The Greatest Showman

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"I'm always here."

Renly's voice sounded softly in his ears, touching the softest yet strongest part of Edith's heart, inadvertently revealing her own fragility, and hot, hot tears slid down her cheeks, making her feel vulnerable. Her heart began to tremble slightly, and she couldn't control it even if she clenched her teeth. She clenched her fists with all her strength, but she still couldn't restrain her trembling slightly. The sadness that came out of nowhere firmly grasped her heart. , finally... finally took off her armor, revealing the truth that she was so hard to hide, just like that without reservation.

"Renly...I..."

Edith couldn't help choking up, admitting her vulnerability and fear was more difficult than imagined - she had been strong for so long that she forgot what she looked like after taking off her disguise, her hazy vision In it, the outline of Renly could be seen, his bright and deep eyes guiding his path like a beacon.

"Don't...Renly, don't let go...don't...I need help."

Speak out, finally speak out, those fears and cowardice, those panic and darkness, all dissipated, Edith finally bravely broke through herself, sent out a life for help, and showed all her fragility and helplessness. , and stood in front of Renly just like that.

It's not easy.

It wasn't easy for Renly or Edith, and it was even more difficult than Arthur's confession to Renly on Oscar night. Because they have never learned how to express themselves, and everything is deeply hidden in their hearts. Even though the Hall family has undergone earth-shaking changes, they still carefully guard their own world and never cross that line. The long-established "self-made" boundary.

until now.

"I won't." Renly said firmly, then took a step forward, slowly opened his arms, and approached Edith tentatively, and then he could see Edith The slightly trembling shoulders dodged for a moment, but he didn't flinch, just kept his posture and waited patiently until Edith took off her defenses again, and then closed his arms and hugged Edith in this way. in the arms.

Edith only felt that the broad wings were wrapping herself, all the storms were blocked, and she entered the warm and calm harbor. The panic and restlessness seemed to finally be able to calm down, that kind of peace made her completely lost. The armor discarded the armor, and then burst into tears.

Emotions completely burst.

Edith collapsed uncontrollably, crying unreservedly, and in the darkness, she finally found a ray of light.

Because it was too presumptuous and too turbulent, Edith cried and curled up, her body trembling slightly, like a withered leaf in the cold wind.

The heart-wrenching cry made Ren Li feel sad, and his eyes turned slightly red. He knows, he knows that feeling, it's like he's been wronged by the sky, and he can't wait to cry out all the negative emotions - when you've been alone for too long, but you accidentally learn that you have a partner, that emotion is what language cannot describe.

Maybe, he can never imagine what Edith has gone through, and the only thing he can do is to be strong and become Edith's strongest and most steadfast backing. He won't let go, absolutely not.

Renly hugged Edith like this, without speaking or moving, quietly letting all of Edith's emotions out.

Gradually, Edith became tired from crying, her spirit fell dizzy, and the embarrassment of shame began to emerge, but because she was too tired and too painful, she couldn't take care of her shyness, and just wanted to grow, After a long sleep, his eyes closed like this.

When Edith woke up again, night had come.

Outside the car window, you can see the dim yellow streetlights are struggling to support, the drizzle falls through the halo, and there is a faint sound, it seems that London is humming a long-standing poem, sang the graceful night and winter. The loneliness reveals a lonely beauty.

Edith struggled to sit up, only to realize that she was lying in the back seat, sleeping for several hours, and the street scene outside was somewhat familiar - obviously it was no longer a supermarket, but Hall in Bayswater family mansion; but Edith did not understand why Renly had come back here.

She opened her mouth and tried to ask the reason, but before the voice came out, Edith chose to give up, her eyes fell on the house, quietly watching the dim yellow light, penetrating the hazy rain curtain reveal-

She can clearly identify the location of each room, and her memory is still vivid, as if she had never left this simple and solemn cage; but she could not find the slightest warmth here, let alone a sense of belonging, as if I just once stayed here for a summer, like a guest.

They all lived here, but they never belonged here. Before, she thought that Elf belonged to Bayswater; now, she knew that even Elf never belonged here, because Bayswater has no soul, it has a body, those souls It came and went here without leaving any traces, and what George and Elizabeth carefully maintained was just a mirage.

Renly left. Arthur left with her. Elf left. In the end, even Elizabeth left. Now only "Baron Hall" still sticks to the empty shell, but Edith can't be sure, when Fei

When Lip also turned to leave, how much of the glory of "Baron Hall" was left.

Inexplicably, Edith found a touch of peace deep in her heart: because Bayswater kept reminding her that this was why she kept running—in some ways, to escape this cage.

"You didn't get lost?"

Edith finally spoke, but the first sentence seemed very... unexpected, which made Renly's eyes twitch slightly in the driver's seat.

"Although I was lost for nearly four hours, I finally reached my destination." Renly replied solemnly, and he was not relentless when he was black.

Edith laughed cheerfully, "It's commendable." After a moment of silence, she continued, "Why did you think of coming back to Bayswater? I thought you were the one who didn't want to come back here."

"If I say, I actually miss this place, do you believe it?" Renly's answer made Edith stunned. No words were needed, the expression said it all, which made Renly chuckle.

Looking out of the car window, Renly's voice became lighter, "I miss you watching 'Reminiscence' in the study until you fell asleep, and I miss Arthur stealing ice cream in the bedroom. I miss the days when I was misunderstood when I spilled ice cream on the bed, and I miss the three of us secretly carrying Alf on our backs and grilling in the tool room when she knew everything but didn't complain. I miss the day when I told George about my dream plan. The sword is drawn..."

Those memories, good and bad, are still so fresh, as if they were just yesterday.

Edith's smile also rose, and the blurred vision could tell that she was also caught in the memories, those memories that she thought she had forgotten but actually existed.

"I won't change myself for George and Elizabeth, but I have to admit that my days at Bayswater have made me who I am now. Although I chose to leave Bayswater, it doesn't mean I need to forget Bayswater."

As Renly spoke calmly, Edith's thoughts began to grow deeper.

People are always like this, trying to forget those painful memories and leave those good memories; but people forget that those hardships and setbacks are also part of their lives, and it is those struggles and ups and downs that shape who they are now - being Those who are defeated by difficulties eventually become mediocre, and then blame others for their faults; while those who defeat difficulties achieve themselves step by step, and those pains become part of themselves.

Bayswater has too many negative memories, but those memories are part of them, including George and Elizabeth. Also, the memory of Chu Jiashu is the same.

Battlefield memory, the same is true for Edith.

Edith's mood calmed down like this - not that she found the answer or calm, but that she finally began to face her wounds, even if she was afraid, even if she was panicked, she didn't flinch, and really began to look at the suffering. , she still didn't know what she should do, but she was willing to face her own helplessness, just like facing Bayswater.

"Renly, sorry," Edith said without warning.

"What?" Renly wondered.

Edith didn't explain--she was apologizing for her rhetoric in the afternoon, her rebuke to Renly, thinking that Renly didn't understand anything at all, just swearing high above the ground...but those were all passing anger, She shouldn't be like this.

"Although I don't know the reason, I accept it." Renly continued, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's just that this is not the case."

"Ha." Edith also laughed out loud, "The big devil is still the big devil, I will never challenge the majesty of the big devil easily, don't worry." Edith joked, and her voice regained its vitality. , seems to be back to normal at last, but Edith and Renly both know, no.

"Renly, I want to go back." After a moment of silence, Edith spoke again.

No beginning or end, but this time Renly understood: Edith still decided to return to the front line, "Have you made up your mind?" He still didn't stop Edith after all.

"Well." Edith nodded lightly, "...I don't have an answer. To be honest, I still don't have any ideas, but I know that the answer is there, and I need to go back and find my own answer. Maybe, I Never find it; maybe, I may never come back; but . . . I have to go back. I need to go back."

After the twists and turns, the inner answer finally emerged.

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