Unrequited Love

Luo Zhi's obsession with the word "pure" was almost sickly. When the story of school flowers and school grass was all the rage, she still kept her ears away, she saw only Sheng Huainan in her eyes, and she continued to write diaries related only to him.

Of course, you can't always turn a blind eye. She had seen both of them several times when she couldn't escape.

She was very pleased to see that their love was not like those of public students, they would stick to me and me when they had the opportunity. Contrary to what everyone had been privately guessing, Ye Zhanyan was very quiet, but Sheng Huainan said a lot. Luo Zhi was sitting on the last step of the remote administrative district listening to the CD and watching New Concept 4. The two of them did not notice her. The two people sat in the middle of the stairs connecting the fifth and sixth floors. They didn't hold hands or hug each other. Looking at a math book, Sheng Huainan seemed to be talking to Ye Zhanyan, but Luo Zhi did not take off his earphones and listen.

She sat until her buttocks were tingling, they still did not go, blocking her way, she didn't want to frighten them, so she had to sit there all the time. Bach’s unaccompanied cello suite is very nice, but the text of the new concept degenerates into a bunch of meaningless symbols, floating in front of the eyes, unable to enter the brain.

She simply closed the book and sat quietly with her cheeks supported. There are two people in Yuguang's range, one pink and the other white, delving into something seriously, it's so beautiful. Luo Zhi found that she did not feel sad, but rather relaxed. She had a broad and gentle care for their love, which in turn protected herself.

However, when finally returning to the class, Luo Zhi saw Xu Qiqiao and others surrounding Ye Zhanyan from the back door. She said loudly in the middle of the crowd: "My husband taught me math!" Everyone babbled and asked what, Ye Zhanyan groaned a little, and said grinning—

From odd to even, the symbol looks at the quadrant!

Absolutely. Everyone laughed, booed, and scolded her for spoofing.

Ye Zhanyan's show-off and publicity caused the gentle and beautiful appearance of the two people on the stairs to collapse in an instant. Luo Zhi sat back in her seat silently, and the noise came from the rear right. She lowered her head and played with the thick "Handbook of Chinese Basic Knowledge", looking up and down, as if it had hidden the secrets of the college entrance examination.

In the summer after the college entrance examination, the classmates like to get together and get drunk, no matter whether they are up or down. Luo Zhi has only participated once, watching them calling friends and calling friends in the corner, and the shouts of "full on top" one after another. The drunk Ye Zhanyan suddenly walked over and sat next to her, and said with a big tongue: "That idiot didn't get the first place this time."

Luo Zhi smiled and said: "The third place is already very powerful. The exam is impermanent, and the competition in science has always been fierce."

"Do you think he will leave me? Will he fall in love with others? Beijing is so far away." Ye Zhanyan lowered his head, tears fell, and his shoulders shrugged, with a pitiful look.

Luo Zhi was a little envious, Ye Zhanyan would never be strangled by depression and sadness, she would vent happily.

Although she still disappointed Luo Zhi, such Ye Zhanyan seemed to be just a little girl, without the self-confidence and freedom she usually saw.

"It's a blessing or a curse, it's a curse that can't be avoided. Feelings are not certain, you can only trust him." Luo Zhi said flatly.

I just wanted to comfort her by saying things like "You are the most special to him, distance is not a problem", but maybe she was too silent in the classmates, and she blurted out, that's it Cruel words.

Or maybe, her jealousy and malice never give up looking for opportunities to breathe.

Ye Zhanyan froze for a moment, then smiled with tears in his eyes.

"Luo Zhi, his mother doesn't like me."

She once heard many people comfort Ye Zhanyan: "His mother has no eyes, even you look down on you, let his son be a bachelor"-but she can only smile bitterly. Bystanders' irresponsible fight against injustice will always only have the effect of adding chaos.

"Love the house and the wu is the most ridiculous act in the world. You and his mother love him very much, but there is no need to accept each other. Ten years later, when you get married, you should consider the issue of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and enjoy the time now. Ye Zhanyan, he won't be like you unless he is free and easy."

Ye Zhanyan didn't speak for a long time.

"Is it free and easy like me?"

"Yeah." Luo Zhi got a little impatient, "I think he must like your free and easy manners too. Cheer up."

Ye Zhanyan suddenly burst into laughter.

"What's wrong?" Luo Zhi asked.

"How do you know what he likes? Hehe, forget it. Hehe, I know, thank you. Do you think this looks good?" Ye Zhanyan suddenly wiped out a tear and grinned, and pulled a pendant from the neckline.

The beautiful white crystal is a swan.

"He gave me—Swarovski’s, don’t you think? But there was a broken wing, you see. The most amazing thing was not that he gave me the swan, but he and my dad gave it to me on my birthday. The same thing as me! Haha, do you think it’s better to wear my dad’s or the one he gave me? Sometimes I really feel that although there are unsatisfactory things, life is still very happy, right?"

Luo Zhi was in a trance for a moment, and Ye Zhanyan's brilliant smile appeared beside him, and the corners of his beautiful eyes even had some unclean tears. She also laughed and said, "Well, yes, be happy. Your parents gave you this name just to make you smile brighter."

Ye Zhanyan suddenly turned his head to look at her, but slowly stopped smiling, those eyes seemed to look into Luo Zhi's soul, rude and stubborn.

Luo Zhi was stunned, but did not evade, just looked at her calmly, did not move his gaze, and did not ask her what to do.

"Ye Zhanyan, can you hurry up? It's just you, why are you so slow!"

"Okay, you can do it." Ye Zhanyan's voice was barely audible, but Luo Zhi still heard it, like an illusion.

She was called away and went on drinking. Luo Zhi is very curious, why all the dialogues in the world are like this, whenever it is almost impossible to proceed, someone will come to the rescue?

So there are endless stories in this world, one more exciting than the other, never cold.

She found her hands and feet cold.

That was Luo Zhi's last impression of Ye Zhanyan. She didn't understand why the other party looked at her like this. Maybe this will become an unsolved mystery in her life forever.

After Luo Zhi left the reunion, he drove to the cosmetics, watches and jewelry counter on the first floor of Longling Building in the commercial district, where her mother was standing at the counter of Zhou Shengsheng.

She ran to see Swarovski, which she had never noticed before.

Black counter, shiny crystal. However, Luo Zhi knew that the real beauty was not the crystal, but the spotlight behind it.

Just as she is not jealous of Ye Zhanyan's beauty and thoroughness, what she sighs and envy is the support behind her.

The spotlight made the crystal crystal clear and radiant, and there was a natural reason why Ye Zhanyan grew up to be what he is today.

She turned back to where she was to find her mother.

"Where did you go shopping?" At four o'clock in the afternoon, there were few people in the mall, and the mother was in a good mood. She touched her baby girl's head and smiled comfortably.

"A place where crystals and colored glaze are sold."

"If you don’t tell me, I forgot. The mall offers special rebates in the past two days. There is a shop selling crystals and another is a jade shop. Several little girls are familiar with me. It's cheaper, do you want a gift? I haven't bought anything for you after the college entrance examination."

"Forget it, don't want it." She smiled.

After going to college, Sheng Huainan has been sleeping in her heart, as if forgotten. Even if she heard that he and Ye Zhanyan had broken up, she had never been ready to move.

She was clearly doing well, at least she thought it was. But why is it so vulnerable?

Sheng Huainan and the senior of the student union opened the door of the barbecue restaurant, chatting in twos and threes and heading to the school.

He suddenly saw a girl in a white sweater with a tall and thin back in the wind very familiar.

He said to the senior: "You go first. I remembered that I had to bring some food to my dormitory classmates. I would go back and order some chicken wings."

The girl looked up at the Chiba Building in a daze. The high-altitude beams of light scattered on her face outlined soft lines, and two bright tears flickered.

Standing behind her, Sheng Huainan also looked up, only to see a mess of cameras and cosmetics ads.

Luo Zhi walked to the dark side road of the school in a daze, and suddenly heard someone behind him stepping on a dead branch and making a sound.

She didn't turn her head in a panic, but continued to walk calmly for two steps, and suddenly started to run. After running for a distance, she turned around and found that the figure under the street lamp was familiar.

It is Sheng Huainan.