Special Female Soldier

Although Liu Yu'an knew that she was comforting him, he still laughed, "Then... what happened next?"

"Later... Later I made it through." Lin Yanxi laughed out loud as she spoke, "I survived the simplest period, and I also got what I always wanted to get."

"When you have survived all that, you will find that the hurdle that you always thought was difficult to get through, but now looking back, it can't be simpler."

"After that, although I experienced greater difficulties, experienced more brutal battles, and occasionally lost my mind, none of these affected me anymore. Even though this battle was extremely tragic, and even many things happened It's something I can't even think of, but I still endure it."

While speaking, Lin Yanxi raised her head and looked at Liu Yu'an, "I know that you have changed suddenly now, and what you have to face every day is also very different from what you imagined. It's normal for you to be unable to accept it for a while."

"But who wants you to like it, who wants you to choose this path in the first place, you want to do what you like, but you don't accept the additional difficulties brought about by your favorite career, how can life be so simple?"

Liu Yu'an stood there in a daze for a moment, staring blankly at her failing to recover.

Lin Yanxi ignored her, and continued directly, "Actually, it's not that you don't know what you have to face to be a real actor. Things in this circle are no secret, especially when you are in the film school, you can get in touch with more When you see these things, you should be clearer than anyone else about what it takes to be a popular actor and what you need to work hard for."

"You're just not ready yet, you suddenly break into another environment from one environment, but you don't have the rules suitable for this circle, you have to stand at the top of it, let everyone hold a magnifying glass to stare at all your behaviors, give up Part of the acting time is to do things you don’t like, and you’re unhappy and uncomfortable.”

"But you forgot that these are also part of your role as an actor. If you don't do well, not many people like you, or even stare at you. How can you have the opportunity to be an actor? Who will act for you?"

"It seems... that's the case." Liu Yu'an replied in a daze, curled up in the sofa silently, thinking about her words in a daze.

Lin Yanxi wanted to give her time to digest, so she got up and packed up all the food she had eaten, but this time she didn't get Liu Yu'an's jokes, and when Lin Yanxi came back with the hot water, she was still curled up in a daze There, not a single movement was made.

Seeing her like this, Lin Yanxi smiled lightly, "I know you are under pressure. The pressure in your profession must be much greater than that of ordinary people, but it's not so unimaginable, right?"

"The endurance of each of us is elastic. I believe that as long as you can overcome this hurdle, your psychological endurance will become stronger and stronger, and you will become stronger and stronger."

Liu Yu'an finally raised his head at this time, looking at Lin Yanxi, he was a little choked up, "Actually, compared to yours, mine is really nothing, I was even thinking, if I had chosen another path, I would If you want to be a soldier, you must not do as well as you, and you will collapse before you even reach your height."

Lin Yanxi shook her head with a smile, "There are no ifs in this world, and no one knows how great your potential is, even you yourself don't know, back a few years ago, someone told me that I would become what I am today , I wouldn’t believe it even if I was killed.”

"So you too, even though what you are facing is a little difficult for you now, I believe you will adjust well, and soon those activities you don't like, the interviews you hate, and even those critical evaluations will become part of your life and enjoy them."

And speaking, Lin Yanxi looked at her and smiled, "Okay, now tell me why you are suddenly like this today. Based on what I know about you, it seems that you are not so fragile, right?"

"Why not, you don't know how much grievance, pressure and dissatisfaction I have accumulated these days, but I can't express it. There is no one around me who can make me tell the truth, let alone vent it, even when I face the camera. At that time, I still want to be that perfect Liu Yu'an."

"And I have to face all these alone, I really can't hold it anymore..." At this point, Liu Yu'an settled down, thought for a while, and then said, "But you haven't heard from me for so long, It's impossible to find you."

"Originally, Da Fei was still by my side, and I could talk to him about some things, but he also disappeared suddenly. I didn't even have any preparations, but I still had to worry about him."

Hearing her mention of Li Fei, Lin Yanxi also drew her attention back, and said directly, "I went to him after I came back, and I heard about him."

Liu Yu'an sat up straight after hearing this, looked at Lin Yanxi and said seriously, "It's impossible for him to do such an impulsive thing, there must be some misunderstanding in it, and it's impossible for him to think about it that much, maybe he was expelled from this school. No, there are other things, is there anything beyond his imagination that would make him disappear suddenly without saying a word?"

"Then what do you think is the reason?" Lin Yanxi didn't answer, but looked at her and asked back.

Liu Yu'an shook his head, "I don't know either. I went to him after he left, and even asked a private detective to investigate this matter, but nothing was found. After Da Fei left, there was no news. Never before has this person been the same.”

As he spoke, he grabbed Lin Yanxi, and said worriedly, "I'm so worried about him, I'm afraid that he will be unsafe outside, he will be overwhelmed, and he will be more desperate."

"If he was by our side, we might be able to comfort him and help him, but now he is outside alone, with no one around him, not to mention helping him, and even having no one to talk to. Disaster."

When Lin Yanxi heard this, she instantly understood that Liu Yu'an's collapse today was not only caused by her own pressure during this period, but also that she was worried about Li Fei every day, and she lost contact frequently, so she couldn't help.

And as I said, there is no one to confide in these words, and I can only keep them in my heart. These things accumulate more and more, but finally I can't hold back when I hear Lin Yanxi's voice, and I collapse directly.

Lin Yanxi can understand her, and even envy her, because at least she can cry and vent, which can be said to be much stronger than her original self.

And it's much better to vent out and cry out.

Thinking of this, Lin Yanxi patted her lightly, "He will be fine, and we will be fine too."