To My Dear Mr. Huo

Li Qianxue was not very awake. With such a kiss from Su Chenghui, she woke up even if she didn't wake up.

It was very strong and painful. She was out of breath.

Su Chenghui not only kissed her, but also held her waist tightly, holding her whole body in his arms.

After the kiss ended, Li Qianxue discovered that his eyes were actually red.

"Li Qianxue. Let me tell you, in this life, I will never go anywhere except by your side."

Li Qianxue looked at his red eyes, and what she wanted to say turned into self-deprecation: "Don't think too much, who knows if I will have a next life."

"It's going to be okay. You hear me? You're going to be okay."

He hugged her tightly, almost rubbing her into his body: "You will be fine. Even if it is a tumor, medicine will be so advanced now that it will be cured. Don't think too much, you--"

"You are the one who thinks so much, right?" Li Qianxue was a little hurt from being hugged by him. She struggled a little: "Let me go, I can't breathe."

"Don't let go." Su Chenghui rarely showed such a childish side: "I won't let go, and I won't allow anything to happen to you. Qianxue, don't think too much, I believe you will be fine. It will definitely be fine."

He said a few words over and over again, and he didn't know whether he was trying to convince Li Qianxue or himself.

"Su Chenghui, let go."

She was used to being self-disciplined, but she was a little shocked when she suddenly discovered that there was something wrong with her body. At this moment, she had calmed down: "I know I will be fine, please let go first."

Isn't it just a tumor? Just have surgery to remove it. Looking at her current state, with no reaction at all, it's not serious at all.

Su Chenghui did not move away, but still held her hand tightly. He looked at her with a keen eye, as if she would disappear from his eyes in the next second.

"Qianxue. Shall we go to the hospital for another checkup? Check it out a few more times. I know an American expert, and I'll ask him to come back and perform surgery on you."

"Su Chenghui." Li Qianxue couldn't stand his behavior: "Where is Su Peizhen? How is she?"

"..." Su Chenghui was stunned for a moment, then shook his head.

"I don't know." When Su Chenghui said this, his face looked a little embarrassed: "I heard that you were sick, so I rushed back without stopping."

"Then, you -" Li Qianxue was stunned: "Didn't you come back after the observation?"

While she was talking, she picked up the mobile phone beside her and looked at the time. She went home from the physical examination and then took a nap. It was just over five hours.

Su Chenghui had to rush to the airport from Rongcheng, even if he took the fastest flight back, plus the time on the road.

It's like he rushed back all the way without even stopping. This made Li Qianxue look at him in shock.

"I'm not in the mood." Su Chenghui was thinking about Li Qianxue's illness and worried all the way. Tumors can be big or small, and if one is bad, it may have the worst outcome.

Su Chenghui couldn't think rationally the whole way. There was only one thought in his mind, that nothing could happen to Li Qianxue.

Now that Li Qianxue asked, he remembered that he didn't even pay attention to the outcome of Su Peizhen's final trial. As a father, he was derelict in his duty.

"I'll call and ask now."

While Su Chenghui was talking, his cell phone rang. It was the lawyer he hired for Su Peizhen.

"Mr. Su, the results of the trial are out."

"How?" Only at this moment did Su Chenghui feel a little nervous. He glanced at Li Qianxue, not sure what the consequences would be if she found out.

"The appeal was successful, but the first instance was rejected. The second instance sentence was changed to two years in prison, suspended for two years."

Su Chenghui breathed a sigh of relief at the lawyer's words. This result is almost enough. Su Peizhen was suspended for two years. As long as Su Peizhen stopped doing anything wrong during these two years, he would basically be a free man.

"Okay, very good. Thank you. Lawyer Jiang."

"You're welcome." Lawyer Jiang also breathed a sigh of relief. In fact, this matter was still because of Su Qingsang.

She knew that Su Chenghui had been running around because of Su Peizhen's affairs recently, and she didn't want to meddle in other people's business. But after all, that person is still her biological father.

Especially Su Chenghui's recent performance touched her a lot. After much thought, he still said hello to Huo Jinyao.

This result is also the best for her. He was sentenced to two years in prison. Taking into account the time Su Peizhen had served previously, he still had six months in prison.

Put her on probation for two years and release her. If she acts like a monster again, just lock her in again. If she really repented, Su Chenghui could breathe a sigh of relief.

"Where's Master Pei?"

"Ms. Su was released on the spot after the trial and is now following her mother, Ms. Xiang, home."

Xiang Caiping had to be informed of such a major matter as Su Peizhen's second trial. Even if Xiang Caiping didn't want to see Su Chenghui, he could help get Su Peizhen back as soon as possible, which made Xiang Caiping feel a little more comfortable.

Su Chenghui spoke a few more words to Lawyer Jiang and finally hung up the phone. Then I called Su Peizhen.

Su Peizhen had just come out and did not have a mobile phone. Su Chenghui contacted Xiang Caiping first, and they should be together at this time.

"dad?"

"Well. Peizhen. How are you?"

"Not bad." Su Pei really wanted to come out sooner, but didn't expect it to be so soon.

"I'm sorry. Peizhen, Dad has something to do today and is not with you -"

"Dad, it doesn't matter. I'm out anyway." Su Peizhen didn't care about the process.

She could see it, and now in Su Chenghui's heart, she was afraid that her status had retreated again and again.

If it had been before, she would have been aggrieved. But now, after more than a year in prison, she can think more openly than before.

"It's good to come out, it's good to come out." Su Chenghui felt a little complicated and thought for a while: "I have already had your house in Lin City tidied up, you -"

"Dad." Su Peizhen interrupted: "I will not go back to Lin City."

"Pei Zhen?"

"I still have to take care of my mother." The mother here naturally refers to Xiang Caiping: "She is old, and I don't trust her alone."

Su Chenghui didn't know what to say, but Su Peizhen knew what he was thinking.

"Dad, don't worry, I won't make the same mistakes again. I won't be stupid again. Don't worry."

"I believe you. I just don't want you to suffer anymore. If you go back to Lin City, I can take care of you."

"No need. I can take care of myself." When Su Peizhen spoke, he glanced in the direction of Xiang Caiping: "Dad, don't worry. I'm not the Su Peizhen I used to be."

Su Chenghui couldn't persuade her and hung up the phone, with sadness on his face.

But this sadness turned into worry when he met Li Qianxue's face: "Are you sure you don't want to go for another check-up? Otherwise, I will arrange for you to go to the big hospitals in Shanghai and the Imperial Capital for a check-up?"

"No need." Lin City's medical care was considered to be among the best, and she didn't think there was a possibility of misdiagnosis.

"Why don't we find American experts——"

"Su Pei really doesn't want to go back to Lin City?"

She changed the topic so quickly that Su Chenghui had to follow her and change the subject: "Yes, she said she wanted to stay in Rongcheng."

Li Qianxue stopped talking. She actually heard Su Chenghui's call just now.

She was not surprised by Su Peizhen's choice. In fact, it was best for her to stay in Rongcheng. After all, she can start over in Rongcheng, but that won't be the case if she comes back.

"Qianxue, I'm really worried about you. Just listen to me and go check it out again, okay?"

"Let's talk about it later." Li Qianxue definitely wanted to check again, but she was not in the mood now.

She needed some time to think about the two possibilities for the future. First, the tumor is benign and there are no problems.

One is that the tumor is malignant. If that is the case, she may have to prepare for some things in advance——

"Qianxue, what are you thinking about?"

Su Chenghui had been married to her for many years. He knew what she was thinking when he saw her expression, and he held her hand firmly.

"Don't think about it that way. You will be fine, do you hear me?"

Compared with his excitement, Li Qianxue was much calmer: "Su Chenghui, if, I mean if, if I have anything -"

"There are no what-ifs. There are no what-ifs."

Su Chenghui didn't want to listen to her at all. He kissed her again, fiercely, forcefully, and with a bit of urgency.

She couldn't say the next words. She looked at his expression and didn't quite understand why at this time, he was the one who couldn't accept the reality.

She let him kiss her. She didn't push him away, and even seemed to cater to him.

She doesn't want to think about things in a bad direction, but that's her personality. She always likes to be fully prepared, but also prepare for the worst.

"Qianxue——"

Her response was almost the best stimulant for him. Su Chenghui could hardly restrain himself.

Just thinking of her illness and her physical condition, he forced himself to take back his hand. He held up a palm and stared at her face.

"Qianxue. Don't say unlucky words, and don't think about things in a pessimistic direction. There are no ifs or contingencies."

He doesn't allow it.

Li Qianxue looked into his eyes, and her heart, which had been wavering, suddenly felt a little moved at this moment.

She had hated him before, really. Hate him for being ruthless and hate him for being prepared.

Later she hated him for being hypocritical, hated him for replacing the child and hurting her heart.

Later, she didn't hate it anymore, but she still couldn't let it go.

When she learned that she might die today, the first thought that came to her heart was still reluctance.

Not willing to give in. She hasn't struggled enough yet, she hasn't made this man completely hers.

Even more unwillingly, she found that she still couldn't let go. She goes to sleep as soon as she comes back, which may not mean she is escaping from reality.

I once read an article saying that when people reach middle age, they are most afraid of illness and death. There are old people at the top and young people at the bottom.

She didn't think so before. Today I really feel that I have a bit of this feeling. If something happens to her, what will Mr. Li do? What should Su Yuxin do?

Where is Su Qingsang? How long had it been since she and her daughter recognized each other? Is it necessary for heaven and man to be separated forever? She was unwilling to give in.

The most unwilling person was Su Chenghui. She had just driven him away, but she hadn't yet made him understand that everything she said that day was not from her heart.

She didn't really want to trouble him, nor did she really not love him anymore. But she had no chance to say those words again.

But he's back. Leaving behind the daughter he once loved most, he came to her side.

The moment she saw him, Li Qianxue found that her heart calmed down a lot. It was like when Mr. Li officially put the responsibility of the Li family on her shoulders.

She had also been nervous and worried for a while. She was always afraid that she could not do her best, and she was always worried that she would not be able to convince everyone like Mr. Li.

But Su Chenghui stayed with her during that time.

Yes, during that time, it was one of the few times when they did not have tit-for-tat confrontation, but instead spoke unanimously to the outside world.

No, it should be said that Su Chenghui's stance has always been the same as hers in official matters. During that time, he gave her the greatest help.

It is precisely because of this that her marriage to Su Chenghui for more than 20 years can continue to exist.

No matter how they get along in private, Su Chenghui is definitely her strongest supporter and biggest fan in official matters.

He let her know how capable she was, and let her know that one day she could do better than Mr. Li.

She felt more or less relieved. Although it hadn't settled down yet, at least it wasn't like she had just received the report.

"Su Chenghui, anything is possible in this world."

"Qianxue, don't you-"

"Listen to me." Li Qianxue insisted and finished: "I know that this is just a minor operation. I also know that I may not have anything wrong with me. But, I still want to say that if anything happens to me. Li, just give it to you."

"Qianxue. I——"

"At least, until Yuxin can stand alone, you must run the Li family well. You must give Yuxin a more glorious and powerful Li family."

"Qianxue." Su Chenghui felt his throat was a little sore and the tip of his nose was slightly sore. He took her hand and buried his face in her palm: "Don't do this, I can't listen to this. Really. You can do it yourself."

"promise me."

"Qianxue." Su Chenghui looked up at him: "Do you know? You are making things difficult for me."

"Yes. I'm embarrassing you." Li Qianxue nodded and admitted openly: "But you have made things difficult for me for so many years before. Now I am only making things difficult for you a little bit. Isn't it too much?"

"Qianxue, you know that the situation is different now. Without you, I don't know if I can survive."

"Even without me, you still have to live."

Li Qianxue put her hand on his shoulder: "Su Chenghui, even if it's for me, you have to live without me. You have to know that Dad and Yu Xin need you. Also, don't you want to compensate Qingsang Really? Do you think she is married? Once things get better, you can just forget about it and leave her alone?"

"Qianxue?"

"Okay." Li Qianxue took back her hand and looked at him with a calm face: "I'm only talking about one of the possibilities. It doesn't mean it will really happen if it's me. In short, I want you to promise me."

Su Chenghui calmed down and said, "Okay, I promise you."

"Let's go. Go downstairs for dinner."

Li Qianxue looked at the time. If she didn't go downstairs, Mr. Li would become suspicious.

"Qianxue, when do you plan to go for a re-examination?"

"I'll make another appointment with Dr. Zhong." Li Qianxue still trusts Dr. Zhong. There are no accidents. She doesn't want to change doctors.

"Okay. Then you promise me to find more hospitals for examinations?"

He was very persistent. Li Qianxue looked at his appearance and finally nodded.

"good."

The two of them went downstairs together, and when they arrived in the living room, their expressions were calm, and there was nothing strange about them.

Mr. Li wanted to ask Li Qianxue what happened, but saw that Su Chenghui was also there and did not ask.

Instead, Su Chenghui took the initiative to speak and told Mr. Li that Su Peizhen had come out and the verdict was also available.

Mr. Li immediately attributed Li Qianxue's reaction to the impact of the Su Peizhen incident.

That night, Su Chenghui did not leave the Li family. Instead, he stayed in the Li family. Normally, Li Qianxue would have had Su Chenghui kicked out.

But today was a special day, so she didn't want to kick Su Chenghui out.

Li Qianxue came out of the bathroom after taking a shower. Then she saw Su Chenghui sitting on the sofa in the room, waiting for her.

She didn't look at her and walked to the dressing table to do basic maintenance. Su Chenghui stood up at this time and walked behind her.

Putting his hands on her shoulders, he pressed her shoulders with just the right amount of force.

Li Qianxue did not reject him, she looked at Su Chenghui through the mirror. His usually elegant face still showed concern at this time, and he looked at her with a very complicated look.

But the easiest thing to see inside is worry. Li Qianxue, who was made uncomfortable by his gaze, looked back while applying toner.

"It's getting late, aren't you going home?"

"I won't come back." Su Chenghui lowered his head and smelled the rose fragrance on her body: "Qianxue, from now on, you can't drive me away. Wherever you are, I will be there."

Li Qianxue frowned slightly, watching Su Chenghui's lips move, but finally pushed him away.

"Qianxue?" Su Chenghui looked hurt for a moment. Li Qianxue couldn't stand the look in his eyes: "Go take a shower. You're so dirty."

This was a tacit consent for him to stay. Su Chenghui couldn't help but kiss her on the face.

"Okay, I'm going to take a shower."

Li Qianxue watched his figure disappear behind the bathroom, not knowing whether her behavior was right or wrong.

She didn't wait for Su Chenghui, but took a book and went to bed. She turned on the bedside lamp on her side and opened the book. This was a short story by O. Henry. She had always liked it, but now she couldn't read it.

If she keeps Su Chenghui, what will happen next?

…

Su Chenghui came out soon. He just put a towel around his waist and came out. Li Qianxue glanced at it from the corner of her eye and then looked away.

She looked as if nothing had happened, but when Su Chenghui sat down next to her, her whole body became a little stiff.

They have been married for more than 20 years and have only had physical intimacy twice. Once before marriage and once after marriage.

Once there was Su Qingsang, and once there was Su Yuxin.

Now, more than a year after their divorce, the couple is lying on the same bed again.

Li Qianxue thought about those two unpleasant experiences, and her fingertips holding the book tightened suddenly.

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