With one year left to live, my five sisters cried heartbrokenly for me

Cheng Xiaodie's words had a great impact on Chen He.

He realized how stupid his previous ideas were.

What is the difference between his behavior and those parents who keep saying that they want their children's

good? Do children be grateful for their so-called good for them

? No, no?

They will only hold a rebellious mentality and disagree with their parents.

Sometimes, respecting other people's ideas can have unexpected effects.

Chen He left Zhang Yun's house in despair, and he didn't even eat dinner again.

He drove back to his apartment and parked the car downstairs.

silently looked at the floor where Song Xiangsi was.

Chen He himself lives on the 15th floor, and Song Xiangsi lives on the 18th floor.

He counted it layer by layer, wanting to see if Song Xiangsi was at home.

If you tell him to go to Song Xiangsi now and explain things clearly, it is not impossible.

But he was afraid, afraid of Song Xiangsi's disgusted eyes towards him.

And I was afraid that she would not be able to accept this fact.

Isn't it too abrupt to go to her now?

If you had been on the Ferris wheel before, tell her, maybe you would have known the result earlier.

The upstairs was brightly lit, and there was only a small amount of light from below, but it showed that Song Xiangsi was at home.

Chen He took several deep breaths, and finally made up his mind to go up and make it clear to her.

He got out of the car, got on the elevator, and went straight to the 18th floor.

When I really came to Song Xiangsi's door, I felt a little homesick.

With an uneasy heart, he knocked on Song Xiangsi's door.

"Tuk tuk. The

door opened, but the person inside was not Song Xiangsi.

It's a man holding a towel and wiping his hair.

"What's the matter?" the

man has sword eyebrows and starry eyes, and his figure is quite tall, and he looks very temperamental.

Suave and elegant, it will be the type that most girls like.

Chen He was stunned for a moment, and then whispered: "I have something to do with Song Xiangsi."

The man squinted his eyes and looked at Chen He a few times, and a meaningful smile suddenly appeared on his lips.

"She, it's not convenient now, you can tell me something.

Chen He stood in place in a daze, and took a closer look at the man's wet hair.

It was still dripping with water and seemed to have just taken a shower.

What inconvenience could Song Xiangsi have?

Chen He felt mixed feelings in his heart, as if the vinegar jar had been knocked over, and suddenly lost all the courage he had just accumulated.

He opened his mouth, but finally pressed down all the words.

"It's nothing, I'll tell her again when I see her, excuse me.

After speaking, Chen He nodded at the man and left the floor in despair.

He stood in the elevator and looked out the window at the night view.

The lights of thousands of homes are bright, but his heart is empty, as if there is no place to stay.

This result seems to be expected, and it seems to be unexpected.

In all fairness, Chen He, as a man who likes Song Xiangsi, seeing this scene, is not jealous.

However, he actually hopes that she can find her own happiness again and stop wasting time on herself.

He hopes that Song Xiangsi will be happy.

The dense pain from the bottom of my heart still prevailed.

After letting him get out of the elevator, he silently found a corner and squatted down.

He felt like he had lost all his strength and couldn't walk any more.

He really shouldn't bother Song Xiangsi anymore.

Now that she has found her own happiness.

Everything you do is superfluous.

He just needs to silently guard her side, and any approach will cause trouble to her current life.

Those self-righteous proximities were just an excuse for him not to leave Song Xiangsi and to continue to meet her.

Since he had already made up his mind to accept death calmly, why couldn't he accept the departure of his lover?

Chen He squatted in place, thought for a long time, and finally returned to his car.

He pulled out a box of cigarettes from the car.

Zhang Yun often rides in his car, which is put by Zhang Yun.

There is also a lighter.

He silently lit one, put it in his mouth and took a puff.

The man who had never smoked before was almost out of breath when he was choked.

"It smells terrible.

Chen He muttered, but he couldn't control it in his hand, and put the cigarette to his mouth again.

He followed Zhang Yun's usual way of swallowing clouds and spitting out mist, continued to inhale it, and then squirted out from his nose.

White smoke lingers around his mouth, and the pungent smell keeps drilling into his nose.

Chen He still found it difficult to accept this smell for a while.

But the discomfort in his heart seemed to be released a little bit.

I have to admit that this feeling of swallowing clouds and spitting fog seems to relieve a little sadness and sadness in my heart.

His mind was like a flower, playing the bits and pieces of his acquaintance with Song Xiangsi.

From the first time the two met, to work later.

Chen He felt that he had to admit that his feelings for Song Xiangsi were deeper than he imagined.

originally thought that he could really sincerely bless Song Xiangsi as he imagined.

But when this thing happened suddenly, it seemed to take a little time to accept.

The man upstairs looked at Chen He and walked away without looking back, as if something was not quite right.

He scratched his head, couldn't help but take out his phone and dial a number.

On the other end of the phone, Song Xiangsi was rehearsing the show.

The New Year's Day show is coming soon, and the school gives them dance and music teachers. Tasks have been added.

She was instructing students in rehearsals and hadn't returned home yet.

"Hey, brother, what's wrong?"

Song Xiangsi's voice was easy to distinguish, and in the midst of a noisy music, she was still the most crisp one.

Song Qiusheng roughly talked about the situation just now.

"Just now a man, very handsome, knocked on the door and said he wanted to find you for something.

I said you're inconvenient, just tell me something, and then he left.

Song Xiangsi was stunned for a moment, and then realized that something was wrong.

Hmm? It can't be Chen He looking for her, right?

No, the key is that Song Qiusheng, as a man, appeared at his house at night, and then said that it was inconvenient for him.

Then Chen He must feel that there is something between them.

Song Xiangsi gasped and said with some annoyance: "Song Qiusheng, I was kind enough to take you in, and you hurt me like this."

You're done, wait for me to go back, you wait to be beaten!"

After speaking, Song Xiangsi hurriedly hung up the phone.

The rehearsal was almost over anyway, and after instructing the students a few words, Song Xiangsi hurriedly rushed home.

I hope that when she goes back, Chen He hasn't slept yet.

Song Qiusheng on the other end of the phone looked at the phone, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

He whispered softly: "After so many years, you haven't achieved positive results, look at me adding fire to you." "