She is Nice and Soft

Chapter 211 Dawn Breaking Part 5

Jiang Sui pushed the girl's wheelchair to the morgue. There was no expression on the girl's bloodless face.

 “I’ll take a look for myself first.”

 When they reached the door, the girl who had been silent until now finally spoke.

Jiang Sui lowered his eyes, his fingers pushing the wheelchair were bruised, "Okay, I'll take you in and then come out, okay?"

His voice was low, with a hint of panic in it.

Su Qing pursed her lips and nodded lightly.

Mei Yeqin took advantage of the situation and nodded to Jiang Sui, indicating that it was time to go in.

Jiang Sui walked numbly, pushed open the extremely heavy door, lowered his head and half-crouched in front of the girl, and covered her with the blanket. There were words in his congested throat, but he never said them out.

　　Putting the girl in front of the bed of white cloth, Jiang Sui felt that all his strength had been exhausted when he walked out of the door.

　　When I decided to tell the girl about this matter, I had already expected such a result.

 I knew she would definitely come and have a look.

 But when it is actually implemented, it is more difficult than when you are able to accept it.

Jiang Sui leaned against the door, his whole face looking cold.

 As he got close to the door, he felt as if he was the closest to the girl, as if the two of them had a mutual feeling.

Su Qing stayed quietly in the wheelchair, her pale face gradually cracked, and her fingers moved slowly.

 A long time, an unreasonably long time.

The girl finally had the courage, pulled down the white cloth, and went to see Su Rao.

 There was no life in her face.

A makeup artist has restored her original angry face, but Su Qing can still see that Su Rao is not angry at all.

 Her skin was so cold and stiff.

 Her eyes would never open again.

She will never call herself nanny again, Qingqing.

Su Qing knew that he would never hear her cough again, nor see those weak, trembling eyes.

He is timid and afraid of trouble, but he always protects his mother.

Su Qing bit her lip to prevent herself from crying. Her tears couldn't stop falling, silently and without energy.

 She gritted her teeth tightly.

 It took a long time, a moment, before the sound came out.

"Mother."

His sobs could not stop trembling, and Su Qing's face became even paler.

“Mom, I actually don’t like you, you should know that. I’ve always wondered why, why you are always so weak and not brave.”

"Obviously he doesn't know anything. He drinks too much. He does nothing and is idle. Why do you tolerate it all the time? This makes me dislike you very much. I don't like to go home. I don't like to communicate with you. It closes my heart. ”

Su Qing looked at Su Rao's face, and gently held Su Rao's fingers with her fingers.

Her hands didn’t have any warmth or strength, as if they were narrating a story.

Su Qing spoke in a low voice.

“Until you stabbed yourself for me, and he went in, it was just you and me in our family from then on.”

 “I just thought, even though I don’t like you, I still want to protect you.”

Su Qing's eyes were completely covered with her own tears. She didn't seem to know that she was crying, or she was focusing on Su Rao.

"I just thought, my mother is actually not that weak. Weakness may be your nature, so it cannot be the reason for me to hate you. Later, I found out that my mother is also a little girl, and she is also afraid of pain. , but every time he was angry, you still protected me."

Those past scenes were scattered in Su Qing's mind like a movie, and they couldn't stop playing.

Su Rao's weakness, her strength, her fear, and everything she did for herself were all playing in Su Qing's mind continuously.

“You just don’t know how to love yourself, you are afraid, you are afraid that I will be bullied, you are afraid that I will not have enough to eat, you are afraid that I will not be warm enough to wear, you are afraid that I will not have tuition fees for school, and you are afraid that you will get sick and spend all my tuition fees.”

 “You can’t be like this, I only have you, mother.”

Su Qing was completely crushed. Her voice was so loud, as if she wanted to vent it out. She bit her lip, held on to her matte hair, and roared.

 The person lying on the bed was motionless and could not give Su Qing any response.

 “Mom, would you please wake up?”

 All methods, from Su Qing's initial sobbing, to the final roar, to the final begging, were of no avail.

She cried hoarsely, but it was of no use.

I don’t know how long it took, but she lay on her bed and gradually raised her head. Su Qing looked at Su Rao.

“Mom, you don’t have to worry about me, I can take care of myself and I won’t be bullied.”

With eyes filled with tears, Su Qing wiped away her tears with the back of her hand and pulled a hair on her head hard.

“Mom, don’t be afraid, your daughter will be with you wherever you go.”

The girl's eyes were so bright. She looked straight at Su Rao, and then gradually covered the white cloth strips. She felt that her heart was spasming severely and she endured the pain.

Su Qing glanced at Su Rao for the last time, then pushed his wheelchair and slowly walked out.

 The dark loneliness behind the girl stung Jiang Sui deeply when she came out.

Jiang Sui pursed his lips and looked at Su Qing's red and swollen eyes from crying, which were as swollen as walnuts. He lowered his head and stood behind the girl without saying a word.

 “How about going back to the ward?”

Her face was not pretty, she was a few times paler than before, her look was weak and shaky.

Su Qing pinched her palms and forced herself to hold on for a while longer. She looked at Mei Yeqin not far away.

 “Aunt Mei, thank you.”

Su Rao had obviously been cleaned up decently. She put makeup on her face and changed her clothes. These things should have been done by herself.

Mei Yeqin pinched his fingertips and couldn't help but feel pity for the girl's pale face.

"Go back to the ward, check first, be clear, nothing can happen to you, you know."

 “You are everyone’s hope.”

Mei Yeqin pursed her lips. She originally wanted to say that you are your mother's last hope, but she always didn't want to remind the girl of sad things, so she finally changed her tone.

Su Qing nodded without rejecting it.

 Su Qing had already fallen asleep when she didn't insist on returning to the ward.

 (End of this chapter)