She is Nice and Soft

  Chapter 156 Isn’t it good enough?

 She looked at the scratches on his arms.

 It almost looks like the flesh and blood are being torn off.

He didn't show any discomfort on his face. He looked at her with clear eyebrows, as if he was worried that she wouldn't be used to the light. In the darkness, Pei Dai only turned on a dim corridor light.

 Warm light fills the entire space.

 He asked her.

“Qinqin, do you feel uncomfortable somewhere? Does it hurt?”

The question was asked so gently that Mei Yeqin's face warmed up a bit and she looked at Pei Dai.

 The madness dissipated on this day.

“Pei Dai, do you love me?”

The woman's brow bones are very soft, and there is still light red lipstick on her lips and teeth. Her cheeks are fair and fair, and on her smooth shoulders, there is a shallow, almost invisible mark secretly left by Pei Dai.

Pei Dai held the towel with his fingers for a moment. His expression was so natural, and he sat on the edge of the bed with his bathrobe on. He looked at Mei Yeqin with a thrilling smile at the corner of his mouth.

"yes."

 There was no denial, no unnecessary explanation, just a faint admission, and he did not stop his actions.

Mei Yeqin's expression rarely changed, she just muttered to herself.

 “What is love?”

 She doesn’t understand.

Can love really make people blind like that? Mei Yeqin seemed to have thought of something. She turned to look at Pei Dai. She also used an extremely natural tone and words and spoke lightly.

 “But I don’t love you.”

Pei Dai’s fingertips paused slightly again.

"I know."

 He knows, it turns out he knows, he knows that she doesn’t love him, nor does she love anyone else.

 Pei Dai, who only reacted to Mei Yeqin's emergency response, felt very empty in his heart, because Mei Yeqin was a doctor, and she was a doctor.

 Not only a surgeon, but also a psychological counselor, she has a double degree.

Pei Dai lowered his head, with a somewhat obscure expression on his face.

 “Are you thirsty? Do you want some water?”

Mei Yeqin nodded.

Pei Dai turned around and went to the living room. Fortunately, he heated up a pot of water and took a sip. It was not too cold and a little warm. It's just that Mei Yeqin likes to drink cold water, but Pei Dai never allows him to drink it. Every time I go out to play, even if she is unhappy, I just give her warm water.

Same this time.

 Pei Dai, who went in with a water glass, watched Mei Yeqin drink the water. He rarely lost his temper and put the water glass away by his side.

 “Let’s go to the movies.”

Mei Yeqin likes to watch movies. Pei Dai knew that it was almost early in the morning when he would look at the dim sky outside, thinking that Mei Yeqin would drive him away.

Hearing Mei Yeqin's suggestion, Pei Dai was naturally happy from the bottom of his heart.

The two of them did not go to the living room because there was a projector in the bedroom. After choosing a movie, Mei Yeqin leaned on Pei Dai's shoulder, and both of their eyes fell on the curtain.

 In the air, something called warmth gradually flows.

Pei Dai held Mei Yeqin's finger.

 “Pei Dai, I don’t like this male protagonist.”

 She looks different from her usual appearance. When she was watching the movie, Mei Yeqin looked a bit like a talkative person. There was a big contrast between her usual appearance.

 That’s why Mei Yeqin never goes to the cinema and usually watches movies by herself.

Only when she was in front of Pei Dai, she seemed to let go of herself and say what she wanted to say.

“I think he did something wrong. This should be a matter for the screenwriter.”

Mei Yeqin complained about the plot in the movie. Although she was stubborn, she still spoke in a pseudo-rational state.

Pei Dai reached out and touched the top of her hair.

 “Qinqin, this is adapted from a real incident.”

 It is mentioned in the opening credits.

Hearing what Pei Dai said, Mei Yeqin turned to look at Pei Dai.

 It turns out it’s not the screenwriter’s fault, it’s the fact.

 She has actually seen and heard a lot of this fact, hasn’t she?

“Pei Dai, are all men the same? Don’t you like it if you get it? What is this?”

The movie tells the story of a girl growing up with a boy. From a young age with nothing to having everything, including so-called bread, I feel that the world view and values ​​of the two people have emerged. The problem gradually intensified as the conflict gradually intensified, and then the two broke up.

 The film is not very long, and at the end, the two of them ended up breaking up.

“Qinqin, there are too many things in the world that people cannot understand, so there is no need to force yourself to understand them.”

Pei Dai's voice was always so soft in Mei Yeqin's ears, like the breeze with a hint of serenity.

 He said an ordinary thing in the most ordinary words.

 There are too many things that people cannot understand.

Mei Yeqin's expression was a little cold.

“Pei Dai, if something like this happens to me, or someone around me does something like this, I don’t understand what I should do.”

 That’s right, she is most likely acting like this because she can’t understand.

Mei Yeqin didn't know where the entanglement in her heart lay. Perhaps it was because of Pei Dai's warmth that Mei Yeqin couldn't bear to let go.

 So as a psychiatrist, she wanted to try to untie her heart knot.

 So how to understand it.

Pei Dai pursed his lips and pinched her fingers. The cold fingertips made Pei Dai feel a little uncomfortable. He looked at Mei Yeqin.

“Qinqin, sometimes forgiveness is the only way to free yourself.”

“When we can’t understand, we have to try to forgive so that we can be free.”

His voice was so slow, flowing clearly into Mei Yeqin's heart.

 She looked at Pei Dai blankly and murmured to herself.

 “Forgive me?”

 She doesn’t know how to forgive, how can she forgive, her sister is no longer here.

“Pei Dai, my sister’s previous relationship with him was very good, but you don’t know whether it’s bad or not.”

With a low voice filled with pain, Mei Yeqin finally found a way to express some of the depression in her heart.

“Qinqin, if she can do wrong things, it proves that she is not good enough. A good relationship is not good enough. If she is good enough, she will not do wrong things.”

 He didn’t ask deliberately, nor did he mention it deliberately. He just described it from the perspective of a bystander.

Mei Yeqin raised her eyes and looked at Pei Dai.

 “Is it really not good enough?”

 She is a little hard to understand.

“My sister told me that there is a boy who likes her.”

Perhaps it’s because the two of them are about the same age, so Mei Yeyun always tells her anything.

So she witnessed the entire process from Mei Yeyun's youth, to marriage, to having Jiang Sui, to the breakdown of marriage, as if she were watching a movie.

 In the end, the only one who gets hurt is yourself, and obsession is of no use.

 Emotions are of no use, and they were even less useful in the past.

 (End of this chapter)