The Greatest Showman

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"...Nothing happened, nothing happened, everything was fine."

It's a lie, a lie that even Renly himself doesn't believe: things have happened, things are different, nothing is good now, there is no certainty that the future will be better, or even a future ...this is a mirage-like lie.

But aside from the lies, Renly didn't know what he should say or do, and that was the only way in his mind right now: repeating words like "placebo" over and over again, hoping to help Edie Silk injects a glimmer of hope, hoping to awaken Edith's softness, hoping to regain Edith's trust.

Renly was always patient, inch by inch, cautiously approaching Edith, lest he might startle her if he moved a little too far, and then she turned and ran away like this, running away, disappearing forever, and then again. He couldn't go back to the life he was familiar with.

"It's alright, everything is alright."

Renly forced himself to keep repeating, even if there was a slight tremor in his voice, even if there was a slight blockage in his chest, even if he began to doubt himself, he still did not give up, as if lighting a fire in the harsh winter. Like a torch, weak but stubbornly trying to illuminate the entire night, guiding Edith to find the way back.

"Edith, it's Renly, I'm here, everything's all right."

Finally, Edith raised her head slowly, like a frightened fox. She looked from the corner of her eye to left and right. After confirming that there was no danger around her, her gaze fell on Renly uneasy and hesitantly. , The eyes of the two people exchanged quietly like this.

Renly didn't waver at all, so he met Edith's gaze with determination and determination, conveying the warmth in his heart with his eyes:

Believe me. I'm Renly, I've always been here, I've never left.

Time seemed to freeze like this, Edith stared at Renly for a long time, seemed to be testing the environment, and seemed to be looking for a direction. It took so long that the passage of time lost its meaning. But Renly never wavered and never gave up. In the end, Edith's shoulders finally relaxed and she slowly opened the car door.

Huhu.

Huhu.

The cold winter wind rushed in like this, erecting an invisible wall between Renly and Edith, which seemed insurmountable; but in the end, Edith took the first step, Renly His hard work and perseverance finally paid off, and things finally began to show signs of improvement.

This is a good thing.

Renly tried to step forward, but he was afraid that his actions would alarm Edith again. In the end, he could only stand still, asking Edith's opinion with his eyes: Can I step forward? Can I reach out? Can I help you? Those gentle and firm eyes, tirelessly sent out inquiring signals, always patient, even if it took a whole day, he would never give up.

Edith could sense Renly's stiffness, as well as the panic and fear hidden behind her eyes, and a smile blossomed from the corner of her mouth, "It's my honor to be able to make the invincible Renly look so panicked. "

But Renly didn't smile.

The brighter the smile, the more bitter Renly felt, because he knew that the pain behind the smile might never be detected.

Renly just stared at Edith quietly, but it made Edith a little uncomfortable. She smiled a little, "I'm fine." Edith forced herself to straighten her back and took the initiative to meet Renly. Looking at him, he pretended to be calm and said, "I'm serious, I'm fine, it's just a little conditioned reflex. You know, the things left on the battlefield can't disappear in a short time, I'm just an instinctive reaction, I really It's alright."

Renly didn't believe it.

But Renly didn't speak either, just stared at Edith calmly.

The calmness made Edith uncomfortable. She tried to calm down, but she couldn't hold back. She lowered her eyes to hide her panic. She didn't like Renly's gaze, and then the whole person began to be uncontrollably irritable. Get up, "Don't! Don't look at me the way you look at the weak! I'm not! I'm not a loser! I'm not weak! I don't need sympathy and help! I! I don't! I don't need to be saved! I'm not a victim Do you understand? Renly? Do you understand! I'm not a victim! I don't need rescue, I don't!"

The shouting one after another vented all the pain in her heart, and the protective armor that Edith had accumulated layer by layer fell apart like this.

Renly couldn't bear it.

There was an impulse in his heart that drove Renly forward. He wanted to give Edith a hug and tell her that everything would be alright. But he knew he couldn't.

Because he couldn't be sure things were going to get better; and because Edith refused to be a weakling.

Renly forced himself to stand still, watching Edith quietly, waiting for her to vent all her emotions before saying, "Even a warrior needs his teammates, doesn't he?"

Edith's shoulders stiffened slightly, and the excitement left over after roaring and roaring stopped a little, but she still buried her face in her hands, never speaking or moving.

Renly tried to remain calm, showing a smile, "It's not just the weak that need help.

Everyone needs help, even the most powerful fighters need the support of their teammates and the help of backup. Everyone's life path from birth to death starts and ends alone. At other times, we all need partners. We will encounter different people and things, we will encounter different difficulties and setbacks, sometimes we can solve it by ourselves, sometimes not. Accepting help does not mean weakness; but refusing help knowing that you are powerless is the real cowardice. "

"Other people's sights and visions will always exist objectively, and we are powerless to change them; however, only when we identify ourselves as victims can we make ourselves into the weak."

"Edith, I am standing in front of you now. I have never regarded you as a weakling, just as you have never regarded me as a traitor."

Even if Renly left the Hall family, even if Renly was on the opposite side of George and Elizabeth, even if Renly attacked Chris Evans... Edith never regarded Renly as a traitor. It never was, nor should it be now and in the future. Because he never changes.

After speaking, Renly did not continue to persuade incessantly, but quieted down, stood there, quietly watching Edith, he knew that she needed time and space.

"Don't..." Edith's irritability still prevailed, "Don't pretend you know everything, don't pretend you're like God, don't! You... you don't know anything! You never know what it is What does it feel like? Because you're just standing in the limelight and enjoying all the applause and cheers!"

Speechless.

Edith herself didn't know what she was talking about, but the words just blurted out.

"I...I can't control myself, you understand? I can't control myself at all! I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't know what to do with myself, sometimes I don't know myself anymore, I don't know the answer , you understand, I don't know! I'm like a fool now, I don't know anything, I can't control anything, so what should I do?"

"I don't know what to say, I don't know how to communicate with Chris, I don't even know how to get along with you guys. I feel like a traitor who just left the front lines and took innocent civilians. Staying there, leaving my colleagues there, I'm the only one left to survive, I betrayed them."

"I don't even know what to think! I don't know how I'm supposed to face London! I don't even know how to find the right way in a car park! Who am I? Who am I? I don't know anymore. Know yourself! Sebastian, tell me what I should do!"

Edith hugged her head in pain and fell into a deep torture, revealing a madness in her bones.

Renly's nose was slightly sour. This was the real Edith. After her return from surviving, the darkness that had never been released finally burst out. The bloody scars were exposed in front of her eyes, and the raging and desolate cold wind seemed to Edith can be destroyed at any time - some things cannot be overcome through hard work and hard work after all. The complexity and difficulty of life have never been black and white.

Renly didn't know how to help Edith, but he knew that only when he faced the wound could he be healed, and escape would not solve the problem.

"Edith, here I am," said Renly firmly, and he would face it with Edith no matter what.

Edith slowly raised her head and stared at Ren Li with a dazed and confused gaze. The helpless light in the depths of her eyes finally revealed its original appearance, but the focus and focal length still failed to condense, so she searched for nothing. It seemed impossible to understand what Renly meant by that statement.

"I've always been here," Renly repeated, and the simplest words had unparalleled power, as if Edith had supported him, and now it was his turn to support Edith. Until this moment, the meaning of "family" took root in the blood of the Hall family.

From Edith to Arthur to Philip, and finally back to Edith, the family seeds of the Hall family finally found the soil.

The tears in Edith's eyes slowly condensed like this, and then slipped out of the shackles of her eyelashes, choked her voice, and said in a low voice, "Renly...I..." After a slight pause, although it was difficult, she persisted in the end. Go on, "I need help."

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