Unrequited Love

The train was always moving smoothly. It was pleasant to lie on the bed thinking about the sound of the railroad tracks this way, but the children in the lower bunk kept making noise, which made Luo Zhi very tired.

The child has been spitting on the ground, kicking everyone's shoes all over, and shouting something that aliens understand when others are sleeping.

Luo Zhi suddenly remembered that in the second year of high school, the girls were sitting in the stands of the gymnasium waiting for the final exam. Ye Zhanyan and her friends suddenly yelled about a topic. Ye Zhanyan stood up with his hips akimbo, frowned after expressing his affection for babies, and said, I hate children after six or seven years old the most-when I have a child, he will grow up to four years old. Strangle him. Everyone laughed and said to be careful when you strangled the child to death, your family Sheng Huainan strangled you.

Luo Zhi admits that although she sometimes secretly laughs at her extreme and childishness, she has to admit that listening to her talk is very happy and makes people feel unconsciously close.

The thoughts of rebelliousness that flashed in my mind are not uncomfortable and come out through the mouths of others irrelevantly.

The child spit on the carpet again earnestly, and finally, with vague words, learning the tone of the soap opera protagonist on TV, saying, fortunately, I left my own traces and traces.

In the end, those two words were deliberately emphasized and prolonged.

Where and where, Luo Zhi laughed so much that his stomach hurts, and his face flushed, but he did not dare to make a sound. Children and puppies are the same, and they must leave their marks wherever they go.

Secondly, who is not like this? Desire to be affirmed by others, but also want to carve their own traces in the lives of others. Being ignored and forgotten is embarrassing and disappointing, and sometimes I can’t wait to prove my existence in this boring way like this kid.

It was getting late, and the setting sun was shining lazily into the carriage, and it was almost home.

In fact, she is not very homesick. She is still a long way from true homesickness. Although she is young and mature, her nostalgia and melancholy for the past life still carry the label of youth, but she has to pretend to be a deep look.

She still yearns far away, but still doesn't know how to miss it deeply.

She misses home, just like a child attached to her mother. In fact, his father's face has long been blurred.

Luo Zhi got out of bed, sat on a chair by the side of the aisle, and sat facing the opposite direction of the train, so it seemed that the train was desperately chasing his lost time. The plain to the north of Beijing is barren, and occasionally an obtrusive tree can be seen, solitaryly piercing the waveless peace.

In such a quiet moment, the train shuttles between the present and the future, between Beijing and hometown. She felt that she had escaped all her memories for the first time. No memories, no visions, no speculations, or even emotions.

Luo Zhi suddenly wanted to stop carrying the rest of her mother's life in a rebellious manner, and did not want to remember the so-called grievances of the older generations. Like an idiot, he has no responsibility, no pride, no dignity, and let this train derail in the wasteland. In the middle of an explosion, the flames completely swallowed her and burned her clean, or she was driven forever, leaving China, crossing Siberia, rushing into the Arctic Ocean, and completely buried and frozen under the glacier.

The train slammed and the carriage shook violently. She looked up at Miao Yuantian in surprise.

Then it returned to normal speed. Everything was calm except for the rumbling noise of the wheels passing by the joints of the railroad tracks.

She remembered the irrelevant junior high school physics problem. There was no mileage indicator outside the window, and only a stopwatch in her hand. How to estimate the train speed? The secret lies in the rhythmic rumbling sound, right?

She saw that the noisy child finally fell asleep.