【Is it really okay? I always feel like your condition has gotten a lot worse]
No, it's not that his condition has deteriorated.
He could feel that it was almost time for him to disappear.
Born as an artificial experiment, this ethereal and illusory existence should have perished with it after the institute was destroyed.
But for some reason, there seemed to be some strange obsessions pointed at him, which allowed him to continue to maintain his humanity and emotions as an illusory thing that should have disappeared long ago.
But now we are reaching our limit.
The memories and emotions that once maintained his existence are all based on human beings, so his humanity and emotions will appear abundant.
But now that there are more and more dead people, the obsession directed at him has become a group of emotionless things that are just the remains of the dead. So his humanity, therefore his emotions, are about to disappear.
He will return to the appearance that a monster should have, and will become a monster that repeats behaviors without cognition and thinking. He will only start killing people after the killing rules are triggered, that's all.
【I'm fine】
He said to the boy.
[It’s done, there’s no need to continue]
[Leave this place, find a job, find a place to settle down]
[You have learned to think about your future and fight for yourself. You can live your own life. There is no need to stay in this place anymore]
He said seriously to the boy.
【……how about you? 】
The boy just stared at him and spoke with no expression on his face.
[What would happen to you if I pretended not to know anything and walked away? What will happen to this place? 】
[I do understand what a sense of responsibility is and how to think and struggle, but this kind of thing is actually not important to me]
[Teacher, I stay here just because I decided to do this]
[Maybe you think this is childish and impulsive, but I decided to do this after I came out of that underground base]
[I will definitely destroy this place completely without leaving a trace, because...]
Because this is your wish, teacher.
The boy did not say all of this, but he knew that the teacher must understand what he meant, and he also knew that the teacher would be disappointed with him.
Yes, you taught me to get out of pain, taught me to find happiness, and taught me how to live.
But this kind of thing is actually not important to me.
In fact, I am still that boring person with no direction and no dreams.
I don’t want to find a job or a place to settle down. This kind of thing makes no sense to me.
I just want to repay you, teacher. I can see that, teacher, you are actually...sader and sadder than me and those of us who have been bullied. I don't know what you are carrying, but I know that you hope to destroy this place, completely destroy this place that continues to produce more weirdness and tragedy, and prevent it from continuing to harm people.
For a guy like me who no one cares about, even if I really die, no one will shed tears for me.
But teacher, you are the first and only person in the world who is kind to me.
So, I'll stay.
No matter what, I will definitely stay.
…
wrong.
not like this.
I don't want you to do this.
Stop it.
Live a life of ordinary people and learn to have the happiness of ordinary people.
These responsibilities are never yours to bear.
There has never been any reason to let a student or a child shoulder such a responsibility.
So stop it, stop it.
Yukiji, don't do this.
don't want……
…
He finally couldn't hear his voice and couldn't see his figure.
Even though I called the teacher many times, I couldn't hear the answer or see him appear.
Even though he was still there and standing beside the boy, the other party couldn't find him anymore.
My limit is getting closer and closer.
His consciousness became more blurred, intermittent, sometimes awake and sometimes chaotic.
But he could still hear the child's voice.
The sound of him pushing something slowly in a cart was heard.
I heard him let out a long sigh in the empty conference hall.
And I heard his slightly trembling voice at the last moment, as if begging for a response.
[Teacher, has your wish come true? 】
Flames covered everything.
The collapsed and broken school can no longer continue to fulfill its original responsibilities.
Although the students and teachers who have turned into monsters will continue to repeat their actions, the lack of living people has begun to cause irreversible changes in this place, making it no longer possible to harm living people, and no longer able to create more The tragedy.
It seemed that someone who had witnessed all this was clapping his hands gently and showing an intoxicated expression.
And he saw the boy's soul staying here forever, staying alone in the darkness, and saw the words he repeated softly.
[Teacher, has your wish come true? 】
He is still waiting for the teacher's answer.
The boy, who didn't know whether he succeeded or did the right thing until the end, wandered like this for decades, just to get an answer he would never get.
This shouldn't be the case.
This story shouldn't have ended like this.
But he couldn't change anything.
His consciousness is close to a state of complete collapse, and his personality, his pain, his longings, and his wishes are about to dissipate along with his existence.
So in the end, did I fail?
No students were saved.
Even the last child that he worked hard to save ended up staying in this hell forever because of him.
My existence is about to disappear completely.
But this hell has still not been completely destroyed.
I am an incompetent teacher who failed to accomplish anything until the end. What else can I do in the end?
Is there really any hope left?
Really...is there still a chance to save everything?
No.
There must be a way.
There must be... there must be a way!
Even if I fail in the end, one day, there will be someone else to end it all.
Maybe all traces of this school in the real world will eventually be erased, leaving nothing behind. But my memory will still remain. Even if my personality and all my emotions disappear, after completely turning into a monster, my memory will definitely remain and will be preserved.
There must be someone who can receive this information.
There must be someone who can end everything and save everything!
I believe this is possible.
If even someone like me, who is not even a human being, would choose to save and work hard to save everything after witnessing this hell. Then there must be someone similar to me in this world who, after seeing all this, decides to lend a helping hand and change everything, so that those who deserve peace can find peace, and those villains who cause pain can find peace. Deserved punishment.
There must be such people.
So, I have to remember.
Even if [I] will cease to exist in the end, I must remember it.
All the children I have met, all the children I long to save, all the children who have met a painful end and cannot rest in peace.
Even if their traces will be completely forgotten and erased by the entire world, until there are no traces left.
I will also remember them all.
I want this memory to continue with the dead me who is also trapped in an endless cycle, until one day it is discovered again.
This is not my right.
This is the responsibility that I, as a [teacher], can finally fulfill.
so……
please……
…
…
…
All the fragments are put together here.
From the ignorance at the beginning of birth to the determination at the final destruction, all the memories and all the traces left on this river of time are completely known to Gao Hai and Goto Kazuri at this moment.
Gao Hai's existence is still further replacing that [teacher]'s existence.
[Teacher], who originally had neither gender nor a real body, has begun to become [him] with Gao Hai's deeper and deeper integration and replacement.
Now I can break my core obsession at any time.
Eriko Asamoto's obsession can be realized at any time when she and [Teacher] meet again.
Morihara Koji's obsession only needs him to answer "I realized it" as a [teacher].
And [Teacher]’s own obsession will come to an end with the demise of the first two obsessions.
Urian in Bydos will also be satisfied with the [Teacher] who truly sees the entity during the observation process.
That's right.
Now, he is in a place where countless memories and time distortions merge. With the help of Goto Kazuri, he can solve all known core obsessions in one go. The troubles that need to be dealt with have been reduced to a minimum, the problems that need to be cared about have basically ceased to exist, and there are no worries at all.
So what exactly is there to wait for and to hesitate about?
"It's really...fuck you..."
Gao Hai spoke softly, and his overly soft voice actually sounded a bit gentle.
"Why?"
Ichiri Goto, who didn't expect Gao Hai to curse, and even cursed in such a soft voice, immediately lost his mind and fell into a state where he couldn't think.
But Gao Hai didn't pay attention to this kind of thing.
He's just unhappy.
He was just very, very unhappy. He felt so angry that he felt like he was burning with anger in his chest. He wanted to kill someone right away. He was so unhappy that he was grinding his teeth and his veins were bulging.
"So I have said it, this feeling of being entrusted and trusted by others is really troublesome for me."
"Dead people are great. They can just leave a message casually and that's it. It doesn't matter whether those who come after you listen or not."
"Do you know that it's really uncomfortable for you to trust someone who comes after you with such confidence..."
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