Ye Zhan like this, he was obviously very shocked. In his mental state, I will never let the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes hurt him again, otherwise I don't know how much Ye Zhan will be destroyed.

When we got back to school, we didn't go to class and went directly back to the dormitory. The two of them were lying on the bed separately, and neither of them spoke. The sky was getting darker little by little, and Ye Zhan suddenly said: "It would be great if we could clear up this matter." I was stunned for a moment: "What?" Ye Zhan said: "How can we clear up everything? Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes beat me hard. Can I let them calm down their anger by giving me a good beating?" I was silent for a moment and said, "If I just give you a good beating, I would be willing to stay with you, but I don't think they will be so easy..."

Ye Zhan sighed softly, turned around and faced the wall, and said no more. After the evening self-study get out of class, everyone in the dormitory came back. Lei Yu walked up to me and said, "Brother Hao, Zhou Mo has been looking for you all day." I said "hmm" softly, knowing what Zhou Mo wanted to do, she said Ye Zhan would be taught a lesson before the midterm exam was over, but now that the time was almost up, he seemed ready to take action.

Ye Zhan was still lying on the bed without talking. I got up and took the basin to the water room to wash myself. When I came back, Lei Yu told me that someone had just called my mobile phone. I picked up the phone on the bed and looked at it. It turned out to be a missed call from Xia Xue. I walked out of the dormitory and stood in the corridor to call Xia Xue back. She asked me how my treatment went today, and I told her what had happened. After listening to this, Xia Xue was silent for a while before saying: "Both of them are so pitiful. In fact, no one is wrong. The best solution to this matter is to get over it as soon as possible. No one should mention it again in the future, otherwise it will be unfair to others." It was a second injury to two people. And the two of them cannot be together, otherwise they will never forget the incident, which will be even more torture and devastation for them both."

"You are right." I said: "Ye Zhan's mental condition is very bad now. He is lying motionless on the bed. I am worried that he will completely close his heart like he did during the two months during the summer vacation. I’m afraid I’ll have another mental breakdown over time.”

"Then talk to him more." Xia Xue gave me a bunch of instructions, all of which were useful suggestions. After hanging up the phone and returning to the dormitory, I climbed directly onto Ye Zhan's bed, got into his bed, and pulled his body over.

"Brother, what are you thinking about?" I asked him seriously. Ye Zhan still looked numb, like a walking corpse, with no expression on his face and his eyes seemed empty and lifeless. If I had known he would be like this, I shouldn't have taken him to that treatment. It was actually a good thing for him to forget that horrible thing.

"Can you stop acting like a dead person? It's been so long, there's no need to keep thinking about it."

Ye Zhan nodded, but obviously there was not much change in his spirit. I told him jokes, like trying to coax my girlfriend, but the effect was not very good. Ye Zhan didn't laugh for a long time, and only said at the end: "Go to sleep."

Then just sleep. When I slept until midnight, I felt Ye Zhan's body shaking slightly. I touched him with my hand and found that he was covered in sweat. It seemed like he was having a nightmare. I patted him gently, and after his body returned to calmness, I fell asleep.

Early the next morning, everyone in the dormitory got up and prepared to go to class. I don't want to go. I know Zhou Mo is looking for me and Ye Zhan. It's better to hide in the dormitory for the last two days, take the exam directly and go home during the winter vacation. Let's talk about the rest later. As a result, Ye Zhan started to get dressed. I asked him what he wanted to do, and he said he was going to class. He could never hide from what was coming.

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