Today Should Be Preferred

Fight again anyway.

I want to show my mind in my freshman year because of timidity and not taking a step forward;

When I graduated from high school, I planned to confess for a long time, but before I spoke, I was scolded and hurt my self-esteem and died without disease;

In the next four years, although he will not go through the vicissitudes of life, he has tasted all the hardships and pains of studying abroad and starting a business in an unfamiliar country. When he is mature enough and still can’t let go of her, then fight again. .

It's just that he doesn't know that his so-called hardship, so-called loneliness or exhaustion, is less than one-thousandth of hers compared with Ting Lan's.

He did not receive a reply to the message that he asked her for dinner, but he still sent her the address of the restaurant persistently

: "Tonight is Christmas Eve, I hope you come, I will always wait for you."

Lu Kuo's plane left Senzhou in the afternoon and flew to Qining to find Cheng Chen for Christmas Eve and Christmas.

Zhuo Yuan stayed in Senzhou alone and spent the whole afternoon decorating the restaurant. In this city, the atmosphere of Christmas is very strong, shopping malls, restaurants, and Christmas trees full of gifts are placed.

In this western restaurant, he packed the whole venue. The Christmas tree was full of gifts, carefully selected and given to her by him. Under the Christmas tree was a soft bear full of memories.

Time passed by with the ticking of the bells.

He knew that she would not keep the appointment.

From the information she didn't reply in the afternoon, he knew that she would not keep the appointment. Decorating the restaurant and buying gifts is not so much the last struggle as he is trying to say goodbye and let go.

At 12 o'clock in the morning, he took a taxi to the gate of Senzhou University, called her, but did not answer;

He took another taxi to Palm Garden, called her, but still didn't answer;

There is really no need to be attached to the end of the road.

He finally sent her two messages:

Christmas Eve is over. The gift for you is in the restaurant. Go and pick it up when you have time.

Shu Tinglan, goodbye.

On the return journey, when he was in the sky, he thought that the two messages were still his own touch. Shu Tinglan didn't even know why he sent such messages.

This was the first time that he deeply realized that his so-called deep affection was all his own wishful thinking and self-movement.

When Wang Yan and Wen Jian saw him coming back, they were all curious: "Didn't they plan to come back after New Year's Day?"

"If you have something, come back early." He said lightly. Between these two friends, he never raised any personal questions.

Wenjian found that he was in the same depression that he could not hide when he first came out a few years ago. He was about to ask him with concern what happened. He raised his head from the computer and asked her first.

"Something?"

Wen Jian changed the subject: "The new office building has been found, wait for you to come and see it when you have time."

Zhuoyuan Technology has developed rapidly. In two years, it moved from the basement of Cui's home to an office building in the urban area, and continued to expand. The current office building is obviously too small.

Zhuo Yuan asked Cui sister to help find a new office building last month, the one that needs to be independent, because the scientific research team is also expanding, requiring independent research rooms, experimental bases, exhibition halls, and so on.

Wen Jian and Wang Yan were a little out of state at first. Zhuoyuan's technological development was too rapid and unexpected, especially when the daily orders flew like snow flakes and the financial income went from tens of millions to hundreds of millions, Wang Yan even felt that he was dreaming. , Very illusory.

Only after seeing Zhuo Yu'an calm and calm, and even self-confidence for granted, can Wen Jian and Wang Yan feel real in their hearts.

Zhuo Yuan has a natural and trustworthy leadership style, which stems from his strong professional knowledge, but also from his self-confidence and maturity in the world. Therefore, Wen Jian and Wang Yan both trust him extremely. He said to find someone When they were building an independent office building, although they didn't think it was necessary, they worked hard with Sister Cui. ,

Including later, he said that the domestic market was mature enough. When he wanted to return to China to open a branch, Wen Jian and Wang Yan did not hesitate to give their full support.

It was two years later. Zhuoyuan Technology's products have already had a very stable market in the country, and the entire sales network has been rolled out. They set up a branch in China to concentrate on cultivating the domestic market.

For various reasons, Wen Jian did not want to return to China, so Wang Yan assisted him to come back and set up a domestic branch.

At that time, Wen Jian thought that after the domestic branch was stabilized, Wang Yan would take the seat and Zhuo Yu'an would return to the headquarters. After all, the foundation of Zhuoyuan Technology was in the headquarters.

This is also where she has never really understood Zhuo Yu'an.

When Zhuoyuan Technology was stationed in Senzhou, many financial media and technology channels reported, Zhuo Yuan also accepted several influential media interviews, but only talked about Zhuoyuan Technology’s products and development. Never involved personal family background, this was a question he deliberately avoided back then.

Tinglan read his reports in these media, and joked to Lin Zhitong: This is my high school alumnus, and we had a "fate to sleep."

After listening to her story, Lin Zhitong glanced at the elite in the photo, and said contemptuously: "Why don't you really fall asleep? What's the point of holding someone secretly all night."

At that time, Lin Zhitong’s words were very bold. What he often instilled in Tinglan was that women’s happiness is the most important thing. As long as they don’t hurt others, they don’t have to put so many restrictions on themselves. It’s not shameful to enjoy life and sex.

Tinglan also recognized these words under her long-term "brainwashing". People live in the present and live carefully and cautiously every day. Will God be merciful to you?

No, the suffering that should be given will not fall, and it will be given to you.

She also wanted to be like Lin Zhitong, that she could live as she pleases, and live as she pleases.

But she didn't have such a wayward capital, because her mother was sick and hospitalized, and the high medical expenses and mortgages, like a double mountain, made her often out of breath.

That Christmas, my mother got lost on the way to renovate the new house. At first, the worker who renovated their house couldn't wait for her to call her.

She also hurriedly called her mother, the phone kept ringing, but no one answered. She went back and forth twice along the route her mother usually took, but she couldn't find anyone.

That day, there were a lot of text messages coming in from the mobile phone, and a few missed calls, but she was so anxious that she just called her mother, did not read it carefully, and did not call back.

Recalling that Christmas, it was a turbulent situation. Mother could not be contacted. Lin Zhitong and Mr. Shi had been to Christmas Eve and could not be contacted. She searched all the places where mother could go, and finally returned home desperately. When I saw my mother standing in front of the unit and smiling at her, she smiled weirdly.

"Xiao Lanlan, why did you go home? Mom has been waiting for you for a long time."

When I was young, my mother often talked to her as a kindergartener.

The author's words: The desk couple circle is about to be completed, so I resisted my impulse and did not follow the timeline to write Mr. Shi and Lin Zhitong. Instead, I concentrated on chapters and circled the desk couple circle.

After that, I will focus on chapters and write the Dong Yao that Shi Yi and many of my friends are looking forward to.