To My Dear Mr. Huo

Mr. Li did not dare to say that Li Qianxue was wrong. He probably understands what his daughter is thinking.

But now, can this kind of tossing really achieve the effect she wants? Or can it really make her figure it out?

What if Su Chenghui gets tired and refuses to accept the move, and instead plans to retreat. If that's true, what will Li Qianxue do? After all, she and Su Chenghui are no longer young.

Li Qianxue was silent, looking at her father, she shook her head: "Dad, if that's really the case, it only proves that we are not destined to be together."

If you miss it, you miss it.

"Qianxue?" Mr. Li felt a little distressed when he saw his daughter like this. Li Qianxue thought it was okay, but there was still something she wanted to tell Mr. Li.

"By the way, Dad. Su Chenghui has been running to Rongcheng these days. He is thinking of commuting Su Peizhen's sentence. If there are no accidents, Peizhen may be released after a while."

This news shocked Mr. Li. He looked at Li Qianxue.

"You don't want Peizhen to come out?"

"no."

There is not much difference between five years and two years.

"That--"

"I just feel sorry for Qingsang."

It was clear that Su Peizhen had hurt Su Qingsang, but because of the mother-daughter relationship in the past, she had not cut off her relationship with Su Peizhen. Now if she gets back together with Su Chenghui, she will inevitably have to deal with Su Peizhen frequently.

She didn't want to break her daughter's heart.

"Qingsang is a good child, she shouldn't mind."

Mr. Li knew what she was thinking, and he also felt guilty about Su Peizhen. But this kind of guilt is no greater than the guilt towards Su Qingsang.

"She doesn't mind that I mind."

Li Qianxue looked at Mr. Li, not afraid that he would know what she was thinking: "Dad, do you know? I thought some things could be over, and I wanted to let them go, but I found it really difficult."

Dreaming back at midnight, those past, those nightmares.

"I found that I can't do it." The word "forgive" is too light, but it is too difficult to do it. She's not a saint, she really can't do it.

"Qianxue."

Mr. Li knew her feelings and did not persuade her later.

Su Chenghui stood at the door, the handbag containing desserts in his hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. He stood at the door for five minutes, and after there was no sound inside, he opened the door and went in pretending as if nothing had happened.

Looking at Li Qianxue, his eyebrows were still gentle, as if he hadn't heard anything.

…………

Li Qianxue sensitively discovered that Su Chenghui was a little different recently.

After talking to Mr. Li that day, Li Qianxue lost interest in tormenting Su Chenghui. Seriously speaking, this man has always been able to endure what others cannot.

It had been like this before, but Su Chenghui's behavior recently made her feel like she couldn't see through him.

"What's wrong?" Su Chenghui placed the snacks on Li Qianxue's desk: "Didn't you say you like this snack? I went to buy it for you."

"No."

When Li Qianxue said she liked her at the time, it was just an excuse. If you really want to eat it, buying that dim sum shop and turning it into the Li family's Tao Lai is just a matter of words?

"I don't want to eat today."

"Then, what do you want to eat? I'll cook it for you." Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue with the same gentle expression as always.

Just like he has been all this time. Li Qianxue felt inexplicably annoyed when she saw him like this.

"I don't want to eat anything. Su Chenghui, what do you think I am?"

Su Chenghui paused: "Qianxue. Are you angry?"

"I'm not angry, I just don't want to see you."

"Qianxue? Did I do something wrong?"

Su Chenghui pursed his lips into a straight line and looked at Li Qianxue very seriously.

Li Qianxue became increasingly irritated. The better Su Chenghui did, the less she wanted to see him.

"Su Chenghui, don't you even have a temper?"

"..."

Seeing Su Chenghui's confused face, Li Qianxue stood up and pointed at Su Chenghui's chest: "Can't you see that I've been deliberately tormenting you these days?"

Su Chenghui looked at her and when she finally said what she said, he shook his head: "I know, but I'm happy that you are willing to torment me."

"Are you so mean?" Li Qianxue was so angry that she spoke arbitrarily: "Why don't you act like before? Pretend you can't see me, ignore me, no matter what I do or say, you don't notice it. It looks like it's arrived. Su Chenghui, why don't you continue?"

"You know that I am basically tormenting you now. To put it bluntly, I am just taking revenge. Why can you still pretend to be indifferent? Don't you have a temper? Where is your backbone?"

"..."

"Why aren't you angry?" Li Qianxue looked at Su Chenghui with anger on his face: "Why don't you have some backbone? Why?"

"Aren't you the most arrogant? Don't you hate me the most? Don't you want to see me the least? Then what are you doing now? Tell me."

Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue. He suddenly stretched out his hand and held her in his arms.

Li Qianxue was stunned for a moment. Su Chenghui tightened his arms and hugged her tightly: "Qianxue."

"Su Chenghui, you——"

"I don't hate you, and I'm not arrogant in front of you. I won't pretend that I can't see you. Qianxue, you are the person I love most in this world. I can never ignore you."

"..." Who wants to believe it? Li Qianxue didn't believe it.

"Qianxue. I know it's hard for you to believe me. I also know that in your heart, you still have a lot of worries and hesitations. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter whether you want to torment me or torture me. .”

He owed her this.

"If you don't believe me, you can continue to doubt me. If you want to test me, you can never forgive me for the rest of your life. Even if you are happy, it doesn't matter if you continue to treat me like this for the rest of your life."

"But Qianxue, please don't push me away from you."

He had made mistakes before, and she didn't believe him, but he understood.

He once vowed to spend the rest of his life making up for his mistakes.

For him, the more Li Qianxue worked, the happier he was.

Li Qianxue also suddenly figured this out. Su Chenghui wished she could toss him around, wished she could order him around. The more she struggled, the more she could alleviate Su Chenghui's guilt.

How could Li Qianxue, who wanted to understand, be willing to torment Su Chenghui again?

"Qianxue, I once said that even if you never forgive me, it doesn't matter. Because, I don't mind. As long as you don't push me away, I will be happy."

"If you feel unhappy about something, just say it and I won't do it."

After Su Chenghui finished speaking, he carefully looked at Li Qianxue's eyes and said, "Can't you just give me a chance to be by your side?"

Li Qianxue looked at him and wanted to say no, but her voice seemed to be stuck in her throat and she couldn't say a word.

She suddenly pushed him away, then turned around and said coldly: "No."

"Qianxue?"

If Su Chenghui hadn't listened to Li Qianxue's words, he would never have understood Li Qianxue's feelings.

He wanted to say a few more words, but Yang Rong came in and asked Li Qianxue if he had something to do.

"Mr. Li, this is the company's routine physical examination arrangement for the second half of the year. You just need to sign."

"Okay. Leave it alone."

"Also, this document requires your signature."

"good."

"One more thing, the planning department's advertisement has been shot. Regarding the issue of placement, the two managers of the planning department and the marketing department have different opinions——"

"Pick a time for them to come to my office and talk."

"yes."

After Yang Rong finished talking about all the official matters, he glanced at Su Chenghui, who was standing there motionless. A thought flashed through my mind. Could it be that these two people were quarreling again?

As soon as Yang Rong left, Su Chenghui was eager to express his feelings. He knows in his heart that doing more is worse than talking more.

But Li Qianxue had a strong heart and a good background, so it felt like there really wasn't much he could do for him.

"Qianxue, you heard about me."

"Su Chenghui——" Li Qianxue interrupted him: "You go back first."

"Qianxue."

"You don't have to come to me if you have nothing to do these days. I want to calm down alone."

"..." Su Chenghui looked at her: "How many days?"

"I don't know." Li Qianxue really didn't know: "Su Peizhen's matter, don't you still want to go to Rongcheng? You go."

She actually knew that Su Peizhen's case seemed to be going to trial in the past few days. She didn't believe that Su Chenghui didn't care at all and didn't want to see it at all.

"Qianxue?"

"We will talk about it after you have settled Su Peizhen's matter."

Her attitude was too determined. Su Chenghui looked at her expression and thought of what she said that day, and finally nodded.

…………

Li Qianxue then focused all her attention on work, and Li had a lot of things to do next.

She forced herself not to think about Su Chenghui for the time being. She needed time to figure it out.

Su Chenghui called her every day to tell her where he was and what he was doing.

Su Peizhen's case was in court today. When Li Qianxue received a call from Su Chenghui, she stood at the door of the hospital and did not move.

Li's employee benefits are very good, and employee physical examinations are organized every year. Li Qianxue also experiences it every year, but she has a dedicated personal doctor.

She really had no interest in this kind of routine inspection. Listening to Su Chenghui talking on the phone, he seemed a little nervous.

After all, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. He was afraid that despite his efforts, Su Peizhen would still go to jail. That was not the result he wanted to see.

Li Qianxue didn't know how to comfort him. There was always a process for everything.

"Since you have done your best by giving me a posthumous title, then you can relax."

"Yes." Su Chenghui nodded: "Qianxue, I miss you so much."

Li Qianxue's palm holding the phone tightened. She didn't expect that at this time, Su Chenghui would still be in the mood to say that I hate it.

"When I finish working these days, no matter what the result is, I will come back."

He said, "I want to come back to you."

"Yes." Compared with his excitement, Li Qianxue was much colder. She glanced at the office door in front of her and originally wanted to hang up the phone. However, Li Qianxue found that Dr. Zhong, who had been serving the Li family, did not look good.

"Dr. Zhong, what's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

"No, it's not me."

Li Qianxue forgot to hang up the phone at this moment.

"Doctor Zhong?"

"Qianxue." Dr. Zhong looked less than fifty years old. He had owed Mr. Li a favor before and had been the Li family's personal doctor: "How long has it been since you had a physical examination?"

"Me?" Li Qianxue thought for a while: "I did it last year. There are many things this year, and I haven't had time to do a physical examination."

Finding that Dr. Zhong was silent, Li Qianxue couldn't help but feel a little uneasy: "What's wrong? Is something wrong?"

"Qianxue." Dr. Zhong asked Li Qianxue to sit down, picked up the film for her physical examination and pointed it to her: "You seem to have a tumor here."

"..."

Li Qianxue blinked and thought for a moment that Dr. Zhong was joking with her and lying to her.

She didn't want to believe such words: "Dr. Zhong, wait."

After all, he had seen strong winds and waves coming, so Li Qianxue was not frightened immediately: "What do you mean by tumor? And, where is this? Why didn't I understand clearly?"

"This is the location of the stomach. When we examined you, we found a fibroid in your stomach. Preliminary judgment——"

"Doctor Zhong." It's not that Li Qianxue doesn't believe the doctor, but she believes in herself more: "This is impossible. I know my own body well, how could I have stomach problems? Could you have done the wrong test?"

"This is the result of our inspection. If you don't believe it, you can do another inspection."

Li Qianxue sat there, looking at the explanations of those extremely professional terms. Finally she shook her head: "Doctor Zhong, tell me directly what to do next."

"We will do another detailed examination to determine whether the tumor is benign or malignant. No matter which one it is, we hope to get results."

Li Qianxue stopped talking. She sat there, unable to recover.

She has always been self-disciplined and has good living habits. But she didn't expect that one day the disease would happen to her, or it would be a tumor, commonly known as cancer.

"Dr. Zhong, I understand. Thank you."

Li Qianxue stood up. She held the report and thought for a while: "By the way, don't tell my dad about this."

"Qianxue."

Dr. Zhong wanted to say something, but nothing could be said at this time.

Li Qianxue didn't need him to say anything. She walked directly outside. Halfway there, she suddenly remembered that Su Chenghui seemed to be talking to her before?

I took out my cell phone immediately and found that the call had been hung up. Li Qianxue breathed a sigh of relief. He was busy with Li Qianxue's affairs, so he probably didn't hear it, right? I think should not be?

Regardless of whether it was there or not, Li Qianxue was not in the mood to care about Su Chenghui now.

Holding the inspection report in hand, Li Qianxue went home.

Mr. Li was surprised why she came back so early today. Li Qianxue said that he stayed up late yesterday and had a headache today, so he went home to take a rest.

"Then go up and have a rest."

Everyone knows that Su Peizhen will be released from prison today, and Mr. Li naturally knows it too.

In the opinion of Mr. Li, Li Qianxue's physical discomfort was because he was still worrying about the previous matter.

He wanted to give some advice, but he could only let the person involved think about it. No one else can help.

Li Qianxue returned to the room and laid her body down on the bed. Looking at the familiar ceiling above my head. She only felt her eyes were a little warm.

Unexpectedly, things suddenly turned out like this. She was not yet fifty, and her body usually didn't react at all. How could she have thought that one day she would suffer from a disease like tumor?

With his eyes closed, even if Dr. Zhong said, the tumor might be benign. She felt bad too.

No one can really not care about their own life and family.

If others are like this, so is she.

Tumor, how could she get a tumor? She couldn't figure it out, so she simply stopped thinking about it. Closing her eyes, she thought a lot, a lot.

With the advancement of medicine in modern society, even if she has a tumor, she will not die. But if there is something, such as diffusion, or something else.

If something happens to her, what will happen to this family?

Su Qingsang, Su Yuxin, think about it, Nian Nian, and Mr. Li. What are they going to do with these family members that she cherishes so much? How sad will they be if they are gone?

Especially Mr. Li, the white-haired person gives the black-haired person——

Li Qianxue forced herself not to think about it, but she couldn't restrain herself. She couldn't help but think of Su Chenghui again.

That person said so many words in the office that day, one sentence after another, and every sentence was very nice. It was so good that she almost believed it. ,

But, it's only almost. Now, if something like this happened to him, what would Su Chenghui think if he knew about it?

Or, if he really has something, what will Su Chenghui do?

Li Qianxue had never felt like this before. Her consciousness was a little groggy. Although she was awake, she always felt like she couldn't wake up.

Drowsily, she closed her eyes to rest. But he always wakes up because of the slightest disturbance.

Over and over again, Queen Qi opened her eyes one time. When she saw the person in front of her, she was stunned for a moment.

"Su Chenghui?"

She still remembered that she felt like she was dreaming. In the dream, Su Chenghui said a lot. Seeing him now, Li Qianxue felt like she didn't know whether she was in a dream or reality.

"Qianxue."

Li Qianxue's hand was held tightly by Su Chenghui. He looked at her with eyes full of pity and a hint of urgency: "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." What could she say?

She tore up the medical examination report because she didn't want Mr. Li to see it. When she saw Su Chenghui, she wanted to pull her hand back, but Su Chenghui held it tightly and refused to let go.

"Qianxue. It doesn't matter. If it can't be cured in China, we can still go abroad. I believe you will be fine."

Li Qianxue looked at him for a long time, and finally realized what he meant: "You, you know?"

"Yes, I understand."

Su Chenghui nodded and made no secret of his knowledge: "When I was on the phone with you, you forgot to hang up."

"I——" Li Qianxue felt guilty inexplicably: "I'm not here for you."

"I know." Su Chenghui smiled: "But I'm very happy that you let me hear it."

"Su Chenghui." Li Qianxue pulled his hand back: "What do you mean? I'm sick, and let me tell you, who knows how long I can live? If you don't want to be alone again, you'd better stay away from me - "

The word "better" was not spoken. Su Chenghui kissed her lips hard and hard.

Guess, is the illness a real illness or a fake illness?